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SKZ MTL To Fall For Their Online Friend
Genre: fluff
Warnings: angst if you squint
A/N: I'm accepting requests/suggestions for SKZ reactions/drabbles. Send me an ask!
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Felix Jeongin Jisung Hyunjin Chan Changbin Lee Know Seungmin
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Felix and Jeongin could easily fall for their online friend. A friend is a friend and the virtual aspect barely affects the friendship. Whether you met them through gaming or in the YouTube comments, he would be almost too open and it would only be a month or two before you're exchanging phone numbers and becoming friends on Facebook. It would take a few more months for him to fall for you, but between falling asleep on Facetime to him protecting you when you play video games, it will slowly become obvious.
Jisung and Hyunjin could definitely fall for an online friend, but they are going to be more hesitant about it. By nature, they are less trusting and it will take longer to get to know them and vice versa. But, slowly, as he becomes your friend, he finds himself falling for you. Once it happens, he will fall fast and may even struggle with the distance. There will be many late night phone calls and Discord chats. Eventually, he'll accidentally call you beautiful and it will cause him to ghost you for a week before admitting his feelings.
Chan and Changbin definitely could fall for an online friend, but I think they will find it easier to fall for someone in person. With that said, if it happens, their friend will be all they can think about and they'll probably tell the members about them. They are definitely going to get caught smiling down at their phone. It wouldn't take them long to confess because it's killing them. There is also a small chance that their feelings will scare them, especially because it may not be possible to meet up and they might try to distance themself. But, this won't last.
I don't think it's impossible for Lee Know and Seungmin to fall for an online friend, but I just don't think it would cross their mind. The internet isn't a huge part of their lives and their friends on it would likely not be people they interact with outside of however they met their friend. With that said, if someone really catches their eye, there is a possibility they will take a leap and give them their socials or phone number.
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彡(✿╹◡╹) 𝘊𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘺: 𝘴𝘮𝘶𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵, 𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘦𝘭 (｀∀´)Ψ
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: You are a an ice-woman. Nobody can come inside your heart. Your smart and you observe everyone. Nobody can fool you... nobody can let you fall for them... okay maybe not nobody...
(Best Music Vibe: bloodline x pony mix)
You were a businesswoman, you never had time for any romantic-actions. You never had any interest in them, it was always: work, work , work, money and fame.
You were pretty know for your image. Many big brands wanted you because you were the 'perfect' business woman.
You actually were the perfect one and thats why it was harder for you to fall in love. You never fell in love, actually you don't even know what real love is. What is it? How does it feel? Mostly on camera people see you as an actractive frighten woman.
'Do not mess with her' as caption. But behind the curtains, you were very soft and talkactive.
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'Goodmorning ma'am, here is your coffee.'
'Coffee with extra milk and 2 thee spoons with sugar?'
'Yes ma'am.'
You took it from your assistent. She was the only person who know the 'real you'.
'Thank you Aurora.' you wink.
'Mine pleasure, miss.'
You went in ur office, which had the perfect view over New York. Your office was the typical 'office' you see in shows. You were wearing a black dress with much elegance.
You were sitting and writing some percentage's of the new 'hype' that got annonced past saturday. It looked very good and you were happy because of the great succes.
One day it was kind of a mess at work, so your one assistent wasn't enough. You brought one of your best workers to find a second assistent. You gave them a list with questions to ask.
After some days they found the 'perfect assistent'. You were stunned that someone actually passed the list. Tommorow you will meet the person.
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You walked into the building with your suitcase, as always. Your black dress giving shape into your body. Your coat giving more elegance. You were maybe scary but you were (hella) attractive.
'Goodmorning boss.'
'Goodmorning ma'am.'
'Looking stunning as always ma'am.'
'Greeting miss.'
'Beautifull morning boss.'
You hated it when people were overfriendly. You always knew they did it to get promoted. Some people did it genuinly because they were nice and good persons, but some... you don't even want to get started.
'Goodmorning ma'am.' Aurora your assistent says.
'Goodmorning Aurora. Where is the newby?'
'He is bringing some of his supplies from downstairs.'
'Its a he? Interesting...'
'I heard his name is Lee Felix y/n.'
Only Aurora could call you by your actual name. She was your bestfriend and you both liked to gossip a bit.
'Interesting, interesting... If he is present, send him to mine office.'
'I will surely do, ma'am y/n.'
you laugh.
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I am standing in a very large building. There are everywhere glass windows. I have a box between mine arms. This company is very precise i heard. I alreaddy got a hole tour of the building and where to go.
I went to the elevator and clicked on the number 70.
The trip went very slow, because it stopped at almost 70 deparments.
Finally it reached mine destinition.
'Welcome, sir. I am Aurora. I am one of the assistents of miss y/n. She requested you to enter her office.'
'Thank you.'
I putted mine box down at mine new desk. Aurora pointed at the big door. The door is all black.
I knocked on the door three times untill i heard a woman voice say: Enter.
I opened the door and saw a beautifull woman sitting behind her desk.
'Goodmorning...' she looked at her paper 'Lee Felix. You may enter.'
I was to stunned to speak, i never saw such beauty. Her eyes were shining, i can't describe what i was feeling at the moment. It was just magical.
'Mine pleasure, ma'am.'
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ミミ◦❧◦°˚°◦.¸¸◦°´❤•.¸♥ 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓹𝓸𝓿 ♥¸.•❤´°◦¸¸.◦°˚°◦☙◦彡彡
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You were strong to keep your head cool, but when you made eye-contact with him. Something inside you started beating faster.
'You can sit down.'
He sat down.
'You have gotten some information about our system, did you understand everything.'
'Yes ma'am.'
'Everyday your duty is to fill the report cards and give it to me at the end of the day.'
He nods.
'At the end of the day, i will call mine assistents in mine office. Always have the report cards with you.'
'Yes ma'am.'
'Good, welcome to the company.'
i reach out to his hand. His felt soft.
'Thank you ma'am.' he stood up from his seat. He left and closed the door.
The first interaction between you two... but not the last...
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Some months passed, and Lee Felix got used to the system and the way of working.
Felix got attached to your prescence. You never noticed that. He always waited for you to come and tried to get as close to you as possible.
You loved the way his pinky always touched yours.
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ミ★ 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘖𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘺 ★彡
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There was a part going on at the company. They say adults can't go wild, but when you came in there, your mouth fell open. Litterly beasts, every drinks and cans. It was wild. The music was to loud, the lights were dark but bright at the same time.
There were people standing on the desk, shouting and screaming drunkly, and also singing songs false.
You came with your assistent (bestfriend) Aurora to the Office Party. It was quit easy to find a way into the crowd, because even tho they were drunk. They knew you were their boss.
'Never knew they could go wild like that.' Aurora shouted.
'I know right, they are like animals.'
You were looking around, trying to find some regular people or people you actually liked. You saw felix sitting at the bar with a drink in his hand, he was looking at the people who were dancing. He looked very handsome, his suit was so tight.
Suddenly he turned his head and you two made eye-contact. Everyone in the room stopped moving, it was just you and him in the moment. The moment that would forever last in your memory, but not in the actual world.
He came over to you while Aurora was flirting with some random worker of yours.
'Goodevening miss, its quit loud here don't you think?'
'Yes indeed, its very loud. I have the feeling that mine eardrums could explode at any moment now.'
'Are your ears hurting that much?' he asked.
'Yes, a bit.'
You never saw that coming but he covered with his hands your ears. Keeping your back close to his chest. You could feel and hear his heartbeat rising when your leaning in.
'You maybe want to go somewhere a bit quieter, miss?' he asked.
'That would wiser than staying here.'
He took your hand and leaded you towards your office.
'Thank you, Felix.'
'Its mine pleasure, miss.'
For a few moments it was quit uncomfortable the silents, but it was peacefull. You two made eye-contact from across the room. The heat was rising every moment. You could see the bulge in his pants grow bigger and bigger every second.
He walked over to you and just stood infront of you. Just staring in your eyes. Your hands placed on his chest.
'What are you planning to do?' you asked.
'Something i planned for a long time.' he said smirking.
He placed his hand on the wall which you were leaning against to. He started to kiss your jaw-line, leaving sloppy kisses behind. He started to leave hickey's on your neck.
He started to slowly undress you, throwing your clothe's on the floor. You had black lingerie on, it was beautifull. His clothe's were off before you could count to three.
You two were kissing eachother softly, just enjoying eachother scent and touch. You were walking backwards towards your desk. You jumped on your desk, pushing all your papers and document out of the way. Making sure everything is off the desk.
He gently layed you on the desk, with your arms wrapped around his neck. His fingers wandering towards your panties, gently rubbing against your clit. He could feel how wet you alreaddy were. You attached your lips with his, kissing eachother open-mouthed. Your tongue's dancing and twirling with eachother.
Your hands wandered into his underwear. Pulling his lenght out and gently stroking it. He was whimpering into your mouth. He slowly pulled your panties down. Positioning himself between your legs. You could feel the tip of his cock against your pussy.
He pushed himself into you. Looking at you with a concerned face, just to make sure your enjoying it. You pulled him into a sloppy kiss again. He slowly pumped into you, softly stroking your hair. Your hands also wandered into his hair, it was very soft. You both were moaning into eachothers mouth.
His pumping got a little bit faster. Supporting your back with his hands, making sure you are comfortable. You were about to cum, your hands gripping on his back. Your back was arched, sweat dripping from your forehead.
'I am g-going to c-cum, b-baby.' you said, trying to catch your breath.
His pace started to harsher and faster. You putted your hands behind his head, wanting to look him in the eyes. His lips were swollen, his face sweatty, his hair was wet.
You both came at the same moment. His forehead resting on yours. Gently stroking your cheek with his hand. He brought you in for a kiss again, the kiss was full of passion. Resting in eachothers arm. His chin was laying on your head. Swinging to the left and right. You felt safe, you felt loved, you felt real.
'I love you Y/N.'
You turned your head to look at him.
'I love you to Felix.'
Bringing him again for a kiss.
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You both tried to keep your relationship a secret, but everyone could see the tension between you two. You two couldn't stop touching eachother.
Felix was also constantly in your office, suspicious isn't it? The desk always reminded you of that evening with him. A wonderfull memory, to caress for your entire life with him.
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THE END
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Idol! Hyunjin x Stay! Reader: Ship
A/n: This is my first Stray Kids imagine and its basically fluff.
Summary: Being a Stay and being close to the Stray Kids was a boon and a bane, especially, when you have The Hwang Hyunjin as your boyfriend.
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You were one of the closest Stay that the Stray Kids had, and they used you bigtime, as an insight to the fandom. You were the one who explained Minho what his name "Butt collector" meant in korean.
When Jisung was confused as to why a picture of him and his Lino hyung had the tag Minsung, he came to you and you answer made him run away shouting. The funniest part was on his way out of the room he and you were in, Minho was entering and Jisung collided with him, to which the pitch of his screamed increased and he ran away faster, as you were left in fits of laughter, which was joined by Minho and Chan when they heard what had happened.
You would always give the 3racha special comments and compliments on their hard work on the albums. You conveyed your own and the messages of love that the stays wanted to give them.
