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I keep Going outside and seeing so many beautiful, interesting places and people, and then get home, put a pencil in my hand, and not remember a damn thing

The Dissociative amnesia literally doesn’t even bother me, I can write stuff down and ask other people about stuff my brain purges. The real problem is how hard it can be to retain media. And it’s stupidly selective. I can’t remember a damn thing that happened in Assasination classroom nor any of the characters barring the one, in spite of having rewatched it only like a year ago. Even with media I engage in regularly, the trivia of my hyperfixations elude me. It was nice exactly once, because I got to rewatch Banana Fish blind by actively pretending it didn’t exist for a while, but it’s generally a nuisance. It’s not that big a problem and it’s not exactly hard to recap stuff, but specifically rn, I forgot I was rewatching tmnt 2012, and reading over my notes, I remember like 5% of this. I don’t wanna have to read through the wiki to pick it back up. That’s annoying and the nuance of my observations is gone. It fucking sucks