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Every Word.
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It was three o'clock in the morning, and you still couldn't sleep.
Taehyung, your best friend of seven years was planning on proposing to his girlfriend of three years tonight...
It made you sick to your stomach to know that leech was getting your best friend to be hers for the rest of their lives, but you couldn't say anything. Taehyung would defend her till the day he died.
He loved so strongly, and so purely that it broke your heart every day that he was with her and not you...
You had loved him for so long and so deeply that every time you watched him kiss her your heart would shatter into pieces. But you were silent and supported him. You were there whenever they got into a fight and he needed to stay away for a few days to clear his head.
You were almost certain he had some sort of inkling that you liked him, but you knew he wasn't aware of the extent that you loved him. He was so oblivious, he really was. But it was one of the many things you loved about him.
As much as you didn't want to, you imagined what it would be like if you were the one he was proposing to tonight, and not that slimy bitch that was only with him for the money.
Your mind started to picture the dinner that you would be on, and how romantic it would all be. He'd have laid out rose petals, even though they make you sneeze horrendously. You'd order the cheapest thing on the menu, even though he would tell you it was fine to get whatever you wanted.
The waiter would bring out champagne glasses and there would be something inside of yours.
A beautiful ring that would be perfectly suited to your tastes and had everything you loved about jewelry in it. Your heart would melt and you'd say yes in an instant.
But it wasn't you that was getting the ring tonight.
It was her...
Someone who didn't even remotely deserve the light that was Taehyung. He was too good for you, you didn't need to remind yourself of that, but still... It was nice to imagine you could have him.
In your dreams the two of you were happy together, and he realized that you had loved him for years. He would reward you with all of his love and more. Giving you everything you could have ever wanted from him.
His attention.
His affection.
His love.
That's all you wanted. You just wanted him to care for you the same way you did for him. It was a silly notion, but how could you not daydream when your heart was breaking? You had a right to drift right now.
The last text that he sent you was at midnight when he said he was about to give her the ring. You wished him luck and told him you were sending good luck his way.
Obviously she had said yes...
She must have.
Although it was weird for Taehyung not to call you after something big like that had happened.
You imagined her with that ring sitting on her finger and your stomach twisted. You knew she was too shallow to have her own children, you had no doubt she had lied to Tae about how badly she wanted to be a mother so she could get in his pants as soon as possible to get him hooked on her.
Just as a pit of jealously was winding up in your stomach, there was a knock at the door.
You jumped and held onto your blankets tightly.
Who would be here so early?
Maybe it was Jungkook. He probably partied too late and needed a couch to crash on for the night. You were in some satin pajamas, thinking about how Taehyung would react to seeing you in them, but, Jungkook literally couldn't care less.
You walked out into the living room and pulled your slippers on before heading towards the door.
The door knob was cold in your hand as you twisted it to reveal who wanted your attention this early in the morning.
However, it wasn't Jungkook standing there like you had suspected.
Taehyung was stood there, reeking of alcohol and had tear stains and puffy red eyes. He looked like shit.
A gasp came out of your mouth before you quickly pulled him inside and took his jacket off.
"Tae! What the hell happened to you, are you alright?" You asked placing your hands on his cheeks to look at his face.
"She... She said no, ___. And she dumped me flat. I've given her so much and she just threw me away like a piece of garbage... You were right about her... You said you didn't like her very much but you supported my dumbass..."
He was slurring and you knew he was hammered. You helped him to the couch and got him settled before running to the kitchen to get him medicine for the morning and a lot of water.
Taehyung hadn't moved and he was shaking like he had started to cry again.
He was a very emotional person, and to see him so upset hurt you deeply. Taehyung didn't deserve to be so emotionally damaged by that bitch. You handed him the bottle of water and sat down next to him, ready to hear the story.
"What did that cunt do to you?" You growled, wiping some of the tears from his puffy cheeks.
He hiccuped before starting his story. "She seemed off when she walked in... I thought she wasn't feeling well, so I asked. She told me she wasn't feeling it between us anymore. I pulled out the ring and showed it to her, hoping that maybe seeing how serious I was about her would change her mind. She shook her head and said no, then left me there without a shred of dignity left. She played me like a violin. I've never felt so wrecked...."