You and Hyunjin helped Felix to get over his insecurities and told him that the Stay loved to see his face natural and bare than all caked up. You always helped Hyunjin to decide the songs that he should perform to in his solo dance lives. You're often the one helping him shoot his vlogs, and you adored every second of these moments.
Being behind the scenes with them on your off days were the highlights of your week and sneaking around in the green room to melt in each others arms is just something else.
"Jagi?" You heard your boyfriend's whiny voice and had to look away from your phone to give the boy some attention.
"Yes babe?" You said.
"Is Chan Hyung still your bias?" He asked, even Bang Chan felt a bit thrown of at his question, what made him choke on his coke was when you nodded a yes and shrugged your shoulders as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
"What? Babe! I should be your bias" Hyunjin whined
"Hey! Look at Bangchan" you said aloud.
"Can you guys not speak as if I am not here!" Bangchan complained but you both ignored and kept looking at him. Bangchan just looked at the two of you and grabbed his bowl of ramen and walked away.
"If you were in my place even your bias would be Bangchan, Hyunie" you said patting his head.
"I think you are right" he said "May be Bangchan hyung is my bias" he said.
"Aahh my Chanjin heart" you said that left Hyunjin dumbfounded. But you were too busy imaging the scenes from Red lights to notice that.
You loved the sight of you boyfriend in chains and this song was really close to your soul and your deep desires. Well you definitely liked to watch him all tied up especially with the huge sexy energy that he gave off during the song and the performances or practice and being able to watch them first hand seemed like a privilege to you.
But being a stay you can't help but cheer a bit louder at the moments which was known as "Hyunchan/Chanjin" moments. And as you watched them practice for the shoot or performance at times lead to a huge blush creeping on your face and your whole face heating up. You didn't realise how long you have been picturing Hyunjin in chains and things untill you felt a poke on you side and you looked at a smirking Hyunjin who cocked an eyebrow and asked "What are you thinking about thats making you blush?"
"Oh shut up" you said and right then the producer walked into the room and ushered Hyunjin out as they were ready to shoot the next scene. He bowed at you slightly and walked away.
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You were sitting in the practice room, as the boys plopped around in different spot tired from their activities of the day.
"Just one more interview" Changbin said.
"Lucky its right here" Chan chirped.
"Yay I'll watch" you said and looked at your boyfriend to find him.
Yes, plopped over Felix, who is surely busy on his tiktok and smiling at you.
"Hey you can't change my Chanjin heart to Hyunlix like than" you said dramatically putting a hand over your heart.
"Don't tell me thats my and Hyunjin's ship name" Felix mumbled.
"Of course, its one of the most supported ships" you said.
"What you you mean one of the and not the most" Hyunjin said grabbing you hand and intertwining your fingers.
"Well you can't fight with Minsung" you said and gazed at your hands and suddenly were struck by an idea.
"Felix gimme your hand" you said and without even thinking he put his free hand on yours. You opened your matching ring from your finger and put it on Felix's finger.
"I don't see how this is gonna help" Felix said, finally putting his phone down.
"Stays are very observant they'll notice you both wearing the same ring" you said excitedly and Hyunjin chuckled at your fangirl side.
And then the precious moments where Felix just:
You pressed your mouth to suppress your laughter and excitement.
After the interview, Felix returned you his ring and said "Now we shall defeat Minsung!" With a supposedly evil laugh, and you squealed in excitement.
"Babe, you know that I am YOUR BOYFRIEND. And you are not supposed to be shipping me with others" Hyunjin said.
"Aww babe I love you" you said and hugged him as he mummbled a me too.
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Idol! Hyunjin x Stay! Reader: Ship
A/n: This is my first Stray Kids imagine and its basically fluff.
Summary: Being a Stay and being close to the Stray Kids was a boon and a especially, when you have The Hwang Hyunjin as your boyfriend.
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You were one of the closest Stay that the Stray Kids had, and they used you bigtime, as an insight to the fandom. You were the one who explained Minho what his name "Butt collector" meant in korean.
When Jisung was confused as to why a picture of him and his Lino hyung had the tag Minsung, he came to you and you answer made him run away shouting. The funniest part was on his way out of the room he and you were, Minho was entering and Jisung collided with him, to which the pitch of his screamed increased and he ran away faster, as you were left in futs of laughter, which was joined by Minho and Chan when they heard what happened.
You would always give the 3racha special comments and compliments on their hard work on the albums. You conveyed your own and the messages of love that the stays wanted to give them.
You and Hyunjin helped Felix to get over his insecurities and told him that the Stay loved to see his face natural and bare than all caked up. You always helped Hyunjin to decide the songs that he should perform to in his solo dance lives. You're often the one helping him shoot his vlogs, and you adored every second of these moments.
Being behind the scenes with them on your off days were the highlights of your week and sneaking around in the green room to melt in each others arms is just something else.
"Jagi?" You heard your boyfriend's whiny voice and had to look away from your phone to give the boy some attention.
"Yes babe?" You said.
"Is Chan Hyung still your bias?" He asked, even Bang Chan felt a bit thrown of at his question, what made him choke on his coke was when you nodded a yes and shrugged your shoulders as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
"What? Babe! I should be your bias" Hyunjin whined
"Hey! Look at Bangchan" you said aloud.
"Can you guys not speak as if I am not here!" Bangchan complained but you both ignored and kept looking at him. Bangchan just looked at the two of you and grabbed his bowl of ramen and walked away.
"If you were in my place even your bias would be Bangchan Hyunie" you said patting his head.
"I think you are right" he said "May be Bangchan hyung is my bias" he said.
"Aahh my Chanjin heart" you said that left Hyunjin dumbfounded. But you were too busy imaging the scenes from Red lights to notice that.
You loved the sight of you boyfriend in chains and this song was really close to your soul and your deep desires. Well you definitely liked to watch him all tied up especially with the huge sexy energy that he gave off during the song and the performances or practice and being able to watch them first hand seemed like a privilege to you.
But being a stay you can't help but cheer a bit louder at the moments which was known as "Hyunchan/Chanjin" moments. And as you watched them practice for the shoot or performance at times lead to a huge blush creeping on your face and your whole face heating up. You didn't realise how long you have been picturing Hyunjin in chains and things untill you felt a poke on you side and you looked at a smirking Hyunjin who cocked an eyebrow and asked "What are you thinking about thats making you blush?"
"Oh shut up" you said and right then the producer walked into the room and ushered Hyunjin out as they were ready to shoot the next scene. He bowed at you slightly and walked away.
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You were sitting in the practice room, as the boys plopped around in different spot tired from their activities of the day.
"Just one more interview" Changbin said.
"Lucky its right here" Chan chirped.
"Yay I'll watch" you said and looked at your boyfriend to find him.
Yes, plopped over Felix, who is surely busy on his tiktok and smiling at you.
"Hey you can't change my Chanjin heart to Hyunlix like than" you said dramatically putting a hand over your heart.
"Don't tell me thats my and Hyunjin's ship name" Felix mumbled.
"Of course, its one of the most supported ships" you said.
"What you you mean one of the and not the most" Hyunjin said grabbing you hand and intertwining your fingers.
"Well you can't fight with Minsung" you said and gazed at your hands and suddenly were struck by an idea.
"Felix gimme your hand" you said and without even thinking he put his free hand on yours. You opened your matching ring from your finger and put it on Felix's finger.
"I don't see how this is gonna help" Felix said, finally putting his phone down.
"Stays are very observant they'll notice you both wearing the same ring" you said excitedly and Hyunjin chuckled at your fangirl side.
And then the precious moments where Felix just:
You pressed your mouth to suppress your laughter and excitement.
After the interview, Felix returned you his ring and said "Now we shall defeat Minsung!" With a supposedly evil laugh, and you squealed in excitement.
"Babe, you know that I am YOUR BOYFRIEND. And you are not supposed to be shipping with others" Hyunjin said.
"Aww babe I love you" you said and hugged him as he mummbled a me too.
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Renascence: Hwang Hyunjin x OC
Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?
A/n: I got some sudden inspiration for this, let's see how it goes
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Idol! Bangchan x Reader: LTNS
A/n: ah… This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.
Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng’s best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.
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“Hannah! Are you wearing make up?” You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.
Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard “Why don’t you just go upstairs and meet him?” Hannah said
“Nah. I’m fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward” you said smiling.
“Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go” Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.
On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.
“Y/n, you’re staying for dinner” Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.
“No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn’t know-”
“Don’t worry I’ve spoken to her. It’s fine” she said.
“C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.
"I’m not afraid I just don’t want your brother to think I am weird or something” You said.
“He won’t, That’s Chris, he’s plenty weird himself” Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.
“Hi Berry. Hi Berry” you said petting her and hoping for the best.
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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, “Can’t you wear some more clothes Y/n’s here” and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you’ve seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You’ve only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides being a Stay doesn’t help, you’re not just meeting your bestfriend’s brother, but also your idol.
“Hey Y/n!” Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts
“Chris!” You said not being able to hold your happiness.
“You’ve grown up so much! Your so tall now” he said.
“You’re embarrassing yourself” Hannah mumbled
“You’ve grown to Chris” you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.
You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other’s houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it’s been ages since Chris was present here too.
Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.
“Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young”
“Yeah Chan you’re half 52” you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.
“What did you say? And what did you call me?” He asked smiling
“Chris?” You said.
You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.
“Y/n your a stay” Chan cooed.
And you couldn’t take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.
“Don’t tease her, her she’s a stay” Mrs. Bang confirmed. “She’s also my informer on what’s going on, with you and your members”
“So that’s how you always know everything” Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn’t see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he did after he knew that you’re a stay like:
“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.
“Changbin”
“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.
“(your favourite m/v”
“(Your favourite song)”
“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert.
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“Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?” His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas’ room.
“Sure mum” he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.
“Let’s go Berry! Let’s go!” He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a. Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.
“Oi Felix!” He said
His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan’s hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.
You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock “Berry?”
She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.
“Oh my god Berry! You can’t run off like that” he said “Hi” he mumbled
And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.
“How are you? I haven’t been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me” he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents.
“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing.
“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”
And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile.
“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile
“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said
“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I’ll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling”
“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes
“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.
And thus, meeting Chan at the part every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”
You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too it will be fun”
You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”
“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said
“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys.
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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.
“Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!” Olivia said laughing
“Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I’ll ping you. You can always talk to me” Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed
“Hey. Why not me?” Chan whinned
“I’ll tell both of you okay!” You said
“But, me first” child gave you a cheeky smile and said.
“I swear these two never grew up” Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.
“Why are you always so done with me?!” You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble “Kiyowo” and you immediately asked “What?”
“Nothing” he said with a cute smile.
“But you had heard it, undoubtedly” you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn’t know was that it was actually directed towards you.
And that’s how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you’ll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah’s dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had you number and you’d text every once in a while.
One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.
“OH. MY. GOD!!!!” You shreaked
“Hello, Beautiful!” You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.
“Hi Jisung” you said in a muffled tone.
“Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!” They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean “Hello everyone, I’m Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys”
“You know Korean?!” Changbin asked visibly impressed.
“Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time” you said smiling
“I can already tell we’re gonna be the best of friends.” Han said cheering
“Try telling that to Hannah she’ll have your head” you said laughing “She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me.”
“That sounds very much like Hannah” Chan said.
“You know they said so many things about you and specially that you’re a stay that’s so cool” Changbin said and you blushed and said “I’ve stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang.” You said.
“That was something” Felix said shaking his head.
“So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?” You said
“Oh we were recording, do you wanna-” but you interrupted Chan
“NOO! NO SPOILERS!” you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.
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“Nervous?Why are you nervous?!” Felix’s deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.
“Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it’s been a while since I’ve been here. Last time, I didn’t call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-”
“That you were in love with him?” He completed your sentence. “It’ll all be okay”
You sighed and asked “Are you guys there yet?” You asked.
“Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup” he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).
You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.
“It’s so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!” Han said
“It is so good to see both of you too” you said.
“Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple” Felix said.
“You’re coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner” Han said opening the trunk of the car.
“I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?” You asked.
“That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane” Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.
The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.
Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn’t help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he’d help if you needed some muscles.
“I don’t think you should stay alone for the first night though” Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.
“Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I’ll go too, we’ll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we’ll see” Chan said
“I wanna come!” Seungmin said
“I am going home tomorrow morning so I’ll visit” Minho said and you face palmed
“Guys this is not necessary!” You protested
“It is” Chan said “and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow” Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.
You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.
“How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?” It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.
“Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit” you said sheepishly.
“Good thing Chan Hyung insisted” Felix said.
You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn’t know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said “These seem to be quite fittings here?”
“Yeah it would be great to sit here” you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.
He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said “Thank you for re-adopting me. I don’t know what I’d do without you”
“I’ve told you, you are family.” He said putting a hand on hand and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was written before Seungmin’s voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.
The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.
As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.
Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.
“I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast” he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.
The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.
You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can’t help falling more and more for him.
Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend’s name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother’s face along with Hannah’s.
“How are you girl?” Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn’t feel lonely.
“I am settled, still nervous but better than last time” you said
“Did Chris help you with your things?” Nana asked
“Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour” and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.
“So, how was your time with my brother?” She asked
“Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn” you confessed.
“You are down bad” she concluded.
“I am a simp for your brother” You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you’ve had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.
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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have wlso been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost twice a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.
“This is a very stupid idea” Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.
“What?” You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?
“You can’t just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn’t and you move on!” He said.
He knew? How?. “What? How did you even- Felix told you?!” You exclaimed.
“I’m not blind Y/n” he told you and you sighed
“I don’t know what else to do, Seungmin!” You whinned.
“Well, you wouldn’t have to, because he’s going straight to yours and he’s determined to know why you are avoiding him” He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.
He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there’s a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.
“Don’t even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?” He asked “Please tell me, talk to me please!”
“No-no, I just had my reasons” you said not being able to look at him
“And what are they. You’ve said this before, but you can’t always just say that. Why don’t you tell me?!” He said. For someone who’s so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he’ll get them and you said it
“Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn’t. And now again, I just can’t look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away.” You said, but Chan’s shocked expression broke your heart.
“I know it’s too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry” you added
“Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I’ll need to unpack that. I am sorry” he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.
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5 days later, Skz dorm
Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in thr!ough the door they looked straight and asked “What did you do? She’s planning on going back.”
“What? What are you saying?” Chan asked visibly confused.
“What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She’s searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back” Felix said
“Something happened between you too right?” Minho asked.
“She confessed didn’t she?” Seungmin said looking away from his phone
“Oh no! You rejected her?” Felix asked in awe
“She’s Hannah’s age Felix, she’s like a sister to me” Chan said in a serious voice.
“But, you don’t speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn’t speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her” Hyunjin pointed out.
“You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly.” Seungmin added
“Inie was flirting with her” Chan said.
“So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn’t even mind that” Lee Know said.
“I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She’s to me, as Hannah is. Okay!” Chan said now under pressure.
“Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation” Hyunjin said.
“Okay then, she’s the same to me as Inie okay!” He said.
“But would you kiss Inie?” Hyunjin asked
“No. No I wouldn’t Hyunjin!” Chan said
“Would you kiss Y/n?” Seungmin asked and Chan’s eyes went wide “No I- I-” and he went quiet.
Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how hus heart picks up pace whenever you’re in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn’t because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.
“But she’s my sister’s best friend. She’s Hannah’s age” Chan whishpered
“She’s just A FEW YEARS, younger. She’s not A FEW years old” Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.
As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.
He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n’s apartment.
He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.
You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can’t keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.
“Please, please, don’t go! Please don’t leave me” and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn’t quite make out.
“Chan! Chan! What’s wrong?” you asked hugging him back and patting his head.
“Please don’t leave. I would be so lost without you. I’m sorry I didn’t understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-” he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-“ Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.
"Y/n L/n?” A man said from behind him
“Yes?” You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.
“He-here’s your order” the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan “Is he disturbing you, madam?” He asked, still looking at Chan.
“Uh? No, no. Thank you so much” you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.
You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.
“Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you’re by my side” he said.
“I thought you’d never ask” you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house door closed and you pinned to it trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.
“What are you doing” you said almost in a whisper
“Something that I have done a long time ago” he said and slammed his lips to yours.
You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. “Show me you want this too” he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you’ve always imagined what that would feel like.
He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.
His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.
Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned “Y/n~”. Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.
Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said “Chan, the food’s getting cold”
“Oh, I think we can warm it back up later” he said and dived in to kiss you again.
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Going friends to lovers with the SKZ
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A/n: Check out my Hyunjin fic: Renascence . Part 1 is up already.
Bangchan
Being Chan's friend, like a real close friend is a treat. Being with him through thick and thin, even through his emo phase was something. The moment you step foot in Korea he'll rush to meet you and have you meet the rest of the SKZ. Even they would immediately love you, clinging to you "NOONA! NOONA!". Bangchan couldn't help but feel a bit jealous though when Changbin would sit a bit closer to you or you would pay more attention to him than Chan. I bet he'd have a deep thinking with Minho as to why he feels this when they come to a conclusion that he likes you. And everything would start to make more meaning.
Going from friends to lovers with Chan would be smooth because Chan is in general such an affectionate person. But, the hugs would be more random featuring kisses. There would be lots of them. Like, imagine just sitting and talking to Hyunjin about your favourite cafe and you hear squealing and a body dumped on you. Yes it's your adorable boyfriend and he'd talk to you in his baby voice and accent.
Minho
You've been his friend for a long time, since he was in Big hits, it was natural that someone or both would fall eventually. He would however keep it hidden. You would know very well that his tsundere act was just an act, he was a real softy from within even though he liked to show otherwise. But as days go by his feelings get stronger and stronger until one day he'll simply walk up to you and say "lets date". He did that before even realising but he took a deep sigh when you started to smile and said "After all these years you ask me out like this? Lee Minho!”
You both would be awkward at first, you'll have to slowly wait till the point he gets openly soft in front of you shocking everyone and at times you as well. Like how after a long day he naturally walks in a room to find you and cling to you. Or how he loves feeding you when he's eating even though you have told him you're not hungry. But he never backs down to glare if any member dares to tease him.
Changbin
Binnie is a sweetheart in general. Being really good friends with him would involve LOTS and LOTS of teasing and pranks. The two of you would always be at each other's throats yet you can't stay without each other. He would secretly be whipped for you and he'd tease you because he loved to annoy you and get your attention? Childish? Ik. He loves to annoy you but god forbid if someone else gets you upset, he'd beat the shit out of them. He loves to such an extent that caring for you and annoying you comes hand in hand as second nature for him. He'd probably be whining to someone about how cute you looked and how he just falls more and more for you and you'd overhear it only to jump on his back and hug him and say that you like him too.
Being his lover is almost similar but it involves him flirting shamelessly with you. Openly asking for kisses and whining when you don't. Chan and Jisung would call you up if he gets upset or when he would be over working himself. You would always be in his mind rent free. He would probably invite you to the gym to show off and tease you.
Jisung
This goof ball is an adorable friend. Always being the best boy and trying to cheer everyone up. He would probably realise that he's in love with you when he sees you upset and probably crying onetime. That urge of his to annihilate any cause of your sadness. He'd do whatever he can to restore your happy face and know in his heart that he'd do this everyday if required because he loves you. He didn't even plan to confess, he couldn't, even the thought got him all jittery. But you thought he did that because he loved you as he loved his members. So after seeing the two of you pining for each other Lee Know would finally lock the two of you up in a room. "I wont let you out until you both confess". And that was the push "I like you" the two of you blurted out at the same time.
Relationship with Jisung would be just like the saying "never a dull moment". But, he'd be more open to you, he'd let himself be vulnerable around you. He'd trust that you'd catch him if he falls, just like his members. He'd make you laugh and literally would never let you go to sleep upset, even if it was for a fight between you two. Lots of talking, you two would literally not stop. The members would call you if he suddenly gets anxious as even your voice calms him down.
Hyunjin
Having the leader of paboracha as your best friend and crush is difficult. He'd be in denial for years as he was sure you see him only as a friend. Not your fault if he would not get it even after you've dropped numerous hints. Well, he thought you said "I'd surely love to date Hyunjin" during truth and dare because you found him a great friend. So when he took a dare and the members made you kiss and he liked it a bit too much he'd start avoiding you. To point where if he'd see you walking from a direction he'd either hide or walk toward the other way. But when you caught him "HYUNJIN?! WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME?" You'd ask. "I am not" he'd reply without even looking at you. No matter what you'd say he would not look at you and say that he "could not" look at you. So you did it, you grabbed him by his neck and pecked his lips. The smile he gave was priceless.
You will always find another body beside you or clinging to you. He loves you dearly and really misses you when you're not there in front of him. He loves it when you bring him americano. Watching him dance would be your favourite hobby, it was before too but now it would include little makeout sessions in the middle, to a level Lee Know threatened to stuff his face with tissues.
Felix
Your personal brand of sunshine. You were always the one to help him face his convictions and insecurities and he loved you for that. Somewhere between a friendly hug and a kiss on the cheek he fell for you. He couldn't help but show more and more affection towards you. Be it hugging you more or saving you extra brownies and cookies when he bakes. But he will be very careful and a set plan to not confess because he thinks you'll never see him that way, never knowing you've been pining for him as much as him for you. Until one day you wont be able to take it and just say "You know what? I really like you" he would almost tear up and kiss you instantly.
Dating felix? Loads of hugs and kisses, that's his love language afterall. He'd just squeal and hug you, seeing you after a long day. He'd love to tease you though, using his deep voice to whisper in your ears giving you goosebumps. He'd love to get you coffee/tea even though ge doesn't like them. He's a literal sunshine and if he ever sees you sad or upset even if it's for him, he'll cry too. He'd help you go through anything literally. He'd also give loving nicknames, he knows his accent and voice is your weakness and he'd use it very well on you.
