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His Butler, Broken

A/n: I believe this to be my magnum opus, mainly because of the length. Technically, it is a sequel fic, but only partially. It only calls back a little to the first one other than naming characters, but they'll be reintroduced now as it loosely follows Sebastian's point of view.

Following the death of Ciel Phantomhive the demon butler didn't expect himself to spiral out of control. He wasn't aware of the fact Ciel had become almost like a son to him but, when the end came he found himself unprepared. Luckily, Ciel knew that this would have taken a tole. He was aware to how close he had gotten to his butler despite being a literal demon. So he had something instated for Sebastian to fall back on, something he had kept from the demon until the day he was finally ready for his soul to be devoured.

"You need to keep your brother on a tighter leash! He went on a rampage and killed thousands of people in Germany!" 

The angel flinched away from the woman with fiery hair and emerald eyes. She leaned over the desk, knuckles turning white her claws dug into the wooden surface. This was the second time this month Raziel was in the department of a higher up, and once again it was following something Sebastian did. It was obvious now that his brother was torn apart by the fact he cause Ciel Phantomhive's death, but it was inevitable. 

"I know, I know. I just haven't found out how to calm him down yet..." 

"Find out quicker or we're going to be dealing with a lot more than thousands of people dying! Not only is he overworking the reapers but he's also affecting human life that was never involved with him!" She barked in his face. 

War was a terrifying woman. She ran on pure rage alone, not someone that anyone would want to mess with. Out of the four horsemen she was the worst of them all. Now, Sebastian wasn't the only otherworldly concern. The demon was a very big concern because of his rampages but Death was also missing. He's been missing for quite a long time. Since the reapers are being overworked there isn't anyone to truly moderate it. Sure, they can try to moderate it themselves but without their horseman at the helm attempting is futile. 

"I'm waiting for the right time to give him that letter Ciel left him."

"There is never going to be a 'right time' with him! He's going to continue on like this unless you do something to stop him!" 

"What if I can't stop him?" Raziel asked. 

"Then we'll have to terminate him." 

"Isn't that a little too hasty? Wait— You need the four of you to destroy him." 

"No. The four of us would be needed to destroy this world we have created, only one is required to destroy that in which we molded after ourselves. Although, without your brother you would be incomplete." War sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. "If it were any of the Sins they would need to be together in entirety, all seven of them are needed to destroy a demon, angel, or reaper." 

"I thought the Sins were just a silly story that humans told their offspring?" Raziel rose a brow.

"You're changing the subject!" She sneered through gritted teeth, fangs glinting in the yellow light that illuminated the room. 

"You're the one who brought it up..." 

"Just— Get that damned demon on a leash before I have to do something about it, I'm not as forgiving as I appear to be." 

"I get it, you're holding back." 

Raziel stood from the broken chair that had been stabbing into his back for the past hour. Relief washed over his face as his hands quickly went to rub at the irritated area. Like her name suggested, War's office was broken down and torn apart. From the looks of it she had stopped buying new furniture after the continuous destruction. As much as he was curious of whether or not the Sins did truly exist there was a much more important pressing matter. Finding Sebastian. The good thing is he didn't go and destroy Britain, otherwise that would have really pissed off the horsemen of the apocalypse. 

Exiting through the door he had come through the butler clad in white found himself back on the busy streets of London. It seems Ciel's death hadn't majorly affected the human world as much as it had affected the otherworldly beings. Running a hand down his face his feet carried him in a random direction. Unlike his brother, Raziel didn't feel the need to cause massive amounts of destruction after Oscar had died. He'd known this was coming for a long time. It was ultimately Sebastian's fault to get involved with a human being he'd made a contract with. That was the first and only rule he willingly broke without a second thought. Shaking his head with a laugh he ran a hand through his hair, pushing it back from his face. Humans were complicated, confusing, and overall just small beings compared to angels and demons. They were their food after all, they had to be small in comparison. The ultimate predator needs no predator of their own. Especially not when it comes to their food. 

Pulling the letter from his waist coat his gloved fingertips ran over the wax seal. Ciel's refined handwriting decorated the back of the envelope addressing the letter to the demon. It had only been two weeks since he'd seen his brother but it feels like it has been centuries from the way he was acting. It was in fact against code to kill humans that are not involved in a contract, but it's very clear wrath and gluttony have taken the demon over. Sins and Virtues were put in place as a way to hold humans down and make sure they continue to fight one another instead of finding out the truth about their world. Their little minds wouldn't be able to handle the information. 

His eyes flashed golden for a second. Humans always smelled wonderful in the morning. He was almost envious of the way Sebastian could just willingly deal away with all these humans lives and not feel remorse for what damage he has caused. He was envious of all the food he was eating. He wished he was the person who thought about it first. Raziel mentally cursed himself for not taking to killing thousands of people. Humans were beneath him no matter what he thought of those in contracts with him. They were bugs to be crushed under his feet, small lives that meant nothing in the grand scheme of things. Even the tainted humans like vampires and werewolves were below him, although he wouldn't dare eat them. 

There was no way to travel to Germany without the help of a reaper. They had the easier and faster ways to travel after all. With headquarters all over the globe they obviously had a way to cross the world. Reapers were far more easier to deal with than other demons and angels, although there were rather annoying reapers he'd much rather avoid. Namely one Grell Sutcliff, but she always managed to find him. Possibly it was because he was related to Sebastian, or just for her own amusement. She was nice company when she wanted to be tolerable. 

"What are you doing here without a contractee?" 

Snapped out of his thoughts by the reaper in the tan trench coat there was a ghost of a smile on his face. Matthew O'Harris was a much more pleasant surprise then getting snuck up on by Grell Sutcliff. Stuffing the letter back into his waistcoat Raziel only chuckled dryly. 

"Angels don't always need contracts to walk amongst the lower life forms." 

"Ouch, I was once human you know." Matthew snickered, humor a bit too dry for his liking. 

"I'm well aware, but you are no longer human so you do not count." 

"Didn't you have a contract with a human?"

"Yes, but it was terminated not long after..." 

"Ah, right. I'll take it you want to go see him quickly, eh?" Matthew pulled a iron key with a skull on it from his pocket. 

They had stopped at the entrance of an abandoned alleyway. Shoulder to shoulder the angel was far taller than the reaper could ever be. Emanating a faint glow as the buildings blocked out the sunlight, Raziel watched the reaper use the back end of the key to outline a door-esque shape on the red brick and flip this key around. It was magical how once the key was inserted in the keyhole and turned a door appeared before their very eyes. The reapers always had fun things attached to their job. They only had to deal with collecting the souls, not taking care of those same souls until the moment they died. 

"You're lucky I'm on my way to the German branch, it's a good thing they said they needed help." 

"Yes, a good thing indeed." Raziel rolled his eyes. He never liked travelling companions. 

The door opened to a path surrounded by the cosmos. Swirls of colors mixed together and curled around one another. Tones of purple and red, orange and pink all mixed together among the black expanse. No matter how many times Raziel has seen the paths of the dead he was still speechless upon seeing them. Matthew didn't wait for him. He walked on ahead with no intention of stopping and talking to him. That was another reason why Raziel didn't want to run into Grell, she would most certainly stop and talk to him the entire way. Talk his ear off until they reached their destination and had to part ways. People like that were awfully dull. Those who spoke incessantly had nothing of interest going on about them. Wearing their heart on their sleeve and their soul as an open book led to very uneventful beings. That too was something he didn't like about humans. Even those that tried to convince others or themselves that they weren't as open like a book were the most predictable and boring individuals on the planet. 

Oscar was among those like that. He lived and died without changing, not even an inch. Raziel felt better off without him, but at the same time he was starving without him. Maybe he hadn't enjoyed the soul as much as he should have. Quickly eating was a habit he'd tended to pick up from Death, his creator. Perhaps gluttony had come from Death as well. 

Raziel could no longer see Matthew as he made it to the end of the pathway. Typically this would only shut him inside until another reaper came to get him or happened upon him by accident, but he could see the open door at the other end. The forest of Germany greeted him when he stepped out. The rain already soaking through his white clothing causing the darker colors to show through so quickly. Scowling at the rain his ears twitched feeling something in the air. Sebastian was here. He was thankful, at least, to be able to sense other beings like himself. It made his job easier. 

The angel didn't have to go looking for the demon when his brother came to him. Tackled to the disgusting, wet ground by the man clad in black his reflexes kicked in when Sebastian had bit him hard on the arm. Black blood oozed out of the injury and sizzled in the falling rain. The brothers struggled for what seemed like eternity rolling around on the horrid terrain of Earth. Dirtying their clothes and themselves with dirt and their blood. It seemed Sebastian had simply overdosed on human souls and was now displaying Wrath fueled by all those angry beings. They weren't properly absorbed to become one with him. 

"You've turned into a filthy animal." Raziel scoffed, kicking Sebastian in the stomach. 

"Really, look at yourself. This lack of moderation is unbecoming of you Zariel." 

Something about his true name made Sebastian snap even further. It was like the angel was looking at someone entirely different from the demon he'd known for years. This reaction would only come if they were fighting for their food but there was no food to fight over, not when Sebastian had eaten almost all of it. Raziel stilled kept silverware in his waist coat, just in case he needed to defend himself against something that wasn't human. Using them on his brother wasn't entirely ideal but he had no other choice. Of course, his brother didn't have the power to kill him but he needed to be put to rest only for a moment. 

