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Crowley and Rowena

I don't understand how some people can like Rowena but not Crowley. They're literally the same. Like mother like son sort of thing.

They were both terrible parents. I think Rowena, directly or indirectly, caused Crowley/Fergus to become an alcoholic

And they were both the sort of enemies-to-friends with the Winchesters.

And don't even get me /started/ on how they died

LIKE?????

And also, the fact neither of them can say 'i love you' or admit to caring about someone

Also, this part with Rowena where she explains why she didn't love Crowley as a child - makes no sense. Or maybe it makes perfect sense. Because after she left him, she loved a boy like her own son. Even though she swore not to love again.

Surprisingly, i've seen a lot of people favour Rowena over Crowley for what he's done.

What some fail to understand, however, is that they're so similar, they are the same character in different fonts.

Think about it - power hungry, ruled over Hell for some time, terrible parents, pretend not to care, had an affair with an angel briefly (Crowley an Cas not confirmed, but i think Crowley might have attempted to, and there's Rowena and Gabriel in case someone forgot) (and they bought flirt with Cas), also the fact they sacrificed themselves for the Winchesters even after they hated them and worked against them in the beginning... I could probably go on.

Crowley and Castiel would be friends I think

look how sad and pathetic cas looks after metatron tells him dean is dead. god

I wake up to rant about my favourite little guys to only find out that everyone else is asleep✌️😔

Doing the Spnblr night shift (being a Supernatural blogger not living in the US)

So, I was on my daily re-watch of 15x08 and I got to the part of the episode where they catch Michael and do their whole interrogation scene. Was watching the part where Dean starts saying to Adam “There’s nothing we can say to fix that-” and then Adam gives him the look and says “How about, I’m sorry” yes yes very sad, but I’m about to make it hurt more.

I noticed that Adam dead-stares Dean in this scene, when Michael puts him in control earlier in the scene he’s like normal Adam, fair-going and happiy-ish. But when it gets to this part he just looses all that and just lets his words really get through to Dean (and Sam off screen).

But then Dean does this little pull back thing and call me crazy but that totally looks like the classic ‘Dean, I can’t admit my actual feelings, Winchester’ face.

Taking in Adam’s words face:

Realising he can’t say I’m sorry face:

Don’t get me wrong, I do think Sam and Dean regret leaving Adam in the cage but they’ve forgotten about him, or at least they thought he died in the cage but it’s only now that Adam is actually here in front of them that they want to do the morally ‘right’ thing and say sorry. But they can’t, not truthfully, because Adam will always be a reminder that John Winchester failed them at being a parent. That he was unfaithful to them and Mary and lied to them everyday.

So that’s Dean’s realisation in this moment right. And Adam probably saw that realisation by looking at Dean’s face. But then before he can say anything else Michael forcefully takes the front seat again.

I mean look at this sequence:

“Enough.”

Mans is in distress

And the fact that we haven’t seen Michael take control of their body like this before, never this aggressively anyway, leads me to think that something is different about this moment.

My guess is that when Adam realised Dean wasn’t going to apologise and own up for his and Sam’s actions, he got this overwhelming wave of emotion. Mainly disappointment, he knew that his brothers were awful and doesn’t forgive them for leaving him behind but he was willing to. He was willing to get some closure about their actions but they weren’t, and that’s hurts. Michael probably saw these thoughts, heard them, heard exactly how much underlying anger and pain that Adam had been hiding and it was all just now bubbling to the surface.

So Michael - the notoriously emotionally stunned Archangel he is, who already hated Dean viscerally - quickly wanted to calm Adam down and ease the pain that was going to explode any second but now Dean’s upsetting Adam!? Michael probably freaked and just shoved Adam to the back seat while he took control. Which is why his reaction was so extra because he didn’t tell Adam he was taking over he just did. Because he didn’t want Adam to hurt anymore than he already has.

Like even Dean knew something was up, he looks them up and down and turns away like “nah, Adam’s boyfriend gone crazy y’all I’m out”