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Dearest Disappointment

The fear of being forgotten,

Being forgotten,

Is that the worst?

Constantly seeking his approval,

Doesn’t disappointment hurt?

The far too frequent shortage,

Of his spoken words.

I’ve cried,

Pleaded,

And screamed. 

Why haven’t I been heard?

Maybe,

Just maybe,

I’m not of his “daughters” worth,

Perhaps,

It’s a living nightmare.

Or an unforgiving curse.

Being abandoned,

By one’s father,

Whom,

Guides their child about our Earth.

Was left to be alone.

Since,

All she was, 

Was lonely.

Loneliness was left to be only hers. 

- (d.n.k) 

Similarities

I’ve been broken before,

So why not break me again?

I see you smile, 

While I’m drowning in pain.

Sometimes,

I think we are really the same. 

Is that why you warped me into,

Your sick, 

Twisted game? 

Did you see my scars?

Have you felt any shame?

Honestly and truthfully,

What the fuck did you gain?

Somebody to beat down?

A broken nobody to drive insane?

Are we possibly the same?

You think not.

But we all know you can see;

Similarities. 

- (d.n.k