"It's like you loved that human so much you became something like it." 

Sebastian didn't respond, far too gone to respond to anything. Not even a response to the insults. Deep down he knew that he was becoming a disgusting creature. There was just this hole that couldn't be filled. Neverminded eating thousands of people, that hole would stay. He felt broken, incomplete without the missing piece. Something really was torn away from him when he had to kill Ciel at the end of their contract. He looked at his brother with unbridled rage in his eyes. Anger towards a being who could mercilessly take a human life and not feel anything toward it. 

"You and I may not be two different sides of the same coin after all, I mean, I wouldn't have this reaction to a mere human being killed by my hand. Better it by you than something else." Raziel's talking annoyed him, like nails on a chalk board. 

Holding his hands over his ears he screwed his eyes shut tight. Blocking the angel out the best he could all these voices on the inside were screaming at him. He really had eaten too much. This sick and twisted cacophony played inside him like an orchestra. Ciel was like a child to him. Was like a son to him. Someone that meant everything to him. Without that piece there was a part of him that was missing. He was truly flawed. He was nothing like his brother. His time on Earth had indeed tainted him greatly.  

"Answer me, you mutt!" Raziel had grabbed him harshly by the collar, spitting in his face. "Why have you decided to destroy not only yourself but everyone else around you?!" 

There was something swimming in Sebastian's eyes. Behind their red hue was that hint of unabsorbed souls swimming within him. Bouncing around as if his body was a bouncy castle. A grimace fell upon Raziel's face as he let go of his brother, letting him crash toward the dirt. He was feeling more than just disappointment. This rage bubbled inside of him seeing his brother so recklessly horrid. So torn apart by a mere human. A mere tiny life form compared to their ethereal forever. 

"I believed you were finally worthy of this, but you are worthy of nothing. You should be below me with your precious humanity." Raziel pulled the letter from his waist coat, the rain begun to soak it. He was able to fix it, of course, but he was taunting the demon. 

"No!" Sebastian finally screamed, it came out strained, as if his vocal cords hadn't been used in forever. His voice was raw. 

"No? Finally, you say something." Raziel sighed. 

"Give me that! Is it from Ciel?!" Sebastian reached out to grab the letter but Raziel wasn't going to give it to him, obviously. 

"Are you really still rambling on about that puny human? I expected better of you." 

"Give me the letter!" Sebastian cried, the tears that ran down his face matched the color of his eyes. 

"Now you're crying." 

"Give me— The letter..." 

Sebastian heaved, it was odd now that he had suddenly calmed down once he'd laid eyes on the letter that Ciel had written. Raziel shook his head and looked up at the sky. He hoped the horsemen were looking down at him and pitying him for having to deal with his brother like this. Grabbing Sebastian's arm harshly the angel pulled the demon to his feet and grimaced at the disheveled state of his clothes. Sebastian had barely laid his eyes on his brother now that he was calm before he had fallen unconscious. Supporting him despite wanting to let him fall and leave him their he noticed the woman in red he wanted nothing to do with. Once she spotted them she immediately came running over with her death scythe clutched tightly in her hands. 

"You know, I was wondering when you would show up— Oh dear, is bassy..." Grell's eyes widened, Sebastian being unconscious became clearer the closer she was. 

"I believe he's just passed out due to all of those unabsorbed souls." 

"Then we'll have to take him to the reaper hospital." 

"We?" Raziel rose a brow, his face otherwise blank. 

"Yes! We. There's no way you're just leaving him with me like this, I'm not going to be the one to explain to my superiors what happened." Grell planted her hands on her hips. 

"How come I have to explain this to your superiors? I was never a reaper." 

"He's your brother, you found out how to calm him down."

"Alright, let's just go to that stupid mortal hospital." 

Unlike angels and demons, reapers had a hospital in which they operated out of. Those who reaped souls were once human themselves. It was a way to keep a bit of that humanity instead of othering themselves. Raziel was uncomfortable in the hospital. He was uncomfortable around reapers in general. It didn't matter if they were no longer human, they were once human and that made them less than what they seemed to be. He'd explained to Grell's higher ups, leaving her in the hospital room with Sebastian. When the demon came to she had a frown on her face. 

"How did you eat five thousand souls without stopping and thinking about the consequences?" Her voice was level, she was holding his hand. 

"I— What?" 

"Sebastian, those souls were going to rip you apart." 

"What do you mean?" He asked, completely serious. 

"You ate five thousand souls! What else is there to say?" 

"I... Ate five thousand souls?" 

Grell sighed and shook her head. On the bedside table was the letter that Ciel had written to Sebastian. It was like he was noticing it for the first time today. Reaching over to pick it up the red-haired woman furrowed her brows in confusion. Did he really still care about that letter? 

"Ciel... Where— Where is the young master?" 

Moving to sit up he looked around frantically. It was heartbreaking watching him like this. It was as if nothing that had transpired ever happened at all. It was was if he completely had forgotten the rampages he'd gone on or the damage that he'd caused. Like this he looked frail and powerless. 

"Sebastian, he's dead." 


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1 year ago

As someone who enjoys Kuro OCs, I'm quite enjoying Raziel as a character here. As an angel who looks down upon mortals, he's almost like a more down-to-earth version of Hazbin Hotel's Adam (in a good way, obviously).

I especially like when people create their characters to act like foils to the canon characters (especially to Sebastian himself)

His Butler, Recovering

A/n: Raziel is kind of a dick. I have a lot of fun with his "holier than thou" personality, believing humans are below him. This is a direct contrast to Sebastian, who, in Black Butler, is amused by mortals and fits in nicely. I honestly feel that he is like a black sheep amongst other demons or even celestial beings (if eventually there are not just demons).

Summary: Grell lets Sebastian stay at her townhouse, which was given to her by Madame Red. She and Raziel read the letter that Ciel left the demon and have quite a discussion about it. Grell's butler, Reginald, checks on Sebastian, aware he is a demon. Sebastian makes the human take him to a nearby cemetery, still grieving the loss of Ciel Phantomhive.

While he recovered, Grell let Sebastian and Raziel stay at her house. It was a townhouse that belonged to Madame Red. She had given another of her possessions to the reaper; after all, she knew she would die as Jack the Ripper. Sebastian slept upstairs, leaving the angel and reaper to themselves in the drawing room. Grell kept the letter. She took it out again and ran her manicured fingers over the envelope, gently tracing the azure blue wax seal. 

"Do you even know what's in this?" 

Raziel, who had been looking out the window and watching people pass on the streets, looked over at her. His eyes weren't focused. He was already lost in some other thought. The letter meant nothing to him. He was silent, zoning out in her direction. Grell tapped the letter against the small table she sat at, chewing the inside of her cheek. Confusion was written plain on her face like a piece of art. The angel tilted his head. 

"Why does it matter? He's dead. Humans die." His voice was monotonous. 

"I see why angels are unlike demons now." Grell let out a heavy exhale. "You worry not for humanity but only yourself." 

Raziel scoffed and turned to look out the window once more. He felt more disconnected from humanity, like watching a colony of ants underfoot. They scurry around, steal from one another, lie, and cheat their way through life. The human existence for some was terrible. Thrown to the side like spoiled food. But, he wasn't so disconnected from mortals as he once believed. He, too, like Zariel–Sebastian–succumbed to the greed and arrogance of the nobility. He allowed the feelings and morality of man to taint him, who was once holy and virtuous. 

"I worried for Oscar." 

Grell glanced over her glasses at the shape by the window. Her posture softened, and she looked back down at the table, toying with the ends of her sleeves. She, too, cared for Oscar. Worried for him. His absence felt like something had been ripped from her, but she could feel him in the angel. He was not wholly lost.

“I… I came to him that night in the cathedral. The despair and anguish had taken its hold. He prayed for his mortal life to be ended that night.”

 Grell was silent, staring at him while he talked. 

"He needed to know that his mortal life was not worth ending; I tried to convince him a bargain for his soul would be a miserable, meaningless fate." 

"You didn't want to help him?" Grell's brows furrowed. "He was in pain, he was trapped— " 

"I didn't want him throwing his life away for something so stupid! He could have lived far longer than when he met me!" Raziel snapped at her. 

"Why?" 

"I'm not as involved as my brother. I watch from the sidelines. We— I do not give in to human desires." 

"Because you don't think people should sin?" 

"Sin does not exist. It is a mortal concept." Raziel let the curtain drop from his hold, covering the window. 

"Do you want to know what is in the letter?" Grell asked, holding it up, vertically. 

"I can only assume you wish to know the contents, and I cannot stop you. Regardless of if it is addressed to the demon." 

"So, if I tell you, you will be okay with it?" 

"I see nothing wrong with this notion. I'm not the one opening the letter." Raziel sat in the seat across from her. 

Grell stared down at the letter, gently touching the delicate cursive that bore Sebastian's name on the back. Carefully, using her nail, she pried the wax seal of the letter. Doing her best to keep it intact. Her goal was to make it seem like it hadn't been opened, in case Sebastian gets upset. He had every right to; the letter was addressed to him. Once the wax seal was pried off, she pulled the folded paper from within the envelope and set it aside. The atmosphere suddenly shifted, and she paused. Glancing up at Raziel, who had a bored expression on his face, she took a deep breath. It was as if a weight was pressing down on her heart. Her hands began to shake, her ears and face heating up. 

