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2 years ago

I really want to delete my first request post because ITS SO BAD OSNEIDBSI but I feel bad for the person who requested it Idkkk what to do 😭😭😭 But the first story I ever wrote was a one shot and it's so bad I can't even and it was with a character a know Nothing about so I just decided to wing it-bad move very bad move jensisnendnaksn


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2 years ago

AAAAAAAAAAIDBWOHEWU

I JUST FINISHED A IZURU KAMAKURA X READER STORY CALLED "ASSASSIN IN DISGUISE"

THAT SHIT DID NOT DISAPPOINT 100% RECOMMEND

AND THE PLOT TWIST WHERE YOU Y/N IS ALSO AN ASSASSIN LIKE IZURU AND HE FINDS OUT IS JUST SHWIDBWISHSJS

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2 years ago

Me when I get a request for a character I know nothing about :

Me When I Get A Request For A Character I Know Nothing About :

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2 years ago

Sympathy

Problem child (Part 1/3)

This font is you/Ana speaking (And the scientists speaking but it's labeled better)

this font is izuru speaking

Btw I will use the name Ana but you can replace it with your name if you would like

Reminder your ideal/main look is this

Sympathy
Sympathy

WARNING THERE IS GORE AND VIOLENCE

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"Im bored" said the little girl with white hair as one of the scientists entered the room

"Well there about to be show casing a new experiment.. Would you like to come watch?" said the tall lady in front of her"

"Am I aloud too?" the little girl asked looking up at the lady in front of her and she hugged onto her stuffed toy

"As long as u don't go running off" the scientist explained As she reached her hand out to the little girl

The only reason why the scientists were obligated to be kind to her as much as possible is because it's very dangerous when the 12 year old girl who seamed innocent and soft, got upset it was very messy

The little girl took the scientists hand as she led her out of the room and towards a crowd of people surrounding a room with a pod in it

.. the same pod the little girl was in so much it was ingrained in her memory having to go through the horrible experiments and then pretend nothing happened... but she knew there was a chance she would be killed if she got to out of hand after all she was born with a gift not given one so they don't lose much from ending her expect for the money wasted on experimenting on her.. and of course the fact they want to train her and see how strong she can become.

She snapped out of her thoughts once she was brought to the front of the glass being able to watch what happened as the pod opened.

she did not care about anything the scientists said she didn't listen or catch anything they were talking about expect for one thing

"Izuru Kamakura" the little girl mumbled to herself

"That's who this person is" she suddenly felt something that she hasn't felt in a while...

but what is it?

Is it Curiosity perhaps...? sort of but not really she didn't know the name of it but all she knew was that she wanted to learn more about this person or rather a fact she wanted to speak to him.. But she also for some reason felt bad for this experiment

~~A couple days later~~

After another experiment She was escorted back to her room with bruises, cuts, and bandages all over her..

~Flashback~

"Reminder before this persiger Starts please do not harm your handler" yelled the man over the speakers

~End of flashback~

So much for that

"Hey... mikan" Asked the little girl

"Yes Ana" Said the scientist

"Am I aloud to learn about other experiments... or speak to them.. " Asked Ana

"Oh I'm not sure if your aloud to speak to them because some are quite hostile..But I can tell you about some of them" Mikan replied smiling

"Tell me about izuru Kamakura" Said the little girl with an emotionless look on her face

"O-oh I'm sorry I'm not aloud to talk to you about him and he is far to dangerous for you to see"

... The little girl just stared giving the Woman a death stare

"Then leave" The little girl Demanded

"Yes!" The scientist obeyed immediately to avoid upsetting the girl

"We need to do something about this.. she might keep asking and if we keep telling her no she might get upset" Mikan explained to the head scientists in other words the ones who helped create Izuru

"Well I'm afraid the only thing we can do is keep her away from him meaning don't give her the chance to get near him and Just lie to her" Scientist 1 said

"Agreed shes just a kid, she's to stupid to not believe you" Scientist 2 added

"If she finds out she will be upset" Said mikan

"If she gets upset then we will just lock her in the pod Until she calms down" Scientist 3 muttered almost as if they thought ana could hear them

"Are you sure we shouldn't just let her see him and let izuru know He will face consequences if he hurts her" Said scientist 4

