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Day 20 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 20: I am finally getting my motivation to become a magical girl back! 鈴别煉 haven't been listening to any subliminals recently, so I will start listening to them every day again! 馃拹鈽旾 will practice my favorite piece on the violin, cello, and maybe piano too, so I can combine them to make the full song! 馃帶馃寠I really want to write a story or make a comic book, but I usually lose interest every time I make a story, so I will just draw what happens whether I'm interested or not so I can at least have some experience. 馃崕馃摽I might do art commissions, but I've never done one for real money before. If I did, what price seems appropriate? I think I'd say 15$ for something like the Sayaka drawing I did earlier, and then maybe 10$ for a simpler one? If anyone wants to do a commission, let me know, and I will set up everything (What I will and won't draw, prices, the time each type would take, and a queue). I like making art for other people because they think of things I would never have thought of before!
Day 21 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 21: I am very sorry, but I am not Homulily. I will try to act like them while they are away. 鈴别煉 don't know much about magical girl stuff, but I like horror media. I hope I won't corrupt this blog with the wrong ideas. 馃拹鈽旾 guess it's been a while since someone has used this. I haven't been keeping track, but I don't think anyone has touched it in a while. I am updating it so you all will at least know what is going on, even if it can't tell you. 馃帶馃寠I feel that my words are much more.. empty compared to Homus... It's hard to copy their style when I have nothing to say. 馃崕馃摽That's it. I have no updates on anything.
Day 22 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 22: I have been practicing magical girl stuff again. I have also decided that my two sides are too closely intertwined, so I will stop trying to hard to separate them. 鈴别煉 have tried to astral project around three times. One of those times was extremely close to success, but I gave up early. I am glad astral projection is easier to learn than reality shifting. 馃拹鈽昑he others told me about something called a mindscape(?) that can be achieved through meditation. I tried to do that and go to a place in my mind that was already vivid. It was like daydreaming, but you don't control it as much. I think I was wearing a magical girl outfit in it, so I will draw it sometime. 馃帶馃寠I have been practicing with a sword again. I want to fight using any blade. 馃崕馃摽I also think I saw my soul gem in the mindscape. It was indigo (when I talked to Kyubey using a pendulum, he did say it would be a shade close to blue), and it had a moon shape. It was in the egg-shape form though, so I don't know where it goes on my outfit yet. I will also draw this.
Day 23 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 23: Someone tried to help pull me into the astral realm, and I got closer than ever! That means that I can become a magical girl super soon! 鈴别煉hey didn't refill my pills for a few days, so my body and mind have become messed up. Sorry for the previous post, that might have been caused by the altered mental state. The wires are misfiring and causing information to get mixed with each other. 馃拹鈽昑he other magis said that your soul gem can appear in the physical realm in the form of certain objects. Even though I don't have a soul gem yet, I think I knows what object it will take the form of. It's something that kind of looks like the soul gem. 馃帶馃寠Meditation is really helpful! Even though my mind was messed up and sad, I was able to figure things out just by meditating! It was a good replacement while I couldn't have the pills. 馃崕馃摽There was a story I read that was one of those where you think it is fine the whole time, but when you reach the end, you are terribly sad, and you don't know why. I will not tell anyone the story because of the reason it made me sad, but it was similar to the story "Never Let Me Go" in the way it makes you feel. There was a certain character that was just like me when I thought I could never relate to anyone. I might have accidentally taken parts of their personality because of that.
24 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 24: I am sorry for being confusing on the past few posts. I will try to be less cryptic and use I/me/myself like a normal person. I am one person, Homulily, and I have a very bad memory, so I sometimes forget important information. 鈴别煉 am determined to become a magical girl. Today is the day. I will make my contract. 馃拹鈽旾 am a bit worried that once I go into astral, I won't come back, or I will come back different. How do souls, or whatever they are called work? Can something else take the body if I leave it unoccupied, or is the possibility no more than usual? 馃帶馃寠If someone else does come here that is not me, do not yell at them or anything. And also, know that if I am gone, there's no need to wait for me to come back. I'm sure it'll be fine, though. 馃崕馃摽I know exactly how I will phrase my wish, now, all that is left is to make a contract. I have been getting so close to astral projecting when I was hardly trying, so if I try, it will work.
