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5 years ago

traitor [p.p]

word count: 1.2k

pairing: pansy parkinson x fem!reader

warnings: a lot of angst, death

a/n: i changed the request just a teeny bit, i hope its okay!

request: Hi, i really love your writing and i was wondering if you could write a Pansy x f!reader When they are in the hogwarts battle when Voldemort announces that Harry is dead and reader is one of the only Slytherin-owned who has stood against the Death Eaters. She tries to bring Pansy to her side, but ends up being called a traitor by belatrix and ends up being killed by the same during the battle, having as a last action saying I love you to Pansy. ( requested by @forgetmenotsworld )

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this was not how things were supposed to end. harry was supposed to kill voldemort, and things were supposed to go back to a peaceful world, where you didn’t have to jump at every creak in the floorboards, scared you were going to be attacked. everything you’d done was supposed to be justified - because he won.

you stood absolutely distraught at the sight in front of you. you heard the screams in celebration of the death eaters, knowing full well that your family and the families of your best friends stood among them. 

“harry potter is dead!” you heard vaguely, though you began to drone out the sounds around you as realization dawned on you.

you were never going to get that perfect life you wanted with pansy, because harry was dead. along with him went any hope of your freedom. the dark lord was going to rise and take over the wizarding world. and you were expected to follow.

you and pansy had been together since your fifth year, through everything you acted side-by-side. you were each other’s rocks. from helping each other through the tasks assigned by the dark lord and your parents, to the constant glares you got from other houses. the hardest and simplest times, you’d been through it all together - and that was what made any of it somewhat okay.

you thought you were on the same page always - together until the end, as you’d always say to her. she would always repeat your words with confidence, because you always hoped for a better life.

now, all hope gone, you were simply scared. pansy had always been one to give into fear, especially when it came down to risking the lives of those she loved. if there was one thing that scared her the most, it was losing her family - or worse - losing you.

draco had warned her before the battle began, and the words echoed in her head. 

“don’t do anything stupid, pansy. you know what he’s capable of - he won’t hesitate to kill anyone. especially not her. he shows no mercy, and you need to do what he says.” his voice cracked at his own words, and that was when pansy had realized; he was just as scared as she was. if not more.

so when lucius and narcissa began to coax draco over to them, pansy was not surprised at the way he obediently did as told. she looked over at you, whose expression had visibly dropped into one of shock. 

she opened her mouth to comfort you, but no words came out. she couldn’t comfort you now, because you both knew what was going to happen next. there was nothing comforting about it.

“pansy.” she heard, and her world froze. she slowly turned, to meet the eyes of her father burning holes through her. “come. now.” he all but demanded, and she gulped nervously. she felt your heavy gaze on her, and her heart tore in half. 

her eyes traveled to draco, whose expression was pleading her to listen. it was this or you would die, she reminded herself. taking a shaky breath, she refused to look at you as she stepped out onto the field, ignoring the disappointed gazes of her peers.

you thought you were shocked when draco gave in without a fight. but pansy? you thought she knew better. your mind was racing, and you barely felt the tears that began rolling down your cheeks as you pushed through the crowd, grabbing her arm. 

“pansy - don’t do this.” you pleaded, and your heart broke even more when she turned to face you, her expression holding no emotion.

“i have to.” she stated, but you knew her - and you knew how hard she was trying to hold up a brave front. you stepped forward, reaching a hand out to cup her cheek. she leaned against it, closing her eyes. “please don’t make this harder than it has to be. just come with me, and we can both be safe.”

“i can’t fight with him. stay with me - we can fight for the right side. we can make up for some of the fucked up shit we’ve done. i love you-” you started, but you were cut off by a loud, wicked cackle that echoed through the deathly silent courtyard. you and pansy stepped apart, a bit taken aback by the horrid sound. your eyes followed the source, only to see bellatrix skipping happily over to you.

pansy wanted to desperately to step out in front of you, stop whatever was going to happen. she made a motion to move, but she felt her body lock as bellatrix yelled a simple “stupefy!” and laughed maniacally. 

pansy could see and hear everything that was happening, but couldn’t do anything to stop it, and she felt her heart crack as bellatrix dragged her wand against your chin. you stood tall, but even from her position on the ground, she knew you were scared.

bellatrix circled you, like an animal waiting to attack its prey. you felt her wand gently running along your skin, causing a shiver to run down your spine. “looky what we’ve got here.” she purred, and you sucked in a breath as she stepped away from you, facing you directly. 

