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Hiya! Can you do a jungkook drabble with infidelity? Like he gets caught cheating and regrets it. Or it could be the other way around, whatever youd like! Please do a sad ending, too
Hello! Thank you for requesting. ________________________________________
Torn Apart (M)
Summery: ❝That one time when you caught your boyfriend cheating on you.❞
Pairing : Jungkook x reader
Genre : heavy angst, smut 🔞 (minors don't interact)
Word count: mid length?
Warnings : infidelity, JK cheats on reader, mention of mms, s*x tape, explicit language, toxic friends, detailed smut, women bullsh*ting women also women supporting women, spanking, riding, degradation, rough s*x, mention of pregnancy, Overstimulation, switch!JK, switch!reader, oral, unprotected s*x (be careful folks), slight fluff, JK being a jerk and oblivious at the same time, reader being smart, emotional breakdown, self doubts, comfort, major heartbreak, unedited.
Listen to....Pano by Zack Tabudlo, the night we met by Lord Huron and hate everything by Gsoul
A/N: This is my first time writing a full length smut so bare with me:-) also if anyone wants to be tagged, just let me know. If you want to be tagged, I at least expect you to leave a feedback. And thank you for all the support and exitment you show for this story, it's really adorable of you <3
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> Part 2
Betray. Such a small word still can leave such a huge impact on a person and can leave the person questioning their own beliefs.
You weren't unfamiliar with betrayals, unwantedness, people leaving you for others or left completely alone, you are far more experienced with those terms. Getting betrayed and left behind, giving up on you like you never meant much to them as you see them drifting away from you leaving you like an unknown soul who doesn't deserve loyalty, honesty, devotion or love.
But you never had problems with this, you are strong, strong enough to handle those on your own. You aren't a very emotional person, emotions can't take control over you or you don't want that to happen. But sometimes it's too much for you to control these emotions just like right now.
After all, you're a human being too.
You are seated comfortably on your bed with phone in your hand but the video playing in front of you weren't make you comfortable at all. There's a sender from an anonymous number in your massage box and saw an mms attached to it. Strange. You thought.
You have never liked it when some unknown number showed up on your phone, you don't even give your personal number to anyone whom you don't know closely so it's very much confusing how this certain person get their hands on your personal info.
None the less you opened the chat box and decided to open the mms.
Attachment 1: video file.
You tap the play button and instantly it shows a couple making out on the bed. The girl sitting on the boys lap on the bed, hands around his neck, kissing him passionately while the guy's hands are everywhere on the girl, Caressing the women's sides and until he reached to her butt, kneading it and give it a slap after a while, to which the girl let out a muffled moan because the guy's tongue was still into the women's mouth.
You thought, how could someone send this to you and why even they did it? It's pretty disgusting and disrespectful, you were going to stop the video and decided to report the number later until you heared the voice of the guy in the video.
"you are enjoying it, don't you?"
You instantly figured out the voice, how can you not? It's your boyfriend's voice! It's the same voice which comforted you so many times when you were having hard time, complimented you which made you flustered, confessed to you about his feeling and said "I love you".
Your boyfriend is in this video with that girl. That smooth and deep voice he makes when he is aroused, you're too much familiar with that.
And then it hits you, someone had recorded your boyfriend with this girl and send it to you intentionally. Then you saw his face in the video, his soft features coming to the light from darkness, the light is dim but you still figured out his beautiful features perfectly.
"You makes me feel so good, baby. No one has been able to do it like you did"
His next choice of words creates a stinging pain in your chest. What does he meant by "no one"?
He said those words to her without any hesitation but it shattered your heart into million pieces.
Of course he meant you. You have never made him feel like she is making him while fucking.
To be honest, you saw this coming. You have inspect earlier that something is wrong between you two, something is off about him. You are in a relationship with him for two years now so you have come to know him more or less but still you don't know him all. A human being have so many layers to then that sometimes even after many years of being together, it'll still feel like there's some part about this person that you aren't aware off. Just like now, you feel like you never knew your boyfriend. It's like a different person in the video.
Your hand were aching to stop the video and throw the phone on the ground but you couldn't do that, you watched the whole video of your boyfriend fucking another women while saying that you were never enough for him. Your eyes glued to the phone screen, vision was getting blur because of the water that gathered on your waterlines of your eyes.
You saw how your boyfriend kissed her so affectionately then eat her out while she moans desperately then she says something that bring your raging anger to an another level.
"Not even _____, baby?"
How dare she? You thought. It's like she was taunting you indirectly, the way she says your name clearly shows that she knows you were not able to give your boyfriend the pleasure which he craves even if you are his girlfriend and he found the pleasure in between a other women's legs.