Day 25 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 25: Apperantly I share a birthday with madoka!
鈴别煉or some reason, I feel like I'm going to become a magical girl soon!
馃拹鈽旾 am very inspired to do art today! I cannot show it here, however. It is not appropriate for a magical girl blog. Maybe I will make some art just for here.
馃帶馃寠Dreams feel important, but I had no dreams today. You can even make a contract in a dream if you're lucid!
馃崕馃摽When I astral projected the first time, it felt familiar and calming. The only reason I didn't make a contract was because I couldn't see, so I was confused. I miss my non physical body.
Day 26 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 26: Wow, it's been a few months. I haven't been able to astral project again since last time, but I've been trying whenever I can.
鈴别煉 went from a caterpiller to a butterfly, but I am still the same person. I am still Homulily, not that one person who took over my blog once.
馃拹鈽旾 have found things out I was not meant to know. That's why I was gone for so long. I understand so much now, but it took a lot of getting used to.
馃帶馃寠I want to practice magic and swordfighting again, so I've been trying to get back into it, but I feel so weird now, like a totally different person. I miss being ignorant to everything.
馃崕馃摽Once I astral project, I can be myself again. I can't wait. This body feels so wrong.
I think I'm going to try astral projecting again.
Feel free to talk about your own experiences with astral projection! When I astral projected, it was the only time I was able to be myself. I couldn't see, and I couldn't hear, but I could feel, and I felt like myself. It feels important that I astral project again, so I will.
Day 27 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 27: Hello everyone! I am very sorry that I have been absent since September. I will try to stay here more often and train hard to become a good magical girl!
鈴别煉 am going to train in the astral realm with my sword once I get there, or I will contract with Kyubey if he is there.
馃拹鈽旾 am so happy to be back. I missed this blog and all of you very much!
馃帶馃寠Remember how in some earlier posts, I said I was figuring out some things? I think I've figured them out now, so you don't need to worry about those strange posts anymore.
馃崕馃摽Sorry if I don't have many updates right now. I will resume my journey, and I'm sure I'll have lots of things to tell you all soon!
Introduction and navigation post!
Hello, everyone! A while ago, someone told me it would be helpful to create a navigation post, and seeing the other magi blogs, I realize I have not made a proper introduction yet! My name is Homulily, but people have called me Homu, Lily or Homura too. I'm fine with any nickname. My pronouns are it/lun/star/they. I am 17 years old, so please do not do anything inappropriate with my posts. About me as a magi, I have lots of first-hand magical experience, just a different kind from a magical girl. I train with a sword, and sometimes I astral project. I use tarot cards to talk to whoever answers and a pendulum to talk to Kyubey. I have contracted on 7/17/24, so I have only been a magi for a little bit. I'm a newbie, so I might not always get things right, but I'd love to learn!
Navigation
Real life magi stuff: I contracted. Witch logs. 2. 3. 4. Every journal entry in order: Day 1. Day 2. Day 3. Day 4. Day 5. Day 6. Day 7. Day 8. Day 9. Day 10. Day 11. Day 12. Day 13. Day 14. Day 15. Day 16. Day 17. Day 18. Day 19. Day 20. Day 21. Day 22. Day 23. Day 24. Day 25. Day 26. Day 27. Day 28. Day 29. Day 30. Day 31. Day 32. Day 33. Day 34. Day 35. Day 36. Day 37. Day 38. Day 39. Day 40. Day 41.
