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๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐ฒ๐๐ฌ. ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐: 4.4k
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: Strong language, vampire mythology, heavy angst and tension, themes of life and death, the return of an old friend, heavy and consistent references to the Origin stories (if you havenโt read them, now is really the time, see link below), themes of fate and omnipotent power, references to the supernatural world, biblical references, strong plot development and the revelation of a grand plan, adult themes and themes of horror throughout.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: Chapter XXXVI of Sanguis Limerence: Awakeningโข. See Chapter I for story description.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: Shifts in perspective from third to first person | Self-insert, female reader x Bang Chan | Self-insert, female reader x Lee Know (All members included)
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐: Contents List | Chapter I | Series playlist | Sanguis Limerenceโข | Sanguis Limerence: Originsโข
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: ยฉ March 2022 by jl-micasea
Itโs been two nights since Chan committed the love of my life to a hole in the ground.
Heโs filled me in on the details, such as they were.
That she needed to be buried with what was left of Jisung, that they have to stay there for a few nights or until the next full moon orโฆ whatever.
I sort of stopped listening after he started talking about covering her with dirt.
I canโt think about it, you know?
Canโt think about her rotting away in thatโฆ grave. Struggling to breathe. Holding onto the corpse of my brother in the desperate hope that heโll start smiling again.
Itโs all so fucking morbid.
The atmosphere in the bunker has been different, as I knew it would be. Since Chan and I fed the others the great steaming heap of bullshit that was our story.
They know somethingโs off. Felix, especially.
Heโs constantly wrapped up in two hoodies and several blankets, complaining about being freezing cold whilst sitting in front of the fire. That he canโt warm up no matter what he does.
I thought it was impossible, of course. We donโt feel the cold โ donโt feel anything outside of the urges we carry and the emotions that wreak havoc on us.
That was until I remembered what he is.
Aside from being the most intuitive faeblood Iโve ever met, heโs connected to our girl in a way nobody else is. The day he used his empathic allure on her saw to that.
Itโs easy to forget that sometimes.
Heโs shivering and complaining about his joints freezing up โ because thatโs whatโs happening to her.
All while weโre living in the relative comfort we call home these days.
It makes me fucking nauseous.
Iโve been trying think of ways to keep myself occupied. If I donโt, Iโll drive myself nuts with it. I donโt know how Chanโs coping, but he doesnโt seem to be struggling half as much as I am, which is nothing if not irritating.
He goes out and hunts, takes the youngers with him. He sources the things we need as best he can, but for the most part, he encourages everyone to lay low.
For obvious reasons, I suppose.
We havenโt heard from Kassier or the Watchers. Not from Sifer or WAHVA. Not even from any of Dionโs lackeys, who are surely scrambling to try and organise themselves for a spot of revenge by now.
Honestly?
Iโm past fucking caring about any of them.
I just want my girl back.
Iโve read the same paragraph of this book three times over.
I canโt concentrateโฆ canโt immerse myself in anything no matter how hard I try.
But I have to try.
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