The tears were begging to be fall from your eyes but you stays still, not even blinking, eyes glued to the phone screen.
When she says that, for a brief moment Jungkook stopped his activities and look up at her then he says-
"No babe, not even her"
At this moment, tears begin to pour from your eyes unknowingly but you care less about that.
Still, You keep watching.
because you know if you are going to break your sweet little fantasy about your relationship, about your boyfriend, you gotta watch the whole thing. If you want to break your delusions and find out what kind of a person you're actually dating and in reality where your relationship stands right now, you gotta watch this.
The pain is so unbearable that you want to break your own heart before anyone get the chance do that.
Then you realized you know the women in the video.
She went to the same college as you, was in the same department and same batch. She was a sweet girl back then and as far as you remember, she used to admire you, a lot. Always want to sit next to you, helping you, compliment you, wants to be friends with you, she was so much interested in you.
But as the days pass by, she became distant. Ignoring you but at the same time you noticed, she copied you. Every little thing you did, she tried to copy that. How you dress, your hair cuts and all, the things you do. It was like she want to have everything what you had. She even managed to steal one of your friend from you!
You never understood her obsession with you.
As time flies by, you care less about her and eventually forgot her.
Until now.
It's the same girl in the video, who your boyfriend pounding into right now. Thursting up into her cunt as she moans uncontrollably, thursting back with the same force. You can hear mixer of grunts and moans of your boyfriend from underneath her.
You keep watching your boyfriend whispering sweet-nothing's into her ears in the same way he does when he made love to you. you watched him fucking her mercilessly, without holding back. Changing positions for god knows how many times! You always known Jungkook has high libido and perfect stemina also.
Do you expected less from a gym obsessed guy?
After the video comes to an end, you decided to cry out because you couldn't take this anymore. You didn't know what to do now, how to confront him, fuck you didn't even know who sends this to you!
That's when you decided to get to the root of it.
You pack your essential things and step out from your boyfriend's apartment, leaving him a text message that you're going to stay the night at your own apartment because some of your friends are coming over.
He seems to believe your white lie and reply back with "Okay. Have fun baby. Call me if you need anything" you cringe at the 'baby' word, because you just heard him moaning the same name for another women.
You call the only friend who can help you. Nayeon.
It didn't took long for you to find out the address and the contact number of the girl with whom Jungkook is having an affair with.
So, decided to call her. After ring for two times, she actually picked up the call.
"He--" before you even say something, you heard distant moans and grunts from the other side of the phone call.
You were clenching the bed sheet so hard that you afraid that it might be torn in any second now. You were raging from the inside, your body was burning from it and your friend noticed that immediately. Without even asking, she put the phone on speaker and she visibly gasped upon realizing what's going on.
"B-babe, you're so tight. Fucking love t-that"
The humiliation and hurt you felt was beyond anyone's imagination.
On the other side of the phone was your boyfriend, Jeon Jungkook, again fucking his mistress, who is your ex-toxic friend while you're on the phone. How amazing! Isn't it?
The skin-slapping sound was very much audible for you to hear. The filthy things they were saying to each other was enough to make you puke. You can't even imagine what kind of person you were dating. Is this the guy you choose to love and cherish for the rest of your life, give your time and devotion and complete loyalty? Does he deserve any ounce of it?
Your mind wasn't processing properly.
Is Jungkook that much desperate to get a pussy?
Was he that much horny or sex starved that he couldn't control himself but to throw himself into a random girl's arms?
But he was never like that! Your boyfriend was never like that! Wait! Do you ever know him?
Were you not taking care of him? Of his needs?
Or were you too much of an inexperienced person to pleasure him properly?
What is it that she is able to give him that you were unable to?
Were you not enough?
Before you knew it, the tears streaming down from your eyes, anger evident in them. You were mindlessly listening to the sounds and words they were telling to each other. Neither the girl was cutting the call nor you let your friend to did it until it becomes too much.
She grab the phone from your hand and hang the call in a blink of an eye.
You were terribly silent, so calm for a person who had just witnessed her boyfriend cheating on her. Your calmness frightens your friend but she know how much you were hurting from the inside and the only evidence were the tears on your cheeks.
"____, I- " she couldn't coherence a full sentence, all of this was too much for her also that she was also unable to think what to say to you. So she did what she can do in this situation. She hugs you. Pull you in her warmth as you cry silently into her arms.
15 minutes passes by but she still holds you in the same position, didn't let go of you even for a mere second.
"Nayeon-ah, Am I that worthless?" your voice was weak. you knew it was not fair for you to insult your own self like that but this emotions were suffocating you.
You wanted to scream, throw things whatever you find near you, wanted to tell all the people is love is stupid. There's no such thing as love. "Love" doesn't exist in this horrible world.
