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I wish my life was still mine, like when I was a kid felt so good to get home from school and have something to be passionate about doing but now it’s getting home from school and feeling like I have no privacy, no place where I can destress and be alone without someone else being there, it’s feeling like I have no life outside of what I do academically and that while I have a body, I’m not a person. I’m more of an object to fulfill the expectations of others. Someone that needs to respect everyone except myself. Someone expect to throw everything I know and believe aside to dial down myself and make me digestible for others. It hurts.

Hey guys, I really need some help. There is a fanfic on ao3 that I can't find. It's a ffvii fanfic about how Reno joined the turks. He starts out as a mechanic and met Rufus when he had to get his car fixed while visiting the slums. I really enjoyed the story but lost it before I could finish it and I can't remember what it's called.