Everything I know about series: Requests for and submissions of information are still available. E.I.K.A Magis. E.I.K.A Kyubey. E.I.K.A Soul gems. E.I.K.A Labyrinths. E.I.K.A Witches. E.I.K.A Grief seeds. E.I.K.A The astral realm. Every artistic thing (drawings, outfits, etc): Crocheted blanket scarf. Sayaka Miki drawing (spoilers!). Ghostly outfit. Drawing of me with a magical girl outfit. Homura Akemi cosplay. A simple reference of me as a magical girl. WIP of transformation animation. Every question and answer: What PMMM character am I like? Wording and karmic destiny. How could a wish backfire? Am I shifting realities? 2. Am I a D.I.D. system? How do you become a magical girl? 2. Why do I want to be a magi? Will I be a magi in the physical or astral realm? What was my wish? How to astral project and lucid dream? Other updates: My combat style. Astral projection. 2. 3. 4. Lucid dreaming. Trying to contract. 2.
Day 28 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 28: A lot of weird and magical things keep happening to me, so I should probably start doing the daily journals again. 鈴别煉irst, I've started listening to subliminals again. I stopped after accidentally deleting my playlist. I've forgotten how helpful they are, and I am glad I'm using them again. 馃拹鈽旾 practiced using magic for the first time in a very long time and tried to focus my energy/soul/mana into a bracelet I have, and I used it to heat up the area because I was very cold, and it worked! 馃帶馃寠I've been having very strange feelings and dreams. I had a dream that I turned into a witch, and that dream felt so real and so terrible. I hope it's not like Madoka's dream, and it's actually my fate or something. Another dream I had, I don't remember what it was, but when I woke up, I was convinced that I had already contracted and that I was already a magical girl. I don't know what that's about. 馃崕馃摽Another weird thing is that I suddenly felt a wave of bad feelings. That's the only way I can describe it. They weren't my own feelings, and nothing bad happened. I wonder if it was a witch.
Day 29 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 29: It feels good getting back to this blog again. I've been listening to subliminals again, and I feel very magical right now. I've even heard that Kyubey isn't as busy anymore, so he'll be easier to find! 鈴别煉'm working on something special! I might have hinted at it before, but I'm not sure how direct I was. It will probably take around a month though. 馃拹鈽旾'm thinking of making an IRL journal of my magical girl process and progress. I could just put whatever I felt like in there, and it wouldn't have to make sense. That way, I could organize my thoughts to show you all, or I could even take pictures of pages if they are readable and helpful. 馃帶馃寠Have I told you all about Magical Hero Central yet? I don't think so. It's a forum for magis, and there's a survey for all magis to take as well! It would really help to get as much data as possible for @thelawofcycle, who created both the forum and the survey! Here is the forum:
Here is the survey:
馃崕馃摽Tonight, I'm going to meditate before astral projecting to clear my mind, and in case I fall asleep on accident, I'll just astral project when I awake! I'm going to try and astral project so I can make a contract with Kyubey the most directly I know how to. If I accidentally lucid dream, I'll take that opportunity as well, but I'd rather be fully aware when I contract. It is an important decision after all!
Day 30 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 30: I tried astral projecting while lying on my back, but I was very tired, so I kept zoning out and forgetting what I was doing, so I decided I am going to astral project in the middle of the day today so I won't get distracted. 鈴别煉pdate: I wasn't able to astral project, but it wasn't because I fell asleep. I kept getting so zoned out and forgetting things that it was like there was nothing in the world at all. Maybe this is what people call the void state? I'll try again and try to stay aware. 馃拹鈽旾've been thinking about the magic I'll use to fight witches. I know they're based on your wish, and they look like they're meant to help you continue fulfilling your wish like how Kyoko's power was to make people listen to her so she could continue her wish of people listening to her father. I don't know what mine will be, so I have no way of practicing it until I make my contract. I have heard that the wish power is the only natural one, so it will probably be the easiest to learn at least. 馃帶馃寠I've been working on that special project. Here's a WIP! This is what the reference of my magi and civilian forms was for.
馃崕馃摽I have started the IRL magi journal! I've been using a fountain pen and ink. I wanted to use the feather to feel more magical, but I haven't been able to get the nib on the holder. I wanted to put a lot of things on the front to show my progress, so that's why they look a little bit like Minecraft stats ahaha.