Unfolding the letter that was inside, she read the delicate cursive slowly. Taking in each word like it was used with Ciel's dying breath. Raziel rose a brow. He didn't understand her reaction or why she was being so careful with it. A letter from a mortal meant nothing, especially if it was a letter from a dead mortal. Some time passed, and he surmised she had finished reading; without a second thought or manners, he snatched the letter from her to read for himself. He assumed she would read it out loud to him from what she asked. Her face opened up in surprise, then began to twist into anger, but she stopped when he started laughing. Head thrown back, shoulders bouncing. His laugh rang through the room like a jovial sound. She had never once heard him laugh or experienced his other emotions. He wasn't one to wear them on his sleeve. 

"He thinks he can command a higher being!" Raziel tossed the letter to her, a grin stretching across his features. "He truly thinks he can make Zariel do what he asks!" 

"Sebastian can do what he pleases. Including listening to what Ciel said." Grell crossed her arms over her chest. "He needs something to busy himself." 

"You act as if that mortal was his friend. Ciel Phantomhive was food. Mortals don't befriend the animals they kill to feed themselves, and the same goes for angels and demons." 

"And you act as if he can shut those emotions off." She shot back with a scowl on her face. "Stop acting like you're so high and mighty; if anything, you are a hypocrite condemning your brother for caring about a human when you did the same." 

"I don't throw a tantrum." Raziel's eyes were glowing golden. The smile on his face disappeared. 

"That wasn't a tantrum; he was hurt and alone because you couldn't be bothered to help him!" 

"It was no one's fault but his own because he ate that human. There was nothing I could do." 

"Stop saying that! Just because you've disconnected yourself from the situation, doesn't mean it doesn't matter!" 

"It doesn't because I truly don't care." Raziel rolled his eyes. "For someone who deals with reaping souls daily, you wear your heart on your sleeve. Is that how you killed yourself? Because people took advantage of that?" 

The chair was scraped against the wooden floor, screaming in agony. Grell slammed her hands down on the table, leaning over him with a firey look in her eyes. Raziel noticed that he may have taken it too far, but his face remained stoic under her gaze. She slapped him. It happened within seconds. A red handprint began to form on his cheek, but he didn't move, dazed. Of course, he deserved it, so he wasn't protesting. 

"I admit, I took it too far." 

His fingertips lightly grazed over his reddened cheek. The skin was tender but wouldn't affect him in the long run. Grell was startled. He looked so unbothered by the slap across his face. His eyes were dark, sucking up light that came in contact with them. She stepped back, first and foremost worried about her safety. Moments passed, and the grandfather clock in the room chimed. Raziel didn't move. 

"I apologize." 

"You stepped way out of line." Grell crossed her arms over her chest, popping one hip out. "I'll accept your apology this time." 

"Is everything alright in here?" 

A young man in a burgundy three-piece suit and a trenchcoat stood in the doorway. The coat was buttoned all the way, and he wore white gloves. His hair was as red and as long as Grell's was, pulled back into a ponytail with two little strands pulled out from either side of his head. Heavy bags discolored the skin under his eyes, and his smile didn't even reach his dark brown eyes. 

"Raziel! I do believe you haven't met Reggie, my butler." She had a closed-eyed smile. 

"You have a butler? Does he know..." 

"That you're an angel?" Reggie tilted his head to the side. "Yes, I'm well aware." 

"Then what are you?" Raziel inquired. 

"You don't have to answer that!" Reggie opened his mouth to speak, but Grell beat him to it. "Just consider him my butler." 

"Yes, but is he human? Vampyre? Werewolf?" 

"Is that important?" Grell rolled her eyes. 

"I... Well, I suppose it isn't." The angel looked away. 

"Reggie, could you be a dear and check on Sebastian for me? He's just upstairs in my room." 

"Of course, my lady." Reggie bowed and disappeared around the corner. 

The red-haired man ascended the stairs with quiet footsteps. The sun was already setting, and there weren't many lights on the second floor. Stopping at the landing, he peered down the corridor, barely able to make out a shadow in the distance. Typically, it was only ever himself and Madame Sutcliff. Although she told him that Sebastian and Raziel would be staying with them, he still assumed the worst when he saw the large shadow at the end of the hall. He was merely a human, and the other three in the house could get rid of him in the blink of an eye. So, he approached Sebastian carefully. 

"Mr. Michaelis, are you alright?" 

The demon was hunched over, leaning against the wall with a hand pressed to his side. His eye illuminated a vibrant fuschia, and his nostrils flared as he inhaled the human scent. He made no move to jump to harm the redhead. His pale skin looked far sicker than usual, and within his eyes was a type of pain Reggie could easily understand. Sebastian took a step forward, trying to push back whatever consumed him. His joints and limbs screaming at him internally. As soon as he started to go down, leaning toward the floor, Reggie quickly put his arms around the demon, hoisting him up. 

"Sir, I... I think it would be best if you went back to lie down." 

"I don't need to rest." 

"I'm quite literally holding you up at the moment." 

"I can smell your soul rotting." Sebastian scoffed. "I don't need your help." 

"Fine, then. Walk on your own." 

Reggie pulled his arms away and stepped back from the demon's reach. He watched as the demon clung to the wall, shakily trying to upright his posture. Sebastian took one step forward and plummeted to the ground again, falling with a thud to the floor. It was a pathetic demon in such disarray relying on a mortal for help. Reggie could see in his eyes that he was pleading with the man, not as vile as he had previously been described. 

"Is everything alright up there?" Grell hollered up the stairs. 

"Yes, everything is quite alright, my lady!" Reggie yelled back to her. 

With an arm under Sebastian's, he picked the demon up with great effort, the dark-haired man only helping him slightly. It wasn't as if demons recovered faster than mortals regarding flesh wounds. He may have been covered in bandages and no longer bleeding, but there was another reason for this sluggishness. The vitality of his being was gone. What only remained was an empty husk of who he once was. A poor, pathetic demon who flew too close to the sun like Icarus in the labyrinth. 

"Look, mate, I don't quite care what happened, but you must return to bed. Madame Sutcliff will not be too happy you're up and about." 

"I can't." Sebastian winced. "I need to go outside." 

"Are you restless? Too bored? Need a glass of water? I'll be happy to fetch you anything you need." 

Reggie helped Sebastian back into Grell's room, sitting him back on the bed. Turning on the bedside table lamp, he stretched. Sebastian looked worse than Reggie assumed. His cheeks were hollow, and the bags under his eyes were about as grey as his own were. The powerful demon looked pitiful and dejected. The life practically sucked out of him. 

"Take me outside." 

"I'll ask Madame Sutcliff–" 

"No! Take me outside to see him." Sebastian snapped at him. 

"Who would I even take you outside to see?" 

"Ciel. I need- I need to see Ciel again." 

Sebastian reached forward and grabbed Reggie's arm. His eyes were pleading, brimming with tears of the same color. The human tried to pull back, but it was as if the demon had a vice grip. He wanted to call out for Grell or Raziel, but his throat closed. Sebastian and Reggie stared at one another in silence for minutes. The clock on the dresser slowly clicked away. 

"Let me go." Reggie finally spoke, trying to pull his arm back. 

"Take me to Ciel." Sebastian's nails dug into his arm; he wouldn't be surprised if he began to bleed eventually. There most likely would be bruises, though. 

"Will you let me go if I do?" 

"Yes."

Reggie wasn't trying to consider this, listening to the demon. The last thing he wanted was to get his soul consumed. He also didn't want the demon to get up again and worry Grell; that was the last thing she needed. Sighing and hanging his head, Reggie nodded slowly. He also didn't want to stand there for hours while the demon stared at him. It was creepy, and prolonged eye contact scared the shit out of him. 

So, he took Sebastian outside while Raziel and Grell continued to talk in the drawing room. It wasn't like he was trying to be sneaky. He went out the front door with the demon and neither noticed. Sebastian refused to use the crutches that Reggie had offered him. The human held up an umbrella, just barely able to hold it over Sebastian because he was inhumanely tall for someone who wanted to blend in amongst humans. 

"Where is this Ciel person? I can fetch a carriage– " 

"The nearest cemetery." Sebastian gave him a closed-eyed smile. 

Reggie deflated, waving his arm out to call for a carriage to stop in the weather. The two climbed into the compartment and told the driver where to go. Sebastian sat stiff and tall across from the shorter human. 

"How do you know Grell?" 

"Well, she saved me from a house fire. My hair stuck out to her more than my cries for help." 

"Yes, she has always adored the color red." Sebastian chuckled. Trying to be polite. 

"Sometimes she tells me I looked like someone she used to know." 

Sebastian could almost recognize it. Reggie did look awfully similar to Madame Red. He was, of course, human just like her. His eyes held that same kindness, and his face had a similar shape. The demon could only assume that was why Grell had chosen him to be her butler, to keep some semblance of the woman close even though she had already taken her jacket and was living in her townhouse. Reggie shrunk under Sebastian's gaze, playing with the ends of his sleeves and looking away. He wasn't all that confident in himself. 

"When did Ciel die?" 

Reggie didn't know. He wasn't aware that Sebastian had devoured his soul, that there was no grave for the late Earl of Phantomhive. It was such an innocent question that stung so profoundly. Sebastian masked his pain with a smile, something he has always done. There was no need for this mortal to see him as weak, or to see him suffering. 

"Months ago." Sebastian lied, his hands clenching in his lap. "I wasn't able to attend the funeral." 