Seungmin
He is a literal smartass, too smart for your own good. He'll sneakily hide his crush on you, acting very normal. He'd know all about you including your crush on him. He'd flirt very smoothly, so smooth that even you'd have no idea when you gave up the information that you liked him very much. Flirting with you would actually be one of his hobbies, watching you get wide eyed and blushy, he found you endearing. It would be a secret but Seungmin would even let you hug him if you wanted to. You'd often help him in saving him from Hyunjin and Lee know attack of affection, not Chan's though, that's cute. He'd simply corner you and confuse you one day and then end up saying "I love you too, you pabo" and kiss your forehead.
Dating Seungmin is so entertaining especially seeing him have things sorted. A lot of dates especially those quiet ones where the two of you just sit together doing your own thing with a conversation or two from time to time. He knows what the two of you have is special and he would cherish you. Always make sure you're okay, you're comfortable. He'd have huge schemes of getting you to cool if you ever get upset because of him.
Jeongin
The two of you are literally the group's babies. Bangchan has adopted you and Minho has declared you to be his favourite child. Jeongin is a sweetheart and he'd always take care of you as you do the same. He always considered the constant urge to be with you or protect you to be platonic only to find his heart fluttering every time you look at him. "Hyung! I think I'm sick" he'll tell Felix and explain his "sickness". "No Innie, you're in love!" Felix said, and Jeongin went wide eyed. He'll then smile to himself and just get lost in you. At times he felt as if you were all he needed. Him pining for you got more intense and it was getting out of hand for the hyungs to see their maknae simping. So, they coax and force him to tell you because they knew, you had been pining for him too.
Being Jeongin's lover is actually a group activity as it includes the hyungs constantly cooing at the two of you even if your doing something as simple as holding hands. He had a habit of grabbing your hand and putting it inside his pocket together with his. Many a times, Minho had caught him staring at you to an extent where he doesn't respond to someone calling unless they shake him, but when you talk his whole attention is on only you. He sometimes just pulls you into his room and locks the door just to sit and talk to you with out the interference of the elders. All in all, he loves you to pieces.
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Renascence: Hwang Hyunjin x OC
Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?
A/n: I got some sudden inspiration for this, let's see how it goes
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Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?
A/n: there are mentions of violence and blood.
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21st Century
"Hey" You see Seonghwa's head peeking from the door.
"Wait a minute" you told the boys in front of you as they nodded and you got up and walked the door.
"They traced the unauthorised shipper" Seonghwa said but you knew there was more to it "It's a lycan"
"A lycan? Call Chris" you whispered.
"Already here" you heard Chris' voice
"Aren't you always on time?" You teased
"Always, for the lady" he said beating his fist on his chest.
"Wait" you said.
"Okay, you do as I told you" the two boys nodded "Jungwon, no violence, or I swear I'll have you grounded for a century"
"That was one time!" He protested.
"Dude, even I have to say that's a lie" Jeongin said chuckling.
You shook your head and said "Okay, off you go now" and signalled Chris and the other Lycan with him to enter.
"Why would a Lycan get involved in this? Do we know who he is?" You asked
"No ma'am, but we have our suspicions" the Lycan said, you looked at her trying hard to rake your brain to bring out her name, as if sensing your thoughts she said "Its Ryujin, by the way, I'm new to the pack but it's an honour to meet you"
"Oh god Ryujin, please don't call me ma'am it makes me feels old" you said.
You heard Chan cough but heard the words "you are" in middle
"Yah!" You scolded, resulting to the two break into laughter.
A knock was heard and you said "Come in" to see Minho walk in galantly, he immediately came to hug you and kissed your cheek with a "hey babe". You were about to hit him with a classic 'Im not your babe' but remembered it's Minho and that won't work. Soon Seonghwa joined and the meeting started.
Seems like Ryujin and Seonghwa had worked out a few pieces of information and he told the rest of you about.
"There are actually three prime suspects, one would be Park Chanyeol" Seonghwa said pointing at the "Some leads say he's been working with our rival"
"Jackson? But I don't think he'd get to that level, he plays safe. This, if it gets out, it could blow up his face infront of the arcanium" you said
"Here comes our second suspect Bambam" Seonghwa said
"That's a new face" you said
"He was recently thrown out of his pack" Ryujin said "He belonged to a neighbouring clan"
"Why was he thrown out?" You asked out of curiosity
"Infidelity to the alpha, he was conspiring to throw her off with another wolf" Chris said making you frown.
"That bitch" you cursed "It is the 21st century, yet the Misogyny in wolves don't get any better in some clans. Anyways, can he have that much strength to attack 3 vampires at night?" You asked
"Momo is a strong one at that" Chris said
"Okay next?" You asked
"Kai, he has a growing business in antics and artefacts, mostly stolen" Ryujin said "His people were seen lurking the docks close by"
"But, he-he is a delegate with the Arcanium!" You said.
"Well the Arcanium isn't as pure and true as it used to be" Chris said.
"Minho?" You suddenly called
"Yes?" He said softly
"You've been quiet" you pointed out.
"Actually, I have a working theory" he said "What if they are all in it together?"
"If so then we better take every step carefully" you said.
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You were sitting with Charlie beside you on your couch, gazing at the city lights in the evening. When the door bell was heard, you go up to answer the intercom and found a familiar face.
"He sweetheart" Minho said slyly as you opened the door and let him in.
"Hey Min" you said and took a seat beside him on the couch, Charlie quickly got up and relocated himself to Minho's lap, whoever thought or wrote vampires are bad with animals were idiots. Minho himself had three cats, but somehow we get along with cats better than with dogs.
"Hwa sent you cause he's busy?" You asked
"Mhm" he nodded
"How are you of any help?" You asked chuckling
"Jus because I don't fight, doesn't mean I won't. Besides two pups are minding the boundary" he said. You made you way to the window to see a familiar petite figure. "I hate it. Going to such lengths for me" you said
"Someone is after you! You're difficult to hurt but not impossible. We need to be careful okay!"he said. You didn't say anything, soon the two of you got engaged into various talks including different places and business and lost track of time. It was around 3 O' clock in the morning when you notice Minho slowly dozing off and you smiled thinking he must be tired. Yes, every supernatural needs sleep, that no sleep crap is shite. But, all these was until you caught a smell.
"OH NO!! MINHO!! MINHO" You rushed to his side and tried to wake him up, slapping his cheek.
"Y/.....n?" He slurred "Y/......n-ie~"
"Fuck!" You cursed you knew he's already intoxicated. You tried to reach to the window but your door flew open. You rushed to grabbed the silver spiked baseball bat you had at the corner as a decoration. Its an antique but it's the only weapon available. You swung it at the intruder who was wearing a mask, but the wet dog smell told you that this was a werewolf. He tried to grab you by your hand but you swung you bat hitting his jaw as the guy growled at you. His movements were clear enough to tell you that he was after you. And he ran towards you to tackle you to the ground, but just as he was about to hit you, you moved and hit his leg resulting him to fall down on his face with a huge thud and you took that chance to hit him unconscious.
"Y/N! Y/N!" you heard Minho say in panic, but before you could react you felt a blow through your stomach that made you shriek in agony as you fell to the ground, you felt as if your insides were burning.
You heard was Minho's panicked but slurred cries "Y/N! Y/N! FELIX!!!! AMBER!!!!!! ANYONE??? Y/N!"
and there was darkness.
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You woke up to a sharp and excruciating pain in your stomach and screamed. It was to much, almost unbearable.
"Y/n-ah!" You heard a very familiar voice as you felt blood in your mouth.
"Y/n" you heard another voice.
"D-dad?" You said weakly.
"Sssh! Don't speak!" The new voice, who smelt to be a werewolf said.
"Amber? Put-put pressure from bith sides" Minho said
"Aaahhh. Aahhh! It's burning Dad! Make it stop!"
You said glancing at Jin who quickly, jabbed out the icicle from Minho's chest, specifically the heart, which was probably placed there by the second intruder. Then, he rushed to you. Amber lightly picked you up and put pressure on your wound from both sides.
"Ah!" She flinched but kept pressing.
"Belladonna aconite" you said "It burns"
"I- I-I" you see Jin fumbling not understanding what to do "There's so much blood" he sayd in tears.
"Sir! Call for back up! Call Chan to get the antidote, there's always some in the pack house" Amber said, and Jin straight away went to his phone and so did Minho
"Dont!" You said "Dont call Ju-jungwonnor Jeongin or Mo....mo. anyone from the docks. This has to be a double sided plan" hearing you Minho lowered him phone, and Jin nodded.
Both Amber and Minho tried their best to leep you awake. Jin couldn't stand seeing you the way he was waiting outside for the other wolfs and Seonghwa, who came in first. And immediately rushed to you.
"I'm fine Hwa" you said "Its just burning"
"The blood flow is lesser" Amber said. Seonhwa touched you arm and went into more panic
"Of course the blood flow is less, she's barely left with any!!" Seonghwa said uncuffing his shirt.
"Y/n! I asked you to drink" Minho scolded as he had told you numerous time.
"WHERE IS CHAN! AND YOU CAN'T FEED HER YOUR BLOOD SHE'LL FREEZE!" Amber said in a panicked mode.
"Do you have a better choice?" Seonghwa said
"No!" You said, knowing what she was inching towards.
"Minho, put pressure on the wound" she said, and she brought her wrist to her mouth and made a cut with her teeth. And held it near your mouth. It's true you were thirsty, it's been ages since you last tasted fresh blood from a human or an Arcane and Ambers blood was enticing, the smell almost putting you in a trance. She held it closer and you opened you mouth and put your lips to suck out the sweet and warm liquid. It filled you body with warmth and soothed your pain. Amber almost let out a moan and you were pulled to the real world as you immediately left her wrist.
Almost on cue Bangchan entered with a vial of the belladonna aconite antidote.
"Sorry. It wasn't in the pack house, I had to get it from the neighbouring pack" he said.
Jin came in and made you drink the antidote, the bitter taste erasing the sweet lingering taste of the liquid you previously consumed. You coughed at the after taste, and you were offered some water.
"But the blood is still flowing out, the healing should have kicked in" Minho said.
"I think it got blocked due to the aconite" Bangchan said
"We need to trigger it" Amber said and immediately took your hand in hers "Do you trust me?" She asked looking into your eyes.
"Yes" something from within you said
And you felt her tighten her grip as she mumbled a "sorry"
You screamed, you felt a few of you bones breaking in your palm, but as soon as she left it you felt it. The healing was actually kicked in and you finally let the sleep take over.
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You woke up in your bed, Minho on one side and Amber on the other, both holding your corresponding hands. You raised you head to see Jeongin and Jungwon sleeping by the foot of the bed. You slowly got up, carefully not waking any of the four and left the room.
"Dad?" You whisper yelled.
"My sunshine!" He whisper yelled too and opened his arms for you to crash into them
"Thank god I reached, when I did. Who knows what those muts were up to" he said.
"How were you here? And how did you know something was wrong?" You asked.