This is brown/red ink, not blood, I promise! ^_^
Day 31 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 31: I usually didn't pay attention to the magi shift phases because I thought it was just a therian/otherkin thing, but I have started looking at them. There's fantasy shift (f-shift), which is the planning stage, mental shift (m-shift), when your mindset is like a magi, phantom shift (ph-shift), when you feel physically like a magical girl before you become one, astral shift (a-shift), when you become a full magi in the astral realm, or physical shift (p-shift) when you become a full magi in the physical realm. I am currently at ph-shift. I have felt like I was a magi already multiple times. The only thing left to do is to become a full magi in the astral realm! 鈴别煉ou might have guessed from my animation, but when I was first training to become a magi, I practiced ballet. I was self taught, using only online tutorials. I think I should practice ballet again because it would help with strength and agility. 馃拹鈽旾 have decided that I will try to astral project every day and try to lucid dream every night. That way, I'll surely come into contact with Kyubey soon and be able to make my contract. 馃帶馃寠I think I'm going to wear my magic outfits more often as long as it isn't too hot outside. Maybe I could practice magic even before I make my contract. 馃崕馃摽Any ideas on what pages to make in my journal? I was thinking of making a diary of the witches I'll defeat, but I haven't fought any yet or even made a contract. I feel like I've already put a lot of stuff on this blog already, so there might not be much left for the journal.
Day 32 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 32: I made my own subliminal. I think this will help me be more specific with my manifesting. I put in music I like, videos I like, and affirmations specific to me! 鈴别煉 realize now that I have the necessary tools to cosplay cat girl Homura, which I have a new appreciation for after reading the meow quest. 馃拹鈽旾 found out that when trying to astral project or reality shift, there's a period where you are tested to see how persistent you are, and if you are, you are able to successfully astral project or reality shift. That lines up with how I astral projected before, so I will not give up until I contract! 馃帶馃寠I figured out some things I can do in the journal, but most of them are for after I contract. There are some I can do now however, so I'll show you when I do some! 馃崕馃摽I'm working on a magiazine with some others from Mahou Planet! It's a magazine with the topic of magical girls! Some members from Mahou Planet will be featured as guest writers, artists, and some will be interviewed to learn all about their magical experience. We're planning on making it for summer 2024.
Day 33 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 33: I tried to astral project to make my contract, and I zoned out so much I was unaware, but then I zoned back in, and I was able to continue like normal! I almost astral projected too, but my meditation turned off on accident, so that threw me off a little. I just noticed I have 100 followers now, so thank you all very much for following me! ^_^ 鈴别煉 feel a very strange, very strong connection to Sayaka Miki for some reason. I don't understand why. I don't feel like I am Sayaka or anything, I feel like I'm supposed to do something for or with her. It's hard to explain. Maybe the summer heat is getting to me. Update: I think it was just the heat. I don't feel it anymore. 馃拹鈽旾'm going to reality shift as a bit of a break from astral projecting because I haven't even tried shifting in who knows how long, so I'm going to mess around and have fun in other realities for a while. 馃帶馃寠I've been drawing a bit for the magiazine. It's only sketches for now, but it's a lot more drawing than I've done in a while. Sometimes it feels like a drawing just isn't working, but since it's a sketch, the important part is to properly convey what I meant to, so I guess I'll need to push through for now. 馃崕馃摽I'm still going to be astral projecting every day or every other day. The first time I tried, I fell asleep. The second time, I was interrupted. And the third time, I got to the end of the meditation, but I stopped before I could project. Since I've been making progress every time, it would be bad to stop now. It should only take 1 or 2 tries to get to the astral realm, and I think I know exactly what to do when I do get there.