"I think it's kind of you to visit his grave, even if you couldn't attend the funeral." 

"Yes, yes. Kind of me, indeed." Sebastian chuckled dryly.

Reggie thanked the driver and paid him once they got off at the nearest cemetery. The rain continued without stopping. Drenching the soil and turning it into mud. The cemetery was empty, all except for the graves of the dead. Sebastian asked him to help find the grave, a proper distraction because of the large area around them. He may have been hurt, but that wasn't going to stop him from using his inhumane speed to dig a makeshift grave for Ciel Phantomhive. He was done quicker than expected even with the pain in his ribcage and side. At that time, Reggie had wandered over to the plot he had chosen; it was secluded from the others. He couldn't go back to Phantomhive manor and face seeing his actual grave. No, this would do nicely for now. Sebastian hid the shovel behind some other graves just as Reggie approached him. 

"I'm sorry I didn't bring flowers; I feel rude." 

"Nonsense, the only flowers he ever liked were white roses, which are quite expensive." 

"How long did you know him?" 

"It felt like forever." Sebastian knelt, gently touching the grave he haphazardly used to make the spot he dug. "He... In a way..." Sebastian fell silent; he didn't want to admit his thoughts. Especially not to a human. 

"I'm sure you'll be able to visit him in heaven." Reggie put his hand on his shoulder. 

Sebastian was startled, not by the hand on his shoulder, but by the notion that he would ever see Ciel again. Heaven didn't exist. Humans only believed so to keep them from freaking out once they realized the truth. Humans were such simple-minded, innocent creatures who could never handle reality. Reggie jumped when Sebastian began to laugh. The demon swore it wasn't his laugh, that he could hear Ciel laughing from within him for a moment. But he cackled hysterically. He wanted to believe the notion true, that he would ever be able to see Ciel again. To be reunited with him after death regardless of his soul being food. Reggie watched him cautiously. He wasn't afraid of demons, but he wasn't entirely sure if Sebastian brought him here just to kill him. He didn't believe demons had feelings, but seeing the dark-haired man doubled over on the floor laughing his head off, part of him thought for a second that he was wrong. Reggie looked around as the rain poured harsher. He noticed a shovel behind a few grave markers and saw that the dirt had recently been moved. 

He wasn't going to tell Sebastian he knew. 


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1 year ago

Okay lil update on that future fanfic that I never shut up about (I need to think of a proper title lmao)

I'm thinking: instead of Sebastian and Ciel being sent somewhere on an investigation (like I'd initially planned for a long time)

They're like, on holiday. Or what was planned to be a holiday. Maybe they're going to some more luxurious hotel or something Idk.

But anyway the train crashes and shit spirals from there. So they have to stay at this nearby dingy inn (where all the real story stuff starts with Adam Sinclair and his demon servants).

Basically they'd try to go one day without having to solve a case and end up having a case on their hands anyway.

Fun fact: Adam's not the first person they meet upon getting off the train; instead the Sinclair servants end up bringing them to the inn (without even waking up their master).


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1 year ago

Here’s Grelle and William fighting - you’re welcome.

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1 year ago

"Of course, I've made many contracts and satisfied many mortals' desires and wishes throughout my existence. Even now, the taste of their souls always seem to stick with me."

"If you can pardon my protruding curiosity, what do they usually ask for?"

"A grand majority of them have asked for wealth and power. Limitless amounts, even."

"Well, those things are quite worthless if that person is fated to be dead the next day, right? Humans and their impulsiveness."

"Yes, indeed. Even now it never fails to be amusing."

"…what have you gotten in return?"

"Um... souls."

"…other than that."

"Other than that, nothing."

"…Nothing?"

"Other than souls, nothing at all… I don't see what else I could possibly receive, if anything."

"Well, if you could wish for something and have that be granted, what would it be?"

"…I simply want to fufill my master's wish. If only to finally be able to consume what's been marinating in years of pain and despair… and finally sate myself. I wish to finally be able to take what's been right in front of me and yet so far out of my reach... I wish to finally be able to satisfy my endless craving for the most fine and extravagant course I've ever had... that is all."

"...Well... why wait then?"

"..."

"..."

"...I'm sorry?"

"Three years, you've gone without consuming a single soul, all because you've been hankering for something that suits only your personal high-quality tastes. Three years, Sebastian!"

"And? That's hardly even a fragment of our lifespan."

"Well, if you want it so badly, why not have it now?"

"I can't afford to break my contract with my young master now of all times. I see absolutely no reason to do so."

"..."

"...why would be as wreckless and imbecilic as to break my contract after years of progress?"

"...Allow me to put it this way: imagine you're a donkey who's looking to take its rider somewhere because they have no other source of transportation. They want to go somewhere... far, let's say. You haven't eaten in days, and your only possible food source is a carrot on a stick... and you're not even halfway to your destination."

"...I don't see where you're going with this."

"Is the long, painful journey really worth going through... if by the end of it, the carrot you've been working so hard for has gone all moldy?"

"..."

"...Sebastian?"

"..."

"W-Where are you going?"

"It's been a fine moment of tranquility dining with you, Napoleon, but I'm afraid I can't stay any longer. My master's most likely woken up by now and I must not keep him waiting for his breakfast."

"Sebastian..."

"...you didn't even eat anything."


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1 year ago

Ciel Phantomhive and Sebastian Michaelis Reacting to a reader who sings like Japanese singer “Ado”

Ciel Phantomhive And Sebastian Michaelis Reacting To A Reader Who Sings Like Japanese Singer Ado

Deciding to try doing another fandom, so I’m gonna do black butler. Only doing Sebby and Ciel since I’m more in tune on how to write them compared to the other characters. Gonna continue the Ado series with them too. I know that this was the Victorian Era so they didn't have stuff like Youtube, so I'm gonna try to change it a bit, and not include that. Enjoy everyone :)

Ciel Phantomhive♟️

Ciel Phantomhive And Sebastian Michaelis Reacting To A Reader Who Sings Like Japanese Singer Ado

♟️Ciel had many duties to attend to as he was the head of Phantomhive manor along with being the Queen’s Watchdog. Apart from filling out paperwork for his company, he had many hobbies that Sebastian help teach him like hunting or playing the violin.

♟️He had met you by Lizzy, as she had found you during one of her strolls in London. You were a frail little thing, but you had a certain amount of skills, so Ciel decided to hire you as a maid for the manor. Hopefully your skills you be much better then the other three. You were a fast learner, and quickly adapted to life at the manor. Both him and Sebastian were impressed with how well you handle your tasks.

♟️Ciel was on his way back to his office when he heard the sound of someone singing. Curious, he headed to wear the sound was coming from and made his way over to one of the rooms which had the door slightly open. Ciel peeked in and saw you in the middle of the room, leaning against the window. You had just finished up dusting the area and decided to take a small break, and while in your break, you started singing as it was something you loved to do.

♟️Once you finished, you heard the sound of clapping and turned to see Lord Phantomhive, leaning against the door with a small smile on his face. “Ahh, Young Master, I was just um-”, you were flustered and tried to explain yourself, but Ciel just put his hand up, which made you stop talking

♟️ “I am not upset with you, y/n. I’m very surprised actually. You never told me you could sing.” Ciel said as he walked closer towards you, standing next to the window. You went on to explain to him that you always loved singing, but you had a slight problem with revealing yourself to everyone as you preferred keeping your identity hidden.

♟️Ciel listened to you and he smiled softly, walking closer to you and grabbed your hand, holding it tightly. He said that you were very talented and should pursue what you loved doing instead of working as a maid. You would still live in the manor, but he would do everything he can to support you in anyway. He knew that hiding your identity would be a challenge, but he assume that maybe a mask would be beneficial to hide your identity.

♟️After that, Ciel would host events at the manor where he would have you perform in front of all of the guests. Everyone was blown away by you that all of the nobles were gossiping about who you were. Pretty soon, you were getting requests to perform at theaters and balls. Everyone was referring to you as the mysterious singer since no one could see your face when you performed, but no one really question it.

♟️Ciel was happy for you that you were achieving your dreams and he was glad to assist in any way with events. He also would like to know what was the new song you were working on, as he was feeling giddy, but he tried to tried to hide it to avoid teasing from Sebastian.

♟️His favorite song that you sang was a cover you did called " Crime & Punishment". He wasn't familiar with that genre of music, but he did enjoy it, and loved how high you went with certain notes in the song.

Sebastian Michaelis😈

Ciel Phantomhive And Sebastian Michaelis Reacting To A Reader Who Sings Like Japanese Singer Ado

😈Sebastian had many duties to fulfill for his young master. There was many tasks he had to play, playing his role as a butler for the manor while also serving as the demon contractor/protector for the young masters soul. Tasks like this for a human would be difficult, but for Sebastian it was nothing.

😈Since Sebastian as been around for a long time, he possessed many talents and skills, ranging from speaking Latin, horseback riding, and playing certain instruments. He was tasked with teaching the young master these things as he was the Lord of Phantomhive manor, though his skills for the violin needed a lot of work.

😈Sebastian had met you during one of his strolls in London. He was on his way back from receiving supplies, when he passed an alley and saw you being held against the wall by three men, with knives. Ahh humans, always so greedy that they would resort to stealing from a young maiden. It all happen so quick, one second you were being threatened by these guys for money then all of a sudden, all three of the men ended being knocked out, and a tall handsome man wearing a suit was in front of you. You thanked him for helping you, and went out of your way to say you were looking for a place to work, to which led you to being introduce to Ciel Phantomhive and becoming a maid for the manor.