Your friends heart broke upon hearing those words from you. She has always seen you as strong. You were someone who got her shit together and never allowed anyone to break her. You were confident in yourself, in your own skin and seeing the same person falling apart in front of her eyes hurts her so much.
Your smile was always so bright, she has always compared you to the moon because you stand alone in your darkest hours but still managed to shine so brightly.
Now that the shine was fading away, it bothers her, It bothers her so much.
"____ don't say that. He is the worthless one for doing this to you! You don't deserve any of this."
Even though she was trying to comfort you, none of it was working because your mind was practically going back the video, the sounds again and again. You couldn't stop thinking about those.
It's like Nayeon can sense that ,so she tried to pull you out of your thoughts and say-
"____ I think I know what you're thinking but trust me, it's not the truth. You love him with all your heart, I can see that. Everyone around us did see that so there's no way you're allowed to insult yourself by saying you're worthless!"
She sit infront of you on the floor and placed her hands on your knees in a comforting manner. She was trying her best to make you realize that there's nothing wrong with you, that you didn't do anything wrong.
"I know you're feeling betrayed and hurt but that doesn't mean you deserve any of this. You deserve far more better than this. You are such an amazing person and I'm glad I met a person like you. I've always admired you, you know. So please don't do this to yourself, don't hurt your self over a pathetic person like him who doesn't even know what's good for him. He didn't even realized what he have just lost"
You didn't say anything, just more pool of tears escaped from your eyes as you keep glaring at the floor.
"You deserved to be loved, genuinely. I know, it's going to be hard for some days but you'll eventually be okay and I'll get to see the old ____ again and I'll be there just beside you all along"
Then she squeezed your hand comfortingly, letting you know that she is here for you.
Then something click inside you.
"I think, I know what to do now"
Your voice was strained From all the crying but there's a hint of confidence in it too which lit up your friend's mood.
You don't know what's going to happen in the future, if you ever will be able to endure it but you know thing, which is you've to end this once and for all.
You texted Jungkook that you won't be able to see him for two days because you're going to stay at your apartment because you had some work to do there and not-so-surprisingly he didn't asked you any question nor showed any concern.
Not that you expected anything from him.
Even though you knew what you have to do, you were neither mentally nor physically prepared to do so. You needed time to think properly and get back to your senses.
Two days of sever emotional breakdown and then when you fully clear your mind, you're finally standing in front of Jungkook's apartment.
You thought you were ready for this but upon seeing him opening the door and standing infront of you makes you think about all the things he did to you.
All the glimpses of the video and the phone call are coming back to your mind and blocking you from thinking straight.
You were on the verge of crying ,shut the door close on his face, run back to your home and hide there.
But you can't run away now.
"____, baby come inside."
Jungkook's voice pull you from your chain of thoughts as he approached you, take your hand in his and pull you inside while closing the door shut.
"Hey, are you okay?"
You hate the concern (most probably fake) in his voice. You looked into his doe eyes and see the same concern there too. Well, he has always been a good actor.
So, you decided to play along.
"Yes, baby. Just have a little headache"
You place your hand on your forehead as rub it, pretending that you really have one.
"Then go and take a shower. I'll make you something to eat"
"No, it's fine. I'm full already. They arranged so much food at the conference"
You said that with a small smile on your face Ben though you were not feeling like it.
You said to Jungkook earlier that you have a conference meeting at your office so you're going there at this evening and you'll directly come back to his apartment after ending of the conference. But there's no such conference at your office.
You just lied to him.
You were wearing a mermaid satin dress with a bohemian style. It was an elegant black dress designed in flowers all over it. It was kind of low cut dress so your cleavage area was showing gorgeously.
The moment you enter his apartment, his eyes didn't leave from your figure for a moment. He was staring at you and you knew that.
But when you make eye contact with him, he directed his gaze somewhere else. Then you walk close to him and figure get tensed. It was like he didn't want you to get close to him.
You knew something like this going to happen but it still manage to leave a sick feeling in your stomach.
"You should change now. The conference must be tiring for you."
He said to you avoiding your gaze. There's hint of melancholy in his eyes.
The situation was becoming more awkward by time and it was suffocating you.
You quickly change into something comfortable, particularly choosing that one shirt of Jungkook he gave to you because you used to liked it so much and he likes when you wore it.
But now it only pains you more knowing that you won't be able to wore it anymore and he won't be able to see it on you.
You walk out to the bedroom where Jungkook was waiting for you. Upon looking at you, his looks changed. There's something in his eyes that you aren't familiar with.
Than you bend down to grab something from the drawers and it lifted your shirt up, showing your lingerie to him. You also leave some of the upper buttons open so that it can show your cleavage perfectly.
