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"And the tears fall like rain, down my face again
Oh, the words you wouldn't say
And the games you played with my unfoolish heart
Oh, I should have known this from the start.
Oh, the winter and spring
Going hand in hand just like my love and pain
How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein
Brand new skin stretched across scarred terrain".
Let Down - Dead by Sunrise.
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Well scratch that last post about my 1st real date nonsense. Considering the fact the guy finally told me the truth this evening. He actually already has a girlfriend. But he's being indecisive about her. And its showing too. Because he doesn't want to let me go now that we've met, yet he flips his words and basically friend zones me and says we wouldn't last long. Makes assumptions in regards to my son and him and his real dad, if something were to happen to me. Says one day he wants kids of his own, but with me being in my late 30s that won't be possible by the time he feels he's finally ready for a kid. I knew deep down inside this was just yet another big fat joke. A big fat waste of time. My life journey/path dangles a good prospect right in front of me only to yank it away forever. This is what I get for enjoying myself and opening up. Back to shutting down again.
OOOONNEEE DAYTY YYYYYY I AM GOONNNNAAA GROOOOWW WINGSSS
A CHEMICAaAALLL REAAACTIONNN
HYSTERICAL AND UUSSEELESSSS
HYSTERICAL AND
LET DOWNN AND HAAANGING AROUNNNDD

Is it just me or is this years big ssw #noreturn is a huge let down and was greatly exaggerated, and honestly I'm so disappointed so far :/
So far of this is the "huge explosion" I'm packing my bags and taking Roblivion with me. Everyone who feels the same can join me.
They say you gotta fail to succeed. Well you’ve put me down long enough, it’s time to move on in life.