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1 year ago

This will be a venting post, you are free to skip this.

I just started playing Saeran's route again (to get good ending this time. But i didn't expect him to be good for me.

Im struggling with depression and i skipped a whole week of classes just to do nothing. This week is exam week and i didn't even open a book. All i did was staring at blank screen on my laptop. And as an extra, i couldn't attend my sister's wedding.

Playing Saeran's route, the choices the game gives us actually makes me motivated/feel something a bit. Because the choices actually are what i need currently. The choices are the things that i need to hear from someone (a friend, a family member etc). And Saeran's psychology in the game (feeling useless and airhead etc) kind of resembles me currently. No, i dont share the same past with Saeran or i have lived something like that in my life. But the things MC says Saeran actually makes me feel good and it makes me feel like im worth for the things I want, that i can achieve them if i want and work for them.

For the second time i understood why Saeran was my favorite character in the game.

This was a shitty post but i felt like sharing it.


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