"You know it's still not safe" Replied scientist 1

~~Ana's POV~~

As I escaped my cell Quite easily actually they never really thought about the fact I can teleport but.. not really that far yet I made my way towards the other cells making sure nobody saw me but I knew I needed someones eye to get into izurus room... I would just break it down.. But I must be quiet

I appeared behind a guard that was alone

"Ana! you shouldn't be out of your cell" Said the gaurd

"I know" The little girl smiled sweetly

"I just need a favor"

"And what is that said the guard" Attempting to keep her happy and not throw a fit

"Hold still" She said before plunging a knife into his Neck slicing it open

As he fell to the ground the little girl climbed over him Ripping his left eye out and taking it with her

~~Mikans POV~~

I walked up to the door of Ana's cell I still feel a bit bad for not being able to tell her but maybe food will cheer her up

I opened the door "Ana I brought some food for you" Mikan said as she smiled

"Ana..? "

Mikan looked around to find out

Ana was gone

"Oh no.. I have to tell the guards"

~~Izuru's POV~~

Boring

everything here is boring they created me just to lock me in a dark empty room

I was surrounded by my own thoughts

Nothing but darkness and my own boring thoughts

I heard foot steps outside my door but they were small

almost like a childs.

~~Ana's POV~~

I made it to his door And put the eye up to the Scanner... But it didn't work

"I must have killed the wrong guard" She mumbled to herself

Here goes nothing

She dropped the eye the put her bloody hands together Forming a pinkish orb as she blasted it at the metal door making a loud bang but knocking it down

~~Izuru's POV~~

"What the hell.. "

Izuru muttered to himself as he saw a small girl with long white hair, red eyes, and a pink and white dress along with two Pink bows in her hair walk in the room But what caught his attention most were her bloody hands

"Your izuru kamakura.. Correct" The little girl in front of him smiled

"Yes that is correct and who might you be?"

"I'm Ana" The girl responded

.. "how did you get in here.. the scientist's told you I'm dangerous.. didn't they? "

"I did... take a guards eye but.. it didn't work so I broke the door down with my gift.." Ana said innocently ignoring the second question

".. That explains your bloody hands "

".. But what do you mean by gift?.. is that why your here"

The little girl seemed a bit anxious and a bit down after hearing the question but she didn't want to get upset.. not right now

"I was born with a gift.. a gift that let's me levitate things, it let's me morph toys and people, it let's me teleport, and it even let's me Shoot Pink orbs out of my hands that are strong enough to break things" She Said smiling but then kind of frowned before continuing

"But... my parents didn't like that they said I had to be normal because they were scared of me... but I couldn't do it.. they said I was a monster.. so they sent me here.. "

"But all they do it hurt me and try to make me stronger but it doesn't help.. "

Izuru could see the sad look on her face and he couldn't help but feel a bit sympathetic for the girl considering he was just used as a lab rat and he was also treated like a monster

he reached his arms out to her

"Come here"

The little girl walked towards him as the taller male lifted her Into his lap hugging her

"You got treated like a monster to didn't you..? " the little girl asked softly

"Your correct about that as well"

the girl placed her hand on his head as if she was patting him on the head

"I finally understand this feeling now" She said out loud

"What do you mean?"

"When I saw you for the first time coming out of that pod you seemed upset to even be there And I learned about why you were created from the book I stole from one of the main scientists"

"... And I couldn't help but get this unknown feeling it wouldn't go away and I realized that, the feeling got stronger once I heard you got treated badly as well...And so I now know the feeling"

"hm... What is it then" The boy asked

"Sympathy"

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AAAA okay i know this is late and izuru got barley any dialogue But I swear next part will be better -Cloudi


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2 years ago

STAND UP if it's 1:33 AM and your debating writing the second part of your story called problem child but your extremely tired And you keep saying you'll do it tmr knowing that you will most likely forget about it because yesterday you said you would do it today and your just now remembering because everything important you need to do you forget about until it's 1:33 in the morning and your writing this too show how disappointed you are in yourself

Me :🧍‍♀️


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2 years ago

My own brain is rick rolling me rn

Me : About to fall asleep

My brain :

My Own Brain Is Rick Rolling Me Rn

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