“a traitor! how exciting - i mean, what a shame..” she spoke sarcastically, and a wicked smile crawled onto her face.

“there’s only one way to handle people like yourself.” she whispered, so only you could hear. “and everyone is going to watch.” she turned to face the crowd of students, all watching with bated breaths. 

“this is what happens to those of you who don’t listen to the dark lord. may this girl serve as a reminder.” she turned to you, and without hesitation, screamed the last words you’d ever hear. “avada kedavra!”

pansy watched in pain as you dropped to the ground, unable to move. finally, bellatrix lifted her spell from pansy’s body, and she crawled over to your lifeless figure, clinging to you desperately. 

“no no no” she repeated, cradling you to her chest. “i love you too, y/n. what happened to together until the end? please, please come back. i can’t do this without you.” she muttered, sobs wracking her body. 

bellatrix had launched off into a speech about treachery, though pansy paid no mind. you were gone.

she felt a pair of strong arms lift her away from you, and she kicked and screamed in a feeble attempt to get back to you. “shh, pans. i’ve got you.” draco whispered, and pansy finally felt the weakness hit her as she went limp in his arms, allowing him to bring her to her parents’ side. pansy turned abruptly, latching onto draco as she cried.

it had felt like her whole world had come crashing down, you were the only thing that kept her sane and now, you were dead. she was alone, and hopeless. 

she saw movement from the corner of her eye, and suddenly harry was alive - and battle broke out. something in her snapped, and she wiped her tears with a newfound determination. ‘this one’s for you, y/n.’ she thought, sucking in a sharp breath and running to help her fellow hogwarts students.

she was going to fight for what was right, for the life you have always dreamed of - or she would die trying.


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3 years ago

In denial (Pansy Parkinson x reader)

Warnings: none

Summary: for years y/n denied her feelings for Pansy and tries to push them away

In Denial (Pansy Parkinson X Reader)

It all started when you were 5, you and Pansy lived next door to each other so it was rare that you weren’t playing at each other’s houses. Your favourite game to play was house, you and Pansy always argued about who would be the mum. Both of you were as stubborn as ever and not much has changed in that sense. But even at that time you were wrapped around her finger no matter how stubborn you were, so eventually you let her be the mum and you be the dad.

Neither of you thought at the time that two girls could be married and have a family (made up of stuffed animals and dolls). You loved pretending to be married to each other.

You got into your early teenage years at Hogwarts, Pansy had multiple boyfriends before you even got your first one, you’d not wanted one for a long time. You’d convinced yourself that boys weren’t all that bad and at some stage you’d have to settle down.

You had a couple short term relationships but you weren’t in love with any of them. You saw them as good friends.

Throughout it all you insisted you were straight, that there was no feelings towards Pansy. You thought that up until a couple weeks ago when you and Pansy were left alone in your dorm room.

Pansy climbs onto your bed, you move over making room for her but she gets closer to you, cuddling into your chest.

“I’m cold and lonely” Pansy complains “you broke up with Draco” “I know but I miss our cuddles” Pansy sighs.

“You are terrible at keeping to a decision” “I never said I wanted him back I’m just craving some attention” you put your book to the side and wrap your arms around her.

Pansy looks up at you admiring your features. The way she looked at you, you desperately wanted her lips on yours.

You slowly made your move, your lips ghosting over hers giving her time to object but she invites you in. You close your eyes and press your lips to hers, you could feel her soft lips kissing you back.

Your hands move to her cheek and in her raven hair. Her hands slide underneath your top moving up your back nearing your shoulders. You pull away your lips still close to hers.

“Why’d you stop?” Pansy mutters against your lips “I wanted to give you a chance to back out” “If I wasn’t into this I would’ve backed out” she presses two soft kisses to your lips before she kisses you again.

You’d never kissed someone and felt such a connection. You were both hungry for each other, you never wanted her to let go of you.

Her lips move from yours down your jaw and to your neck sucking light hickeys on your skin. “That feels nice” she sucks a bit harsher catching you off guard, your fingers tangle in her hair pulling on it.

Pansy’s lips detach from your skin and she nuzzles her face into your chest. “Pans, you’re not doing this because you miss Draco, are you?” “No, I want you, only you” “Me too.”

You didn’t want to admit it but Pansy telling you she wanted only you was comforting. If you had Pansy, you could try to come to terms with your sexuality instead of hiding it.


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