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Pounding shot after shot, beer after beer, anything it takes to forget. To forget all of the hurt, pain, and flat out disappointment. Why wonβt he love you? What was wrong with you? You knew youΒ could make Jisung happy, happier than anyone else could ever do. Why couldnβt he see this? What was so great about her? You fight the tears back and continue to drown your sorrows in the free flowing liquor, the only thing left to find solace in.Β
Somehow you ended up in the bathroom hugging the porcelain throne, uncontrollably spewing all of the contents in your stomach. You knew you were over doing it tonight, but you couldnβt control yourself. Emotions were something you never handled well. And this, well this night was probably one of the worst nights of your life.
You closed your eyes, instantly reliving the awful events from earlier in the evening.
Jisung was climbing out of the pool, glistening as the water beamed off of his perfectly toned body. He was total perfection and you couldnβt deny or contain your feelings for this man any longer.
βI love you, Park Jisung,β you blurted out before realizing you actually said the words.Β
Jisungβs head dropped. You knew heβd be surprised by your sudden outburst but ultimately you hoped that he would respect your determination, slight desperation and that alone would win him over.
βDonβt,β he stated, bluntly. βYouβre wasting your time.β
That was when the dagger was shoved deep into your chest. You were able to feel all of those earth shattering emotions as if it was the first time. You reopened your eyes, a tear escaping, streaming down your cheek. The vomiting continued until there was nothing left.Β
You wiped your mouth with the sleeve of your hoodie. You know how utterly disgusting that is to do but there is literally no one left to impress. You accept the fact that you are going to be alone forever, so why even try at this point. You push yourself up using the vomit covered toilet as support, stumbling out of the stall. Everything was spinning, and you knew full and well that you werenβt walking straight. Anyone with eyes would be able to see that you were clearly intoxicated. The door opened and there he was. You slightly fell towards him, uncontrollably.
You lay comfortably in the bed, sprawled out, finally happy in your state of semi-unconsciousness. The door slowly opens, the squeaking hinges disturbing your peace. You open your eyes, quickly getting out of bed and stumbling towards the man who entered the room. You are still quite intoxicated and still aren't stable on your feet. You stumble and fall into his arms.
βWhere am I?β you ask, trying to stand up on your own.
βMy room,β he says with a visible smirk on his face. βI took pity on you since you looked like a drunken dog.β
βWere you worried about me, Jisung?β you ask, placing your hand onto his shoulder in an attempt to stabilize yourself.
βOh youβ¦β he sighs, grabbing your waist. βYouβre still drunk, arenβt you?β
βJisung,β you whisper, staring deeply into his eyes. βMay I ask you something?β
You quickly drop onto your knees pulling the boy down with you so he would still be eye to eye.
βWill you be mine?β you ask, desperately. βIβll do my best to value you.β
He didnβt respond but the look on his face told you that he desired you too. You stare deeply into his eyes, searching for the confirmation you desperately want and need. You pull the boy onto the bed, hopping on top, straddling him between your legs. You lean down pressing your body tightly against his, you want more than anything to be able to press your lips tightly against his. For some reason, he still didnβt resist. You inch closer, slowly shutting your eyes waiting for the moment your lips would finally meet.
One day agoβ¦
Park Jisung was standing in front of a book shelf in the universityβs library.Β He was peacefully scanning the books, obviously searching for a specific title.
You smiled when you spotted your crush all alone. There was no one around to get in the way and you could have some much needed alone time with the one man that drove you absolutely insane.
βWhat book are you looking for?β you happily asked, surprising him as you walked up from behind.
βOh,β Jisung smiled when he realized it was you. You noticed his cute bunny reaction and how uncomfortable he became in that moment, clearly showing he has some sort of feelings toward you. βJust a book to help with basic calculus. Iβm not doing so well in that class.β
βIβm great at calc,β you boasted, with a huge stupid smile on your face. βLet me help you with that.β
Jisung froze for a moment before speaking, βno, itβs ok. Someone already gave me a list.β
You watched as Jisung quickly started to walk to another shelf. You took a deep breath before following again.Β
βWho? Dr. Karina?β you huffed, trying to hide your disdain but failing miserably.
Jisung slowly nodded, turning to look at you with a little smile on his face. Even though you knew he had a slight connection with her, it still stung. Youβre selfish and you wanted him all to yourself.
βJisungβ¦she may be better than me at school shit,β you smirked, trying to make seductive eyes in his direction. βBut Iβm quite talented at other things.β
Donghyuck walked around the bookshelf, forcefully placing his body in between you and your βloveβ.Β
βTalented at being annoying?β he hissed, staring intently into your eyes. βCanβt you see that my friend doesnβt want to talk to you?β
βItβs none of your damn business,β you growled, cocking your head.
βI am your senior,β Donghyuck snapped as he flicked your forehead with his fingers. It caused you to wince but only because you didnβt expect him to touch you.
βAm I supposed to be scared?β you asked, displaying a visible scowl on your face.
βHey Hyuck,β Jisung said, grabbing his friend by the arm to pull him back. βYouβre disturbing the other people in here, letβs just go.β
Donghyuck glared for a moment and you were waiting for some unnecessary, unneeded words to come out of his mouth but to your surprise he silently turned around and followed Jisung. Before he was out of sight completely, Donghyuck turned to make eye contact while pointing a forceful finger in your direction. βLeave my friend the fuck alone.β He stared for a moment longer for impact then turned and disappeared out of sight, leaving you standing alone very aggravated. For some reason Donghyuck had an issue with you and you didnβt understand why. You never did anything to him personally and yet he was always so nasty. But you werenβt going to let some asshole deter your feelings for the man you knew was your soulmate.
Donghyuck followed Jisung out of the library and then the two boys went their separate ways. Donghyuck had a lunch date with the only thing that made him happy these days, his loving girlfriend, Yeji. He practically ran to the lunch table where they meet almost every day, smiling eagerly when he saw Yeji already sitting at their table.
βSorry Iβm a little late, babe,β Donghyuck said before kissing his girlfriendβs face and taking his rightful seat next to her.
