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Pretty face with pretty bad dreams
No one knows I cry in my sleep
Waking up, feeling like shit
It's a normal thing to feel like this
I don't care, I'm feeling down
I wanna stay home, never go outside
Summer depression comes every year
I just want to disappear
Summer depression
There's so much time to question my life
Summer depression
It's my summer depression
My worst habit
Is my own sadness
So I stay up all night
Wondering why I'm so tired all the time
All my friends are doing things
It's good for them, but I'm nothing
Summer depression comes every year
I just want to disappear
There's so much time to question my life
Summer depression
It's my summer depression
Puzzles angst because I was board in school
Time- 7pm
Context-
After a really rough day Puzzles decides to drown his self hatred in a glass of wine or two. And by the end of it, those two glasses ended up being the whole bottle and then some…
Him and Camila usually get together at the end of a tough day for dinner to cheer each other up. So when P doesn’t show, she goes searching for him.
I wrote a short fic about a scenario where kai visits the ocean after seabound
Ao3 link:
fic is also beneath cut
“The sky is beautiful this evening, isn’t it?”
The statement was met with silence, water lapping at Kai’s feet as he sat on the pier. He usually would hate the idea of being so close to the ocean, but not this time. Not after what happened.
“You know, I’ve always been proud of you. And now, I think this is the proudest I’ve ever been.”
The only reply was the sound of the gulls and the consistent rhythm of the waves hitting the shore. He didn’t seem to notice the tears slowly rolling down his cheeks.
Kai took a deep breath. “At first, I was afraid of losing you, that you’d get hurt, and never come back. But you were amazing.”
He let out a quiet chuckle.
“I remember when we first found out you were that Samurai, hah. And then when your elemental powers started getting stronger. I don’t I’ve known anyone as strong or independent as you.”
The ocean remained unchanging as he wiped away his tears.
“Even before then you were amazing. When it was just the two of us and the little smithy, after our parents left us. You were always a better smith than me, even though I’m older. I remember how happy you were when I could finally afford to send you to school. It was a small school, the only one in our village. And yet, you studied everyday. And I was so proud of you.”
It was getting darker now, the ocean’s colors fading from bright orange and pink to a dark blue.
“And I remember when we found our parents again. I was so happy, because that meant that you could finally really meet them. It meant that they didn’t mean to leave us, and that they missed us. Maybe I was a fool for thinking that we would never be separated again after that.”
Kai brushed his fingers against the surface of the ocean. The ocean that Nya had merged with.
“I know that sacrifices have to be made sometimes. It’s for saving the world or whatever. I knew that someday, I might lose someone again.”
Kai’s voice quieted down to a whisper.
“But, I never thought that I’d have to lose you.”
"I'm not crying because of what happened. I'm crying because no one cared."
— Me at the moment
🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼
Dont really remember when this was taken...
Everyone dies in a different way.
Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.
-William Shakespeare
Nobody ever tells you that emptiness weights the most.
Watch "I won't let my grandparents bury their grandchild" on YouTube
Me last night, but I only have my grandmother. This would be for mom, siblings, and friends.
I feel this so much. I just want to be happy, sad, loved, go on adventures, leave my house. Be with the people I'm reading about and be as brave and magical.
what huuuuurts the most
sometimes, the hardest part about life is reading a fic you can't see yourself in. Like these beautiful writers have created such a wonderful piece of brain work that you are upset that you can't exist as that person they describe. You want to just think about your smile in a sunshine reader insert or how you're the guts in a brave reader insert but it doesn't fit you.
and that's okay. because you can keep reading and be whoever you fucking want to be. you can scroll to find yourself as who you wish you were and who you feel you are today, tomorrow, forever. People are ever changing and so are you.
So Batman died last week and no one was gonna tell me?
I have sooooooo many sad songs for you! If you are still doing requests. • Pray For Me by The Weekend and Kendrick Lamar
• Take Me Away by Scotty Sire
• Breathe by Years & Years
• Towards The Sun by Rihanna
• Ashes by Stellar
• Hayloft by Mother Mother
• Savage by Bahari
• Everybody Gets High by MISSIO
• Burning Pile by Mother Mother
• Ready Aim Fire by Imagine Dragon
• Sky Fall by Adele
• It's Not Over by Daughtry
• Love The Way You Lie part 3 by Skylar grey
I believe that is it. Sorry if some of these songs don’t sound sad but i tried🤷♀️
Send Me Song Fic Requests
I’m so emotional rn and I want to write another song fic but I don’t know which song to write about so please send me requests! Preferably sad songs so I can be sad while writing an angsty fic lol
Here a few examples that I’ve done:
Happier by Ed Sheeran
Toxic by Britney Spears
Kill This Love by BLACKPINK
Do you ever hope to meet someone and just looking at them is like a breathe of fresh air