😈Sebastian noticed that you were nothing like the other three workers, as you didn't possess any secret skills, but he did appreciate how quick you were to learn and perform your tasks at the manor. There was something about you that drew you to him, he wasn't sure what it was, but he figured there was more too you then just being a regular human.

😈Upon leaving the young masters study after serving him his afternoon tea, Sebastian started to make his way back to the kitchen to prepare the evening meal, and to make sure Bard wasn't using the flamethrower again. He stopped once he heard the sounds of someone singing nearby. Curious, he ventured closer to where the singing was coming from, and noticed that one of the doors was opened slightly. Peeking his head through the door, Sebastian saw you in the middle of the room, dusting one of the shelves, while singing a random melody.

😈"Oya, this human is very interesting", Sebastian thought as he entered the room slowly as not to disturb your singing. Upon turning around after you finished dusting, you dropped the feather duster in shock and covered your mouth as you realized Sebastian was in the room and heard you singing: "S-sebastian! U-um I was um-." Stumbling over your words, you were unable to explain anything to him, and quickly ducked your head down in embarrassment. Chuckling, Sebastian walked closer towards you, lifting your head by placing his fingers on your chin: "Your singing is quite beautiful, Y/N. How come you never told me or the young master you could sing?"

😈Looking away from his gorgeous eyes, you explained to him that you always loved singing, but you preferred to sing in private, or sing where no one could tell it was you. You apologized again if you had distracted him from his duties, but Sebastian just shook his head and smiled saying there was no need to apologize for something like this, but he still wondered why you decided to work as a maid and not a singer.

😈After that, Sebastian explained what had happened with the young master about your hidden talents and insisted in a plan that could benefit both his company and your dream. Ciel was surprised that Sebastian had taken an interest in you, but he didn't think to hard on it and listened to what plan Sebastian had in mind.

😈The both of them discussed the plan with you to be a private singer for the Funtom company. Whenever they would travel to an event for one of the other lords, they would have you there to sing and entertain the guests with your beautiful singing, in disguise of course as you were insistent that you wanted your appearance hidden from everyone. Word spread quickly over the streets of London about the mysterious singer of the Funtom company, including reaching the Queen herself as she was amazed by this singer and sent a letter to Lord Phantomhive herself, requesting the mysterious singer to attend the next ball/event she would plan.

😈Sebastian was quite pleased with how well things were going. Not only was the young masters company becoming extremely popular now, but also you were able to do what you loved which was sing. Of course, Sebastian had to make sure your needs were met and made sure you were not overworking yourself too much as what kind of butler would he be if he didn't provide the best care for you.

😈His favorite song of yours is "Domestic De Violence" . He finds the melody to be very beautiful and finds the lyrics to be very manipulating, but in a good way for him.


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3 years ago

Eternal companion chap3

Eternal Companion Chap3

Your demon: Care for his mate

Your demon was over the kitchen, both hands quite busy preparing the first and most important meal you'd have for the day. Humming the very familiar lullaby he sings to you every night in hopes for you to have the sweetest of dreams.

He much prefers to cook without gloves when it comes to your meals or when touching you in general. His fingers brushed together as he added the pinch of salt here and there, it hurt yes since salt is a bit toxic for a demon's skin. But this one is willing to suffer the worst of agony if it means for you to be happy and protected. 

With the tray full of food in his hand, he was finally ready to go back to your room. However, his satisfied smile quickly dropped and a disgusted glare took its place across his devilishly handsome face. You see, your Husky dog was blocking the demon's way.

The dog sat right before Sébastian's tall figure with his tongue out while panting. Poor thing he couldn't resist the delicious smell of the goodies Sébastian had prepared especially for you.

"I strongly suggest you move aside right away. Such high-quality ingredients are not meant to be wasted by such a lowlife creature like yourself" He walked over to the door that led to the backyard. "Come now, get out and stay there until I'll be back" His cold tone along with the cruel glare of the demon's fuchsia eyes made your Husky let out a frightening whine and run outside.

Sébastian let out a deep sigh, expressing his hatred for the creature as he closed the door behind him, and then made his way upstairs to your room.

The door's cracking sound took your attention when you saw Sébastian walking inside while humming your lullaby. You watched as he placed the covered tray over the bed table.

With a soft smile and closed eyes, he embraced you with one arm while the other fixed the pillows of your bed. "There we go" He whispered and placed you gently with your back to rest against the fluffy pillows. When he made sure you were sitting comfortably the sinny tray was placed on your lap and with a graceful move Sebastian removed the lid, finally fully presenting your breakfast.

You smiled happily and pulled Sébastian for a hug. "Thank you Sébastian...for everything"

He chuckled and returned the hug. "Darling, you mustn't thank me at all. It's my duty and pleasure to take care of you in every single way" He explained softly as he placed a napkin under your chin while his other hand held the fork. "Now..." He put some food on the silver object and brought it close to your mouth. "Say ahh..."

You were about to tell him you could eat by yourself perfectly fine but his loving expression perverted you from doing so and just accepted his offer.

"That's it, what a good kitten you are~ From now on I will make sure you eat well at all times. I would never forgive myself if my precious mate went hungry. I am cursed to suffer starvation only to feed on a worthy soul, have a full stomach for 200 years, and then...go hungry again. I will never allow you to suffer like this. I will satisfy you in every possible way, if I couldn't take good care of my mate, then what kind of lover would I be?" Sébastian spoke joyfully while feeding you. 

"Will you be back tonight? You promised me we'd go out to celebrate my birthday which was yesterday" You managed to say before a piece of bread with butter and blueberry jam was put in your mouth. 

Your demon laughed softly and nodded his head in response. "Of course kitten how could I possibly forget? However, if things go well with the young master, I will come and pick you up after your lunch time and we may have more reasons to celebrate" 

"What do you mean exactly-" You were suddenly cut off guard when he left a soft peck on your lips and got off the bed with the tray of leftovers in one hand. "I won't spoil any more details of my surprise to you just yet but I am more than certain that is going to make both of us very happy indeed. Now you should get dressed and come downstairs when you're ready, we still have some more time left to spend together. Unless..." He leaned down to your level and whispered. "If you'd prefer some entertainment~" You felt his tongue give a slow and long lick to your ear. 

"I will be ready in a few minutes!" You almost shout as you get off the bed to grab the clothes that Sébastian had set out for you and enter the bathroom. 

Sébastian's shocked face couldn't remain more than a few seconds as he let an amused laugh escape from his lips. Such tricks never get old, especially when he gets to see such adorable reactions from you.


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3 years ago

Requests are open!

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Greetings everyone. I'd like to inform you that I open my ask box for Black Butler, Hellsing Great mouse detective and Gotham requests.

You can choose between headcanons and one shots.

Smut has been added as a request choice. Warning won't accept smut that involves violence of any kind along with sadistic or masochistic stuff.

Thank you for reading this post and can't wait for your requests.

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3 years ago

Hi , would like to ask how sebastian will treat his s/o after a long day .. 🙈♥️ fluffy sebastian, thank you in advance

**Made this request for my dear friend cause you deserve to be loved appreciated and well taken care of. Hope this one-shot is to your liking. **

                                   HIS OWN LITTLE DEVIL

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"Off" You protested before you let out a deep sight. Your hand supported the back of your waist.

Soon you felt a comforting hand resting upon your shoulder. You looked to your left side to see your friend Finny smiling warmly at you. "Are you okay Y\N-chan? Today we worked really hard but thanks to you, I got praised by Sebastian...for the first time! You sure are my hero!" The gardener congratulated you in a joyful tone.

You smiled back and placed your hand upon his. "Yeah, I am okay Finny thanks. But to tell you the truth I can't wait to go back home and get some rest. My back and legs are killing me"

"Oh, right! Sorry didn't mean to hold you any longer....just-just make sure you eat something before you go to bed, okay? I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight Y\N-chan!" You watched as your friend walked away. Didn't notice the pink color on his cheeks thought, not Sebastian either who watched the whole scene inside from one of the mansion's many windows.

Just the way the gardener touched your shoulder made Sebastian feel a bit annoyed. Demons can be very possessive when it comes to their mates, especially the marked ones.

But Sebastian knew better than to not show any sights of jealousy in front of you or to others. That would hurt his pride and he certainly didn't want that. All he has to do is to focus on his main goal and priority, and this is to make you feel happy and completely satisfied at all times, to let you know that no one in this world can do this in absolute perfection but him.

With your bag on your arm, you turned on your heel and glanced over the big front gate some meters away from where you stood. You had to wait for Sebastian to join you and walk you back home like every night you'd be off your duties as the newest employee Ciel hired for the gardens' care. But that's another story to tell in the future.

Your foot tapped against the rocked ground, it was kind of unusual for your demon to make you wait for that much. After some more minutes passed you decided you could take the chance and get off by yourself after all it was a lovely and hopefully peaceful night.

But as you were about to make one step ahead, a slender yet strong pair of arms wrapped around your waist. "Why...where you think you're going my kitten?" He whispered smoothly to your ear, Before you even had the chance to give an answer Sebastian simply scooped you off the ground, holding you in bridal style and your bag somewhat was now hanging on his back.