βItβs ok, Hyuckie,β Yeji smiled, not looking up from her phone. She was always distracted with her phone, never seeming to pay him enough attention but just the fact that she was his was enough, for now.Β Β
βI was in the library with Sung and that annoying bitch was harassing him again,β Donghyuck explained to his clearly uninterested girlfriend. βJisung is too nice so I had to step in.β
βOh ok,β she nodded.
βIf she was a guy, I would have knocked her out for the way she was acting,β Donghyuck continued.
βShe just follows her heart, Hyuckie,β Yeji whined, finally setting her phone on the table, momentarily.
βButβ¦β Donghyuck exhaled slowly out of frustration, pondering how to word what he wanted to say properly without upsetting his love too much. βJisung made it clear that he doesnβt like her.β
Yeji smiled, gently touching Donghyuckβs cheek, βWell, I remember there was once somebody who was coming to see me every day, regardless of what I said.β
βNo, thatβs not the same thing,β Donghyuck argued with a goofy smile on his face, just happy that she touched him. βYou werenβt annoyed by me, were you?β
βYouβre right,β she smiled while nodding. βBut I will get annoyed if you donβt take me out to a wonderful dinner tonight.β
βTonight?β Donghyuck repeated which she nodded in response. βI have plans with Jaemin and friends.β
Yeji turned away, crossing her arms and pouting, βyou told me that you would have more time for me after your report was finished.β
βHow about this?β Donghyuck said readjusting in his seat. βIβll be at your place before ten. I promise.β
βI donβt believe you,β Yeji continued pouting as she picked up her phone again.
βBut I promise,β he insisted.
Yeji smiled, shaking her head no, βI donβt believe you.β
βI promise,β he repeated again and she shook her head again, playfully.
βSo are you coming tonight?β Donghyuck asked while looking down at his friend who was hanging onto the side of the universityβs pool.
βOh boy,β Jisung winced at the thought, reaching up to scratch his head while contemplating his answer. βI donβt know, I have practice early in the morning so I probably should just stay in tonight.β
You started walking out from the locker room, noticing the two boys talking. You werenβt trying to eavesdrop but you needed to talk to Jisung and you definitely didnβt want to do it with that asshole, Donghyuck, there.
βOh come on,β Donghyuck whined. βYou donβt need to practice, youβre already the best we have. Plus you NEVER hang out with us anymore.β
βYou ALWAYS use that as an excuse,β Jisung rolled his eyes before taking a dramatically deep breath. βFine, Iβll go.β
Donghyuck clapped his hands, victoriously, βthatβs what Iβm talking about. Iβll get ready and Iβll see you there. Okay?β
βYes yes,β Jisung nodded, clearly irritated but still smiling at how childish his friend can be.
Donghyuck turned around, seeing you standing there, patiently waiting your turn to talk to Jisung. His demeanor instantly shifted. You still didnβt understand why you had that kind of effect on him but that wasnβt important at the moment. Donghyuck headed over in your direction and you werenβt sure what was going through his mind but if looks could kill, you certainly wouldnβt be taking another breath on this planet.
βHyuck, stop that,β Jisung ordered about to climb out of the pool. βSheβs here to practice, thatβs all.β
Donghyuck stopped for a moment, turning to look at Jisung then back at you. He looked as though he was going to say something, ignorant, you're sure but, for some reason nothing was said. He stormed off, without even saying goodbye to his friend. Jisung stared at Donghyuck, making sure he continued to leave before lifting his body out of the pool. You watched as the water dripped off of his perfect figure. He grabbed a towel from the bench and started walking in the opposite direction of where you were standing.
βHey Jisung,β you called out, silently panicking because whenever he looks at you, you can feel your body losing control.
Jisung slowly turned around, βwhat?β he asked.
βCan I be honest with you?β you wondered as the panic really started to set in. You felt antsy and scared but also excited because deep down you truly believed you already knew what the outcome was going to be.
βWhatβs up?β Jisung asked, smiling so sincerely he looked like he was ready to laugh.
Laugh at you? That canβt be, Jisung isnβt the type of person to laugh at someone in this situation.
βI love you, Park Jisung,β you blurted out before realizing you actually said those words.
Jisungβs head dropped. You knew heβd be surprised by your sudden outburst but ultimately you hoped that he would respect your determination, slight desperation and that alone would win him over.
βDonβt,β he stated, bluntly. βYouβre wasting your time.β
βWhy?β you asked, heartbroken, not only by his words but also the tone. βKarina likes you. And I like you too. Is there any difference?β
Jisung hesitated for a moment, βthere is. I like her, not you.β
βCanβt you just give me a chance?β you pleaded, trying to hold back the tears that you could feel forming in your eyes. βI promise you, Iβm going to make you like me one day.β
βYou canβt do that because the only person I have feelings for is Karina,β Jisung stated, sounding more confident in his words than he has ever in the past.Β
You wanted to say more, you wanted to ask what was wrong with you but the words wouldnβt come out. Jisung slowly turned and walked away leaving you behind broken into little pieces. He didnβt seem to care in the least and that hurt more than his words could ever.
You make your way to the local bar where everyone from the university hangs out. The only thing to do at this point is to drown your feelings with as much alcohol that you can consume. Shot after shot, beer after beer, anything it takes.
Donghyuck was sitting at a table across the bar with his friends. Happily drinking in their own world.
βCome on, make a toast,β Jaemin said, raising his glass up signaling for his other friends to join him in the act.
βAlright alright,β Donghyuck said, raising his glass. He cleared his throat dramatically before speaking. βHereβs to all that wish us well and those that donβt can go to hell.β
βCHEERS!β everyone shouted out in unison, clicking their glasses together before chugging their full pints of beer.
βMark is paying for today,β Jeno announced.
βOf course, my mom gave me a lot of money last night,β Mark boasted.
βYour mom?β Chenle asked. βDonβt you mean your sugar momma?β
βYea same thing,β Mark shrugged, confused by the difference.
Jaemin zoned out of the conversation, noticing Donghyuck chug his entire beer. βAre you in a rush?β he asked.
