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My name is Orpheus and here's some stuff you may want to know ^^
♤I’m 18//genderfluid//pansexual//taken<33//yandere//darling♤
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Blog stuff This is a safe space. What happens here stays here! Hate will not be tolerated♡ This is a yandere and darling blog
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Thanks to my lovely mutual Bunny @sp1r1tea for putting this together for me ♡
Also this blog is a trigger warning in itself just letting you know, by you I mean the one person who actually keeps up with my blog. You know who you are and I love you so much My rants
Do you ever have those moments? You know the moments when your with your favorite person whom you have put on this pedestal high above you and you just wonder when will this go wrong? When will they realize they could be with anyone? That I’m not worthy of their time? That I’m beneath them? How long do I have before this great thing falls apart? Before I ruin this like everything else? God I hate those moments, but I do my best to look that sad broken child in the eye. The one who whispers this fear and doubt to me. I look and whip their tears even if I start to cry sometimes and hug them. It’s okay I whisper just don’t think about it right now. Enjoy the moment before it becomes a memory. Then sometimes I just fucking yeet that little shit like a fucking football and laugh. Then other times I break down with them.
Agh…..do you ever get that feeling? You know that one? Of course one of the many that I’m sure some of us complex animals called humans have felt. The one when you look at someone one day and it’s different. Maybe it’s a friend or someone you already like, but you look at them all the same and realize. Or maybe something happened with them something small or big but still you go. “Oh shit I really like you more than I though or admitted to myself.” Then with this realization your world is kinda thrown off its axis. That’s what’s happening with me and agggghhhhh. I mean I love it, but gods am I terrified as well. I mean my track record with people I like is not the eldest and it’s always something I do. So naturally I’m scared and terrified because I really don’t want to ruin this. So as a precaution I was like all like here you see this tiny part my of heart this is your space. Stay don’t move and then my heart betrayed me with my brain realizing and was like here you go baby and opened up the gate and let the person go free range. But I did not realize until something happened and I went oh shit. Are those tears bro? I don’t do tears and was like damn it happened again. So yup thanks for coming to my Ted talk.