"Uhh...can you please put me down Sebastian, you know well I can walk by myself"

"My love, you must be exhaustive. And as your lover and therefore I must make sure you get the necessary amount of rest and relaxation after such a long day" The devil spoke softly while making his way back into the mansion.

Your head rested against his chest, you wanted to protest and tell him you weren't that tired...but that would be a lie.

"First of all, I'll give you a bath. We must clean you up and put you in fresh night clothes" He gave your forehead a sweet kiss before he entered a bathroom.

Before you knew it, your clothes had been removed, and let out a sigh full of relief once the warmth of steaming water with soap bubbles embraced your naked body.  You felt his hands guiding your head back in a gentle manner until it was resting comfortably against a small shink to wash your hair more easily. 

"Relax now, I will take care of you...like always" Sebastian whispered softly, his long slender fingers rubbing every inch of your head in small cycles was more than enough to make you feel kind of sleepy. 

Halft-lidden eyes were staring down at you in a loving manner. His body lowed to leave a sweet kiss upon your cheek.

"Please don't do this now, you know it makes me feel sleepy" You murmured under your breath causing the demon to let out an amused chuckle. 

"You're right my dearest, we should leave these activities for your bedtime. Ahh, but sometimes I simply can't resist. You look too much adorable after all. So cute and defenseless to my touch, just like the little kitten you are~" He spoke with a hint of mocking in the tone of his voice.

 You tensed a bit when his hands made contact with your shoulders, arms and some more private areas but relaxed afterward since you got used to it for so long.

"My my, you're awfully tense today" Sebastian let out a sigh. "I am not surprised though, you worked very hard. Honestly, I couldn't be any more proud of you, with those idiots causing me so much trouble every single day....you're a miracle, a blessing that came in my very long existence and I will never ever let you go" Another kiss was placed to your forehead before you were scooped up once again in Sebastian's arms. 

With your body and hair already wrapped in fresh white fluffy towels.

 He dried and treated your hair, then he helped you dress up for the night in a pair of pretty cute night clothes with cat sketches, and then, In a matter of seconds, Sebastian made his way into his chamber and kicked the door closed with his foot, You watched in awe while looking around the room.

Hi , Would Like To Ask How Sebastian Will Treat His S/o After A Long Day .. Fluffy Sebastian, Thank You

 He redecorated his new room just in case you'd have to spend the night with him. “So that's why it took you so long to join me in the garden lately"

"Yes, I had to do some changes in order to make you feel more comfortable. It's the first night you stay to my place, it was the least I could do otherwise...."

"What kind of lover would I be?" Your voices said together only that you were teasing him and let out a giggle. Sebastian's smirk grew to your playful mimicking and walked over to his bed where he tucked you under the warm soft matters. 

"Now stay here, my little devil, I'll be back in a moment" He gave your lips a peck and made his way towards the door.

"Little devil?" You questioned in slight confusion. He never has called you like this before.

He glanced over his shoulder to your laying figure. "I believe this new nickname will suit you quite well compare to your personality" Sebastian explained and chuckled softly before he left the room and closed the door. Sudden silence filled the room and just then you realized that it was raining outside.

 So that's why Sebastian wanted you to stay with him today....or you thought so.

Just then the door cracked open and your Sebastian came in while pushing a wheeled table with a bunch of covered plates on it. "Tonight's menu we have Italian soup accompanied with stuff vegetables and greek salad. And for desert a mix of vanilla and chocolate sponge cake" Your gaze stared at the food as Sebastian took the bowl of soup into his hand and brought a spoon close to your lips. "Come on kitten, say ahh..." 

You hesitated but once you stared to his eyes you just couldn't say no to him. "Is it good?" He saw you just nodding, too busy to actually talk to him when your mouth was so busy eating the one delisious spoon after the other. A genuine smile crossed the demon's lips continued feeding you from each plate and leaving the desert for the last part. 

Once your stomach was finally full Sebastian pulled you in an embrace and patted your back gently, causing you to let out a cute little burp and him an amused laugh. He left the wheeled table with leftovers aside. With one knee, on the bed, he pulled off his tail coat, vest, tie, gloves, and shoes. "Time for some affection and then it's bedtime, alright darling?" Your demon climbed on the bed with his body hovering upon yours. 

His arms snaked under the back of your head like an extra pillow....your favorite pillow to be exact that he was so willing and happy to provide you with. The light of the candles around the room made your and his eyes shine brighter or maybe it was the strong bond and love you share together. You closed your eyes and smiled in bliss while his hand was caressing your face. 

You smiled, even more, when he started leaving his popular smooches all over your face and neck. You both chuckled and embraced each other impossibly close, even closer than before (if that was possible).

The side of his face resting against yours with his breath sending soft warm waves to your ear. Then he began to sing his lullaby:  https: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ghk1RFr51xo

By the morning your eyes cracked open and saw Sebastian smiling down at you as his fingers traced over your cheek. "Good morning, my little devil"


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3 years ago

Ok uhm.... Since this is the first time I'm asking a request from someone, I just hope this is not weird ... 😃✨

Alright... Can you make headcannons on being Sebastian's child (adopted) ... But coincidentally they have bright red eyes... So the former parents just abandoned them for the eyes, thinking of being their child demonic red eyes... 👀 So, when when the child's father was leaving her in an alleyway, a few days after after she was born, Sebastian took notice and thought "humans can be really cruel ... Sometimes" and just like that when he sees her red eyes... Something snaps and adopts her... 😃😳✨

Ok... Uhm this was it... I hope you take your time to read my request... Btw, I really love your posts. 💖💞 Bye, take care 😊

Ok Uhm.... Since This Is The First Time I'm Asking A Request From Someone, I Just Hope This Is Not Weird

I am so happy more readers started asking for requests. I am not one of the most confident writers out there so the fact you like my posts means a lot to me. Hope those headcanons will be to your liking @arunima098. thank you once again for your request and please don't hesitate to ask for more in the future.

Warnings: Angst and fluff.

✿ "She's a monster!" Both your parents shouted and glared down at you in absolute disgust. Your father as if he was capable of being called as such had an idea to get rid of 'the problem' which was you in the first place.

✿ Not all people in the 19th century were much of open minds, so your parents knew if people would discover your unique appearance, especially your special reddish eyes that most posibly would lead to their destruction.

✿ They had to wait a few days for people to stop asking questions like how their newborn is doing and what sex is it and then the man would take action to the only solution that could come to his mind.

✿ And that was to abandon you.

✿ It was a heavily rainy night and the man got out of the house with you in his arms.

✿ He walked through the city and stopped over a random alleyway and threw you against the rocked ground, causing you to start crying immediately for the painful feeling the back of your little head got from such a strong hit.

✿ "You stupid..." The man hissed and ran away, little did he know a sinister creature watched the whole scene from the shadows.

✿ A strong hand grabbed the man's head and lifted him up in the air to the point his legs were kicking wildly in agony.

✿ That didn't last for long though as the large hand let go of the man's head, letting his empty corpse collapse to the ground.

✿ The demon shallowed and let out a deep sigh escape his lips.

✿ "Better than nothing I guess" His dark voice commented in a low tone. Just then his eyes caught your little crying form nearby, moving your little arms and kicking your legs here and there.

✿ The demonic creature approached and took down to his one knee in order to get a closer look at you.

✿ "Humans can be very cruel as centuries pass" The devil commented, the sadistic smirk never dripped from his pitch-black aurora.

✿ He was quick to change to his human form though because if people would see him like this that would mean trouble.

✿ He thought of this as a peaceful night however this wasn't the case at all.

✿ He picked your body to his hands and brought you in front of his face.

✿ The sudden warm contact made your cries finally stop and your big round eyes cracked open.

✿ "Magnificent" Was the only thing that came from Sebastian's mind as his eyes locked on your reddish ones.

✿ They looked pretty much like his actually.

✿ As a newborn, you were basically blind for the time being but you felt pretty much comfortable in his hands. Your small arm reached out and accidentally touched Sebastian's nose. You cooed and laughed like the clueless little human you were.

✿ Not aware of this world's filth just yet, then maybe that was for the best because our demon has taken a liking on you already.

✿ "You're coming with me stray kitten" Sebastian stood up with you now fully secured into his arms. "Honestly, how will I ever explain this to the young master?" He bit a piece of his tailcoat and used it as a bandage for the wound behind your head.

✿ He could surely convince lord Phantohive to take you in.

✿ Your parents may didn't want you as part of their lives but now you got a demon as your guide and protector for the rest of the human years that would take place for you compare to eternity he was forced to live as a demon.

✿ Sebastian will stay by your side though and watch over you until the day your life will end. He will always carry the moments of you and him deep inside him as one of the few humans that made him feel the closest to human emotions he could ever feel.


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3 years ago

Eternal companion chap4

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Your demon: A contract with limits

Ten minutes had passed and Sébastian didn't waste the chance to prepare your lunch and serve it to the kitchen's table, covered by a tray lid so it would remain warm for you to eat whenever you decide you want to. 

The demon walked over to the backyard door and let it open for your dog to come in. As he went back to clean some dishes he glared in disgust when your dog finally entered the house. His ears perked a bit when he caught the sound of your footsteps walking down the stairs. 

Alas, your attention was now completely focused on your dog who jumped with his front feet on your shoulders and licked your cheek, causing you to laugh and giggle the whole time. 

Sébastian swore that if it wasn't for your sake and only, this filthy creature would be thrown out to the streets. 

"Down Dingo, down now" You ordered the Husky with a steady tone and so he obeyed, making his way into the living room where his bed was. 