"I wanted to surprise you, but I found Felix wounded and knocked out by the perimeter and the pungent mutty smell. You know the disgusting kind? Yeah, that told me something was wrong. I stepped in to find Amber trying to fight a big one with you unconscious on the groud and Minho pinned with an icicle. That coward fled, but he" Jin paused "He killed his partner who was on the ground, before leaving"
"Ki-killed?! But killing of own kind outside a fight is a taboo! And where's felix?" You asked.
Jin pointed behind you and you notice the white and grey wolf on your couch, its shoulder was bandaged.
"Chan tried to take him but he didn't budge" Jin said.
You smiled and went to the wolf and stroked his head. It immediately eased under your touch and looked at you with big pretty eyes cooing st you.
"I'm okay" you said "Just a little worn out"
"Noona!" You heard and turned to find the two maknaes. You extended you armes and they hugged you carefully. You noticed tears in both their eyes.
"Why didn't you call us? We got so worried when we reached home" Jungwon said.
"I thought I'd loose you!" Jeongin added.
"Nobody is loosing anyone" you assured.
"How was the mission?" You asked.
"It seems to be a pack of rogues. Momo thinks they have been hired as mercenaries" Jungwon said and the two settled on two couches and you sat beside wolf Felix whose head was now on your lap. As you wondered while eating the food cooked by your dad 'what the hell is going on!'
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Going friends to lovers with the SKZ
STRAY KIDS X READER
A/n: Check out my Hyunjin fic: Renascence . Part 1 is up already.
Bangchan
Being Chan's friend, like a real close friend is a treat. Being with him through thick and thin, even through his emo phase was something. The moment you step foot in Korea he'll rush to meet you and have you meet the rest of the SKZ. Even they would immediately love you, clinging to you "NOONA! NOONA!". Bangchan couldn't help but feel a bit jealous though when Changbin would sit a bit closer to you or you would pay more attention to him than Chan. I bet he'd have a deep thinking with Minho as to why he feels this when they come to a conclusion that he likes you. And everything would start to make more meaning.
Going from friends to lovers with Chan would be smooth because Chan is in general such an affectionate person. But, the hugs would be more random featuring kisses. There would be lots of them. Like, imagine just sitting and talking to Hyunjin about your favourite cafe and you hear squealing and a body dumped on you. Yes it's your adorable boyfriend and he'd talk to you in his baby voice and accent.
Minho
You've been hos friend for a long time, since he was in Big hits, it was natural that someone or both would fall eventually. He would however keep it hidden. You would know very well that his tsundere act was just that an act he was a real softy from within even though he liked to show otherwise. But as days go by his feelings get stronger and stronger until one day he'll simply walk up to you and say "lets date". He did that before even realising but he took a deep sigh when you started to smile and said "After all these years you ask me out like this? Lee Minho!”
You both would be awkward at first, you'll have to slowly wait till the point he gets openly soft in front of you shocking everyone and at times you as well. Like how after a long day he naturally walks in a room to find you and cling to you. Or how he loves feeding you when he's eating even though you have told him you're not hungry. But he never backs down to glare if any member dares to tease him.
Changbin
Binnie is a sweetheart in general. Being really good friends with him would involve LOTS and LOTS of teasing and pranks. The two of you would always be at each other's throats yet you can't stay without each other. He would secretly be whipped for you and he'd tease you because he loved to annoy you and get your attention? Childish? Ik. He loves to annoy you but god forbid if someone else gets you upset, he'd beat the shit out of them. He loves to such an extent that caring for you and annoying you comes hand in hand as second nature for him. He'd probably be whining to someone about how cute you looked and how he just falls more and more for you and you'd overhear it only to jump on his back and hug him and say that you like him too.
Being his lover is almost similar but it involves him flirting shamelessly with you. Openly asking for kisses and whining when you don't. Chan and Jisung would call you up if he gets upset or when he would be over working himself. You would always be in his mind rent free. He would probably invite you to the gym to show off and tease you.
Jisung
This goof ball is an adorable friend. Always being the best boy and trying to cheer everyone up. He would probably realise that he's in love with you when he sees you upset and probably crying onetime. That urge of his to annihilate any cause of your sadness. He'd do whatever he can to restore your happy face and know in his heart that he'd do this everyday if required because he loves you. He didn't even plan to confess, he couldn't, even the thought got him all jittery. But you thought he did that because he loved you as he loved his members. So after seeing the two of you pining for each other Lee Know would finally lock the two of you up in a room. "I wont let you out until you both confess". And that was the push "I like you" the two of you blurted out at the same time.
Relationship with Jisung would be just like the saying "never a dull moment". But, he'd be more open to you, he'd let himself be vulnerable around you. He'd trust that you'd catch him if he falls, just like his members. He'd make you laugh and literally would never let you go to sleep upset, even if it was for a fight between you two. Lots of talking, you two would literally not stop. The members would call you if he suddenly gets anxious as even your voice calms him down.
Hyunjin
Having the leader of paboracha as your best friend and crush is difficult. He'd be in denial for years as he was sure you see him only as a friend. Not your fault if he would not get it even after you've dropped numerous hints. Well, he thought you said "I'd surely love to date Hyunjin" during truth and dare because you found him a great friend. So when he took a dare and the members made you kiss and he liked it a bit too much he'd start avoiding you. To point where if he'd see you walking from a direction he'd either hide or walk toward the other way. But when you caught him "HYUNJIN?! WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME?" You'd ask. "I am not" he'd reply without even looking at you. No matter what you'd say he would not look at you and say that he "could not" look at you. So you did it, you grabbed him by his neck and pecked his lips. The smile he gave was priceless.
You will always find another body beside you or clinging to you. He loves you dearly and really misses you when you're not there in front of him. He loves it when you bring him americano. Watching him dance would be your favourite hobby, it was before too but now it would include little makeout sessions in the middle, to a level Lee Know threatened to stuff his face with tissues.
Felix
Your personal brand of sunshine. You were always the one to help him face his convictions and insecurities and he loved you for that. Somewhere between a friendly hug and a kiss on the cheek he fell for you. He couldn't help but show more and more affection towards you. Be it hugging you more or saving you extra brownies and cookies when he bakes. But he will be very careful and a set plan to not confess because he thinks you'll never see him that way, never knowing you've been pining for him as much as him for you. Until one day you wont be able to take it and just say "You know what? I really like you" he would almost tear up and kiss you instantly.
Dating felix? Loads of hugs and kisses, that's his love language afterall. He'd just squeal and hug you, seeing you after a long day. He'd love to tease you though, using his deep voice to whisper in your ears giving you goosebumps. He'd love to get you coffee/tea even though ge doesn't like them. He's a literal sunshine and if he ever sees you sad or upset even if it's for him, he'll cry too. He'd help you go through anything literally. He'd also give loving nicknames, he knows his accent and voice is your weakness and he'd use it very well on you.
Seungmin
He is a literal smartass, too smart for your own good. He'll sneakily hide his crush on you, acting very normal. He'd know all about you including your crush on him. He'd flirt very smoothly, so smooth that even you'd have no idea when you gave up the information that you liked him very much. Flirting with you would actually be one of his hobbies, watching you get wide eyed and blushy, he found you endearing. It would be a secret but Seungmin would even let you hug him if you wanted to. You'd often help him in saving him from Hyunjin and Lee know attack of affection, not Chan's though, that's cute. He'd simply corner you and confuse you one day and then end up saying "I love you too, you pabo" and kiss your forehead.
Dating Seungmin is so entertaining especially seeing him have things sorted. A lot of dates especially those quiet ones where the two of you just sit together doing your own thing with a conversation or two from time to time. He knows what the two of you have is special and he would cherish you. Always make sure you're okay, you're comfortable. He'd have huge schemes of getting you to cool if you ever get upset because of him.
Jeongin
The two of you are literally the group's babies. Bangchan has adopted you and Minho has declared you to be his favourite child. Jeongin is a sweetheart and he'd always take care of you as you do the same. He always considered the constant urge to be with you or protect you to be platonic only to find his heart fluttering every time you look at him. "Hyung! I think I'm sick" he'll tell Felix and explain his "sickness". "No Innie, you're in love!" Felix said, and Jeongin went wide eyed. He'll then smile to himself and just get lost in you. At times he felt as if you were all he needed. Him pining for you got more intense and it was getting out of hand for the hyungs to see their maknae simping. So, they coax and force him to tell you because they knew, you had been pining for him too.
Being Jeongin's lover is actually a group activity as it includes the hyungs constantly cooing at the two of you even if your doing something as simple as holding hands. He had a habit of grabbing your hand and putting it inside his pocket together with his. Many a times, Minho had caught him staring at you to an extent where he doesn't respond to someone calling unless they shake him, but when you talk his whole attention is on only you. He sometimes just pulls you into his room and locks the door just to sit and talk to you with out the interference of the elders. All in all, he loves you to pieces.
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[Jealousy - SKZ Lee Felix x Male Reader] [NSFW]
“Ah, Hyung. You have to stop it.” Yang JeongIn whined as he leaned against the older, breathing heavily.
“What? I didn’t do anything. I was simply just poking your waist.” F/N M/N, smiled innocently as if he hasn’t been tickling the soul out of the maknae.
“You’ve been tickling me and you know how ticklish I am.” I.N rolled his eyes. “Ah I’m tired. Let me sleep on you.”
It was an off day, a very rare day for SKZ and they were all in the dorm, enjoying their off day. They had invited M/N, a close friend of them and a trainee in the company. No doubt, being in a survival show together had made their bond so strong.
“I want ice-cream.” M/N suddenly said, catching the attention of the three others, ChangBin, Jisung and Felix that sat together with them in the living room.
“There’s some in the fridge, I’ll get them.” I.N stood up, walking into the kitchen.
“Thanks Innie, I love you.” M/N chimed, blowing a kiss to the maknae.
Oh, little did he know, that was a wrong thing to do. The next thing he saw was Felix tossing the controller towards him and stomp off.
“Ooohhhhh, someone’s jealous.” ChangBin sings.
“Get your boyfriend before you get your ass whooped.” Jisung added.
M/N rolled his eyes, “hey, I’m the dominant one so he’ll get his ass whipped instead. Why is jealous over his own bandmates?”
ChangBin chuckled, “you sure bout that bro? So you’re admitting that you won’t be jealous if,” he paused, getting up, “I go into his room and comfort him and maybe, fuck the soul out of him?”
Almost in a snap of a finger, M/N had ran down the hallway, barging into Felix’s room, “babe.”
Felix was sat on his bed, knees tugged under his arm as he scroll on his phone. He didn’t seem to pay attention as the older walked into his room.
“Baby, I’m sorry.”
“Hmmm,” was the only response M/N got from the younger.
“Baby, you know there’s nothing between us. I’m just bonding with the maknae.”
“Then, date him instead.” Felix scowled. He looked at older, eyes fired in jealousy, “you must’ve love him so much.” He sarcastically retorted.
“Baby, of course I do,” M/N said as he approached the younger, “I love everyone in stray kids like my own brothers but, I love you so much more. Forever and always right? Infinity and beyond?” He took a seat beside the younger, caressing his shoulder.
Felix shudders to the touch, it was his soft spot. Everything about M/N is his soft stop. From the way he talks, having a deeper voice than himself, to the way he always manage to get him weak on the knees with his soft, tendering touches.