βIndeed I am,β Donghyuck nodded. βRight now my girl is at home sulking.β
βWhoa what is this?β Jeno asked, with judgment written all over his face.Β
βYouβre drinking with friends, not with a bunch of girls,β Chenle laughed, joining in on the judgment.
βRight,β Soojin chimed in, amused by her friend acting whipped.
βThe thing is,β Donghyuck smiled, sitting back in his chair while folding his arms across his chest. βSingle people like you couldnβt possibly understand my situation.β
βOuch,β Soojin gasped, placing a hand on her chest, pretending to be insulted. βYouβre hurting my feelings.β
βYouβre not the only one who has someone,β Mark chimed in.Β
βThatβs right,β Chenle nodded with a shit eating grin on his face. βMark has his mom.β
βThatβs right,β Mark boasted, proudly. βI have my sugar mommy.β
βItβs sugar momma,β Donghyuck laughed. βAnd that is not the same thing.β
βWhat about Jisung?β Jeno asked. βI thought he was coming?β
βYea I texted him,β Soojin said, pulling her phone out to make sure she didnβt receive a text back. βYou better call him, Hyuck.β
Donghyuck picked up his phone to call his friend to find out where he was at. βHey, where you at?β he listened to his friendβs explanation on the other line, with the occasional βuh huhβ signaling he understood. βAlright man, get some rest, Iβll talk to you tomorrow.β He disconnected the call, placing his phone down onto the table, trying to hide the mix of emotions he was feeling. He smiled at his friends who were currently staring at him, waiting for an explanation. βUm, so Jisung isnβt feeling well so heβs just going to stay home tonight.β
βAwwww he always bails on us anymore,β Mark complained.
βLeave him alone,β Soojin snapped. βThe championships are coming up soon and he does need some rest.β
βWhat are you his mom?β Mark asked, rolling his eyes.
βIβm sure as hell ainβt your mom,β she laughed.
Donghyuck looked around the bar, annoyed by so much at this point, his eyes caught yours when you just happened to look up from your own battle.Β You cocked your head, refusing to look away. That asshole did not want to mess with you, not the way you were feeling tonight. But he was refusing to look away. Maybe it was to prove a point, whatever the reason you didnβt care.
You cocked your head and lipped, βwhat the fuck are you looking at?β
βWHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!β Donghyuck yelled, standing up abruptly. Jaemin quickly grabbed his arm, pulling him back down into his seat.
βWhatβs going on?β Mark asked.
βCalm down, Donghyuck,β Jeno ordered.
βWhy were you staring at her like that anyways,β Jaemin asked.
Donghyuck didnβt respond, he sat silent slowly sipping his beer.Β
βIβll be back, I gotta take a piss,β Donghyuck said before standing up and making his way into the menβs room. As he was peeing, he thought he heard the sounds of someone vomiting. When he was done he turned and noticed you in your current state of despair while hugging the porcelain throne. Donghyuck almost offered you help but he knew you would deny any assistance, especially coming from him. He turned around shaking his head, walking to once again join his friends.
βAlright guys, this is my last drink,β he smiled, sitting down in his seat.
βCheers,β everyone said in unison and clinking their glasses for the last time of the evening.
βActually, you guys should stay,β Donghyuck announced, looking around.
βI think weβre done anyways,β Soojin said, looking at everyone else who were also nodding their heads.
βLetβs all leave together,β Mark smiled.
βYea next time when Jisung can come, weβll party till the sun comes out,β Jaemin suggested.
βYea ok,β Donghyuck nodded with a small smile on his face, appreciating how good of people his friends were, at times. βSo Iβm done for today, my girl is waiting.β
βAlright,β Chenle said, waving goodbye, βweβll see ya.β
You finally stumbled out of the bathroom, heading towards the exit. You had more than enough and you just had to get home. There were shady looking men standing near the door. Normally you wouldnβt trust going around guys like that but in this state, the only urgency you felt was to get the hell home.
βHey sexy lady,β the one man smirked, aggressively grabbing the crotch of his pants. βI have something you would like.β
βUgh,β you responded with total utter disgust. If you wouldnβt have already vomited everything in your stomach, this surely would have made you get sick.
βThatβs no way to talk to a man, bitch,β he growled, grabbing a hold of your wrist. He squeezed so tight you were certain it would leave bruises.
You instinctively smacked him across his face, βfuck you.β
Without hesitation the man smacked you back causing you to fall to the ground. He walked towards you snarling, βyes, I will be fucking you.β
Donghyuck ran over shoving the man, βback the fuck up,β he growled.
βWho the fuck are you?β the man snarled.
βIβm her friend and Iβm taking her home,β Donghyuck announced, helping you up off the ground. βCome on, letβs go.β
He wrapped his arm around your waist to hold you up so he could guide you outside.
βYouβre helping me, Jisung?β you asked.
βYou drank way too much,β Donghyuck induced. He let go of you and pushed you onto your car that was sitting in the parking lot. βGet home yourself, my girl is waiting for me.β
As Donghyuck started to walk away, you panicked.Β βHey where are you going?β
Donghyuck didnβt respond, he turned around once when he reached his motorcycle to see you slowly fall down the side of your car onto the ground. Your eyes felt so heavy and you were just over this night. You leaned down laying your head on your gravel pillow. Hopefully something happens to you during the night and you wouldnβt open your eyes in the morning. It has to be better than dealing with these awful feelings.
Donghyuck turned to get onto his motorcycle, hesitating. Even though you two didnβt get along he'd feel guilty if something bad happened to you. He turned, walked over and picked you up off of the ground with little to no resistance. He gently placed his only helmet on your head making sure it was nice and tight.
βJisung, thank you for this,β you mumbled as you climbed on the back of his bike.Β
Donghyuck grabbed your arms, placing them around his waist, βhold on tight, ok?β
βIβll hold on to you forever, Jisungie,β you said, resting your head against Donghyuckβs back. You close your eyes, feeling like you're in a dream, holding onto him with everything you had left in you.
Donghyuck pulled the motorcycle inside a garage on the outskirts of town. He quickly hopped off and turned to assist you. He pulled the helmet off of your head, placing it back onto his bike. He then helped you off, so you wouldnβt lose your balance and fall.
