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“you remind me of someone i knew long ago . “

the young lad hummed softly. spoon still hanging from his mouth, he looked at the other. it had been a while since he’d last seen her, and to commemorate being able to hang out again, they had went out for something.... sweet. he figured going out for ice cream was a proper way to say ‘welcome back.” that and also, he couldn’t remember the last time he’d had such a cold treat. blue was craving this for months at this point.

“do i?”

 the fairy responded. he tilted his head some, a small glint in his eye. he almost lit up, but that feeling was quickly squashed, replaced with a mix of confusion and cautiousness.

“.... is that a Good thing? or..”

his expression relaxed, a soft sigh escaping his lips at his friends response. blue always had a habit of agreeing with others without context, and most of the time the other party didnt mean well. it often put the guy in difficult places mentally so to be able to hear that there was nothing to worry about in that sense put his heart at ease.

“well...” he started, grinning widely. “im glad!”

blue spooned at the little bit of ice cream he had left at the bottom of his cup, but still made sure to listen to the other as they spoke. he noticed how her face sparkled with fondness as she recounted memories of the old friend of hers. it was infectious, and soon enough the boy found himself sharing a smile with her too.

he inhaled heavily and squinted, leaning forward to place his chin in the center of his palms. “you know...” he started, crinkles appearing at the corners of his eyes. “ive always wondered about that, actually.” he nodded, matter of factly. he could only guess there was a certain kind of science behind why so many people gravitated towards eating cold foods when the weather didn't add up to it. he scrunched his nose.

“food is food no matter the time of year i guess.”

the boy shrugged, finishing the last of his dessert and getting up to toss his cup away, shortly after the other.

“next time , i’m buying alright , blue ?”

a soft huff escaped his mouth as he looked up at the other, the corners of his lips curling up into a smile.

“well i wont stop you!”

@dierama​​ // blue 

“you remind me of someone i knew long ago . “

the young lad hummed softly. spoon still hanging from his mouth, he looked at the other. it had been a while since he’d last seen her, and to commemorate being able to hang out again, they had went out for something…. sweet. he figured going out for ice cream was a proper way to say ‘welcome back.” that and also, he couldn’t remember the last time he’d had such a cold treat. blue was craving this for months at this point.

“do i?”

 the fairy responded. he tilted his head some, a small glint in his eye. he almost lit up, but that feeling was quickly squashed, replaced with a mix of confusion and cautiousness.

“…. is that a Good thing? or..”

such a   mundane   task , the idea of sitting by an old friend while enjoying the sweetness of a frozen dessert .  words of missed time between them being known as they caught up on the time apart they had from each other  .  eudora exhaled out as she looked down at her almost finished ice cream before she nodded at blue’s words .  ❛ it’s a good thing .  they were very good friend of mine when i was growing up . ❜  a boy that shined so    radiantly    in her childhood memories .  he was a worker of the castle , a stable boy that attended to her horse .  while her father never forbade eudora in befriending any of the castle workers , he often did remind her that there were some ways a princess needed to act .  most would have listened , but not eudora  ; she ever listened to her father’s warnings .  ❛  he’s a   fond   memory and i haven’t came across anyone in all my time , that reminds me of him , until now .   sure , you two are very different but the essence is warm and familiar . ❜  she states , a   (  small  )    simper painting long rosette brims as the fae finds herself with an empty cup of ice cream and a chuckle parting from her tiers .  ❛ it’s still freezing outside and yet why does ice cream always taste better during the colder times ? ❜  she hums out , standing up from her current seat to toss away her cup at the nearest trash bin before returning back to take her seat next to blue once more .

❛ next time , i’m buying alright , blue ? ❜

“  i was so worried— i thought i’d lose you.  ” ( from ian )

[ x ]; accepting!

eyes partially closed, the man gruntled as he slowly turned his head in the direction of the voice. he was barely conscious, but he could already make out just who was beside him. he could already imagine the look she was giving him. he pursed his lips for a minute, mustering up the strength to say something...... anything. he breathed softly. his chest started to burn.

“i’m sorry....” he started.

it came out as a coarse whisper. it dragged on, it was slow. and his throat felt so dry— like he had swallowed sandpaper. he held on to that feeling though— that pain. it woke him up a little bit, and it was then that he realized just how much pain he was in. just how much it hurt to lift even a finger. and just how little he remembered of the situation he’d most likely gotten himself into. they came to him in bits and pieces. his brain was so scattered and he couldn't think straight. blue racked his thoughts for the seconds and minutes it took for him to catch his breath again, trying to remember just what had happened and how he had even got to this point. but it left him with nothing but a pulsing headache. he slowly squeezed his eyes shut, the aching of his body finally rendering him wide awake, but unable to move. he was on fire, and he couldn’t do anything. he couldn’t remember anything. the fairy whimpered in despair. ‘please remember’ he’d thought to himself.

another coarse and painful, shaky breath left his chapped lips.

“...... what happened?”

he wanted to remember.

“  look at me. hey— i’m right here. you’re not alone.  ” ( from Eudora )

[ x ]; accepting!

slim fingers rose up to comb themselves through the young mans hair, a soft sigh escaping his lips. he wasn't sure how they'd even gotten into this conversation— all he did was ask how the others day went and vice versa, but it seemed that she could tell something was off. things had been off for a while now. but blue being blue, there was no way he could tell her that just yet. there was no way he could speak it out loud, because then he would have to admit something was wrong.

he would have to admit his issues were real.

the fairy kept his head down, tousled hair hanging over his eyes. he fiddled with his thumbs a bit before reaching at the hem of his sweater, slightly tugging at the strings that hung from it. he could feel the other staring him down, her line of vision boring holes into the side of his head. blue didn’t have to look at her to know the very worried look she was giving him, but he knew she wasn’t going to force this out of him. she couldn’t force this out of him. she’d simply have to wait until he couldn’t take it anymore-- until it all boiled over before he’d spill the details of the unfortunate circumstances that surrounded his life.

but he liked that. some would argue that thats not entirely healthy, but that wouldn’t have been the point. there was no pressure to speak on things he wasn't ready to speak on. its all entirely up to him. his choice. and he admired it.

“ look at me. hey— “

snapping out of his daze, he slowly turned his attention to the other. glossy eyes gazing over her frowning features.

“i’m right here. you’re not alone.”

his gaze softened, and his chest ached. he knew that, and he was glad. he gave his friend a small, but genuine, smile.

“thank you...”