“Do you swear with your life that you only love me in the romantic kind of way?” Felix pouts, holding out his pinky finger.
“Forever and always, remember? How did I end with the most cutest, lovable boyfriend?” M/N chuckled, intertwining his pinky finger with Felix’s.
“Forever and always.” Felix repeated. He grinned, pulling the older into a hug and kissed him.
“A little very daring aren’t we?” M/N chuckled once they broke out of the kiss.
“I’ll be the daring one today and this is your punishment for making me jealous.” Felix pushed the older onto the bed, stripping him off his shirt.
“Lee Felix, what are you doing?”
Felix smirked, “what do you think I’m doing? And call me baby. I’m not Lee Felix now.”
“B—baby.” M/N stammered shyly.
“Yes daddy?” Felix smiled innocently as he untied the knot of the older sweatpants. “Fuck, I miss Daddy so much.”
“L—-let me help you.”
“Oh no daddy. Neither are you allowed to touch yourself nor touch me. That’s your punishment. Hands above your head daddy.” Felix grabbed M/N’s hand, tying them with god knows how a tie appeared on his bed. “Fuck, I can never get use to how big you are daddy.”
M/N watched intensely as Felix stripped whilst straddling on top of him. He knew he was growing hard and it was suffocating. The younger took him in his hand, stroking him painfully slow and tenderly.
“I’m gonna cum if you keep doing that.” M/N let out a breathless moan.
Felix smiled, “you’re not allowed to cum daddy. Only I will tell you when to cum,” Felix engulfed the other into his mouth, bobbing his head in a steady rhythm. “I can’t wait for you to be inside me.” He poured a generous amount of lube onto the older.
“Baby,” M/N moaned, “you have to prepped yourself, it’ll hurt you.”
“No matter how many time I prepped myself, I’m never used to your size daddy. You’re so huge every time,” Felix groaned, slowly inserting himself onto the older. “A—-Ah, so big.” The younger moaned once he finally succeeded to fully sit onto the older. “You can see the bulge daddy.” He cried touching the spot where a visible bulge could be seen.
“Babyyy, you’re so hot.” M/N moaned.
“You’re so deep daddy.” Felix begins bouncing himself. The two rode their highs in a steady pace. Felix had to hold the older hips down from thrusting upwards into him. “I’m gonna cum daddy.”
“Me too baby.”
“Cum inside me.” Felix whispered as he connects their lips together. “Aa—-ah,” he screamed as he came, the older followed through, releasing inside of him. He fell on top of the older.
“That was euphoria.” M/N breathed as he hugs the younger tightly. “I should get you jealous more.”
“No,” Felix groaned, “that was suppose to be a punishment and how did you even release yourself from the tie.”
“Actually, I released myself right after you tied me. It wasn’t that tight anyway but, you were.” The older winked making a blushing mess out of the younger. “Come on, let’s get you cleaned up.”
“No…, let’s stay this way for awhile more.”
“I’m inside of you baby.”
“I know.” Felix mumbled into his chest, “just awhile more. Let me feel you inside of me.”
M/N chuckled, tightening his hug around the younger, “I love you baby. Forever and always.”
“Forever and always.” Felix smiled.
“Hyung, the ice cr——-AHHHHHH MY EYES!” I.N who went into the room immediately ran back out, slamming the door shut. “CHANGBIN HYUNG. YOU SAID THEY WERE SLEEPING.”
“They are sleeping with each other. Not my fault you’re too innocent.”
M/N could hear ChangBin laughing at the youngest.
blue sticky note (part 2)
OT8 x reader!! stray kids x reader!! word count: 5.9k
stray kids fic wherein, you know the answer of the mystery of the blue sticky note in your binder, but then keep denying it.
AN: i literally love this guys. please tell me your thoughts also im crying.
(part 1 here!!)
Does Bang Chan like you?
Why did he create a song for you?
Your mind raced as you held the blue sticky note, staring at the familiar handwriting that had been haunting your thoughts for days. You replayed the moment when you confronted him, hoping for a straightforward answer.
“Are you the one who put this in my binder?” you had carefully asked, showing him the sticky note that had left you sleepless for nights.
Bang Chan didn’t answer right away. His eyes softened as he looked at you, and for a brief moment, you thought you saw something deeper in his gaze. But instead of responding to your question, he gave you a gentle smile, one that made your heart skip a beat.
“Did you know we all made this song?” he said, his voice calm, almost as if he was leading you from the truth you were seeking. “We all helped to do this.”
His words left you more confused than before. What did that even mean? Was it some kind of cryptic message?
“You know what,” he suddenly said, his tone shifting to something more casual, “you should really attend Changbin’s party this weekend. I’ll be the one to pick you up.”
And just like that, he left the studio without waiting for your reply, leaving you standing there with a thousand questions swirling in your mind. The mystery you thought you were close to solving only seemed to deepen, the answers slipping further from your grasp.
You tried to focus on your upcoming presentation in class, but Bang Chan's words and that blue sticky note kept intruding on your thoughts. Lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, you wondered why this was all becoming so hard to figure out.
Suddenly, a knock on your door snapped you out of your thoughts. You opened it to find Felix standing there, a soft smile on his face as he greeted you.
“Hi,” he said, holding his favorite yellow plushie—a chicken. “I’m back again.”
You let him in, and without a word, he walked in and instead of heading to the sofa like usual, he went straight to your bedroom and flopped down on your bed..
You followed him, sitting at the edge of the bed as you pulled the blanket over him. You felt a pang of sympathy for your friend. He always seemed so worn out whenever you saw him in the mornings at school, his eyes heavy with exhaustion. You knew it must be because of his noisy neighbor.
“I think my neighbor is angry with me,” Felix mumbled, his face half-buried in the pillow.
“Why?” you asked, your voice gentle.
“He only makes noise whenever I’m about to sleep.”
“Maybe we should complain to the landlord,” you suggested, but you knew Felix. He was too kind-hearted to make a fuss about it. He’d rather suffer in silence than cause trouble for someone else.
"I’ve decided I should move out here," he said quietly.
"Really? Finally," you replied, a bit of relief in your voice. You’d wanted someone to share your apartment with for so long. Living alone had become so lonely.
"But I’ll be moving next door," he added.
Oh. That was fine too.
You couldn’t help but smile as you lay down beside him, both of you staring up at the ceiling. The silence was comfortable, but your thoughts were still tangled up in the mystery of the blue note.
“I think I should talk to someone about this,” you finally said, breaking the silence. The questions were too much for you to keep inside anymore.
“Talk about what?” Felix asked, his voice calm but curious.
“The blue note…” you began, turning your head to look at him. “Do you know who owns it?”
Felix took a deep breath, clearly expecting this conversation. He didn’t answer right away, instead asking, “May I ask you a question? Who do you think owns it?”
“I don’t want to assume anything,” you admitted, “You guys are giving me a hard time. I don’t want to jump to conclusions.”
Felix’s gaze softened as he looked at you, his expression unreadable. “What would you do if you found out who owned it? Would it change things between you and us?”
You sighed, running a hand through your hair. “I see all of you as my brothers. But if it really was one of you… then…” You trailed off, not knowing how to finish the thought.
“What if it was all of us?” Felix’s voice was quiet, almost hesitant.
“What—” Before you could react, Felix leaned in and pecked your lips, the suddenness of it leaving you frozen.
“Do you know how hard it is?” he whispered, his eyes locked on yours. “Loving you means risking our whole friendship. But as long as I could hold it in, I thought I should. But right now, I can’t.”
His confession hung in the air between you, heavy and filled with emotion. He searched your eyes for a reaction, his heart clearly on the line.
“Please,” he continued, his voice breaking slightly, “when tomorrow comes, forget what I did. And I hope… you’ll forgive me.”
And then, before you could process everything, he claimed your lips again, this time with more urgency, as if trying to convey everything he couldn’t put into words.
The next morning, you walked to class feeling like you were floating. Felix was already gone when you woke up, leaving behind only a note saying he had to go.
The memory of last night's kiss made your cheeks flush as you touched your lips, but you quickly shook the thought away.
Why does this feel so wrong?
You've been friends with these guys since middle school, and now, everything felt like it was spiraling out of control.
You slumped into your seat next to Yuji, dropping your head onto your table.
“Girl, you look stressed,” she said, combing her fingers through your hair.
“I know. I think I should just die.”
“No, not yet! We still have that concert to go to, remember? Physics might make you want to drop dead, but focus on the bright side—concert!” Yuji playfully shook your shoulders.
“What concert? Why didn’t you invite me?” Seungmin’s voice interrupted as he approached, handing out papers.
"Oh! it's seungmin." Yuji immediately straightened up, trying to play it cool. “I have two tickets. One for me, and one for her.” She pointed at you with an exaggerated modesty. “But she can always buy new her own, so I’ll give you hers.” She smiled sweetly at Seungmin like a puppy.
Seungmin didn’t even look up as he continued distributing papers. “Never mind. I’ve got plans with her, anyway.”
You blinked, confused. Plans? He hadn’t mentioned anything to you.
“What plans?” you asked, tilting your head in curiosity.
“It’s a surprise.” He finally looked up, flashing a small, knowing smile before moving on to the next student.
Yuji’s eyes widened in surprise. “Wait, is there something going on between you two?” she asked, crossing her arms and pouting. “You betrayed me?! I thought you were on Team Seungmin and Yuji!”
You barely registered her words, your mind suddenly flashing back to what Felix said last night.
“What if it was all of us?”
Was there a chance that Seungmin… liked you? Or were they all just playing with your feelings?
The stress of it all made you tug at your hair in frustration. But then you remembered Felix’s kiss, making you feel even more confused.
After class, you were about to leave when Seungmin called out to you.
“Hey,” he said, jogging over. “Let me treat you to the cafeteria.”
Normally, you’d jump at the chance for free food—who wouldn’t? This was just how you and Seungmin usually were. But after everything that happened, you found yourself questioning his intentions.
Still, you plastered on a smile and nodded. “Sure.”
As you both sat down, Seungmin played with his spoon, eyeing his food. “Do you think short hair would suit me?” He ran a hand through his hair, “I’m thinking about getting a haircut.”
You looked at him, trying to picture it. “Honestly? I think everything suits you.”
“Oh really?” He laughed, raising an eyebrow. “Well, if it turns out ugly, I’m blaming you.”
“It won’t,” you assured him. “Promise. Trust me, just imagining it, I think it’ll look great on you. And why would you blame me? I’m not the one asking you to cut it; I already think it’s perfect.”
You forced yourself not to think about what Felix said, focusing on keeping the conversation light and normal, just like always.
“Hey, why are you two eating alone without me?” Changbin suddenly appeared, sliding his tray onto the table like some kind of cool bad boy—though you knew he was a softie at heart.
“Because according to Seungmin, you eat too much,” you teased, even though Seungmin hadn’t actually said that. Changbin shot Seungmin a playful glare, his expression saying, ‘How dare you?’
“Why? It’s true,” Seungmin teased back with a casual shrug.
