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Im a crafter its what i do how i understand things, so ive ben making a bunch of prayer beads and a few mats while trying to learn more about islam, the prophet, and myself. So now i have like 30 prayere beads. So im thinking om going on Tuesday drop them off at the of the local mosques and maybe talk to the imam. Im still very unsure, i feel lost and my mental health has ben terrible this week. Idk if i should maybe back off till my stress is less im afraid ill turn it into a unhealthy coping mechanism, or fuel my intrusive thouts