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I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY...BRO HE CALLED ME "MINE!"šš¤© AHHHH!

I seriously don't know how to respond...like...wow...

My honest reaction:š¤£






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Cheerleader
Summary: Steveās feeling neglected by his parents, but his girlfriendās always right there to cheer him up.

Steve Harrington x female OC pairing
warnings: angst, allusions to sexual activity, mushy fluff
a/n: requested by the lovely @casaharrington . This took me forever and a day to finish, but I hope it was worth the wait!
Steve didnāt know why he expected anything from his father or where that tiny sliver of faith he had in him came from. His father had never given Steve much. Any small promise Mr. Harrington tossed at his son fell empty. In hindsight, Steve should have known that his father couldnāt be bothered to get involved in his life a long time before he actually did learn. Probably should have learned his lesson the day his Dad shirked his third grade Career Day and left Steve feeling embarrassed and unimportant. Then, his eight-year-old mind couldnāt fathom that, maybe, he really was unimportant in his fatherās mind.
Now, although on the cusp of adulthood, Steve clung still onto that little shard of ignorance like a stubborn child might refuse to sleep without their safety blanket. Not once- not even when he outplayed several upperclassman for his spot on the varsity team as a freshman- had either of his parents bothered to actually watch their son in action. It had only ever mildly disappointed him before, so why did he care so much now? Why had he allowed himself to think that tonight would be any different?
Steve was used to Dad disappointing him. He eventually came to the bitter conclusion that until he no longer served as a disappointment to him, he would be disappointed in return.
Half-heartedly tossing a ball back and forth with Todd Ackerman, Steve tried his best to keep his pregame spirits high. The surrounding bleachers slowly filled with his peers and people from across Hawkins who came to cheer on one player or another. Although surrounded by people, Steve had never felt lonelier as he realized that his parents were nowhere in sight.
Steve only partly listened to Toddās attempts at small talk. His mangled mind mistook the concern in his friendās brow as an echo of the disappointed scowl he received from across the dinner table the night before. For someone who he saw so little of, his father sure took up some prime real estate in Steveās insecurities.
He thought over the previous nightās dinner conversation. Steve replayed the scene in his mind while going through the motions of warmup.
āSo, Dad. Weāre playing Northern tomorrow,ā he had said casually.
Steve forked absently at his peas, craving some form of praise. With Billy Hargrove benched after an altercation on the court, he finally felt like he was back at the top of something.
Between his lackluster transcript and last yearās fall from social grace after his falling out with Tommy and Carol, Steve Harrington felt like an entirely different person from the King Steve he once was. The new Steve didnāt command attention from those around him, and often didnāt get any in turn. Secretly, though, he had hoped that generalization excluded what he did on the court.
After all, Steve didnāt think he was good at much. He accepted that his essays were subpar at best and that his jealousy often interfered with his relationships, but he counted on sports as the one thing that he was really good at.
From across the mahogany table, his Father merely huffed in acknowledgement. Nervous, Steve pressed the matter further.
āAre you coming, uh, to the game? Itās tomorrowā
His father paused momentarily, cocked an eyebrow, and promptly returned to his dinner plate:
āWeāll see, Steven.ā
The words rang around Steveās head like a prayer. It wasnāt much, but it wasnāt a no. He just really wanted to prove himself. What better way than to score the winning shot against Hawkinsā biggest rival?
āHarrington!ā
āHm, yeah?ā
āCāmon! Letās get out there and kick some Titan ass!ā
As the cheerleaders assembled on the sidelines, tossing around green and white pom-poms, Bethany found herself distracted by the sullen demeanor of her boyfriend. She frowned. Steve always seemed in his element at games. Something was off today, though.
He scanned the crowd as a last ditch effort to find his father. Instead, Beth, standing in the center of it all, caught his eye and broke into a grin sweet enough to warm Steveās cold spirits, if only a little. She looked adorable in her cheerleading uniform; he liked her in green. Her blonde locks were curled and pulled half-up into a dark jade bow. Altogether, that pretty little skirt and that smile he loved so much which always tasted like strawberry, it sent a spark of white heat up Steveās spine with the notion of what he wanted to do to her- with her- later, when he got her alone.
Momentarily, Steve forgot all about the new promise his father had broken. He started the game with a smile, comforted in part by the knowledge that Beth would cheer him on just a little bit louder than the other cheerleaders.
Despite the heavy pump of adrenaline dispersing through his veins, Steve fell from his excitement pretty soon after sinking the final, victorious shot of the game. It took one glance over the bleachers to confirm his fears. His heart sank. Dad never showed. Wiping sweat from his brow, Steve wanted little more than to retreat to the locker room for a pity party in the showers.
The warm reception he received from his teammates and friends, instead of fulfilling that gap of loneliness he felt like it usually did, only made him feel even more miserable. The Pope himself could congratulate Steve on yet another win and it wouldnāt mean a damn thing unless it was coming from his old man, too.
He made his way through the wave of gratitude with only half a heart. Part of him knew he should have been just as excited as the rest of the team, - maybe even more so- and yet Steve wasnāt looking any more forward to the Playoffs he had just guaranteed them a spot in than he might like one of his motherās stuffy dinner parties.
Steve dragged his feet to the locker room, stalling before the inevitability cold return home. He could already picture his father perched on his living chair, unphased by his entrance, not caring or not knowing how his son felt, or perhaps swept away from Hawkins on another last-minute business trip. His bruised ego tempted him with the half-used bottle of tequila he kept under his bed and a night in with his sorrow.
No sooner had Steve revamped his beeline for the showers than Todd flagged him down in the hall. Amy, the redhead he recognized as one of Bethās girl friends hung off of him, giggling softly.
āHey, man. Reed is throwing a party to celebrate. You in?ā
āMaybe Iāll drop by later.ā
āOh, all right. Great game, Harrington!ā
āThanks. You tooā
He watched his friend disappear down the hallway with a sigh. A party sounded like the last thing he needed. Steve didnāt feel much like celebrating tonight. Heād rather just drink alone in his room. No matter how many winning shots or passes Steve pulled off, it was never enough. He didnāt feel good enough for his own father. How pathetic was that?