You sit at edge of the bed next to him, he was following every move of you. You can feel his eyes on you. For a mere second, you find his eyes getting dark as you move close but apparently goes normal.
There's a moment of silence before he spoke-
"You were looking quite beautiful in that dress"
He complimented you about your fake-conference outfit while looking down at his lap.
"No one disturbed you at the party. Right?"
You let out a giggle at that. You are getting so angry at him right now. How could he possibly be concerned about you after breaking your heart?
"No, who would possibly do that?"
"I don't know, the guy who always tried to hit on you. What was his name again? Oh, Eunwoo right?"
"Yes. But I don't think he was flirting with me. I think, he naturally has a friendly nature"
He grab your arm and turn you to his direction to face him. He had a serious look on his face.
"No ____. No men go all the way up to help a women with her work on a Friday evening and then offer her to drop or remember her coffee preference even after one month or compliments her every single day unless he is interested in dating her or want to fuck her"
He said the last words with a low growl, his eyes were getting dark again but this time it lasts longer than before. His eyes flickers to your lips from your eyes for a mere second.
You didn't let your gaze fall from his eyes either, staring at him with the same intensity.
"Yeah, I think you are right but it doesn't matter if he want to fuck me or not because I have my man waiting for me at home"
After hearing "my man" his eyes soften.
The air was getting thicker around you, there's an evident sexual tension that neither of you can deny.
You were the one who initiated the kiss first. Jungkook was clearly hesitant and you get that what was going on inside of his head. So you placed your hand under his chin, gently tracing your fingers on his cheeks then dragging them to the back of his head, roaming your fingers into his fluffy hair as you softly smile at him.
The way you look at him with such loving eyes and the affection you were giving him, proven to be too much for him so he gave up, swiftly holding your face as he kissed you with so much passion. There's hunger in his kiss.
The more time passes, the kiss got more intense. He started exploring every inch of your mouth, tugging at your lower lip and biting it gently as you whimper at that.
The time your make out session ends, you both were out of breath. Both of you were staring at each others eyes as you both were trying to tell something to each other but unable to do so. He was holding onto you so tightly as you are going despair if he let go of you and he didn't want to do that, didn't want to lose you.
But it was already too late.
And he knows that too.
"____, I need to talk to you about something" he said breathlessly and you immediately knew what was that about.
"Okay, we will but right now, I want you."
You said those words in a mere whisper while looking him in the eyes, both of your faces were close to each other that your lips were touching his while you were talking, breaths Fanning onto each others mouth.
Maybe it was selfish of you to do so but still you want to do this for one last time.
Again, he gave up. Pulling you into him by holding your waist, you were already sitting on his lap, now he pulls your heat on his crotch straight, without wasting any time he kissed you again with full force. This kiss was rough as he hold your waist so tightly that it'll leave bruises there for sure.
You moaned into the kiss when his erection hit you on the right place where you want him to be, then he started grinding into you slowly while placing kisses down your throat. When he put a bit much pressure on the bundle of nerves down there, you can't help but tug onto his hair tightly to which he let out a growl.
'Fuck' was the last word before he rip open your shirt apart, tore it down as all the buttons fall on the the floor one by one.
"wearing no bra, baby? Aren't you being a desperate slut?"
There's a smirk on his face when he said that but upon realizing what he had just said, the smirk vanished from his face and he started apologizing "no- I-i didn't mea-"
You never liked degradation and he knew that so he never brought that topic to you.
Before he can finish, you interrupted -
"I discovered that I can be a slut but only for you"
You whisper that into his ears and that was the last straw for him. He quickly hold you, pull you up by his arms, turns you around and practically throw you on the bed.
You still had your shirt on, it spreads on the bed underneath you and make your bare body visible to his eyes.
"Fuck! You're beautiful"
He quickly climb up on the bed, hover over you as he started lapping at your nipple and squeezing another one with his tattooed arm. You squirmed underneath him when he licked your bud in a circular motion and tug at it with his teeth.
"Mmmmhh J-jungkook~" you tug at his black T-shirt, indicating him to get rid of it. He got the hint then got rid of it quickly.
His gym addiction is clearly paying of. He looks gorgeous, hair messy, lips parted As he heaves over you, tattooed arm making a great contrast with his well built body.
All of this were tempting until you remember that girl, your memory going back to her and your boyfriend's activities.
You got distracted by it for a second.
"____, everything okay?" he asked while placing his hand at the side of your cheek, tracing his thumb finger over your bottom lip. There's concern in his lustful eyes suddenly and it made your heart ache with pain.
You grab his face, pulling him towards you and kiss him aggressively. You were angry, frustrated, hurt. Every emotions in you were getting heightens at this moment. He pulls away from you, leaving you confused.
