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I am so mentally ill in regards to shit that shouldn’t be obsessed over like

Hazard signs and warnings are so interesting and comforting to me

They just make me feel a certain way that makes me so happy and jittery to the point where if I hear something mention them in my general vicinity I’ll become physically sick holding myself back from talking about my interest in these fuckers

Heed the Herder AU Ramble/Rant Incoming

The more that I been draw characters like Jonah, Evelin, and Adam, I get a better feel for them as individuals. Like, I remember doing the reference drawing thingy for Evelin and actually figuring out what I want to do for her arc in my AU specifically, same with the other two (Jonah to a greater extent).

I think it’s the process of doing something with my hands but allowing my brain to wander on one topic that really gets the creativity flowing through me.

But back to what I wanted to talk about: Heed the Herder (HtH) Jonah; I’ve been drawing this guy a lot lately and realized there’s more depth to his character the more that I think about him — at least in my AU.

HtH!Jonah a character who experienced multiple traumatic events in his childhood and actively attempts to disassociate himself from the situation in the most unhealthy way possible (pretending the situation never happened and that everything is normal).

Jonah finds it hard to trust and connect to people as easily as he used to as a kid before everything happened. He’s a character that consistently hides his emotions and feelings because (deep down) he’s terrified they’ll be used against him. In story, it takes Jonah a long-ass time before he learns to let his walls down and accept help from others. He’s scared of emotional vulnerability and the thought of one day losing the thing most important to him: freedom.

Heed the Herder Jonah is an apathetic and aloof, yet friendly character who doesn’t want to accept what happened in his past because he’ll have to come to terms with the fact that he can’t do everything alone.

,,,, GRAAHHHH SORRY FOR THE LONG TEXT POST BUT YEAHHH,;: idk just something I wanted to get off my chest and mumble about for a bit and put somewhere

I’m just gonna use this plat to ramble about my AU incessantly from now on becos this is the site that I’m most comfortable doing stuff like this

Anyway, thanks for coming to my not-TED talk

Can I just say that I’m really happy that FAITH is getting some more recognition rn?? Like, I just recently got into the series a few months back and I got kinda disappointed when I realized I was very late to the party and then we get the Wendegoon video and more fan content as a result and it’s just - chefs kiss

I love it when my favorite fandoms get revived :)

This goes for the Stanley Parable, I was keeping my on it since it’s original launch and just kinda watched the community slowly dwindle over time until - BOOM with the recent release of deluxe edition and now we got so many new community members, fanfics, fanart, fucking full-fledged fan animations

JUST AGGGGGHHHHH — we are eating so good dawg

Okay, rant over lol

Man, I love just doing shit sometimes

Like yesterday, I was learning how to play guitar again after talking and reconnecting with my family. The string popped and I spent longer than an hour trying to replace it before realizing that I would have to buy new replacement strings. Before I had my realization, I cleaned out my entire closet and, while I didn’t find what I was looking for, I found my old crocheting set.

After that, I took a long break and animated for a while before settling down with some crochet. I was only able to get a little snippet done and it looked pretty crappy, but I was happy with it.

I love being able to just do things sometimes and enjoy them simply because I can

I just wanted to jot down some thoughts since I’m no longer going to therapy, but this was nice :)

Hi very sorry if this is like, a weird question or anything but are you by chance one of the artists featured in the fanart room of the roblox game The Backrooms [REDACTED]? There's this one artist I've been tirelessly looking for because of how awesome the art style is and following one of the art's signatures lead me here and I wanted to make sure I have the right person [Especially because the artist name *beneath* the art itself is incorrect]

Oh, I wasn’t expecting someone to actually go out in search of my account because of that, yeah, that’s me!

To clarify, the name “Midnight_Dew” is the name of my Roblox account, so that’s why it was labeled like that.

I’m glad you like the art I did for the game! I put a lot of effort into the pieces that ended up getting into the in-game gallery and I was even more surprised when Meg reached out to me for permission to use the design I had made for Mike as inspo for the new update (Im now in the credits room :))

I’ll probably start posting my art I posted on the discord here since I never actually got around to doing that, but yeah

Thanks again for the lovely compliments :)

-T/N