āSteve!ā
The familiar voice lifted his spirits some. Steve turned his head to find Beth, her golden hair reflecting off the cheap fluorescent lighting like an angelās halo, standing with her arms wrapped around herself. She exhaled slowly.
āWhatās wrong? Is it your Dad again?ā
She hadn't needed an answer. One of the many things Beth loved so much about Steve was his deep sense of loyalty, of faith. His father and, in her complacency, his mother, too, were the Ā anomaly that made Steveās greatest asset also his Achilles heel. Beth already knew the answer.
āI just,ā he exhaled. Steve tugged at his sticky-sweat hair, kicking his feet against the wall for good measure. He knew he likely looked like a toddler midway through a temper tantrum, but Steve couldnāt be bothered to care.
Hell, he thought bitterly. Maybe I really should just start breaking shit. Thatāll get his attention!
Steve, however, had already tried acting out to grab his Dadās attention. It failed when he punched Johnny Cross right in the nose for no real reason, when a five-person party turned his backyard into a possible crime scene, and again when he took the blame for Tommy H and Carolās obscene spray paint job on the Hawk.
When the police started asking questions about Barbara Holland a year ago, most of Steve felt a deep fear of his fatherās punishment. The vulnerable parts of him, on the other hand, felt a demented delight in the attention it earned him- even if it was for all the wrong reasons.
āāMy father is-ā
āAn asshole. I know. So youāve said.ā
Beth approached him slowly. She glanced up at him, her eyes soft with concern. Despite the height difference, Steve slouched easily into her touch.
āWhat did he do now, Steve?ā
She grabbed at his hands, squeezing them in reassurance. Just her presence made Steve feel touched by angel. Bits of heaven dripped from her fingertips, her lips, and in her embrace Steve finally felt worthy of something ethereal. In the simple shine of love in her eyes, he finally saw a boy worthy of something as holy as her golden heart. She might not have been perfect, either, but Steve really thought she was an angel sent for him. It didnāt matter what his father, or anyone else for that matter, thought of Steve Harrington as long as Bethany Sullivan looked at him in that way that made him feel invincible. Steve swore that was why Beth was his saving grace.
āHe promised⦠um, I thought he was coming to the game. He lied to me. Jesus, I mean, I bet he doesnāt even remember there is a game tonight! Am I really so unloveable that my even my own Father doesnāt want to be seen with me? I wasnāt good enough for Nancy-ā
āHow can you say that?ā
Bethās heart dropped down to the floor, beaten and deflated by the sight of her goofy boy so downtrodden. She always understood that Steve and his parents had a cold, complicated relationship, but she never imagined that it hurt him so badly.
āCome on, Beth. It has to be me, right? Everyoneās always leaving me. Nancy, Mom and Dad, my old friends⦠This feels like one hell of a coincidenceā
Steve tried to swallow past the gumball lump in his throat. He didnāt want to cry in front of Beth. Not because he saw it as a sign of weakness, but in compliance with the tiny voice in the back of his mind- his Fatherās voice- that told him that she would only find it pathetic and leave him, too.
Rubbing stray tears into the pad of her thumbs, Beth cupped her hands to his cheeks and held his gaze firmly on her. She had to lift up on the balls of her feet to reach his eye level, but Beth didnāt waver one bit.
āThatās not true, Steve. Nancy just didnāt know what she wanted. I do think she should have handled it a little differently, but I know she didnāt intend for any of that to happen. You did the right thing by telling Tommy and Carol to shove it. I never liked them. Not since 1972, when Carol ruined my favorite dress and Tommy told the whole class I kissed him behind the swing sets-ā
āI remember that,ā he says. Steveās eyes lit up slightly at the memory.
If being abandoned was a series of coincidences in Steve's life, then his run-ins with Beth as kids was another. The pair were friends in preschool; Beth was pretty sure her Mother still had that framed photo of them squished cheek-to-cheek hanging in the hallway. Steve remembered perhaps more than Beth did. Years later, when asked, he might cheekily remark that he gave her his heart as a gap toothed six-year-old and he never truly needed it back.
āMs. Gardner gave me a time out for cutting off Carolās ponytail. And I swear Tommy was sneezing sand for weeks after you pushed him-!ā
She calmed her laughter, rolling her lips nervously inward. Beth stroked his cheek in soothing circles. Her emotions teetered somewhere between a cry and a laugh.
āYouāve always wanted your Dad to be someone he isnāt, Steve. Even back then, as kidsā¦
She sighed.
In his mind's eye, Steve saw Beth again as the bright-eyed girl who, back in grade school, silently wiped his tears and offered up her last cookie just to see him smile. His heart swelled with undeniable love for her just as it had then.
āLook, Iām not defending him. In fact, I think he needs a reality check himself, but I just want you to look at this in a different way. Your father, his actions- they donāt reflect on you. You are a good person, Steve. The fact that your Father didnāt want to be here tonight doesnāt mean that youāve done something wrong or that you arenāt enough. It means that he doesnāt even realize what an amazing son heās got. And I feel sorry for him.
āYour Dad being gone doesnāt have anything to do with you. It says a whole lot more about him than it does about you. You know that, donāt you?ā
He hadn't considered the possibility, but Beth made it sound clear as day. Thinking, he rested his chin atop her head, arms scooping her closer. His bottom lip trembled. He didnāt deserve her.
āDo you really mean all that?ā
āOf course I do, Steveā
She flattened her chin against his chest and held his gaze with doe eyes full of sincerity and raw love. He looked hopeful, enamored with her. Steve ran his fingers through her silky hair, a sad smile on his lips.
āI donāt deserve you, Bethany Sullivan.ā
āI love you, Steve Harrington, so thatās just too bad. Youāre stuck with me now. I can be your own personal cheerleaderā
He hummed from deep within his chest, smiling devilishly, and pulled her into into a kiss that said everything Steve didnāt know how to. The kiss was mostly soft whimpers and gnashing teeth, hands much too grabby for a public place. Steve pulled away, hands balling up the hem of her skirt.
Beth pulled from his embrace and sauntered down the corridor towards the showers before he even registered the loss of touch. Grinning, he called out to her:
āSo, does that mean youāll keep the uniform on tonight?ā
āOh, shut up!ā
He jogged to keep up, his parents the last thing on his mind.
āThatās not a no!ā
Steve quipped in return. She thrust her middle finger upwards, but offered a cheeky wink as she led him into the nearly abandoned locker room.
āCāmon, lover boy. Letās get you cleaned up.ā
Steve scrambled to follow her. For the first time all night, he finally felt like a winner. His father might not have believed in him, but Beth sure did.






