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1 year ago
So the first time I took the RAADS-R autism screening test I got 64. I did not realize that "I dislike thing x but do not outwardly react to it" is the same as "I dislike x". Retaking the screener with that misconception removed I got 190. That... that is a lot of autism. XD
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yeah I will probably go ahead and get an official diagnosis
it's not like my blind queer adhd ass is going to get any more or less ostracized
by adding one more thing on the pile
and having some language and knowledge for me to research is always helpful
but man holy shit XD
I had actually blocked out a ton of Very Obvious Autism 101 behaviors I had as a kid
that were forcefully trained out of me or taken away
or just full on bullied right out
but they're still here and I am already researching ways to get them back in some capacity
for as wild as all this is it is the most hopeful I've been in years
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