You turned to face your demon but your cheek made sudden contact against a bare chest which was Sébastian's of course. Then his arms snaked around your waist bringing you closer. You looked up to him and smiled sweetly. "Sébastian...."

Half-lidden reddish-orange eyes stared down at you lovingly. He cupped both sides of your face and began to rub your cheeks playfully.

"Hey...stop that!" You grabbed his larger hands to yours and looked up at him with a serious expression. "I don't want you to go"

He gave you a sad smile while stroking your hair. "Hopefully I won't be that long my love" His head leaned down to rub his nose against yours gently.

"But you always return at night time. What's that surprise you told me about? Please tell me" You spoke softly, due to the warm feeling of his lips against your forehead.

"I'll be back very soon. Don't forget to eat your lunch, yes kitten?" He purred to your ear and before you knew it he pulled you in for a rough-passionate kiss. And just like that, he was gone. Leaving you a flustered mess.

Sebastian sneaked into the mansion and started on his butler duties like every day. He went to the servants and let them know they'd be off their duties for today and they could take the time to rest. With breakfast and tea already made he entered his master's bedroom, he let the wheeled table aside for a moment and walked straight to the double window to yank open the curtains and let the sunlight fill the room.

Ciel's eyes cracked open and let a yaw out as his body slowly rise and stretched out his arms, now sitting on the bed with his back against the pillows.

"Good morning young master, did you sleep well last night?" Sebastian asked while filling his master's fine porcelain cup with freshly made tea, serving it to him gracefully. 

The boy's slender fingers curled around the cup's handle as he brought it close to his face and took a sip from the hot delicious liquid. "Don't act as if you care, it disgusts me. And your efforts to avoid the main topic of what we have to discuss are utterly pathetic. You sneaked away from the mansion...again" Young lord murmured the word 'again' under his teeth in an aggressive tone. "I've been told you ordered the rest of the servants to guard me and the estate from intruders when this was YOUR task in the first place. It's the 13th time you did so for this month and to be honest it started to get on my nerves. Tell me Sebastian do you plan to go against our contract?"

The butler's surprised expression slowly faded away, his eyes were closed and a devilish smirk took its place across his youthful face. "Not at all my lord, however, we have to make a serious conversion together about some changes we might have to make for our contract to remain and for the success of both yours and my goals" 

Ciel's single eye never left its gaze from Sebastian's reddish-orange ones. "What the hell do you-!"

"Now now sir, there is no need to raise your voice like that, I am more than certain we'll come to a proper agreement but I am afraid your today's lessons cannot wait. We can talk during your lunchtime if that would be alright with you of course"  The butler remained silent for a moment and waited patiently for his master to act.

Finally, Ciel looked away and let out a deep sigh. "Fine" He got off the bed and stood up straight while Sebastian was undressing and changed him into a fine new outfit. 

Some hours passed and now it was time for Ciel's lunch. The young lord was at his studies, reading and sighting up a bunch of papers until the familiar knock from the other side of the door took his attention. "Enter" He spoke coldly and let the papers down against the wooden surface of his office.

Sebastian walked into his master's studies and closed the door behind him. With slow steps, he approached Ciel's office, now standing right before him, and left the silver tray with the food in front of his master's view. "My lord" His tone was smooth and calm as he made a small bow with his hand placed over his heart. 

The boy held the fork between his fingers before he took a bite of rose beef and peals. "Speak and you better explain everything"

"As you wish sir, I've already told you about Miss Y\N and the relationship we developed during the 8 previous months"

"Don't tell me things I am already well aware of" Ciel commented back but stopped abruptly as his mind came up with a new possible situation, his hands hit hard to the office, and stood up from his seat. "What in the devil do want to say?!' He shouted out angrily.

Sebastian didn't lose the chance to get off his tie and unbutton his white shirt, his gloved hands grabbed both the shirt's sides exposing most of his chest where your shared silver seal would remain for eternity.  With closed eyes and a genuinely happy smile, he chuckled in amusement. His master's pure shocked face was more than entertaining to say the very least.

A shadow appeared on the boy's gaze as he lowered his head a bit. "BASTARD!" In a flash, the plate with his lunch was thrown across the demon's face. 

His face and hair were now all dirty and a complete mess, his hands pulled over his chest just in time to cover your shared seal from getting dirty. The demon let out a deep sigh. "Alas, I knew such a reaction couldn't be avoided from you master. However, you must calm yourself this doesn't change our contract. I will help you get your revenge and I will take your soul in exchange. My Y\N's case is different in all matters. You see, it turns out she was meant to be my mate and eternal companion. With this seal, I became responsible for her precious soul, so when the time came for her to pass away the reapers wouldn't have the right to take her soul to paradise or hell either. I will put her soul into new bodies as the centuries pass so, she will always remain alive and we'll be together forever. That was one of my promises to her. All I want to ask are some favors from you for both of the contracts between you, me, and her to work out in harmony" He explained calmly with his hands now behind his back.

Ciel was taking deep breaths in a desperate try to calm himself down. "What favors? And just to be clear, does she know about our contract?"

"Yes she does, I told her all about it. I couldn't hide the truth from my one and only mate after all. But fear not she's not going to give out our secrets, she's loyal enough as much as I am to her. About the favors, I wanted to ask...I would be more than grateful if you'd be so kind as to hire her as an employee here at the mansion. She's a very capable gardener and will be a great help to me compared to the mess those three are causing me all the time. I will be able to keep an eye on her and make sure she's safe. The second favor is that from now on I'd like to have 2 free hours during the day and a new bedroom I can share with her. That will be all my lord, I am sure this won't be any trouble compared to your generosity and kind nature"

"And what if I refuse all that nonsense you requested? Do not forget you acted behind my back and got against our contract no matter if you want to admit it or not"

Sebastian smiled mostly to himself and glanced back at his master with a confident gaze. "Then you have my wish for a happy future. Time was never my enemy and no matter how much time it will take me, I will find another tasteful meal to satisfy my stomach. You thought you could do whatever you desired with me, that I was your pawn, your tool to fight any block on your way and that's true but not without any limits. As a demon, I will never abandon my mate and I will stay by her side at all costs. The final decision is completely for you to take if you will agree or refuse my requests....so, what will you do, master?" The devil gave out a nasty smile, allowing his sharp teeth and fangs to be barely visible and his eyes to turn that pink-fuchsia of his.

You were eating peacefully your lunch, you spared a bit to Dingo as well when you heard the knocking on the front door. Sebastian who had already unlocked and made his way inside with the extra pair of keys you had given him walked towards you and lifted you from your seat to his arms. "My surprise to you awaits, shall we go now kitten?" He questioned with his forehead against yours.


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3 years ago

Hi could I request headcanons of Sebastian with a physically clingy s/o?

Hi Could I Request Headcanons Of Sebastian With A Physically Clingy S/o?

Here are the headcanons you asked for. Hope they are to your liking.

✿ Sebastian thinks your clingy behavior is simply adorable.

✿ Honestly, he's no better since he has the need to touch you at least once or twice every one hour.

✿ He doesn't know what to do with himself when he's not cuddling you.

✿ But seven minutes of a no-stop loving make out session while sitting on his lap would do nicely.

✿ If he could satisfy your desire for physical affection all the time, believe me, he would be more than happy to do so however there's his butler aesthetic and the fact he has to serve the young master in the middle that prevents him from fulfilling that endless need of yours.

✿ When he has his two free hours he's all yours.

✿ During this amount of time, he takes you to the hidden spot he created just for the two of you deep in the gardens and takes advange of all this free time he has to hug you, treat your hands, cheeks, neck, jaw, forehead, and lips with smoochies and gentle nibs.

✿ These two hours and the nighttime are simple the best cause you get to have your demon completely focused on you and your need for affection and adoration.

✿ You love bath time too, because it's Sebastian who's usually bathing you, treats your skin with the best of the best care and when he washes and brushes your hair it feels just 'ahhhh~".

✿ When you want affection though and he can't provide you with it mostly because he's working at this time he will simply take down to his one knee right before you and take your hands gently to his larger owns and give them a sweet long kiss while staring at you with a sorry gaze and a sad smile.

✿ "Not now my darling kitten" He will whisper smoothly and turn back to what he was doing.

✿ The second time or the third you're going to insist and keep behaving like this he's going to break the distance between you both and wrap his arms around your waist in a tight yet warm embrace.

✿ His lips will make contact with your forehead and start leaving kisses one after the other.

✿ "My love, I thought I told you to wait after young master's bedtime for me to give you affection, didn't I?" He caresses the side of your face with his white-gloved hand while staring seriously down at your slightly confused face.

✿ Unfortunately, you kept doing this more and more often most of Ciel's annoyance. Sebastian was a bit upset but then again it might be his fault he wasn't giving you enough affection in the first place. Or the solution would be if he'd give you more than you can handle...

✿ So the next time you demanded his affection, without any words he lifted you up and placed you over his shoulder, giving your butt some gentle pats along with a dark chuckle that let you know you were in trouble.

✿ It was night that Sebastian had plugged everyone's ears so no one but him could hear your screams of pleasure and loud moans.

✿ The next day Sebastian informed his master that for a reason you were hardly able to walk out of your and Sebastian's shared bedroom and so you stayed in bed all day, trying to get your strength back after such a long night with your loving devil.

✿ After that, you would think twice before you'd ask Sebastian for affection when it's not the right time.


