Pawdow - Tumblr Posts

It's going to be okay (VOL 1).

Hello Friends! Always remember, don't be worried about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry. Tomorrow's a new chance. It's going to be okay. One day everything will be okay, and if not, know that you will have better days than you're having, Know that better days are real and come to every single person. Be patient; everything is going to be alright, and we will be okay one day. 💛

Feeling a bit guilty...:[ (VOL 2).

Hello Friends! Today, I want to make this post to let out my feelings off my chest, I've been spammed multiple times in my inbox about the donations in Palestine. As much as I'd like to donate and help someone in need, I sadly can't because I don't have enough money to give. I wish I could donate, but I can't. I tried to share it with others, but the people I know don't re-blog the posts or even see it when I ask. It only makes it worse. I'm not popular enough to offer anyone help. The way they say it also makes me feel anxious. It makes me feel so helpless and like a horrible person. I have been told that most of these people are either bots or scammers, but I'm not sure. I can't tell which one is fake or a scam. However, what bothered me a little was getting spammed in my inbox quickly and receiving similar messages repeatedly. These messages really bother me, as I am very sensitive about these topics. My heart just aches by looking at the texts. This is not a hate post. I did not create it because "I hate them." I don't want anyone to think I'm horrible. I just don't feel comfortable.

Sometimes, it can be difficult to form an attachment to someone (VOL 3).

Hello Friends!

I wanted to talk about something I used to face, sharing my experience.

I've had a rough time being friends with someone or forming an attachment with other people, I always say to myself "I don't even know what I'm doing"…

It's like

I always thought I'd be always considered "A Loner" or "The Weird Kid".

I feel so lost compared to everyone. I see everyone around me making friends, forming bonds, and being in relationships. Meanwhile, it's just me, alone.

I don't know…TwT I just wish it was easy to have good friends so I wouldn't be so lost, maybe..it's too much to ask for.

It was hard to make friends In Real Life and Online, it's, hard. to be alone and to be lonely.

I used to be alone as a child. I had a very bad case of social anxiety, so I always distanced myself from other kids because I felt like I was being a nuisance. When I tried to talk to others I always feel so awkward, like I'm making them feel uncomfortable. I wanted to have friends as well to hang out and such, I was frustrated because I couldn't fit in, I wasn't from here nor there, I was just stuck, with no...friends, I wanted to fit in with their bubble. I used to be in a bad relationship with someone who I had a platonic crush on. The problem was that I stayed with them even though they were not good for me because they were the only person I had at the time. If I hadn't met them, I might not have made it to 18. It wasn't about thinking "I can fix this person, I can change them for the better." No, it wasn't like that. I always stayed with them, even if they backstabbed or hurt me. I just wanted them to stay with me and give me the slightest bit of affection. They were the only people I had when I was 14. I know some others will tell me "You're still a teenager, you're too young to think of these." How do you think this feels to me though? "It will get better soon" I really know you mean well but, it's just not simple. I really wish it was easy to have friends. And if anyone asks if I'm okay, don't worry. I'm doing okay! I have 2 caring friends I communicate on Tumblr and other. That's all I have to say :') Hope you have a good evening or night!