βIs this your home, Jisungie?β you ask, playfully hitting his chest. In your mind you performed this move seductively but in reality you look like a buffoon who is clearly way too intoxicated.
Donghyuck shakes his head at the state that youβre in then helps you up a set of stairs leading into a bedroom. He attempted to drop you onto his bed but you pulled him down with you. Youβre not going to let him go that easily. He quickly sat up and you followed suit, wrapping your arms around his neck.
βWonβt you sleep with me?β you begged. You would never beg for something like this while sober but clearly you werenβt thinking straight. Donghyuck attempted to pull away with a grunt of fake disgust.
βWhy are you disgusted by me?β you asked, attempting to stare into his eyes. βHuh, Jisungie?β
Donghyuck panicked, pushing away from your grip, βYes I am,β he grunted, pushing you back onto his bed. You wanted to sit back up but your body wouldnβt cooperate, you started to fall victim to the sandman.
Donghyuck watched you for a few seconds while he took off his jacket, throwing it onto a chair in the room. He walked outside of his bedroom leaving you alone in his bed, walking back downstairs to the garage. He pulled his cell phone out of his pants pocket, seeing that he had twelve missed calls. βFuck,β he grunted before dialing back the girlfriend that he loved but stood up to help the girl that he couldnβt stand.
βWhat the hell, Hyuck, where are you?β Yeji asked immediately once she answered the phone.
βIβm at home,β he hesitated. βWell, itβs kind of a long story but I canβt come over tonight. Iβm really sorry, baby.β
Yeji sat silent, not understanding his reasons for why he didnβt want to see her.Β
βAre you mad at me, baby?β Donghyuck asked, holding his breath, scared to hear her answer.
Yeji exhaled deeply before responding, βno, I guess not.β
βReally?β Donghyuck asked, surprised.
βIβm really tired, Iβm just going to go to bed now,β she sighed as she quickly hung up her phone.
βGoodnight, baby, I love you,β Donghyuck expressed before realizing the call was already disconnected. He attempted to call her back a few times with no answer. βDamn it, I shouldn't have helped her. I should have just left her there.β He grabbed a beer out of the fridge and chugged it, then another, and another. By the time he was finally done drinking, he wasnβt quite as upset. He made his way back to his bedroom where you were still laying in his bed. You heard the door close, waking you from your slumber. You stretched out, rubbing your eyes, in shock that Jisung was here with you, wherever here was. You stood up, stumbling over towards your love, reaching out for him, βwhere are we?β
βMy room,β Donghyuck responded, fighting off your advances. βI took pity on you since you looked like a drunken dog.β
βWere you worried about me, Jisung?β you asked, placing your hand onto his shoulder in an attempt to stabilize yourself.
βYouβre still drunk, arenβt you?β Donghyuck snapped, grabbing your waist.
βJisung,β you whispered, staring deeply into his eyes. βMay I ask you something?β
βNo,β Donghyuck snapped, pushing you out of his comfort zone.
βPlease,β you begged.
βWhat is it, damn it, β he asked annoyedly, grabbing your shoulder, pulling you in closer to his face, trying to show you how irritated he currently was. βIf I was Jisung, what would you ask me?β
βYou,β you whispered, wanting so badly to kiss him. βI want you, Jisung.β You dropped down to your knees pulling the boy down with you so he would still be eye to eye.
βWould you be mine?β you ask, desperately. βIβll do my best to value you.β There it was the moment you have been waiting for, you move closer, inching your lips towards his.
βIβm notβ¦β Donghyuck starts, attempting to pull away from you but you were not going to give up that easily. You pull the boy onto the bed, hopping on top, straddling him between your legs. You lean down pressing your body tightly against his, wanting more than anything to be able to press your lips tightly against his. βStoβ¦β
βPlease,β you quickly interrupted him. βIβm begging you, give me just tonight and I wonβt bother you anymore.β
Donghyuck didnβt respond, you stare intently into each otherβs eyes. You could feel that he did want you at that moment. You slowly lower your face closer to his, gently placing your lips against his. The taste of beer stained his lips but that was the best tasting beer you ever had in your life. You could feel the passion while he kissed you back which only drove you more insane. You made your way to his neck, lightly kissing and sucking, playfully teasing him. Donghyuck turned his head, blocking you from his neck, forcing your lips to meet again. He gently rolled you over, crawling on top of you. He pulled away, lifting his shirt up over his head, throwing it onto the floor. You sat up, needing to feel his lips again, grabbing at his belt, attempting to get it out of the way. Donghyuck let out a slight chuckle at your struggle, pushing your hands away and loosened the buckle and his jeans. He slid out of the unnecessary clothing kicking them onto the floor as well. He gently removed your clothing, throwing them onto the pile with his. He lowered you back down onto his bed, running his hand over your smooth skin. This was the moment you have always wanted and it felt perfect.
The morning light peeked through the blinds, disturbing your peaceful sleep. You open your eyes and even though your head was throbbing you are still ecstatic. You finally had your chance with the man you love and you are positive that after what you two shared that Jisung is going to be yours forever. You feel his hand lightly touch your hair which makes you smile.
Β βJisungie,β you whisper before turning over to look at your love. Your smile instantly drops from your face. βWhat the fuck,β you panic, sitting up and covering your still naked body with the sheet that was on his bed.
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stay at home with the dreamies - jisung
find more content here: nct masterlist β¬ summary: mario kart with jisung! (but he interrupts your zoom session) β¬ tags: you can either read as either non-idol! or idol! jisung, gn! reader, ft. readerβs tutee! dohyun (own character)Β β¬ word count: 303 words
βDo you have any other questions?β You asked as you waited for your juniors' response over Zoom. Jisung watched as you stretched your legs out, brushing past his. Jisung was seated across you, doing his own work and he was hoping your juniors didnβt have any more questions so he could play a round of Mario Kart with you.