Day 34 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 34: I have an idea for how IRL magis can find each other! If you have a transformation device that transforms into jewelry, you could either bring it, or if you want it to be more hidden, you could bring something that looks like it. For example, I am going to wear a grey ring on my left 3rd finger to show I am a puella magi. It won't be my actual soul gem even after I contract because it is only meant to signal to other magis. I will probably keep my soul gem more hidden, like in my pocket. 鈴别煉 had a lucid dream, and I called out to Kyubey both out loud and telepathically, but I couldn't find him anywhere. I'll have to try again! 馃拹鈽旾 really want to make a contract with Kyubey, but I feel like he's ignoring me or something. I wonder what I should do. 馃帶馃寠I tried to astral project so I could contract, but instead, I heard what sounded like an announcer talking about good things and how you should always get them when you can. He put a weird amount of emphasis on "good things," so maybe he was trying to tell me things. 馃崕馃摽I realize I have never made a script for my concept and myself as a magical girl. And I have a perfectly good magical girl journal lying around, hardly touched. c:
Guess what I did. ^u^ I contracted! I'm a real puella magi now.
I use a necklace, but it isn't really my soul gem because my soul gem is in the astral. It's just a visualization for it/way of managing it in the physical realm. I wrote in my journal about the specifics. I'll transcribe it.
Contract day! Day 0. 7/17/2024. I made a contract with Kyubey. He had a black hat that looked like an upside down bowl. This is what happened: I got the necklace for my soul gem and put it in the middle of the circle. I sat on one side and told Kyubey to sit on the other. I put a white ring on my left to represent the hope of magical girls. I put a black ring on my right to represent the despair of magical girls. Lastly, I put a purple ring in front of me to represent myself. When all that was done, I cast a circle and called upon Kyubey. He answered and asked "What is your wish?" I didn't expect him to get there so quickly. I forgot my wish and almost left the circle to grab this journal to remember. Instead, I made myself focus until I remembered. I repeated my wish until the phrasing felt right. I think he could tell I wasn't very comfortable the first few times. When he transferred my soul, it felt like something was touching my insides, but it didn't hurt, it was just uncomfortable. When it was complete, I felt extremely dizzy, and my body felt hollow and lightweight. The Kyubey looked like this:
@meguca-meduka was the one that helped me figure out how to contract without astral projecting, so I am very thankful to you, Rem! ^U^
Day 35 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 35: My first journal entry as a real magical girl! I made my contract and went on a patrol to find a witch, and I think I found one. I noticed there was almost no one outside at all, so I don't think I'll have much competition. 鈴别煉unny story, I may or may not have gotten sick right after contracting (I thought I was cursed), so I might wait a bit to fight the witch. 馃拹鈽昇ow that I'm a real puella magi, I'll be able to offer advice from my own experience as well! I'll be able to make them much more in depth. ^_^ 馃帶馃寠I wonder what my magi power is. I've been wondering if it has to do with electricity because the lights in my house keep breaking, and I haven't been able to keep a stable connection on the phone for calls all day. I'll try out magic in the astral, or maybe I'll ask Kyubey if I can find him. 馃崕馃摽I was trying to "build a tolerance" to be far from my soul gem (that's not how it works, don't do that), and I realized I think the physical equivalent and astral one are not tied together, but it seems more like it's easier to keep and use your astral one with you if you take the physical one with you. You can kind of bilocate and keep your astral soul gem with you that way. Being an astral magi is much safer, I suppose.
Day 36 <3
馃巰鉁―ay 36: There is a new magical hero symbol! Like the shifting symbol, it is a way to subtly know if someone's a magical hero! There's also an emoji combination too: 馃巰馃専. They were both decided on by Magi Metro. The drawing is by Rem (@meguca-meduka).
鈴别煉 think I found a familiar, so I'll try and fight them if I can astral project. I'll also try and train in the astral if I can. 馃拹鈽旾've been having a strange feeling that there's a rival magical hero in my area. I hope it's just a feeling. I don't think I'd be able to win any fights yet. 馃帶馃寠I haven't done a cool transformation sequence yet, but I should. I only poofed into my magical outfit, but I think it would be nice to be stylish with it. 馃崕馃摽I keep getting these weird feelings (memories? visuals?) I haven't gotten since last year, and the voices have been a lot more clear this year, but they've also been less frequent. I feel like something's trying to tell me something, and I'm not understanding it.
