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cw for transphobia

I'm so tired. I was told by my cousin today that it dosnt matter if I change the way I look I'm still a girl (I'm trans ftm). I forget sometimes that people hate me for existing. I forget that who I am is "just a phase". I forget that people out there maliciously use my deadname just to hurt me. I wish I could just be and not have to worry about keeping who I am a secret. I'm just tired.