βIf there isnβt then you guys can leave. Have a great week!β You waved at them and Jisung peered at the screen. He was about to lean towards you, but stopped when he heard one of your juniors ask a question, βUh, sunbaenim? I have a questionβ¦β You gently nudged Jisung out of the frame, βDohyun-ah, you donβt have to be so formal. Whatβs your question?β
βAh, uh noona I donβt understand how to solve the last thermochemistry question.β Jisung chewed the inside of his mouth as you patiently explained to Dohyun. Scribbling down a message, JIsung held it up to you and you squinted, subtly shaking your head, βDohyun, do you get it? Ah, Iβm not the best at explaining chemistry.β You frowned and Jisung leaned his head on his palm.
βItβs okay noona. Uhm, noona actually-β β-Dohyun-gun, she needs to leave. Thank you and bye!β Jisung ended the call and you gasped before bursting out in laughter, causing Jisung to chuckle as well, βLet me just apologize to Dohyun.β You whipped out your phone and texted Dohyun.
βAh, come on. Letβs play! Mario Kart is waiting!β You held up a finger as you texted. Jisung let out a huff when you giggled and he stood up, easily lifting you off your seat.
βIt's Jisung Time! You promised to spend time with me!β He cheekily added and you rolled your eyes playfully, a smile tugging on your lips.
βOkay! Itβs Jisung Time now.β
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| Headcanons |
NCT DREAM As Boyfriends (solo headcanons)
Mark | Renjun | Jeno | Haechan | Jaemin | Chenle | Jisung
Nothing Yet!
| Reactions |
NCT DREAM reaction to their S/O tics
NCT DREAM reaction to their gamer S/O
| Fake Texts |
sending nudes to NCT DREAM!
texting NCT DREAM that you feel unappreciated!
| Drabbles |
Nothing Yet!
| Series |
My NCT OT23 Halloween Collaboration (unfinished collab!)
| Timestamps |
Nothing Yet!
sending nudes to NCT DREAM!
requested: no
thereβs a few spelling errors lol cause iβm a fast typer so please ignore those ahaha this has been chilling in my drafts for a while! just felt like making this treat hehe hope you guys enjoy!
β sunnie
ββββββββββββββββββββββββββ
Mark
Renjun
Jeno
Haechan
Jaemin
Chenle
Jisung
ββββββββββββββββββββββββββ
taglist; @bigkpopstan, @baka-writings, @haechansfbuddy, @jeonronwoo, @jiminslostjam, @bluejaem, @jisungismymom, @hyuckography, @i-luvsang, @neocrush, @moonshineboyz, @chewryy, @sugarcherriess, @jinkoh, @hazyhae, @angelbabyyy99
texting NCT DREAM that you feel unappreciated!
requested: yes
i hope you enjoy, itβs kinda hard for me to be angst but i tried my best so hope you enjoy!
β sunnie
ββββββββββββββββββββββββββ
Mark
Renjun
Jeno
Haechan
Jaemin
Chenle
Jisung
ββββββββββββββββββββββββββ
taglist; @bigkpopstan, @baka-writings, @haechansfbuddy, @jeonronwoo, @jiminslostjam, @bluejaem, @jisungismymom, @hyuckography, @i-luvsang, @neocrush, @moonshineboyz, @chewryy, @sugarcherriess, @jinkoh, @hazyhae, @angelbabyyy99
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β’βπ . . . Β β Mark Lee β . . . πββ’
Β» "Lento..."
Β‘Mark Lee! (NonIα΄ α΄Κ!Mark x Ιͺα΄ α΄Κ!NonIdolκ°α΄α΄α΄Κα΄ Κα΄α΄α΄ α΄Κ). α΄α΄Κα΄α΄ Κα΄κ±: 994 palavras α΄α΄ Ιͺκ±α΄κ±: menção de comida.Β
π..β. Resumo: Quando seu melhor amigo - e crush - comeΓ§a a passar mais tempo com sua colega de quarto, seu senso de percepção da realidade comeΓ§a a falhar.
Β» "So was I"
Β‘Mark Lee! (NonIα΄ α΄Κ!Mark x !NonIdol!κ°α΄α΄α΄Κα΄ Κα΄α΄α΄ α΄Κ). Words: 994 words Warning: mention of food.Β
π..β. Summary: when your best friend - and crush - starts spending more time with your roommate, your sense of reality begins to fail.
β’βπ . . . Β β Lee Donghyuk β . . . πββ’
β’βπ . . . Β β Huang Renjun β . . . πββ’
β’βπ . . . Β β Lee Jeno β . . . πββ’
β’βπ . . . Β β Na Jaemin β . . . πββ’
β’βπ . . . Β β Park Jisung β . . . πββ’
β’βπ . . . Β β Osaki Shotaro β . . . πββ’
β’βπ . . . Β β Jung Sungchan β . . . πββ’
[Masterlist] β’ [NCT 127 Masterlist] β’ [WayV Masterlist]
ΰΌ»Β Timestamps NCT DREAM ΰΌΊ
βΒ [16:38 p.m] β Z.Chl
Encontrar seu ex, e amor da sua vida, Zhong Chenle em um mercado nΓ£o foi planejado e definitivamente nΓ£o saiu como queria ...
βΒ [16:38 p.m] β Z.Chl
Meeting your ex, and the love of your life, Zhong Chenle in a market was not planned and it didn't turn out as she wanted...
[Masterlist] β’ [NCT DREAM Masterlist]
π΅πΏπ..β. buy me a coffee?
γ γ― PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle Γ fem!reader (ft. Chenle's new girlfriend...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNINGS. Mention of food, sadness and slightly angst, I guess...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Seeing him so far and so close at the same time was painful. It wasn't a planned date (actually it wasn't even a real date), it was like a sweet surprise, like those several he made during your relationship⦠a cute note left in the fridge, your favorite candy left for you, a voice message wishing good morning when both of you couldn't be together⦠There he was, Zhong Chenle was standing in a supermarket aisle analyzing some product you couldn't quite see which one. All he could see was his profile, but that sight alone was enough to know he was even more handsome, and that domestic sight made your heart pound.
Chenle's beauty was always obvious. Many of your friends used to compare him to Leonardo DiCaprio β not that he knows β but as the days went by, he seemed to become even more handsome, and even all that time away from him, you couldn't stop wondering if the beauty of Zhong continued to expandβ¦ and the answer is a big yes.
