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You're enough
Sirius Black x Male!Reader (platonic)
a/n: It's short and lowkey a vent fic I wanted to post something so here so here we are. Not proofread and probably has grammar mistakes
"Y/n?" Ron mumbled sleepily
"Shh it's a dream Ron go back to sleep" Y/n whispered slowly
Ron just stared at him with half lidded eyelids and fell back down to bed. Y/n snorted rushing out of there quietly.
They we're all currently staying at the grimmauld place. When everyone was asleep he would usually go out and have a little walk sometimes smoked a fag when he things we're just too overwhelming.
He knew its bad but it helps.
He sat on a bench in a park a bit far from the house avoiding to be seen. The cool summer wind hit him making goosebumps travel down his body. The heat of the smoke traveling down his lungs.
He doesn't know why he feels like this. He didn't know why his chest always felt so heavy. It felt like torture, he just wanted it to stop.
bark
y/n jumped out of his seat. He looked beside him and there a sat a shaggy black dog which transformed into the notorious Sirius Black.
"You know it's dangerous to be out here" Sirius said sitting down beside him
"And yet you're here beside me" Y/n said avoiding Sirius' eyes and stepped on the fag his smoking.
"Touché, you know that could kill you" Even after saying that he reached for one making you snort and lit it for him.
"You hypocrite. Yeh well Im here a good time, not a long time" y/n chuckled "Can you.. not mention this to anyone? I just- I don't want anyone asking or worrying" he asked quietly looking at Sirius
"I wont but you better stop soon you don't need lung cancer at a young age..You know we all have a reason why we do things. We all have different ways in coping. There's better ways to cope rather than smoking your lungs out" He said blowing out smoke. Hypocrite
"I know Sirius. Hell I think anyone who smokes is self-aware. I thought it would distract me from this. Fuck I don't even fuking know what I feel. My chest just feesl heavy. It's always there and I can't get rid of it. It feels so fuking torturous. I thought when I started inhaling this shit it will go away.. It did help." y/n said while frowning tears gathering in his eyes.
"I'm just scared. I'm scared that I'm wasting my time trying to improve writing and what if I suddenly want to quit. What if this all goes to waste. Fuck and I know im too young to think about a job but I need to help my mom. I need to be useful for once-"
"Hey hey dont say that. You're not wasting you're time. You don't just sit around and daydream becoming something you want. You're actually doing something about it and trying to improve. If someday you decide it's not for you, that's alright. You spend your time trying to find something that fits you"
As Sirius goes on y/n felt better, his not wrong. Its gonna be alright
" Plus Harry told me you always write his essay for him because you like writing it. Like come on kid who likes writing essays for their friend amazing people do!"
Y/n smiled at him making Sirius grin and pulled him into a hug.
"Thank you, I'm sorry for that I didn't mean to say it out and stuff"
"No need to apologize y/n and maybe tone down the swearing you're like Remus, swearing like a bloody sailor. Come on let's head back before someone catches us"
Y/n laughed as he threw his arm over his shoulder.