"Haven't I asked you something?" he crocked his eyebrow, demanding you to answer him. "Yes, I'm" you answer shortly.
You reach down to grab his erection through his thin layer of shorts while tug at his bottom lip with your teeth, grabbing and pulling his hair. He groans at that.
You wanted to end this as soon as possible and also wanted accomplish the thing you were here for at the first place.
He let out a moan of your name when you rub his tip and then he suddenly grab your tit harshly, giving it a slap while leaving marks on you neck.
"Baby, what are you doing to me?" he whisper in your ears then dragging his hand downwards and cup your pussy with his tattooed arm.
"I can't even think straight" he said while he let out a chuckle as if he can't even believe himself. His eyes were dark, full of lust for you, ready to devour you in any given second. He started rubbing your clit then you can't take that anymore, bucking your hip upwards into his hands as you let out a breathy whimper. His other hand were still on your breast and when he sees you struggling underneath, he smirked, Squeezing it harshly.
"You are such a slut"
He slapped your tit.
"But just for me, right?"
Another slap.
You mindlessly nod at him and he smirked again. Satisfy with your answer, he attached his mouth to your nipples again.
Then he dragged his mouth to your heated core, removing your panties and throwing it, as he bend down on the floor , dragging you along to the edge of the bed so that your upper body is on the bed and the lower one practically was hang in the air as he grab your thighs with his both hands and dragging your legs towards your chest as much as possible, spreading you wide for him.
His face was literally hovering over your heat as he stare at it shamelessly.
"Fuck, you're so wet" he let out a groan as soon as he attach his mouth to your core.
Licking your clit then dragging it down to your dripping hole, lapping at your wetness there and then repeat all the way up again.
The low moan you were letting out, now it becomes louder but then he dig his tongue inside of you and spank your ass and it was enough for you scream out his name and come all over his face and tongue.
"Mmmm- it was sudden, baby" his smirk even gets more wider as he come up to kiss your lips as he dip his very much tongue into your mouth which was into your cunt a seconds ago, letting you taste your own self.
"But, you tastes good nonetheless"
You suddenly push his body, forcing him to stand on the floor and he oblige even though he was confused.
Then it hit him what you were exactly trying to do.
"No baby, let me take care of you today" he said while he saw you were trying to give him head.
But you didn't listen to him and tug at his boxers harshly, pulling it down in one go. He swiftly grab your hand before you can touch him, making you look at him.
"I said, not today" he said it in a serious tone. He really didn't want you to touch him today but if you can't do this now, you'll never be able to, so you wanted to make him feel good, give him the pleasure that he claims you never able to give him.
"No one makes me feel this good like you did"
Those words echoed in your ears, memorising how worthless he made you feel, how you were a failed girlfriend who doesn't even know how to pleasure her boyfriend.
No, you can't accept that. You are hell bound to prove that statement wrong.
"Doesn't matter. I want to taste you too. So stand straight, baby"
You said those words to confidently that it leave Jungkook in awe. He always loves when you take control, your dominant side. There's so much determination in your eyes so he couldn't mouth a single word, let you do things as you please.
He saw you taking his member into hands, squeezing it gently, dragging your palm to his base and then upwards to his tip, circling it with your fingertips.
He saw every move of your intensely as he was unable to leave your sight. You then took his tip into your mouth, sucking on it lightly and Jungkook's breath got hitched. He let out a hiss while you keep sucking and pumping his cock with your hand and use the other one to squeeze his balls.
His hand automatically come to the back of your head, grabbing your hair to make it into a ponytail but didn't tug on it or push your head any further.
He saw you getting harsher with your movements and he couldn't control him self anymore, letting out moans and grunts as you take him more deeper into your mouth.
"K-keep going ba- nngghhh"
His breathing were getting heavier, you knew he was close so decided to take him more into your mouth until your nose touched the base of his cock, the tip of it hitting the back of your throat, then you did a mistake. You let out a moan while sucking him which made his dick twitch into your mouth.
He started bucking his hips towards you while keep you in place by your hair, fucking your mouth.
You were moaning uncontrollably at this point, lightly gag on his cock. You thought he was about to come in your mouth but then he stopped, pulling himself out of your mouth.
"Fuck, I was about to cum" you let out a cough, your breathing were harsh, panting when you look up at him.
He was staring right into your soul with his dark eyes, while licking his lips. There's something in his eyes your couldn't comprehend.
He quickly pull you flash against his chest, your chest hitting his in a moment as he kissed you furiously and pull you by your legs, holding you there as he firmly stand on the ground.