And there you were, watching him from afar, completely forgetting that you were in a public place and that you could be mistaken for a crazy stalker behind the cute guy, but you couldn't stop looking at him. Holding what you wanted to take, you considered going to talk to him, maybe he would be happy to see you too, maybe you could talk, maybe... And then in the blink of an eye, the sweet surprise turned to a bitter surprise, and your heart skipped a beat, in a different feeling.
While you pathetically admired Chenle from afar, a girl approached the boy and hugged his back. All you can do is stand still in your place, while a beautiful girl takes your favorite place in the world, and hugs him warmly in public, smiling, visibly happy, and in love.
Your memory traveled directly to the many times it was you in the brunette's shoes. There were countless times they had meetings in the market, especially when you had the crazy idea of ββcooking together, even knowing from previous experiences that it would go terribly wrong. Someone finds something related to an inside joke and then laughing together, you unconsciously gravitate towards each other (a fact observed and commented on several times by your friends), and then Chenle draped his arms over your shoulders, pulling you closer to him, and hugged you. That was the way he used to say βI love youβ to you, and you responded by squeezing him closer to you too.
But that's not you. It was, but not anymore. That's another pretty girl who hit the jackpot while you stood there watching them in their pathetic little world. That's when reality finally hits you, and the air goes out of your lungs, and you barely feel the can you were holding drop to the ground, making a huge bang. Wanting to hide more than anything, you reach down to pick up the same, and turn around completely ignoring the stares, and ignoring him on top of that. You don't know, but you expect your performance to be excellent when you get up βreadingβ the package label and going into the hallway but leaving it there, trying to get out without taking anything.
But with your desperation, and with only one goal in mind: to let him see her teary eyes and her regret at having let him go, she didn't see that the loud noise caught Chenle's attention, and once he recognized you, he couldn't control the euphoria that took over. What you also didn't know, is that even being with someone who cares for him and loves him, he can't respond in the same way, let alone in the same intensity. He knew that even trying to love her, the feeling would never be the same close to what he felt for you. And that's why even though you walk out of the market with nothing but aching memories, you don't see chenle running and screaming your name.
But he believes it's a sign. After all, he never forgot you, and the fact that what he was holding led him to memories (similar to the ones he had) of the two of you together and not five seconds later you show up, it couldn't be a coincidence, it couldn't be⦠it wasn't. And so, even though Kim Sunmi was calling him, even though he had to go home with her and not you today, he knew he couldn't let you go one more time. He wouldn't, and he won't, let you go one more time.
NCT Dream + U take you to prom
CLICK HERE to see NCT 127, which includes Mark and Haechan
- Wins award for hottest couple
- Never stop dancing
- Complete gentlemen the entire time
- Keeps commenting on how beautiful you look
- Kissing while slow dancing
- Asks in a simple but cute way
- Lots of back hugs
- Kisses you while slow dancing
- Orders the vegetarian meal because to piss off the chefs
- Sticks to the outer edges to avoid being bumped into
- Tells jokes while dancing
- Wins award for quirkyest couple
- Canβt stop smiling at you
- Is always asking if your ok because he knows that your shy
- Hires a vintage car to pick you up in
-Β Doesnβt want to go but in the end you convince him
- Wins award for cutest couple
-Β Brags to his friends about his date
- Hugs you from behind and kisses your neck
-Β Looks adoringly at you
- Shows you off by dipping you
- Pulls you as close as possible
- Only eats dessert
- Takes a million photos
- Best dancers on the floor
-Β Thourerly enjoys the food
- Never stop dancing (unless eating or peeing)
- Calls you his princess
- Finds the kissing couple while peeing and is a narc
- Kinda shy so you have to assure him that everything is ok
-Β Pretends to dance the whole night but in reality take 100 breaks
-Β Smiles everytime he twirls you around
- Holds your the hand the whole night
- Orders the vegetarian meal because your actually a vegetarian
-Β That one couple you find making out in the bathroom
γ γ― PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle Γ fem!reader (ft. Chenle's new girlfriend...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNINGS. Mention of food, sadness and slightly angst, I guess...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Seeing him so far and so close at the same time was painful. It wasn't a planned date (actually it wasn't even a real date), it was like a sweet surprise, like those several he made during your relationship⦠a cute note left in the fridge, your favorite candy left for you, a voice message wishing good morning when both of you couldn't be together⦠There he was, Zhong Chenle was standing in a supermarket aisle analyzing some product you couldn't quite see which one. All he could see was his profile, but that sight alone was enough to know he was even more handsome, and that domestic sight made your heart pound.
Chenle's beauty was always obvious. Many of your friends used to compare him to Leonardo DiCaprio β not that he knows β but as the days went by, he seemed to become even more handsome, and even all that time away from him, you couldn't stop wondering if the beauty of Zhong continued to expandβ¦ and the answer is a big yes.
And there you were, watching him from afar, completely forgetting that you were in a public place and that you could be mistaken for a crazy stalker behind the cute guy, but you couldn't stop looking at him. Holding what you wanted to take, you considered going to talk to him, maybe he would be happy to see you too, maybe you could talk, maybe... And then in the blink of an eye, the sweet surprise turned to a bitter surprise, and your heart skipped a beat, in a different feeling.
While you pathetically admired Chenle from afar, a girl approached the boy and hugged his back. All you can do is stand still in your place, while a beautiful girl takes your favorite place in the world, and hugs him warmly in public, smiling, visibly happy, and in love.
Your memory traveled directly to the many times it was you in the brunette's shoes. There were countless times they had meetings in the market, especially when you had the crazy idea of ββcooking together, even knowing from previous experiences that it would go terribly wrong. Someone finds something related to an inside joke and then laughing together, you unconsciously gravitate towards each other (a fact observed and commented on several times by your friends), and then Chenle draped his arms over your shoulders, pulling you closer to him, and hugged you. That was the way he used to say βI love youβ to you, and you responded by squeezing him closer to you too.
