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Stealing hoodies

Felix x reader

Summary: You always ask Felix before stealing a hoodie, even if he has told you that there’s no reason to ask. But, in fact, there is one.

Genre: Fluff af        

Warnings: None

Word count: 253

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"Can I steal this hoodie from you, please?" You asked Felix, your voice making his head snap up to look at you. He smiled and nodded his head 'yes' and watched you wear it immediately.

"You know you don't have to ask me every time, right?" He said and you nodded plopping next to him on the bed avoiding his gaze. "I know, but you always smile cutely when I ask and I like to see your smile" you admitted but refused to look anywhere near his face. He chuckled at your shyness, his hand reaching your chin softly turning your head towards him, your eyes still anywhere but his eyes.

"Look at me angel," he asked and you slowly moved your gaze towards his eyes. "You make me smile all the time. You make me smile when you steal my hoodies, you make me smile when you do as much as breathe" he paused to cradle your face in his hands "and you make me smile by just existing in my life. I love you so much, angel" he said and before you could react, he connected his soft lips on yours, your heart skipping a beat as if it was the first time he kissed you.

No matter how many years pass, you were sure he'd still have this effect on you, because your love for him is bigger than anything you've felt before, it's stronger than anything and you're sure you will feel like this for the rest of your life.

[5:15 PM]

"Y/N, you have to tell me what's wrong. I can't do anything unless I know, please," felix begs, hands gripping your shoulders tight as he stares at you. "I'm really worried about you."

"lix," you mumble, unable to face him so you face the floor instead. you can still feel him staring but you know if you look up and see the worry in his eyes, you'll crumble right then and there and he'll have to deal with a sad, crying mess.

he knows you're not going to explain until you're ready, and he respects that you need time, so he just pulls you in for a hug and stays silent. you stay like that for a good five minutes, just holding each other close as you breathe in his comforting scent, until you're finally ready to explain.

"honestly, I don't know what's wrong. I don't know anything. It's just so much and it's nothing at the same time and I just-" you let out a heavy sigh. "I don't know."

he leans back to look at you, but your eyes are red and teary so you press your face against his chest to hide. he lifts a hand to gently rub your back as he contemplates what you said.

"I get it. That's okay, take your time to figure it out. I'm here for you," he reassures you, and something about his tone tells you he understands what you mean more than you might have expected. "I'll be here until you feel better."

suddenly, you're unable to hold back your sobs. you cry into the soft fabric of his pastel sweater and he only holds you tighter, whispering sweet affirmations and telling you it'll all be okay in time.

"but what if I never do?" you whimper against his shoulder, taking deep breaths as you tremble. for a second, you're not sure if he even heard you until he hums curiously.

"what if I never feel better?" you explain softly, and even you are slightly surprised by how broken you sound.

in the earliest hours of the morning, when you're awake after yet another sleepless night, the possibility that things might never get better gnaws away at your hope for a happy future and sends you spiralling into panic and confusion. even now, you feel your heart pound anxiously at the idea, but felix's arms wrapped tight around you manage to calm your mind at least a bit.

"well," he starts, gently petting your head to comfort you, "in that case, I promise I'll be by your side through it all."

you want to ask why he would do so much for you, you want to doubt his honesty because people have said that before and proceeded to leave you when things got hard, but something about felix makes you want to trust him with your whole heart anyway. maybe you're naive, and maybe it's partially due to the way his voice gives you butterflies when he speaks softly in your ear, but he feels safe and you want to let him make you feel better without shying away, just this once.

so instead of pushing him away, you take another deep breath and rest your head against his chest again. "okay. thank you, lix."