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The Angel Dust Birthday Smut is in the making :) Hope you all are ready

Shhh, they're asleep 🤫

(I'm already starting to think about the name of the story, I'll tell you soon ;))

Yoooo idk who actually reads my posts of follows me but here’s a short draft of a short story I’m writing about a mother who gives birth to a baby she hates. Kinda projecting my pregnancy fear and hatred into this whole thing but whatever enjoy my shitty writing!

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I feel the absolute deepest of hatred for you. Every single atom that makes up your existence fills me with seething rage. You were not meant to exist. You were not meant for this world. Your hands too tiny to hold, your eyes clouded like blind slime coated frog, your ratty black hair slicked down by the mucus covering your fat pink body. Like a newborn piglet, just with no beneficial reasons to let you grow. I hate you. If you held any resemblance to me I may have held some sympathy for your anguished screams, but you don’t. You look like the man who held me against the concrete pavement, ripping away my clothes to insert his disgusting sweaty penis. I guess our only similarity is he too ignored my pained whaling. Though I despise you with my entire being I keep thinking of what could have been, oh how unlucky you are. I doubt there is a god. If there was he must be the cruelest of them all to have placed your soul in this shell of a shrivelled screaming fleshy sack of bones to be raised by a mother who shivers in disgust at the mere thought of you. You were inside me, eating away my body, my mind, for not giving you what you want. What a disgusting parasite. That is what you are. The fact that you were actually inside me, my body, growing limbs and moving, makes the acid churn in my stomach and burn up my throat to exit my body via my mouth. my body is trying to purge itself of any trace of your disease ridden touch. If it weren’t for that greasy fat fuck and my Jesus’ dick sucking mothers beatings I would have given you a merciful death. You wouldn’t even have known, you wouldn’t’ve had a conscious mind to fathom pain. But now that you are here I am forced to watch you exist. Waste my life away to care for you, to pretend to care for you.

I despise you.

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So yeah! That’s basically what I have so far for the very beginning of the story. I kinda have this whole thing where the mothers name is never mentioned and is only ever referred to as the babies mother or in passing when the babies name is said. which further pushes the whole hatred and identity crisis.

I do need a name for the baby though. I was thinking maybe an invasive plant or animal to kinda be on theme as the mother views the baby as a parasite that’s infested her life.

I also want her to have obvious mummy issues. When mentioning the grandmother I will also not use a name as she only refers to her as mother kinda to mirror how she views herself like her own mother now that she has given birth. Have a whole part where she thinks about how she understands why her mother hates her.

The mothers name isn’t said until the very end of the book where she rids herself of her title to represent her finally moving on.

This story isn’t gonna have a happy ending.

"They found him amongst the flowers..."

This is Tully but since he hasn't told anyone what is name actually is, people just call him "Lei" (meaning "Flower" or "Child").

I adore my sweet summer child and his asshole of a trashcoon (with whom I still need to think of a name for) - they won't stop biting people.

I edited Sages design, and I made her some friends! I plan on making a webcomic for them someday in the future once I improve more on my art

These three above are the main characters, but they will get more people joining their little group as I have them move through their story!

Edit: These designs are mainly concepts for the main three; They may change in future drawings as I figure out the characters' personalities and their lore

I have a winner!

Also all the characters have living families, it's just that Sage is the only one who has a hateful family