But that's not you. It was, but not anymore. That's another pretty girl who hit the jackpot while you stood there watching them in their pathetic little world. That's when reality finally hits you, and the air goes out of your lungs, and you barely feel the can you were holding drop to the ground, making a huge bang. Wanting to hide more than anything, you reach down to pick up the same, and turn around completely ignoring the stares, and ignoring him on top of that. You don't know, but you expect your performance to be excellent when you get up βreadingβ the package label and going into the hallway but leaving it there, trying to get out without taking anything.
But with your desperation, and with only one goal in mind: to let him see her teary eyes and her regret at having let him go, she didn't see that the loud noise caught Chenle's attention, and once he recognized you, he couldn't control the euphoria that took over. What you also didn't know, is that even being with someone who cares for him and loves him, he can't respond in the same way, let alone in the same intensity. He knew that even trying to love her, the feeling would never be the same close to what he felt for you. And that's why even though you walk out of the market with nothing but aching memories, you don't see chenle running and screaming your name.
But he believes it's a sign. After all, he never forgot you, and the fact that what he was holding led him to memories (similar to the ones he had) of the two of you together and not five seconds later you show up, it couldn't be a coincidence, it couldn't be⦠it wasn't. And so, even though Kim Sunmi was calling him, even though he had to go home with her and not you today, he knew he couldn't let you go one more time. He wouldn't, and he won't, let you go one more time.
[Masterlist] β’ [NCT Dream Masterlist]
Lento ...
γ―β Β‘Mark Lee! (NonIα΄ α΄Κ!Mark x Ιͺα΄ α΄Κ!NonIdolκ°α΄α΄α΄Κα΄ Κα΄α΄α΄ α΄Κ). α΄α΄Κα΄α΄ Κα΄κ±: 994 palavras α΄α΄ Ιͺκ±α΄κ±: menção de comida.Β γ―β
Β Se Deus existe ele me odeia. Se AlΓ‘ existe, ele me odeia. Se algum OrixΓ‘ existe, certeza que me odeia. O fato Γ©: nΓ£o importa sua religiΓ£o, seu Deus provavelmente me odeia. E se vocΓͺ Γ© ateu, bom entΓ£o a vida me odeia.
Por que sΓ©rio, alΓ©m de ser afim do cara ele tem que ser meu melhor amigo, e ainda estar saindo sem parar com a minha colega de apartamento? Tem como piorar?
Β Hoje, sexta feira a noite e mais uma vez estou no meu quarto me preparando pra mais uma noitada. Moletom e pizza sempre foram a melhor escolha pra uma fossa em casa. Park Mina, minha companheira grita do corredor que estΓ‘ saindo, e apenas escuto, com meu cΓ©rebro trabalhando ardilosamente pra acabar comigo, me fazendo imaginar como serΓ‘ sua noite ao lado de Mark Lee. Eles vΓ£o pra balada? Pra um restaurante? KaraokΓͺ? Eles vΓ£o se beijar? VΓ£o comprar coisas um pro outro?
Β Suspiro tentando ignorar a vozinha chata na minha cabeΓ§a, e dou o play no meu Dorama lindo do Chanyeol. Mas mal consigo me concentrar no gigante adorΓ‘vel e seus Γ³culos sem olhar para o celular a espera de alguma notificação do rapaz me convidando para uma noite de jogos que fazΓamos antes.
Β Finalmente minha campainha toca avisando que o entregador havia chegado. Meu nΓvel de serotonina se levanta minimamente com a perspectiva de comer minha pizza de brΓ³colis. Abro a porta pronta pra brincar com o rapaz, que poderia ser tranquilamente Heechan, o filho da vizinha que sempre me entrega meus pedidos, mas me assusto vendo Mark Lee parado ali bem na minha frente. Eu congelo com a visΓ£o, e por um instante acho que tΓ΄ alucinando, mas o moreno ri de canto provavelmente nervoso.
"Hey! AlguΓ©m em casa?" sua voz Γ© meio baixa e um tanto insegura.
"Ah, oi. O que faz aqui?" Γ© tudo que consigo proferir, afinal, ele Γ© a ΓΊltima pessoa que eu esperava ver ali. Ainda mais vestindo o mesmo que eu: moletom.
"Vim te ver, faz tempo que a gente nΓ£o se fala" Mark ainda falava baixo me olhando incerto, e eu ainda nΓ£o sei o que fazer. "... entΓ£o eu posso entrar? Por que assim, aqui tΓ‘ um pouco frio..."
Β O deixo passar e sΓ³ entΓ£o percebo minha pizza, suas sacolas em mΓ£os. Vamos de volta para o quarto e tento agir normalmente. NΓ³s sentamos na cama e ele espalha o que trouxe: balas, chocolate, salgadinhos e soju. Abrimos a bebida e a sua cara quando vΓͺ o sabor da pizza Γ© a melhor.
"BrΓ³colis? SΓ©rio?"
"Yah! NΓ£o me julga!" digo um pouco mais alto "e se eu soubesse que vinha, pedia ainda mais brΓ³colis!" aponto pegando uma fatia. "Pensei que estaria com a Mina."
"NΓ£o, vocΓͺ sabe que balada nΓ£o Γ© a minha praia. β Lee responde como se fosse Γ³bvio. Solto uma risada descrente.
"VocΓͺs andam tΓ£o colados que nΓ£o duvidei de vocΓͺ ir com ela." solto um pouco Γ‘cida antes de tomar um belo gole de Soju.
"Isso Γ© ciΓΊmes?" indaga sorrindo de lado. Minha vontade Γ© de gritar que sim, que ele era cego, lerdo e burro demais, mas sΓ³ rolo meus olhos e bebo um pouco mais. "Wow! Vai com calma ae!"
"Eu mereço essa bebida divina, okay?" reclamo pegando a garrafa que me foi tomada e terminando de uma vez.
Consigo o fazer ficar quieto enquanto assistimos o Dorama, e como sempre seus comentΓ‘rios sΓ£o os melhores e me fazem rir, mesmo eu querendo ficar brava.
