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Did a bit of pencil and marker work today!




Eu amo a reação de pânico do meu marido Zayne 😍😍🥰🥰
@Créditos na imagem
alright first question for Cario, would you be interested in dating a pangoro? second Asgriel, tell me are you a god of hyperdeath or hyperhotness? and lastly, for lucas, who's your favorite person to talk too? XD


Aaand let’s say my mom ! (and a Discord friend) cause she don’t judge me at all and we share some longs laughts together ! So yeah it’s cool.
I STARTED PLAYING LOVE AND DEEPSPACE AND I WOULD TRULY LOVE TO START WRITING
Goodbye, my beloved bride.
- Rafayel (love and deepspace) x oc? Sorta
Warnings: sad. Sad. Sad mermaid man stuff. Eternal suffering.
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I'm not supposed to talk about it.
I promised I wouldn't.
So instead I'm sharing it with this piece of paper in my hand.
When Rafayel left, a deep gash tore my heart into shreds. Agony had clawed at my soul like a caged animal pulling on the bars of it enclosure. That's how I felt watching him leave. Because even though I was there to watch it, I couldn't do anything about it. He wouldn't let me. And despite him knowing I didn't want this. He had left without another word.
Goodbye, my beloved bride.
Goodbye. Goodbye Goodbye.
It wasn't ever really going to be a Goodbye. After all An artists love last forever and when they say goodbye it's to say find me in the next painting you see, look for me in the charcoal smeared on your hands. And so I did. I found Rafayel in every masterpiece I saw. A painting of the ocean. A drawing of a delicate sunflower. The color purple.
Rafayel told me once, that I swayed like a sunflower playing saxophone. I never stopped thinking about it. Everytime someone would say I move too much or I dance strangely, I would think about him and his words and remember his voice.
I miss you so much Raffie. I hope wherever you are in the sea is safe and you are safe. I hope your okay and I hope that the seawater feels like home on your skin. I wish for a moment i could know when you look up at the stars, so that we could look at them again for the last time.
When is the last time going to be the last time?
Why couldn't you have taken me with you? Why did you leave me here to suffer an endless reign of terror that exists within a loop of agony. This endless pain is yet to subside and without you here I fear it may never come to a halt. I did not know you asking me to marry you would lead to eternal suffering in lonesome. Do you still have your ring on?
I must know these things.
I must know if you are happy. I must know if you are at peace. I must know if you still think of me.
I must know.
I just want to tell you that it's all worth it. I hope you know just how much the time we had together meant to me. Your face lit up when we met for the first time. At the pond, the small red fish you held in the net brought out a pink in your cheeks, and your hair was sparkling violet in the summer sun. Your smile was like a shot of pure sunlight straight to the heart.
If I had to tell you one thing. I'd say be safe. Just be happy. Be the best version of yourself no matter how you get there. Take every path you desire so you may reach the life you deserve. And if it is a life away from myself than let it be.
I can only sit by the golden sands and sob at the air as I clutch your paint brush. So worn out and so full of memories. All your line strokes and brushes of blues. All the flicks of gold and wisps of green and white. Each painting you created exists in the bristles. Each single strand is a new masterpiece from your heart.
We are still bonded.
'By the seas and sands, let our fates be held in our hands. In the name of the waves and the tides, let our love be forged forever in time'
I repeated it like a prayer. Like a poem they surgically stitched into my brain. I wanted to scream and cry and tear my hair out and slam chairs against tables and punch holes in the walls. I wanted to tear my lungs out and crush them. I wanted to, no, needed to rip my heart from my body so no person may ever witness it again. Until the day Rafayel returned I would throw my heart into the ocean, to let it it sink and die where my love has gone.
So let this be my plea, o great sea, that when the tides come flooding on the shores of Whitesand Bay that they will bring my beloved back to me. And when they retreat, let them take me.
Potential part two to Goodbye, my beloved bride?

Ouvre pédale chui devant ta porte j’vais te niker ta race de cefran 😈🔥
Open your door fag I’ll fuck your white’s holes 😈🔥
part 2 of lads bot shinanigans
continued from this post on my other blog








I see it.
Why do i see it?!






@ishaslife and I fancasted zayne, xavier and rafayel. Please excuse the hastily done hair and eye colour edits xD Any other suggestions and a fan cast for Caleb is welcome =3
(left to right) Sunghoon from Enhypen as Rafayel, Taeyong from NCT as Xavier, and Eunwoo as Zayne.

Converse #converse #sockfetish #footfetish #socks #malefeet #lad #feet #scottish #trainers #sneakers (Taken with instagram)