You wrapped him up in your arms and rubbed his back soothingly, hoping to ebb some of the pain for him. You'd never wanted to harm someone so badly in your entire life. That bitch was dead meat if you ever saw her again. To hurt Taehyung in anyway was bad, but to deny him something when she had been leading him by a collar for three years was just ridiculous.
Taehyung and buried his face into your neck and was sniffling like a sad child.
Your hear ached and you wanted to cry for him, seeing how hurt he truly was. You pulled back and wiped his tears and made him drink some of the water you'd gotten for him.
He did so slowly.
You couldn't help but get a little excited as you watched his adam's apple bob up and down as he drank. You felt disgusted with yourself, but, attraction didn't seem to halt in bad situations.
Taehyung managed to finish the bottle, so you let him lie his head in your lap. It was something the two of you did for each other when one of you felt horrible or needed comforting. You played with his hair and tried to get him to go to sleep.
The emotions were getting to you and exhaustion was creeping into your bones. If you were tired you didn't want to think about how Taehyung felt right now.
He had his hand on your thigh, slowly rubbing it like a comfort to himself.
Suddenly, Taehyung spoke.
"____, do you love me?"
Your heart stopped and you choked on air.
"O-Of course I love you Tae, you're my best friend."
"Not like that, do you love me more than a friend?"
Could you lie to him right now? Could you lie to your best friend who was already emotionally damaged enough for one night?
Could you do that to him?
You knew the answer.
"Yes Tae, I have for a long while," you said, keeping your hand going through his hair.
"Then why didn't you tell me?" "Because there was never a good time. I thought it was just a childhood crush that would go away, but it never did. Then, you got a girlfriend and I had to keep it quiet. Believe me, I've wanted to tell you for years," you said, finally getting all of the emotions of the past seven years off your chest.
Taehyung was silent for a few moments and then got up onto his hands and knees.
You stared at him, confused by his actions.
Without any warning, Taehyung leaned in and planted his lips right on yours.
Shock flooded your body.
Taehyung was kissing you.
His mouth was on your mouth.
It felt so good, so incredibly good. But it was wrong. You put your hands on his shoulders and pushed, managing to get away from him. But you wanted to keep going.
Taehyung's eyes were glazed over and he looked at you with such passion that you weren't sure if it was really Taehyung looking at you or not.
"T-Tae, you're not thinking clearly right now. If you still want to talk about this in the morning then we can, but-"
"I've never fulfilled my desires with you either."
You stopped.
Your tongue had turned to lead and there was no curing it.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
Taehyung leaned over you and put his hands on either side of your head.
"Do you know how long I've kept my hands off of you? I've wanted you since we started high school. I was such a bean pole no girls wanted to fuck me, but you... You always looked at me like you wanted more from me than what you asked for. Let me give you what you want."
Your heart fluttered at those words.
He was drunk.
This wasn't Taehyung...
He probably wouldn't remember any of this in the morning.
But, the rising heat between your legs was going to betray you, You had wanted him for so long and you weren't sure if you could deny Tae throwing himself at you.
"I-I'm not sure," you said with hesitance laced in your tone.
"Please," he begged. "I'll give you whatever you want, just let me be with you like this. Even if it's just once, I want to know what it's like to be with someone who actually cares about me... Please," he whispered.
Your resolve crumbled as you pressed your lips to his. You couldn't taste alcohol on his lips, so maybe he wasn't as wasted as you originally thought...
At least, that's what you were hoping for.
Taehyung forced your mouth open and laced his tongue with yours. You moaned at the intrusion but still wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him closer.
"I love what you're wearing," he gasped, playing with the fabric in between his fingers. "It'd be better on the floor though," Taehyung said with a little wink.
Heat rushed through your veins and you wanted to get to the bedroom quickly.
"Tae," you breathed in between kisses. "Bedroom."
That one word seemed to spark a fire within him as he wrapped his arms around you and lifted you into the air. You squealed and giggled as he carried you towards your room.
Taehyung kicked the door open and placed you on the bed carefully, pulling his shirt off and crawling over you a few moments later. You ran your hands down his chest and marveled at the skin. He was so toned and his skin was so soft and warm against yours that it drove you crazy. You wanted to know so badly what it would feel like pressed against your own.
