Maybe A Love Song - Tumblr Posts

2am Poem

Can he tell I'm in love with him?

He smiles and I do a little dance inside

He laughs at my little remarks

And shit, I think I'm in love

I could listen to him for hours

I could talk to him for more

And shit is this love I feel

I could stare at him think

I could pick him out in a crowd

And shit, I want to call this love

I could stare I could talk I could listen

But I don’t

Because shit, what if he thought I was in love

I want to be swept away in a dance

Breathing in time with the song

And shit I can imagine his arms around me

I can imagine us watching all the shows he hasn't seen

He's terribly behind

And shit if I wouldn't educate him

I take his hand and we race to the car

The rain pouring down around us

But shit that's in my head

We are so wrong together

We really don’t match

But shit, what if

No! He belongs with someone else

He’s with someone else

And shit, I think he’s in love

He is so happy when he’s talking about her

So happy

But shit, it makes me love him more

I hate that I wrote this

I hate that I feel this way, jealous

And shit, I hate that he’s gorgeous

Am I the female equivalent to a “nice guy”

Because I want him to be mine

But he isn’t

I hope he can’t tell

I hope no one else can either

because, well, shit

Because I want him to want me too