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Ngl seeing those titles of the fics makes me want to kiss your sexy brain š you have my full support, I love reading all kinds of genres including dark and ive read many but somehow yours account to greater than most in my opinion. Sorry to hear you've had a rough time recently, I hope and wish you ease and full recovery š take all the time, fics can come and go, but we need you to stay šš
oh, everyone is talking about titles but I didn't release any š you mean the little ridiculous summaries I posted honey? ahshdhdhd š
good to know I can be unhinged here āļø hahah, I love you, seriously thank you so much, your words mean so much to me and I am so grateful for that š„¹
Oh shit my bad š I meant the summaries!! I love you too šĀ honestly here for all the crazy and unhinged šāāļø you're very welcome! You deserve to hear it š thats cuteee and I would like to be tagged as softie š„ŗš
PLEASE, no worries love literally everyone called it titles, haha, easier that way š
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Benjamin Fairest or Soft!boyfriend from Friday Night Funkin soft mod. I made a regular art of him then used that to make the digital art. Hope you like it.
Next up is Soft!Pico
I know for sur hobie likes to have his back scratched for him and he's super obnoxious about it, maybe a small prompt on that, I'd die if you did it šš©·
omg anon your mind >>> i love this so much, like i view hobie as such a cuddlebug already but back scratches in particular??? his bread and butter fr.
he totally lives for a back scratch, heās like a catšš

