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I want to sip your love step by step I want to enjoy you inch by inch, everything
Without leaving anything in your body and soul that iIs not mine .
Tangle yourself in my hair, consume me in your fire, bite my lips, have no mercy on me..
Hold me in your arms, break me into pieces and throw them to the wind, just love me one more time.
What if he has a girlfriend someday? How could you handle it?🥺
I love him unconditionally.
Which means if he find happiness with someone else instead of with me, I will accept it. It's okay. Because I want him to be happy and loved. And yes, unfortunately, this can happen at any time and how will I handle it? Horrible at first. I'll cry, have throw tantrums, shout at myself. I'll feel that the world has ended and a piece of my heart has been taken, "my place" has been taken away. But then I can't do anything but accept and put up with it. If I see that he is happy and good for him with that woman, then this knowledge puts a little band-aid on my broken heart and I'll stay by his side as his friend and student.
Okay I'm crying now lol
Mary was NOT Berts nanny...
Okay, let´s face it.....I had this on mind for some time now and since I have been reading a lots of theories about this I feel like I need to say something (no one actually cares but I need to write it somewhere XD) In every theory I was reading they are saying that Mary was Berts nanny, but to all of you who belive this theory please let me kinda prove you wrong XD so I don´t think this theory about Mary being Berts nanny is right (of course there is nothing wrong to have your own opinion on their releationship XD) And I will tell you why. Many theories I read are saying that the line from Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious is proving that she was his nanny, but have you ever tought that: „Yes, she might have taught him that word but not as his nanny but as his best friend, which she really is.“ (maybe more XD) in Mary Poppins Returns Mary said something like this: „Adults always forgets.“ But in the movie from 1964 there is Bert, he is an adult and he didn´t forget. She and Bert might be from the same world..As P. L. Travers said: „She is from world that is timeless.“ What if Bert is too? I mean Musical says it all He is in Love with her....deeply in love with her. But that´s not why I am writing this....maybe....but Bert may have younger sibilings whos nanny was Mary and considering they – Mary and Bert- are probably the same age he might have insist that he is too old for nanny so he helped her with his sibilings. Or maybe they were childhood friends and Bert was very upset because his dad was so mad at him for „not speaking“ and when he was on his outing with Mary or when he visited Uncle Albert with his dad (maybe they knew eachother) Mary told him that word, so his father would not be disapointed in him anymore. HE WOULD NOT BE SO FLIRTY WITH HER IF SHE WAS HIS NANNY IN THE PAST! As I put earlier in the post they were intended to be in love with each other...the article from newspaper from 1926 says it all. In the book Mary Poppins Opens the Door there is this bit: „Don´t bother ma´am,“ he advised Miss Lark. „A shilling would be no use to me. I´m doing it All for Love.“ And the children saw him lift his eyes and exchange a look with Mary Poppins as she strode out of the park. So yeah Miss Travers can say whatever she wants but this fandom is so strong...we can prove her wrong if we want to because everyone in this fandom have a special power produced by Berts love for Mary and Marys love for Bert. XD
 -Love ya 💞 💕
I'd like to give my two cents to defend elves, cause I think the existance of these creatures opens the door to a super interesting conversation about human existance.
So, little premise, according to European folklore, elves and humans were created, at the beginning of time, on the same day of the same substance. The creator made these creatures very similar to each other, but he gave each one different gifts.
For the Elves he granted immortality, and their destiny was to remain in the world until the end of days; for this reason they have enormous affection for nature and know, better than men, all its creatures, with whom they live peacefully. For the same reason, they received the gift of divination and prophecy, and were made to remain eternally young and supremely wise.
Men were created mortal, but they were given the gift of shaping their life, adapting it to the vicissitudes of the world, in which they would spread out in search of something they would never find.
To make this search more bearable, the creator wanted humans to live only for a short period of time. Their destiny ended with death, but what awaited them next, even the elves did not know.
In this distribution of gifts, the elves were not sure if they had received the best part.
Men's lives were a mystery, so they were always watching them and they were testing them. Perhaps the elves envied the uncertainty in which those beings so much like them lived. Hence the legend of the demons, fallen/dark elves.
With this basis down, do you really want to blame elves' detachment and lack of participation in the human history? They're not a different race, even if they look a bit like us, they're a completely different species, like humans and dragons. Like we wouldn't inferfere too much with, idk, a dragon war, neither the elves are obligated to participate in ours. And here it opens the reflection.
Think about it, us humans were given mortality, we KNOW our life is fragile and that we're not strong enough to survive on our own. Yet, we don't unite, we don't adapt to nature but we take over it like WE are the SUPERIOR ones, we are always in search for power and we make wars for it. We should have evolved even better than elves, because we now the real value of life, and some of them even envy us for it. Yet, they're the ones who dispose of their unlimited time in a good way, so I'd say they are superior. There's nothing wrong with it either, we should know we're not the better species out there, look at our planet...
We love to blame our situation on someone higher than us, huh? (speaking as an agnostic)
It would even go against elves' NATURE to inferfere too much with us.
Fantasy is made to reflect on our word, but it does not mirror it. Elves are not there to resemble human condition, they are there to make us think about a condition above us, and how it would be if we emulated it.
I'm back to reading Eldest after not reading for weeks. and it's the point when I'm asking does christopher paolini want me to hate the elves??
