Like For Real I Have Tuned It Out But - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
At random went looking at the presentations of comorbid autism and ADHD and uuuuhhhh.... Not sure if because blind or could have been secret autism. But also not sure if it's worth the effort to even try for any sort of assessment at this point. If it meant I could get a little more support from places I might give it a shot. (Assuming I remember to do it at all, cuz the ADHD is a very much big and well documented factor at this point. XD)
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the stuff about stimming behaviors in kids was what really stood out
cuz I would so still be doing a lot of that if it hadn't been forced out of me
and some of it is absolutely coming back
and I have long standing hangups about organizing things and very specific patterns I engage in
that were always pretty much contrary to ADHD and blindness both
and we all figured this was just a Razz Thing
like for real I have tuned it out but
I have a sandwich eating routine that I am distressed when I can't do it XD
and you would not believe the nonverbal list of rules which allow me to draw and which I could explain in depth if needed
and yeah the eye contact thing is a big issue
I can't see faces but I Feel having to make eye contact and it sucks so much
anyway it'd be nice if finding out would help somehow
but I worry it would just be yet more on the pile of shit nothing can be done about bleh
razz rambles