Theyll All Just Celebrate. - Tumblr Posts
I wasn’t always this bad. I was made this way by everyone whose ever entered my life and ruined it. Destroyed me before abandoning me. I was nicer then, at least to others. At worst not the biggest fan of myself but nice and caring and supportive to those I loved and cared about. But it was never enough. My caring was called a toxic trait. Me complaining about the abuse made me an asshole. I was treated like a monster and I couldn’t do anything about it. So I became the monster they said I was. Became the toxic asshole they wanted me to be. If being nice and caring about someone is going to get such a negative response, then I may as well at least give them a valid reason for treating me like shit. Become the villain they wanted me to be. All of them, they ruined me. It’s their fault I’m like this now...
Tell them I was the warmest place you knew and you turned me cold.