You undid his belt and let it fall to the floor before focusing on kissing and biting at his neck. Every time you did Taehyung let out a delicious little moan. It egged you to continue your ministrations on his body while he mapped out your own.
Before you knew it, Taehyung was naked and the only thing separating the two of you was your underwear.
He looked at you for permission, which you gave him.
Taehyung leaned down and licked gently before pulling the material off of you. Then he leaned forward and placed his mouth on your without any warning. A shriek ripped from your body as Taehyung continued to work you with his tongue.
It was so hot.
His mouth against your core was unlike anything you'd ever experienced before. He was so talented with his mouth that you almost came right then and there, but you wanted to hold out until he was inside of you. That's all you wanted.
Taehyung seemed to get the message because soon he had removed his mouth and he was pumping his large erection while looking down at you.
His eyes still had a hazed over look, reminding you that he was drunk... He probably wasn't going to last very long, but that wasn't going to matter. You could get yourself off in the shower, as long as Taehyung fucked you once, that was going to be enough.
It would have to be.
You felt his cock rubbing against your core before pushing forward and barely giving you any time to adjust.
"Ah, Tae! Easy!" you yelped, grabbing onto his shoulder. His kissed your shoulder then up to your lips.
"Sorry, y-you feel really good, I can't help it," he moaned.
You had to agree. Tae felt amazing inside of you as well, the pain of being stretched out turning into an achy memory.
Soon he was bucking into you like a virgin. But it felt incredible. Even if Taehyung was drunk, he was still focused on making you feel good. Which was impressive to you.
It made you appreciate him even more, seeing as how almost shit faced drunk he was still focused on your pleasure over his. What a gentleman he was.
His hands were on your hips as he worked his cock in and out of you at an alarming rate. You could feel the pads of his fingers digging into your sides, but you weren't going to say anything but his name. It was the only word you could think of right now.
The faster he went, the more you thought about this experience coming to an end. The more you thought about how much of a desperate person you were right now. Letting your emotionally damaged best friend fuck you while he's drunk just because you've harbored a one sided love for him for a long time.
What the fuck was wrong with you?
The familiar burning sensation of tears welled up in your eyes and you couldn't stop them. As good as it felt to have Taehyung inside of you, you knew he was going to wake up and regret it. Whether it was because he felt like he took advantage of you, or he forced you into something that you didn't want to do. Or because he was shitfaced and he fucked someone that he really did care about.
You knew it was a mistake before he brought you to this bedroom, but it was your cross to bear.
Taehyung's thumbed wiped at your tears, much like you had done for him about an hour earlier.
"Why are you crying? Am I hurting you?" he asked, slowing his pace.
You shook your head and wiped at your tears pathetically.
"Sorry, i-it feels too good. I can't help it," you said, adding a small moan on the end of it to mask your damaged heart.
Taehyung seemed hesitant, but continued anyways.
Soon, you were screaming his name as he pounded into you dangerously, almost smacking your head into the headboard.
You gripped onto his shoulders and kissed his jaw as you felt yourself falling off the edge into the sweet arms of an orgasm.
Something that would take all of your pain away, just for a little while. You welcomed the pleasure with open arms.
Taehyung followed not long after, filling you to the brim with his cum.
He shuddered and shook against your as he finished, resting his head in the crook of your neck.
The reality of the situation hit you with full force.
You'd just had sex with your best friend.
While he was drunk.
Right after he got dumped by his girlfriend of three years.
After his proposal got rejected.
Some friend you were.
Taehyung pulled out of you and pulled the covers of you and himself. He pulled you in by the waist, snuggling much like the two of you had done before.
But this time was different.
You had shared your bodies, and it wasn't something you were going to be able to take back...
You'd never felt worse in your entire life.
You wanted to take a shower, not because of Tae, but because of yourself.
What kind of person does that? Were you really that sleazy?
The guilt was eating you up inside. The guilt and the shame.
You were ashamed because you had enjoyed it. Tae had had sex with you and it was incredible. It was better than any sober man you'd ever had. And you knew it was because you loved him.
But he didn't love you.
He was drunk and emotional and just wanted some ass to fuck with for the night, and he just so happened to stumble into your apartment when you were feeling particularly vulnerable.