His sstrength was crazy. It amazes you every time. You wrapped your arms around his neck and your legs around his hip for support as he grab you asscheeks, hold you there steadily. He lick into your mouth, his hand comes to his dick, giving it a few thrust before entering you slowly.
This position was new to you and in this angle he can reach even deeper inside you. You let out strangled whimper as goes even further.
"Are you okay? Do you want me to stop?"
He didn't want to stop but worried about you of getting hurt. How ironic of him to think that this can hurt you when he literally crush your gut and broke your heart into million pieces already.
"No, keep going" you said that with full of confidence, upon hearing that Jungkook got relaxed and moving you down on his cock until he is entirely make you full to the core.
You slightly grinned your hips against his, in result he delivered a firm slap straight on your ass which is sure going to leave mark there.
"Don't be an impatient slut. I don't wanna hurt you" he said through gritted teeth into your ear as he let out a growl before start sucking your earlobe.
"Shi- .. I-i don't care just Fu-fuckmealready"
You couldn't even comprehend a full sentence properly as you start grinding your hips again and marking your way down from his neck to his collarbones.
"Now, you're being a fucking whore, baby-"
With this, his first thrust comes like a electricity that you nearly lose control over your body but thankfully he was strong enough to hold you steadily in your place.
He started fucking into you while balancing both your body's. Skin-slapping sounds were echoing through out the bedroom as you moan, clinging to him as he firmly holds you.
"Fuck baby, you're so warm. S-so tight"
His thrusts were getting harder by time but when he hit a certain spot inside of you, you couldn't compress your moans anymore.
Letting out a strangled scream of his name "aahh- fuck J-jung- kook-"
"Hmmmm, found it again" he said with a knowing smirk on his lips as started slamming his hips on your, you were so wet that it was making squelching sounds everytime his dick goes inside of your cunt, hitting the right spot continuously until it was too much for you.
"I- I m C- cummi- " he knew you were close so he stop all of his movements suddenly.
You cry out dissatisfyingly as soon as he separated you from him. There's that sickening smirk on his face again.
"You wanna cum, baby? But sluts don't get to cum that easily, you know? And since you're one of them, you gotta help your self out, hmm?"
Lust dripping from his voice as he come to the bed and lay there comfortably and say "You said you're my slut right? Then come sit on my cock and make yourself cum." he crocked an eyebrow at you, challenging you to do that, that usual cockiness all over his face.
You quickly straddle him as you make your self comfortable between his legs and started pushing you on his dick without wasting any time.
You suddenly go all the way down on his cock with a harsh thrust to which both of you let out moans in unison. "F-fucking hell baby, what is with you today?" he asked you jokingly while letting out a chuckle.
"Nothing, just want to fuck you till I can't, I guess"
His eyes got even more darker after hearing those words, then you started thrusting all of sudden with force which make his head fall on the bed as he let out a chain of curses.
You were bouncing on his cock deliciously, riding him hard. Then he plop himself up, started kissing you again. His hand find his way back to your clit which was still oversensitive from first orgasm.
"You are going to cum?" started rubbing on it harshly while his thrust gotten faster. You shudder at the force of his hips, holding on to him by his shoulders as you moan uncontrollably.
"Y-yes want t-to cum-"
"Then cum for me" it was all you needed, with a last hard thrust you were coming all over his cock, string of cum came out of you, landing on the bed sheets, you were clenching hard around him and it made him twitch inside of you.
"So fucking warm" he said through gritted teeth.
Suddenly he turned you around and let your body fall on the bed. You let him maneuver your body as he pleases because you were exhausted.
Now you were all on your four, again he entered you from the behind. It was becoming too much for you, you were shaking from overstimulation at this point but then you heard Jungkook groaning from behind.
"You can do this, right baby?" he asked you sweetly like he wasn't deep inside your hole, fucking the life out of you. His grip on your hips were bruising. His thrust got so harder that the bed was hitting the wall and sure gonna leave a crack there.
"You're going to take me like a good slut you're, hmm?"
Your moans were music to his ear as he used to say. "aahh- please~" you don't know anymore what you're asking for. Slamming into you with such a force which make you see stars.
Then you notice his phone lit up. You knew who it was. Yeah, your plan is going as you want it to be.
It failed to get Jungkook's attention as he was too much busy fucking you. To make him more distracted, you thrust back at him which make him shudder this time, throbbing inside of you as you keep clenching around him.
"Fuck!" was the only word he managed to say as he slam into you hard enough to make you lose your balance and you fall on your face on the bed. He also bend down towards you and place his both hands beside your head as you let out muffled moans and curses, griping the bed sheet hard. In this angle, he was able to touch your carvix, you thought.
"Ahh~ baby" he moan into your ear and you gripped his hair instead of the bed sheet, tugging on it harshly. "fuck-k, ha-rder Jungkook" he growl upon hearing that but oblige nonetheless. Fucking you mercilessly.
