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Socializing as an 8th houser

Hope it is relatable to somebody in similar shoes

So, I have Moon and Venus conjunction in 8th house and am Scorpio ascendant in vedic chart; I have Pluto in 12th house in tropical chart at 3 degrees

I didn't know much about astrology in childhood and teenage

I had a weird life, I always felt like I was hidden in some ways

And when I socialized with family, with friends at school and college

I did not get the reaction I wanted

I was not always a victim but my expectations and reality did not match

I played a character, a good girl, liked and desired by all, someone with light and laughter

But even though I played the character to my audience, I did not get the reception I expected in my imagination

I wanted to be seen as a pure hearted, sweet, humble girl

It was not too much to expect, was it?

Obviously I did not know how others perceived me but from their reaction I could figure out that something was weird

I had an active social life but my desires were unfulfilled

One, I realized that I am darker than I expected and other people can sense that. There are people you meet and you feel calm and safe with them. Then there are those you meet and you are irritated for some reason, as if that person is judging you, they bring your shame and deepest sexual thoughts to surface, they make you feel dirty, they are cynical and always see the bad sides in events and people - yes that was me. But in my mind, I was somebody else, that is, a pure hearted, sweet, humble girl.

Two, I realized that I expected devotion and intense emotions, excitement and enthusiasm from others, but why would someone do that for a friend or family?

Three, I was envious of girls who were socially popular

Four, I made the mistake of persevering in the wrong direction. I kept playing a character hoping someday people will start seeing me like a good girl with pure heart

Fifth, my mom is a Libra ascendant with 3 inner planets in 1st house. Boom! She is all about her person, social image, being liked by people, etc. Subconsciously I wanted to be like her but in physical life I was not like her. I was scary in some ways. I would get side eyes, gossips, people getting cold on me

Sixth, all this social reaction made me a very insecure narcissist. I had fantasies of grandiose power and love. I fantasized that wherever I went people treated me with great respect, love and honor

But when I did self reflection as an adult, I realized that scorpionic energy is something I can never get rid of

So I had to align my internal expectations with my physical reality and live in the moment rather than live through fantasies

It felt like freedom, freedom from the chains of my own desires

I don't want to play a character that I cannot maintain

Why was I even fooling myself?

if you are not living in flow with your natural instincts, your heart will tell you something is wrong

I don't know if I chose my destiny but this is the card that I have to play with

So why split myself in two and live a double life?

song for 12H-ers/12H placements

Pluto in 12th house is one of the interesting placement to have , everything is open to you too open for one's good.

Astro Observations pt. XI

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As usual, please look at the chart as a whole and don't force interpretations to fit ⭐

Scorpio risings with a lot of 8th house placements are often faced with a lot of jealousy. Their presence is magnetic and attracts attention, which is often interpreted as "stealing all the attention" from someone else.

Taurus Mars - such an underrated placement when it comes to the "sexiest" placements. Everyone always talks about how Scorpio Mars is so arousing and intriguing, but have you ever seen a Taurus Mars? They're so goddamn sensual. Depending on the house Mars sits in, this energy could even be obvious to others.

A Cancer Mercury is one of the most genuinely empathetic placements out there. Can also get very dark and manipulative very fast tho. They generally love to host events and take a lot of pride in their houses (decor, cleanliness, organization, etc.). People naturally open up to them easily without them ever having to do much. However, as much as they love to help, listen, and give advice, once crossed they can and likely will use your weaknesses against you. Very cunning.

An 8th house Saturn in the natal chart can indicate problems with someone's sexual life or expression. They could be afraid of intimacy and this could even manifest on a physical level as health issues. They could be traumatized by sex or adult films, or have "discovered" these topics in the wrong way/too young. Note if Saturn is aspecting either Mars or Pluto. These natives could also feel very victimized by life or trapped on a path they don't resonate with. They're often prone to people taking revenge on them through shared assets (look at the whole chart). There are also good parts tho, I'll talk about them later.

Natal Jupiter in the 12th house - depending on how influential it is in the chart and how it's aspected, in the worst-case scenario, can manifest as spiritual psychosis, nightmares, and sleep paralysis. On the other hand, however, it can gift someone incredible intuitive abilities and a special connection with the Universe.

Natal 2nd house in Sagittarius/Pisces - not the best with money by far (especially if the Moon or Pluto are placed here), but check to make sure the rest of the chart supports this theory. However, having their Jupiter in Cancer could make them incredibly lucky. They could have to do very little to earn money, or money just seems to come their way. This will be deeply influenced by Saturn's placement in the chart.

Pluto in the 12th house natives cannot stand the idea of being bossed around. They simply won't take it. Most of the observations they make about the world are on an unconscious level and they sense things more than actually observe and analyze them. This can also be true for 3rd house Neptune, sometimes. They can be very spiritually inclined and have strong healing abilities, yet - unless they feel a strong call for it - they're much more inclined to isolate themselves from the world and not share this knowledge with larger crowds.