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3 years ago

BLACK BUTLER MASTERLIST

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Sebastain Michaelis

MY SRORY:

Eternal companion chapter 1

Eternal companion chapter 2

Eternal companion chapter 3

Eternal companion chaper 4

REQUESTS

One shots:

His own little devil (Fluff)

You're my everything (smut/fluff)

Headcanons:

Being Sébastian's baby girl~ (fluff)

Being Sebastian's adopted daughter (agnst\fluff)

Sebastian with a physically clingy s/o (fluff)

Sébastian with an introvert college student reader (fluff)

Being Sébastian's baby girl part 2 (fluff)

Sebastian Michaelis Yandere alphabet

Being Sebastian's baby girl part 3 (fluff)

Ask Sebastian and Y\N a question! (here)


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3 years ago

Ask Sebastian and Y\N a question!

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Dear readers, from now on I’d like to inform you that you can ask Sebastian and his S\O Y\N...or separatetly just one of them a question of your choice and they will gladly answer you! Just put your questions to my ask box please.

It can be any topic of your choice, you can ask about them and their realtionship, something about themselves or a general matter.

Just remember to always be polite and patient and you will be rewared~.

See you kittens.

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3 years ago

Does Sébastian shows or says out loud that he misses his kitten?? And the opposite for Y/N, please. Thank you in advance 🌸

Does Sbastian Shows Or Says Out Loud That He Misses His Kitten?? And The Opposite For Y/N, Please. Thank

*Sebastian's sitting right across your seat with Y\N comfortably on his lap. Her back against his bare chest while his arms wrapped around her waist in a secured manner and his chin rested upon her shoulder*

Sebastian: I must say I didn't expect so much curiosity from a lady like yourself, don't you think it's a bit rude to ask such a personal question for a couple you have met with just a few moments ago? *deep sigh* Well, I do suppose it can't be helped. The young master was quite specific to his orders. *His slender fingers sneaked to move a flock of Y\N's hair behind her ear and gave her a sweet smooch to the cheek before he looked back in your direction* And now to answer your question...no when I miss my kitten I don't say it out loud or don't show it either. I am quite the proud demon person after all and my butler aesthetic wouldn't allow me to show such weak emotions in front of others. But since I can't lie when I miss my beloved darling kitten I do tend to be...more strict than usual to the rest of the Phantomhive servants and my lord is very grumpy, he keeps scolding me for being distracted and lost in my thoughts. Me, can you believe it? I always fulfill my duties thought, if I couldn't serve my master in perfection even if I miss my love terribly and don't know what to do with myself when I don't have her in my arms, then what kind of butler would I be? Certainly not a Phantohive butler.

Y\N: Yeah, you tricked me with your 'surprise' and made me agree to work for the kid so you could have me by your side all the time. *She glared at him with the tip of her eyes*

Sebastian: Now now darling, don't be like that. *The side of his face nuzzled lovingly against her cheek* It didn't turn out so bad, you have a good job, our very own big room to share, we're spending all day together, two free hours for a break, you have the necessary amount of money to live comfortably, master allowed your dog to stay as well, we have our secret place within the gardens and so much more. it's not right on your part to be that ungrateful. But then again, I can't blame you, you are just a little human, and greed is in your nature. *sigh* Guess I have to work harder...to please you~ *He lifted his one foot slightly just to rub his knee between her thighs. He let out an amused laugh when Y\N's face turned all red and tired to get off his hold, but alas his grip around her waist was too strong* Alright, alright I will behave from now on.

Y\N: *clears her throat and looks back to you, the hard blush on her cheeks still visible* Sometimes I can't come along to acompany Sebastian and the kid to cases, the next day I do miss Sebastian and complain to Finny all the time. I am very happy my friend has such patience with me and my mumbling speeches. *Your hand reached to rub the back of your neck nervously*

Sebastian: Darling, you must refer to the young master like I taught you and not as such nicknames as 'kid' *The devilish butler whispered to her ear, making her spine sliver a bit to how smooth yet firm his tone was*

Y\N: W-Who cares, he's not here to hear me or something.

Ciel: Are you sure about that?

*You along with Sebastian and Y\N turned around to see Ciel who entered the room, uh oh...*


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3 years ago

How would y/n react if Sebastian ever died? Could Sebastian also answer the question but if y/n ever died? Thanks

How Would Y/n React If Sebastian Ever Died? Could Sebastian Also Answer The Question But If Y/n Ever

*Y\N stared at you utterly speechless, she wasn't expecting this kind of question you just made...not that she had ever thought of this topic until now*

Y\N: If Sebastian would even die I think I would do whatever it takes to join him because...if I had to live even one day without him that would be my personal hell. What I say might seem a bit...well um, it might seem a bit cruel and macabre but it's how I feel *She spoke calmly but closed one eye as she felt Sebastian's sweet kisses on the top of her he

Sebastian: Shhh now kitten, don't say such silly things for yourself. You know perfectly well that I will never allow either of us to die, I will always protect you at all costs *Sebastian noticed the strange look you gave him and sent you one of his popular closed-eyed devilish smirks* Are we done here yet? You made my kitten and I waste 10 whole minutes of our 2-hour break for the day. And we have a cuddle session that awaits us, so please, take your leave and come back another time, hm? Also, I can't let you fill my darling's pretty little head with stress now, can I?


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3 years ago

Are sebastian a big cuddler? What is cuddling like to him and his Y/N ?! Thank you in advance 💕🥰

Are Sebastian A Big Cuddler? What Is Cuddling Like To Him And His Y/N ?! Thank You In Advance

Sebastian: Huh? *The butler didn't even bother to look at you as he just found the ideal position for him and Y\N while using his body as Y\N's own personal seat. His arms around the middle of her waist, his long legs were casually crossed one right upon the other right between Y\N's thighs. She was laying with her back against his chest and her arms completely relaxed on the chair's wooden ones. Just then you noticed Sebastian was giving small quick pushes up and down with his knees, rocking Y\N's body softly, as a result* To spoil and cuddle my love is the main love languages I use when it comes to her, and only her...and to my feline friends too but my darling kitten is much more important. I would be a big liar if I'd say I don't enjoy how humans tend to show affection to each other. This position is one of our favorites, ahhh~ just the feeling of her completely defenseless and relaxed on me~ *You heard the butler cooing in a pinch high sweet tone while burning his nose to Y\N's hair, taking in her intoxicating scent, a faint blush appeared across his cheeks* Oh, looks like someone is ready to fall asleep *Sebastian chuckled to himself while staring down to Y\N lovingly*


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3 years ago

Sebastian what if y/n never agreed to be a maid or work for ciel. How would you react?

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Sebastian: First of all she works as an extra gardener for the Phantomhive household and not as a maid, she's too proud to accept such a low title and her pride is one of my favorite trates of hers. *He smiles happily* Sadly, if my love would reject my 'surprise' I couldn't do much than to have a honest conversation with her and help her understand the reasons behind my desire to be as much unseparated from her as possible. For I simply cannot bring myself to lose my precious mate.


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3 years ago

Sebastian how would you comfort y/n if she was crying?

Sebastian How Would You Comfort Y/n If She Was Crying?
Sebastian How Would You Comfort Y/n If She Was Crying?

Sebastian: Oh an interesting question to say the least. Honestly, it's very rare to see my kitten crying in sadness and not just let out cries of pure pleasure I provide her with. *smirks slyly mostly to himself* Because of the special bond we share it's easy for me to sense when something bothers her....I just don't know what it might be until she tells me, and believe me, no matter how comfortable I managed to make her feel around me it's quite the task to help her tell me what's exactly the matter. I will find her usually hidden under the bed of our shared bedroom. Luckily I clean the room every day so it will be safe for her to use her 'safe spot' whenever she decides she wants to use it. I approach silently and join her under the bed. Then I ask calmly about whatever is bothering her and almost always she turns her back on me and continues the whine and sob. Then it's time to use a different method of mine *chuckles devilishly* Very loving and a bit forceful if that makes any sense to you. I put my weight completely on top of her and ask her to turn her face around and face me. Of course, she refuses, and then I'm force to use more drastic methods... Such as tying her hands together with my tie, place them above her head and wrap my arms under her head in pillow style so it will be impossible for her body to struggle any further or turn her face away from me again. I kiss all over her face and neck, preparing her properly for a passionate yet loving make-out session. Poor dear, she tries so hard to protest and shout at me but her mouth is too busy receiving my affection~ Anyway, once I am done with my kitten I watch in satisfaction as she tries to catch up her breath. I ask for the third and final time to tell me what on earth is bothering her that much to the point she put so much resistance and didn't want to speak to me. Finally, she spils out the reasons behind such unnecessary behavior. A long honest coversition follows and I do whatever in my power to make things better for her or if a person was behind her material suffering then I make sure they will never bother her again by torture and gift them a slow and painful death, giving them a lesson they will never forget. I put her to lay on our bed properly and exit the room only to return within a few minutes with her favorite sweet treats that bring back her adorable smile without failure. I feed her myself of course and give her caresses and kisses the whole time. My precious mate is so sensitively and emotionally vulnerable so I have to take very good care of her needs and make time for her no matter how difficult it might be. You see, I am simply one hell of a lover mate. That will be all for today, come and visit again but remember whatever I told you today will remain as our little secret. *His eyes flashed bright fuchsia for a tiny moment that made you flinch back a bit*


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