“Well, it is,” Changbin admitted with a grin. “But do you really think you can get away without buying me food? I put it on your tab at the cashier.”
You laughed, enjoying their playful banter. This is what you wanted to keep, this easy friendship with them. Nothing more, nothing less.
“Hey, don’t laugh! You owe me, too!” Changbin suddenly turned his attention to you.
“What? I don’t remember owing you anything. If anything, you owe me,” you shot back, munching on your food.
“Well, you’re right about that.” He chuckled, then leaned in closer, his tone turning serious. “But you owe me a promise. You have to come to my party. And you too.” referring to Seungmin.
“Tell me why I should attend instead of going to my weekly seminar,” Seungmin challenged, always enjoying a good tease.
“There’ll be lots of food.”
“Valid, but not enough,” Seungmin replied, feigning disinterest.
“I’ll be there,” Changbin said. Seungmin just rolled his eyes before standing up.
“I’m done eating,” he said, grabbing his tray. Then he looked at you, “Finish your food and eat well. I’ll go ahead.”
“What happened to you?” Hyunjin asked, concern etched on his face as he glanced over at you.
You were lying on one of the beds in the school clinic, feeling utterly drained. “I think I’m coming down with a fever. Can you give me some medicine?”
Hyunjin’s eyes narrowed slightly, a familiar sigh escaping his lips. “Again? Don’t tell me you’re pulling that trick to avoid PE.”
It was Wednesday, and Hyunjin was on clinic duty again. It seemed like every time he was here, you somehow managed to find your way to the clinic as well.
“I just really dislike playing volleyball,” you complained, curling up under the blanket.
“You know it’s part of the curriculum,” Hyunjin said firmly, reaching out to help you sit up. “Now, get up and get moving.”
But you stayed put. “I’m serious this time. My head is pounding.” You pressed your fingers against your temples, trying to relieve the discomfort.
Hyunjin’s expression softened, though he still looked slightly exasperated. “Alright, alright. Just stay here.” He walked over to the medicine cabinet, opening it and rummaging through the various bottles.
You watched him, admiring how he looked in his white lab coat. He seemed so professional and competent, and it made you smile despite your discomfort.
After a moment, Hyunjin returned with a small bottle in hand. “Here, take this.”
You examined the label. “Gummy vitamins? Really?”
Hyunjin grinned. “Yep, gummy medicine. It’s actually quite effective.”
“But… isn’t this for kids?” you asked, raising an eyebrow.
“You’re never too old for gummy vitamins,” Hyunjin said with a teasing smirk. He leaned closer and playfully tapped your forehead. “And besides, you’re basically a kid.”
“Ouch!” you said, rubbing your forehead as you accepted the bottle. You popped a gummy into your mouth, making a face as you chewed. The taste was oddly medicinal, and you struggled to hide your reaction.
Hyunjin chuckled, his laughter bright and genuine. “You look like you’re eating something terrible.”
“It’s not as good as the regular gummies,” you said, grimacing slightly. “But I guess it’ll do.”
Hyunjin shook his head, his smile softening. “You really need someone to take care of you. I swear, you can’t even handle a gummy without making a face.”
“I can take care of myself just fine,” you insisted, stretching your arms out as if to demonstrate your health. “Look, I’m perfectly okay.”
“Yeah, right,” Hyunjin said, sitting down on the chair next to you. “But even if you can take care of yourself, you don’t need to do it alone. I’m here for you, and I’ll always be here to look out for you.”
His words were meant to be comforting, and they were—though they took on a new weight as you recalled what Bang Chan and Felix had said. It suddenly seemed like there might be a deeper layer to Hyunjin’s concern.
You pushed those thoughts aside, forcing a smile. “I’m really glad to have you guys around. It means a lot.”
Hyunjin’s eyes softened as he returned your smile. “I’m glad to hear that. Now, try to get some rest. You need it.”
“Hey, Han,” you called out as you entered the library, spotting your friend among the sea of students hunched over their books. Probably finished of his schedule in the counter as a librarian assistant.
“Oh, hi!” Han looked up from his desk, his glasses perched on the edge of his nose. His eyes were bright with a mixture of surprise and curiosity. You often wondered how he managed to juggle work, study, and his other responsibilities so effortlessly.
“I finally finished that novel you recommended,” you said, making your way over to his table. “..And it was so boring.”
Han’s eyes widened in mock horror, his hands flying to his chest. “What? Don't do that to my most favorite book!"
You couldn’t help but laugh at his dramatic reaction. “Just kidding. It was actually really good.” You gave him a thumbs-up, your voice low but full of mirth, mindful of the quiet atmosphere in the library.
Han let out a relieved sigh and shook his head with a smile. “You almost had me there. What did you think of the ending?”
You shrugged, a hint of frustration in your tone. “I’m still confused. How can the main character like her but never pursue her? It just doesn’t make sense to me.”
Han’s face took on a look of mild exasperation as he leaned back in his chair. “Did you read it with your whole heart, or were you skimming through it?”
“Of course I read it!” you protested, feeling a bit defensive. “I just didn’t get it.”
Han’s expression softened into a more thoughtful one. “Well, sometimes love isn’t as straightforward as we want it to be. The character had reasons for not pursuing her, even though he wanted to.”
“What reasons?” you asked, genuinely intrigued. You leaned forward, eager for an explanation.
Han sighed, a hint of frustration creeping into his voice, can't believe he has to explain it to you. “It’s not always easy to explain. Sometimes, there are external factors, personal struggles, or circumstances beyond our control that affect our decisions.”
“Oh, I see,” you said slowly, trying to digest his explanation. “I still think the ending was a bit of a letdown, though.”
"Me too." Han chuckled, nodding in agreement. “Yeah, it’s definitely not the happiest of endings. But that’s what makes it memorable, I guess.”
“So, why is it your favorite if it’s so depressing?” you asked, genuinely curious.
Han hesitated, a thoughtful look on his face as he stared into the distance. “Because…”
He didn’t finish his sentence, leaving you hanging. You could guess what he might mean, understanding more than you let on. Sometimes it was easier to pretend you didn’t get it than to face the deeper implications of his words.
“Why would you need another cat when you already have three?” you asked, following Minho around the animal shelter. The space was filled with the soft meows and playful purrs of the cats, and you tried to keep up with his purposeful stride.
“Having one more won’t make me poor,” Minho replied, his gaze fixed intently on the cats. He seemed completely absorbed in the task of finding the perfect feline companion, his focus unwavering.
You chuckled softly, “Based on your face, you don’t look like someone who’s a father to a bunch of cats.” well he does look like a cat but you'll never tell him that, it might boost his overflowing confidence
“I don’t take opinions from anyone who’s trailing behind me,” Minho said with a smirk, still not turning to look at you.
“Oh, so you brought me here just to hear my complaints?” you sighed dramatically, trailing behind him. The endless walking was starting to wear you out, and you couldn’t help but think about the stack of assignments waiting for you at home.
Suddenly, Minho stopped in front of a white cat who was sitting calmly, watching him with wide, curious eyes. Minho crouched down and began speaking to the cat in a soft, melodic tone that seemed to mimic the cat’s own meows.
“I think I already found it,” Minho said with a satisfied smile, glancing up at you.
Back at the shelter’s counter, Minho was busy with the paperwork, preparing for the adoption. You watched him efficiently handle the forms and place the cat into its carrier. As he completed the final details, he turned to you with a beaming expression.
“Let’s go,” he said cheerfully.
You both headed to his car. Once inside, you buckled up, only for Minho to place the cat carrier on your lap. You opened it gently, letting the cat come out and stretch. Its beautiful white fur was soft and silky under your touch.
“What should we name her?” you asked, stroking the cat’s fur as she nuzzled closer to you.
“I don’t know,” Minho said, adjusting his seatbelt. “Why don’t you name her?”
"why would I be the one to do that?" you protested,
“Then, I’ll just name her after you,” Minho teased, looking at you with a mischievous glint in his eye.
“Oh no, don’t do that,” you laughed, shaking your head.
“Right? She seems to like it.” Minho chuckled as the cat responded positively to being called by your name. “She’s our daughter now.”
You felt a flutter of surprise at his words, but you tried to keep your emotions in check.
“Well, now you’re officially the baby of our friend group,” you said, hugging the cat gently. The little creature purred contentedly in your arms, and you couldn’t help but smile. “Welcome to the family.”
You were about to drift off to sleep when your phone buzzed with a FaceTime call from Jeongin. Rubbing the sleep from your eyes, you fixed your hair a bit and answered.
"Hey, what's up?" you greeted, trying to sound awake as you adjusted the phone to make sure you looked presentable.
"Hey!" Jeongin's cheerful voice came through, though his face was momentarily obscured as he set the phone down. The background of his room appeared on screen: a collection of action figures and band posters. He returned, holding his guitar. "Got a minute? I have a performance evaluation tomorrow, and I was hoping you could listen to my song and give me some feedback."
"Of course," you replied, leaning back against your headboard. "Why me though? You have plenty of musician friends who could help."
Jeongin laughed softly, adjusting the tune on his guitar. "Well, I think I’ll get the most honest comments from you. Han just tells me I sound like bread—whatever that means—and Changbin mostly just laughs at me."
You smiled at his playful tone. "Alright, hit me with it."
With a nod, Jeongin began to strum his guitar and sing. His voice filled the room with a soothing melody, performing Day6's "Afraid." His rendition was as captivating as always.
When he finished, you sighed in appreciation. "That was beautiful. Seriously, the song fits your voice perfectly."
“Really?” Jeongin’s face brightened with a hopeful smile.
You nodded enthusiastically, giving him a thumbs up. “Absolutely. You did an amazing job.”
Jeongin chuckled. “The truth is, that wasn’t the song I intended to perform,” he admitted with a playful grin. “but i hope you enjoy that song. It's for you.”
You laughed softly, feeling grateful for the unexpected late-night serenade. “I did. Thanks for sharing it with me.”
You enter Bang Chan’s studio, balancing a coffee cup in one hand. The studio is buzzing with activity, but Chan looks up with a smile as you walk in.
“Hey, thanks for the coffee!” Chan says, taking the cup from you with a grateful grin.
“No problem. I figured you’d need it. I’ve heard you’re practically living here these days,” you tease, slipping into the casual banter you’re used to with him.
“Yeah, it’s the price of fame,” Chan chuckles, pretending to adjust an imaginary tie. “I’m basically a coffee addict now.”
“You’ve always been one. Remember that time you tried to make your own coffee blend and nearly set off the fire alarm?”
Chan laughs, shaking his head. “Oh, don’t remind me. I’m still convinced it was a conspiracy by the coffee machine.”
You laugh along, feeling a comfortable ease in the familiar exchange. “So, are you busy today? Or can you spare a few minutes?”
“Earlier, I was buried in work, but now I’m taking a break. What’s up?” Chan asks, settling into his chair.
You nod, setting your coffee down on a nearby table. “I actually came to talk. And, well, I left my glasses here the other day.”
Chan raises an eyebrow playfully. “So it’s a dual-purpose visit: coffee delivery and a retrieval mission?”
“Exactly. I’m multitasking,” you reply with a wink.