"You are making me feel-" then he slam into you harder.
"So"
Thrust into you.
"Fucking"
Again thrust.
"Good"
Again, this time harder.
Your eyes roll to the back to your head for god knows how many times, tears starting to cascade from your eyes. Then you feel his dick twitching again, this time violently as his hips shudder, his thrusts were getting sloppier. You were close to your third orgasm of the day too.
So you slam back into him and say "Yeah~ cum for me" you whisper into his ear and pull him in for a sloppy kiss, then you feel warm liquid inside of you. You both were moaning into each others mouth as he makes sure to fill you full with his cum, giving you every drop of it. Your orgasm hit at the same time to, covering his dick with your cum.
You collapse on the bed after that, both of your cum dripping from your hole on the bed sheet but you couldn't care less. You were breathing furiously and when your eyes fell on Jungkook beside you, his condition was same as you too, panting harshly as he try to regain his breathing.
There's again that look in his eyes which couldn't figure out. His hands comes to your face as he wipe off some tears from your cheeks.
You fucking hate it at the same time can't push him away too. Knowing that he did all of this things to other women too make your heart ache.
Then he come closer to you, tracing your face with his fingers "are you okay?" he asked you so gently.
You hate him.
You nod your head at him as he smiles softly at you then you realize something was poking at your lower belly, when you see what it was, you come face to face with his hardening cock, again. He was still hard.
He smiled at you sheepishly as he asked you carefully "Do you think you can take more?"
Your response was quick "Yes, I can" he was amused by your answer but still gave a worried look. So you did something to prove to him that you aren't lying. You grab his dick, careful not to hurt him because he was already sensitive from the previous orgasm.
He hiss at that then kiss you quickly before hovering over you, settling between your legs as he positioned his cock at your entrance after rubbing it over your clit. Then he entered you slowly while pampering your face with kisses. You let out a silenced scream because it was too much for you but he hold you on place, calming you down, makes sure you were okay, that you weren't feeling any discomfort.
"Baby, I'm going to move now" he warned you before he started moving ever so slowly. His every thrust were agonisingly slow, you can feel every girth, every vein on his cock, every thrust were so intense that you hold onto him tightly, feeling overwhelmed by it.
The whole thing was so intimate that for a moment you thought that your relationship with him was okay, that nothing happened between you two, that he still loves you.
But you know better than anyone that it's not true,
That he is not yours anymore,
That he cheated on you,
That he choose another women over you,
That he doesn't love you anymore.
His deep thrust were able to pull you out if your thoughts. He then noticed tears in your eyes and it makes his eyes softer, he gently place his hand on you cheek and pull you into a kiss. This kiss wasn't anything aggressive or hungry rather it was slow and full of love, you thought.
All of these were pushing you close to your another orgasm. Then he place his hand on your clit and you almost let out a scream at that. He buried his face into the crook of your neck as he goes as deep as possible while rubbing at your bud, he swiftly lift one of your legs and push it to your chest, supporting it on his shoulder then he hit that certain place inside of you again and you felt your orgasm approaching you in a split second.
"ah fuck, yes! yes! K-keep going Jungkook!" then before you know it, it hit you with full force. You literally cry out at the intensity of it and you felt like you were going to pee at some moment but that's exactly not the case.
You squirt. You fucking squirt. When it first hit Jungkook's chest, he was confused then he pull him self off from you, sitting on his knees to see it. "Shit" was the only word which come out of his mouth. You clench around him uncontrollably which makes his movements shudder.
After, what felt like hours when you come back to your senses, you look at Jungkook who was looking at you in awe.
"You squirt, baby! That was so fucking hot of you" again started thrusting slowly into you but you knew he was close so you started clenching hard while grab his hair and tug on it as he groan in your neck. You started kissing down his neck while squeezing his asscheek with your hand which make his cock throb.
With some more thrust, he came, moaning your name in your ear, make you full yet again with his cum.
You both stay still there, sweaty body's clinging to each other as you both tried to catch your breath. He didn't let go of you, holding you tightly as he said-
"I love you, ____. No matter what, I'll still love you"
Lair!
You want nothing but to slap him hard on his face but the way he said it, there's a longing in his voice like he's afraid of loosing you. those words makes the tears fall from your eyes which had gathered on your waterline. You let yourself cry into his arms one last time and he did the same too.
You were surprised to find out that he was crying too. The tears damping the side of your hair and neck
Why is he crying? Does he regrets all of those things he has done to you?
Well, it doesn't matter now. Nothing matters anymore.
You separate yourself from him, without saying anything you head straight to the washroom.