It was such a huge mistake.
Why did you and how could you let it happen?
But then again, how could you not let it happen? There was no way on earth you could deny him of anything he wanted. You loved him too much to let that happen.
People like you didn't need to exist on this planet... Did they?
Someone who takes advantage of others when they're vulnerable... Just for their own self gain.
It made you sick.
Once Taehyung was asleep you removed yourself from his arms and walked to the bathroom. You cleaned yourself up as best as you could and got in the shower. You wanted to clean yourself of the filth that you had created. You wanted nothing more than to scrape your skin off. You felt so disgusted with yourself.
You shut off the shower.
The bathtub looked so inviting...
You turned on the water and watched it pour into the white tub that was so clean and pure, unlike yourself.
You needed to cleanse yourself.
The water was starting to overflow, but that didn't matter.
You stepped into the bath and let the warmth of the water envelop you.
You scooted down until you were completely under the water and you opened your mouth and inhaled deeply.
It burned and you wanted to cough, but you wouldn't let yourself. You continued to inhale until your vision blurred and you couldn't think anymore.
-_-_-_-_-_-
Taehyung was cold...
He lifted his head and noticed that you were no longer in the bed beside him. He was still a little drunk, but he knew what he was doing. He got up and pulled his boxers on before wandering into the bathroom to take a piss before crawling back to bed.
Maybe you were a little embarrassed about what had happened so you went to sleep on the couch.
Once he was done in the bathroom he would carry you back to bed and he would sleep on the couch. He had been the one to initiate it anyways. No need for you to be uncomfortable.
Taehyung wandered into the bathroom and noticed that the bathtub was overflowing.
Your hands were floating in the water and your towel was on the floor besides the tub.
Taehyung got an uneasy feeling as he approached the bathtub. He peered inside and saw you under the water.
He tapped your hand to make you come up for air, but you didn't move.
"___? Did you fall asleep under there or what?" he laughed, pulling on your wrist.
You still didn't move.
Panic started to settle in his stomach.
He pulled on your arm and got your head above the water. Your lips had a little blue hue to them, and you were turning pale.
Taehyung's heart dropped as he picked you up in his arms and carried you to the bathroom floor.
He set you down on the floor and started CPR. He pushed hard and worked on getting all the water out of your lungs. He saw some of it coming out and pouring onto the floor, but he was still scared.
"___, come on baby, please. Don't do this to me... You'll be alright, just get up," he said with a begging tone.
How long had you been under there?
He hadn't really been asleep, just dozing, and no more than twenty minutes could have passed since the two of you had finished.
He continued the compressions and watched as more and more water come out of your mouth.
He pinched your nose and breathed for you, before starting the compressions again.
You couldn't die. Not after he'd just had the most meaningful sex of his entire life. You had been there for him since the beginning and he really wanted to try to make a relationship with you work. Even if he had just gotten out of the shittiest one of his life. All it took was a kiss from you to know what it meant to feel true and utter adoration.
He continued CPR until finally, you gasped and started spitting up water onto the floor.
Taehyung hadn't realized it, but he was crying. He cradled your face in his hands as he looked at you with unbridled joy.
-_-_-_-_-_-
"____! Don't you ever scare me like that again!"
Taehyung yelped as he brought you into his arms. You looked around the room and realized you were in your bathroom.
D-Did he save you?
"Tae?" Your voice was croaky but he was there, holding you all the while.
"Yes, babe, I'm right here. Jesus, I thought you were dead... Do you know how badly you scared me?" He yelled, tears falling down his face.
You held your hand up and wiped his tears away, except this time, you were the cause of those tears.
"I-I'm sorry," you breathed not really understanding why he was still there.
"Why did you do that?"
"I-I was wrong to sleep with you, Tae... You're drunk and not thinking clearly, plus you just broke up with-"
He silenced you with a kiss.
"I don't want to think about her, just you. What we did wasn't a mistake. It was the best thing that's ever happened to me... If only I'd realized that before I met that stupid bitch... I really care about you, and if you give me the chance... I'd like to prove it to you..."
Tears welled up in your eyes and you wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing his deeply.
"Please tell me you meant that..."
"Every word..."
