So I Stole Mascara - Tumblr Posts

when i was in my early teen my mom never allowed me to wear makeup and all the girls around me were wearing it and while i wouldn't say i'm ugly my face is a little plain so i was really insecure add anxiety and adhd and a shit ton of other issues on top of that i became hyperfixated on this idea that makeup would make me pretty and if i was pretty people would like me and my like would be okay and i'd be able to be happy so i stole mascara i'm ashamed of it tbh bc i know i shouldn't have and i'm not trying to excuse it or anything i used my first paycheck to go to the store and pay them back for all the makeup i stole over the years anyways yeah lee's brain needs help