After coming back, you found Jungkook staring at one your pictures which was settled on the nightstand. His cheeks were strained with tears From crying, you noticed. Then he looks at you. there's so much vulnerability in his eyes, he looks helpless.
But again, what's done is done.
You go back to him to show the very much video where he was fucking her behind your back.
"Can you figure out who this people are?" he looks at you confused and took the phone from you.
Upon seeing the video, he immediately knew what this video was about. His eyes widened like he just witnessed some ghost. He just stared at it, couldn't even able to say anything.
You scratch your phone out of his hands which makes him look at your direction. You saw complete horror in his eyes.
"W-where did you find it?" you scoff at that. "Seriously Jungkook? Oh wait, there's more" you play that call recording where they both were fucking each other while you were on the phone. This makes his eyes grow more wider. He was in complete state of shock. He couldn't understand how do you get the video and a call recording? Fuck that's even more messed up!
"Wh- no wait! At least give me a chance to explain ____" he tried to hold your hand but you shove him away from you.
"Why Jungkook? Didn't I tell you at the very beginning that if you fell in love with other person, you'll tell me then and there and I'll leave without any question? Didn't I?" your voice got slightly high at the end, you were still trying to control your composer as you said those words calmly, without any emotion in it.
It hurts Jungkook, hurts him so much about how cold your voice sounds, how your eyes has turned emotionless. He knows it's not easy to make you mad or upset but when you got mad or hurt, you turn into a completely different person. An emotionless, cold hearted person which he never want to see but here he was standing who was the very much reason behind your current state.
Seeing how much he has hurt you, hurts him too but it's too much late to realize that.
There was tears in his eyes as he begged you to listen to him, to at least give him a chance to explain.
"What's there to explain? You've already betrayed me, betrayed my trust. Do you think I'll believe whatever the shit you're trying to tell me? It's over, Jungkook. There's nothing left to explain or hear"
You slither at him with those words, even though you have a hard gaze, there's still tears in your eyes and you hated that.
Upon hearing those words, he gave up. The hot tears streaming down his face as he still tried to rush to you to stop you from leaving. You were about to open the door but he push it close, not letting you go yet.
"Please, I didn't want this to end this way ____, I-"
"But you wanted this to end. Good for you it finally does"
You said those words while looking straight into his eyes, at this moment you weren't able to hold back your tears any longer. Jungkook was already crying.
"Oh and whatever happened between us few minutes ago, I did that because you claim that I was not enough as a girlfriend and I was unable to take care of your needs, that I've never made you feel good the way she does, so gotta prove that statement wrong. Other than that, it was nothing" you said the sentence which he told her in that video, he remembers that. It makes his heart ache with more pain.
He wanted to tell you that it's not true,
That you were enough.
That you were more then enough.
That he still loves you.
That he never wanted this to end.
"no- wait it's not-" he tried for the last time but you beat him to that, already opening the door to leave.
Before you can leave, both of you come face to face the girl who steal your boyfriend from you and he let it happen.
Oh, what a drama.
She was shocked to see you there.
"What are you doing here?" there's venom in her voice as she asked you with so much hatred.
"I should be the one asking that to you, Yeri" you throw back at her. It shocked her that you remember her name and the way you say those words so confidently.
"Really? Oh wait, so you were the one sending those pictures to threatened me, huh?" she first scoff then said the last words loudly, nearly screaming at you. She had the audacity to grab your arm and harshly pulling at it.
Jungkook stands there dumbfounded, didn't know exactly what was going on. You know Yeri? And what pictures?
"You're lucky that you're the only one who received those pictures otherwise you won't be able to show your face to anyone again. Let me tell you one thing- stay out of my way unless you want to make your own life living hell" you said those curtly, staring back at her with emotionless eyes as you give her maniacing smile at the end. That must make her nervous because the next thing she does was that she push you back suddenly as she mouthed a "you bitch" and make you lose your balance but you were able to regain the balance yourself on time.
The thing you did next shocked both of them. You slapped her across her face, hard. Hard enough to leave mark there as she stumble on her feet and about to fall but Jungkook prevented that from happening.
You were fuming with anger at this point but then again Jungkook made you realize that you can never take her place, you can never be a good girlfriend to him, you can never be enough for him. His next words left yourself completely broken and numb from the inside.
"Please ____, she's pregnant" he whispered those words to you, you wouldn't be able to hear him if the atmosphere wasn't this much silent.
He looked at you for one last time and you did the same, both of your eyes were teary, the only difference was his eyes hold helplessness and longing in them and yours hold unbearable pain and hatred.
At that moment, he knew he completely lost you for forever. You walk away from him far and far away and he wasn't able to do a single thing.
This is how your beautiful relationship torn apart at the end.
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