"Oh! Chanyeol, por que tΓ£o lindo?" solto baixo, mas aparentemente Mark me escuta e cutuca minha perna. "Que? Ele Γ©. Faz rap, danΓ§a, canta, compΓ΅e, atua, Γ© fofo, engraΓ§ado, inteligente, fala inglΓͺs, e ainda sabe montar um bar." listo as qualidades do meu utt, sob o olhar tedioso do meu amigo.
"Eu tambΓ©m sei fazer tudo isso!" ele me responde parecendo ofendido.
"Hum, eu nΓ£o deixaria uma furadeira sob sua responsabilidade." implico rindo, mas percebo que sou a ΓΊnica que o faz entΓ£o paro desviando meu olhar do seu, super intenso.
Β Me viro prestes a perguntar por que me ignorou nas ΓΊltimas semanas quando sou surpreendida por sua mΓ£o na minha nuca, e ele me puxando para um beijo. Mas demoro pra processar e quando vejo, Mark me olha apreensivo.
"O que foi isso?"
"Eu gosto de vocΓͺ. Mais que como amiga, e estava com medo do que ia pensar, da sua reação e de estragar nossa amizade, entΓ£o pedi ajuda da Mina sobre o que fazer, por que nΓ£o aguento mais esconder meus sentimentos por vocΓͺ."
Β Assim que tenho minha resposta o encaro na dΓΊvida se o bato por me fazer acreditar que estava interessado em Mina, ou se o beijo por finalmente saber que sou correspondida.
"Mark Lee!" solto brava o dando um tapa em seu braΓ§o. Γ, parece que meu sangue quente age mais rΓ‘pido que eu. "eu nΓ£o acredito que fez isso comigo!" lhe dou leves tapas, e o idiota cai de costas na cama reclamando. "Eu acreditei que tava afim da Mina, seu desgraΓ§ado!"
"O que? Por que?" o moreno consegue segurar meus braços parecendo bem confuso. Ele para então pra pensar e sua boca se forma um "O" num sinal claro de que entendeu o que aconteceu. "Não, nunca gostei dela assim."
"Certeza?" preciso confirmar para poder tomar meu próximo passo, e quando ele confirma com a cabeça, me jogo em cima dele, colando nossos lÑbios.
Γ a sua vez de nΓ£o entender o que aconteceu, mas quando seus olhos encaram os meus e ele vΓͺ que eu tambΓ©m sentia a mesma coisa, finalmente nos beijamos de uma forma intensa.
No final das contas nΓ£o era sΓ³ Mark Lee que era lento. Eu tambΓ©m era.Β Β
[Masterlist ] β’ [NCT 127 Masterlist] β’ [NCT Dream]
π΅πΏπ..β. buy me a coffee?
γ γ― PAIRING. Ex-boyfriend! NonIdol!chenle Γ fem!reader (ft. Chenle's new girlfriend...) GENRE. Sligh angst REQUEST. No WARNINGS. Mention of food, sadness and slightly angst, I guess...
೫ [16:38 p.m]
Seeing him so far and so close at the same time was painful. It wasn't a planned date (actually it wasn't even a real date), it was like a sweet surprise, like those several he made during your relationship⦠a cute note left in the fridge, your favorite candy left for you, a voice message wishing good morning when both of you couldn't be together⦠There he was, Zhong Chenle was standing in a supermarket aisle analyzing some product you couldn't quite see which one. All he could see was his profile, but that sight alone was enough to know he was even more handsome, and that domestic sight made your heart pound.
Chenle's beauty was always obvious. Many of your friends used to compare him to Leonardo DiCaprio β not that he knows β but as the days went by, he seemed to become even more handsome, and even all that time away from him, you couldn't stop wondering if the beauty of Zhong continued to expandβ¦ and the answer is a big yes.
And there you were, watching him from afar, completely forgetting that you were in a public place and that you could be mistaken for a crazy stalker behind the cute guy, but you couldn't stop looking at him. Holding what you wanted to take, you considered going to talk to him, maybe he would be happy to see you too, maybe you could talk, maybe... And then in the blink of an eye, the sweet surprise turned to a bitter surprise, and your heart skipped a beat, in a different feeling.
While you pathetically admired Chenle from afar, a girl approached the boy and hugged his back. All you can do is stand still in your place, while a beautiful girl takes your favorite place in the world, and hugs him warmly in public, smiling, visibly happy, and in love.
Your memory traveled directly to the many times it was you in the brunette's shoes. There were countless times they had meetings in the market, especially when you had the crazy idea of ββcooking together, even knowing from previous experiences that it would go terribly wrong. Someone finds something related to an inside joke and then laughing together, you unconsciously gravitate towards each other (a fact observed and commented on several times by your friends), and then Chenle draped his arms over your shoulders, pulling you closer to him, and hugged you. That was the way he used to say βI love youβ to you, and you responded by squeezing him closer to you too.
But that's not you. It was, but not anymore. That's another pretty girl who hit the jackpot while you stood there watching them in their pathetic little world. That's when reality finally hits you, and the air goes out of your lungs, and you barely feel the can you were holding drop to the ground, making a huge bang. Wanting to hide more than anything, you reach down to pick up the same, and turn around completely ignoring the stares, and ignoring him on top of that. You don't know, but you expect your performance to be excellent when you get up βreadingβ the package label and going into the hallway but leaving it there, trying to get out without taking anything.
But with your desperation, and with only one goal in mind: to let him see her teary eyes and her regret at having let him go, she didn't see that the loud noise caught Chenle's attention, and once he recognized you, he couldn't control the euphoria that took over. What you also didn't know, is that even being with someone who cares for him and loves him, he can't respond in the same way, let alone in the same intensity. He knew that even trying to love her, the feeling would never be the same close to what he felt for you. And that's why even though you walk out of the market with nothing but aching memories, you don't see chenle running and screaming your name.
But he believes it's a sign. After all, he never forgot you, and the fact that what he was holding led him to memories (similar to the ones he had) of the two of you together and not five seconds later you show up, it couldn't be a coincidence, it couldn't be⦠it wasn't. And so, even though Kim Sunmi was calling him, even though he had to go home with her and not you today, he knew he couldn't let you go one more time. He wouldn't, and he won't, let you go one more time.
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