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i bet you’re really fucking happy you don’t have to deal with me anymore. i had so many fucking issues and i was nothing but upset all the time. it was probably a relief for you to have left my sorry ass. you’re probably so much happier now that you don’t have to listen to me talk or deal with any of my bullshit. you’ve got all these other friends that are so much better, so amazing that you are willing to forget all we had together and toss me aside. you probably haven’t thought of me in a long time.
don’t try to put on this innocent act. you’re not fucking beautiful. you're not the fucking victim here either. you’re the two faced bitch that has been going behind my back for years and telling all your fucking friends about all the times i was vulnerable with you. about all the things i’ve only ever told you about. because i thought i was safe enough to finally trust someone.
and the worst part is that i fucking loved you. and you told me that you loved me. you didn’t fucking mean it. people who love each other don’t do this. we had planned out a future together, but the whole time, you didn’t care. you were disgusted by me, weren’t you? fucking disgusted by me, because i would sob in your arms for hours. jesus christ. i can’t believe i trusted you.
fuck you.
i just wonder if all her “i love you”s meant something. i wonder if she wanted to kiss me as well all those times i was too scared to make the first move. i wonder if she wanted us to be forever too. i wonder if she secretly wondered if we were friends or lovers as well. i wonder if she spoke lovingly of me to her friends, and i wonder if she held love in her eyes as she did so.
but i see it now. clearly, she did not.
help??
sooo idk if you would consider this a confession or not.
but basically me and my friend were sitting at lunch today. i’m moving schools in a few days (another state) and we were talking. and they said “if you weren’t leaving, do you think we would have ended up dating? i think we would have.”
anddd idk i’m bi and they’re lesbian so it would work out but i never thought they’d like me like that?? i’ve never thought about it so idk! and so i basically said “i don’t know, i’ve never thought about it” and idk have they been thinking about dating?? for how long?? i always thought they liked another one of their friends? and i don’t think i’ve picked up on any sorta crush behaviours from them (then again i’m very bad at social cues and body language??) like the thing is i would definitely consider it if i wasn’t moving 700 miles away in a few days. but we can’t follow through.
but idk. am i overreacting? we’re interacting like normal so idk
Hey, I just did some Amphibia Calamity Trio redesigns!
I actually love the way they look in the show, I don’t actually see anything wrong in the way they look! But I thought this could be fun! And I’m pretty happy with how they turned out!
(These redesigns involve some of my headcanons for them-)
I hope you like them!
(Sorry about how messy Marcy’s skirt is made-)
I made Luz & Amity on Picrew, and I’m honestly not disappointed with how I made them!
(The Sexualities & Genders are just my headcanons.)
Purple is the gayest color, this is proof.
Five pairs of girls being absolutely precious and adorable together.
That feel when you’re Bi and your school has a lot of attractive people and you’re just like
Happy Pride Month Homosapiens.
Jkjk for real, happy pride month, you're all doing amazing :] (also yes that is the ace ring)
i think it needs to be said that there really aren’t as many rules to sexuality as you think or as people on here would have you believe. i get so many messages that are like “am i allowed to use this label if i feel like this” and unless you are 100% sure ur straight and only want relationships with ur opposite gender then generally the answer is yes, you don’t need to make sure everyone else is feeling what u are feeling to pick a label. labels are there for guidance for you but ultimately you are the one who defines them. like we’re all just making it up as we go along anyway and if u have a thought one day like “hm maybe i’m a gay bitch” that’s kinda all you need like u can figure out the rest later and change it if needs be because at the end of the day it’s all just words none of this is real, this shit is supposed to offer comfort and sense of identity and community not stress and isolation. it’s okay ur okay u got this
*adjusts microphone*
IT’S NOT OKAY TO DEADNAME YOUR KIDS WHEN YOU’RE MAD AT THEM
To all the LGBTAQ+ Muslims, you are not dirty. You are not a walking contradiction. You are beautiful and incredible. I want all my Muslim brothers, sisters and friends to know this that Allah has created you the way you are, and you are a child of his.
He loves you for who you are and what you do. You are a perfectly valid human and deserve every bit of happiness this world has to offer. This year we celebrate Eid-ul-fiter in the month of Pride to acknowledge our existence and embrace our identity.
Non Muslims are highly encouraged to reblog this post.
Islamophobic people, terfs, Nazis, Trump supporters and any lgbtaq+ phobic people DO NOT INTERACT.