“Impressive. I’d expect nothing less from you,” Chan says, leaning back in his chair. “But seriously, what’s on your mind?”
You take a deep breath, shifting your focus from the lightheartedness to a more serious tone. “You know, Chan, I’ve been thinking a lot lately. About everything that’s been happening with us.”
Chan’s expression shifts to a more serious one, sensing the change in tone. “Go on.”
“You know I’m always proud of you and everything you’ve achieved,” you begin, your voice softening. “And I’m grateful for everything you’ve done for me. But lately, I’ve been worried. I don’t want to ruin the friendship we have.”
Chan looks at you with a mixture of concern and curiosity. “What do you mean?”
“I just hoped that everything you’ve said, and everything I thought, is wrong,” you continue. “I don’t want to ruin the friendship I have with you guys.”
Chan’s smile is gentle but sad. “You know, now that everyone likes you?”
You look down, fiddling with your coffee cup. “Well, I hope it’s because you all care for me as a friend and not something more.”
Chan’s eyes are filled with a warmth that both comforts and troubles you. “You’ve always been special to us. And we’re okay if you have to choose one of us. We promise it won’t ruin anything.”
“I don’t want to choose any of you,” you say, your voice trembling slightly. “You’re all special to me.”
It was Changbin's birthday, and you were carefully wrapping the gift you had bought for him—a watch. You knew it wasn’t as extravagant as the ones he usually wore, but it was thoughtful and sincere, a gesture from a poor uni student to a friend who seemed to have everything. Still, you hoped he would appreciate the sentiment.
A knock on your door startled you, pulling you from your thoughts. You were expecting Chan, who had offered to pick you up for the party, so you hurried to answer the door.
But it wasn’t Chan.
“Hey.” Felix stood there, a small, familiar smile on his lips. The sight of him made your heart skip a beat, especially after everything that had happened between you two in the past few days. You had promised yourself to forget about it, to push those feelings away, but seeing him now made it all come rushing back.
“Hello, gorgeous,” Felix greeted you, his voice as smooth as ever. He looked effortlessly handsome in his suit, his charm radiating as always.
“Thank you,” you replied, trying to keep your voice steady. You appreciated the compliment, but there was an undeniable awkwardness in the air, a tension that neither of you wanted to acknowledge. “You look great too.”
Felix chuckled softly, his eyes briefly meeting yours before he looked away. “I try,” he said, his tone light, but you could hear the underlying edge to it. He cleared his throat, trying to ease the tension. “Ready to go?”
“Yeah,” you nodded, grabbing your bag. “Chan’s waiting downstairs.”
Together, you walked down to the first floor, where Chan’s car was parked outside. He rolled down the window as you approached, flashing you both a bright smile. “Finally! I was about to start the party without you guys,” he joked.
“Wouldn’t be much of a party without the birthday gift,” you teased back, holding up the wrapped box.
Chan laughed, unlocking the doors. “Get in, then. Can’t have you showing up without it.”
In the car, the three of you quickly fell into easy conversation, laughing about inside jokes and reminiscing about old memories.
“So, what did you get Changbin?” Felix asked, looking over at you with genuine curiosity.
“It’s just a watch,” you said, suddenly feeling self-conscious. “Nothing fancy.”
Felix shook his head. “It’s the thought that counts. He’ll love it.”
You smiled at his reassurance, but the heavy tension lingered, especially with Felix sitting so close to you. You could feel his presence, his warmth, but there was a wall between you—one neither of you seemed ready to address.
As the conversation continued, you found yourself getting lost in the sound of Chan’s voice, trying to push away the awkwardness. But no matter how much you tried to immerse yourself in the moment, you couldn’t shake the heaviness in the air.
Finally, you arrived at the party. The venue was stunning, elegant in every way. All your friends were already there, looking beautiful and sophisticated in their formal attire. As soon as you entered, they complimented you, making you feel like you belonged in that glamorous setting, even if you often doubted it yourself.
Yuji, who had also been invited, greeted you with a warm hug, her energy infectious. “You look amazing!” she gushed, her eyes wide with excitement as she took in the atmosphere. “This party is insane, right?”
“Yeah, it’s something else,” you agreed, smiling at her enthusiasm. “You look great too, by the way.”
She grinned, doing a little twirl. “Thanks! I can’t wait to see what happens tonight.”
The party began, and you found yourself seated at a table with your friends. Minho, who had always been obvious about his feelings for you, couldn’t take his eyes off you. He looked at you like you were the only person in the room, his gaze intense and unwavering.
“Are you okay?” Jeongin whispered in your ear.
You nodded, trying to act nonchalant. “Yeah, I’m fine.”
Jeongin didn’t seem convinced, but he didn’t push it. Instead, he casually wrapped his arm around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him. “Just let me know if you need anything,”
You smiled gratefully at him, though the tension between the table was palpable, and you could feel the weight of Minho’s gaze even more acutely.
Then there was Han, who had always been more subtle about his feelings. He had never made it obvious, but tonight, when the air began to cool, he quietly draped his coat over your shoulders, his fingers brushing against your skin as he did so.
“Thanks, Han,” you said, looking up at him with a soft smile.
“No problem,” he replied, his voice low and warm. “Can’t have you freezing out here.”
As the evening went on, the program began, and Seungmin took the stage to offer a song. His voice was beautiful, capturing everyone’s attention as he sang. But as he performed, your heart began to race. He kept looking at you, his eyes locking with yours in a way that made you feel both flustered and vulnerable.
Yuji, sitting nearby, was practically glowing with happiness. She leaned in close, whispering, “I think this song is for me!”
You forced a smile, unable to bring yourself to tell her otherwise. “Maybe,” you replied, but your heart knew better.
Hyunjin, ever perceptive, seemed to pick up on the tension in the air. He observed quietly, his sharp eyes darting between you and the others, before taking a long sip of his wine. “Quite the night, huh?” he murmured, more to himself than to anyone in particular.
Then, out of nowhere, Changbin appeared at your table. His face lit up when he saw you, and without hesitation, he pulled you into a tight hug. “I’m so happy you’re here!” he exclaimed, his voice filled with genuine joy.
You laughed softly, hugging him back. “Wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
Everyone at the table watched the interaction closely, some with smiles, others with unreadable expressions. But as you stood there, enveloped in Changbin’s embrace, a strange feeling crept into your chest.
And in that moment, you realized that perhaps it was better not to know. Ignorance, as they say, might be bliss.
As the night deepened, the more you wanted to go home. It wasn't that you didn’t enjoy spending time with your friends—quite the opposite—but with the tension growing thicker by the minute, you’d rather be curled up under your blanket, away from the chaos.
You were about to take another sip of your wine when a hand gently stopped you.
"You should stop drinking. You shouldn't get drunk," Han said, his voice soft but firm. He took your glass and, without hesitation, drank it himself.
The loud music continued to play in the background, filling the air with a vibrant energy that contrasted sharply with the underlying tension. Everyone else was getting more and more absorbed in their drinks, except you—Han never let you have another sip.
"Hey, do you want me to sing a song on stage?" a voice asked, leaning close to you to be heard over the music. You turned to find Jeongin grinning at you.
You laughed, feeling a bit lighter in his presence. "Why would you ask for my permission? You should go up there and do what you want. I'm just here to support you."
Jeongin nodded, his smile growing wider. "That's the reason I like you." He stood up from his chair, leaving you momentarily stunned by his words.
As the seat beside you became vacant, Seungmin slipped into it, his presence bringing a different kind of tension. He smiled at you, his eyes soft and warm as he said, "You look beautiful tonight." Then, almost as if he couldn't stop himself, he added with a slightly slurred voice, "You know, I realized I should have kept you to myself."
You went quiet, not sure how to respond. Seungmin had been the reason you met all of his friends, the one who had introduced you into this complicated circle. Now, his words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken feelings.
He rested his hand on the back of your chair, and you let out a nervous laugh, trying to shake off what he said by teasing him instead.
"Hey, Seungmin!" Felix called out, drawing everyone's attention. He smirked as he teased, "That song you sang earlier—it didn't sound like a birthday song at all. Are you sure you weren’t serenading Changbin?"
Seungmin, who was still looking at you, replied without missing a beat, "Well, it wasn't for him."
The tension at the table thickened, and you could feel everyone’s eyes on you. Hyunjin, who had been quiet until now, finally spoke up, his voice cutting through the charged atmosphere. “Changbin, you were the one who put the note, right?”
It was the question you were asking, but then you suddenly don't want to know the answer now.
Changbin, who had been busy entertaining guests earlier and was visibly tired, looked up with a blank expression. “Yeah, that was me,” he admitted, his voice flat.
Minho scoffed, taking a sip of his drink. “That was weak, Changbin,” he remarked, his tone dripping with disdain.
You could sense the unease building, the tension wrapping around you like a vice. Jeongin returned, plopping down in the seat Seungmin had vacated, his carefree demeanor a stark contrast to the heaviness in the air. “The band didn’t want to let me sing,” Jeongin said with a laugh, though even he seemed to feel the strain. “I think Changbin didn’t let me.”
“Well, it’s true. I put it in there,” Changbin confessed again, this time with more emphasis. He looked at you, his gaze heavy, and you realized how exhausted you were by this whole ordeal.
Chan, ever the mature one, noticed the growing tension and tried to intervene, but before he could speak, Felix’s voice rang out. “I kissed her.”
The words hung in the air, heavier than anything that had been said all night. The atmosphere at the table grew unbearably thick, and for a moment, you felt like you couldn’t breathe. Yuji had left earlier, and suddenly, you wished you had gone with her.
You stood up abruptly, your chair scraping against the floor. “I… I need to go to the bathroom,” you muttered, not waiting for a response as you made your way through the crowd, your steps unsteady.
In the quiet of the bathroom, you stared at your reflection in the mirror, your heart pounding in your chest. This couldn’t go on. You had to do something before everything fell apart, before you lost the friendships that meant so much to you.
Determined, you took a deep breath and opened the door, only to be pulled into a dark corner. Before you could react, Minho’s lips were on yours. The kiss was desperate, filled with emotions you didn’t want to face. You pushed him away, tears welling up in your eyes.
“Minho, stop!” you cried, your voice breaking. Minho stepped back, his expression one of shock and regret.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, his voice trembling. “I didn’t mean to…”
Without another word, you turned and hurried back to the table, grabbing your bag as everyone’s eyes followed your every move. “I’m going home,” you announced, your voice steadier than you felt. Chan offered to drive you, but you shook your head.
“No, it’s fine.” You left before anyone could argue, the night air cold against your skin as you flagged down a taxi.
As the car sped away, tears streamed down your face, each one heavy with the realization you had been avoiding all night. You knew why you were crying, why you wanted to run away. Because deep down..
you already knew who you wanted to choose. But the thought of hurting the others, of breaking the delicate balance between you all, was too much to bear.
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After a long week of stress, work and quick fucks, Y/N and Han are desperate to let off some steam. However, when Y/N comes up with the idea of incorporating Viagra in their sex life, will they be able to handle it when that desperation escalates to drug-induced, animalistic fucking?
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