imagine youāre just chilling in your room, not actually watching some random show and he comes in through the window and heās got his bag slung over this shoulder so he can spend the night
imagine his voice as he greets you with a āāey, loveā and itās sounds all rough and deep but his tone is so soft and gentle because heās talking to his girl
imagine how heāll melt into your touch when you trail your hand up and down his strong back, nails lightly scratching the surface and it feels so so good on his skin
imagine hobie, who buries his face in your chest, and is perfectly at peace for once and at home in your arms
imagine hobie who mumbles and wiggles a bit whenever you stop scratching his back, who will pull your hand back and put it where he wants you to scratch
imagine hobie who falls asleep when you scratch just right even though he denied being tired just five minutes ago
imagine hobie who loves back scratches from you



comforting jimin gifs āļø -> 1/āĀ
I like this, I wanna be this š„°
Husband Ghost who is obsessed with his wife. He refuses to tell her no, whatever his wife wants, she gets. Anything she even mentions wanting ends up in their shared home. She mentions a beautiful cookware set, she finds it in the cabinets later that week. She complains that her nails are grown out, later her nail tech calls and says that Ghost has paid for a years worth of nail appointments (with tip). Anything to make his wife smile
When Ghost is home his wife doesn't have to lift a finger. He loves the idea of a "traditional marriage" but he's actually a traditional man. He comes home and and does any repairs you need on the house. He's going to buy groceries, doing car maintenance, landscaping the lawn, doing the laundry. Anything his little wifey needs.
Any hobbies she has are always encouraged and paid for by Ghost. Constantly sending packages full of cooking supplies, yarn, stationary, and paints to the house while he's gone. He always wears the things she makes for him. They are bundled in blankets she knitted while eating brownies she baked. All while you are going through the scrapbook you had made while he was on deployment.
He refuses to argue with his wife. A firm believer in "happy wife, happy life". Anything his wifey doesn't like or want to do doesn't happen. She doesn't like his tie, he's changing. She doesn't feel like going out, he's helping her out of her dress and making them hot cocoa. Nothing she can do can upset him. He's so in love with her that anything she does is perfect to him.

HE DID IT!!!!!








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