Tommie - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
FUCKKKK
I have to change my account
Which means I have to leave this one
WHYYYYY!!!
UPDATE:
Nvm, I'll make this into an alt account
UPDATE 2:
Almost lost my account…
Vent
I find it funny how throughout the 4 years of depression(idc if it's severe at this point), I have not killed myself yet. I've been called a devil, satan, greedy bastard, little shit, filly pig and more, was constantly being compared to my 12 year old cousin, been hit multiple times for forgetting to do my homework(they used a shoe or a thick wooden spoon), forgotten at some point and not once have I decided "Fuck this, bye world".
I literally got bitch slapped right in front of my classroom by my grandmother, some students were laughing at me and giving me nasty looks but I did decide to jump of the buildings?! If it wasn't for my friend, I would have been long gone.
I'm very much aware that someone is going through something worse that my situation but I just needed to write/type out my feelings
I CHANGED MESA'S DESIGN!!
I absolutely hated and despised his old design so I changed it.
Honestly better if you ask me.
Ya'll when I put on my dad fit
inspired by: @_waltenpepper_ on tiktok
I'll remake this when I get my old phone back
I randomly had the time to do this... Why?
RHAAAAG!!
Vent art
I'm going to sleep now
Crap! Forgot to mention that these are my vent sonas... so if you see a post about them, it's definitely a vent.
Gift for @a-sc0tt-ish-madness
I wanted it to be fancy but I literally felt demotivated to make it fancy
:P
Xander being a silly goober :)
Does he though?
THIS ISN'T A VENT POST, MORE LIKE A REALISATION/RANT POST!!
I've somehow became an accidental alcoholic with my consent/acknowledgement.
I remember we were having an assembly in the morning about alcohol and drugs and how that shits bad for you, and when they were explaining the symptoms of an alcoholic, I realised… holy shit, why am I expecting the same thing as an alcoholic. So for the whole day I was trying to figure out why I was experiencing the [slightly] similar symptoms of an alcoholic. Then I realised…
My mom and my church.
When I was 4, 5 or 6 [I can't remember], I was crying whilst it was load-sheading[no electricity for a few hours], my mom got fed up with my crying and decided to give me QUARTER/HALF a cup of WINE!
Then there's my church. Before 2020, we had this time/period[whatever you call it] where we walk up to the front of the church and get a small circle piece of bread and a shot of wine. Just a little note, I joined that church when I was 3 to 4 years old. So for 7 to 8 years, I had small shots of wine. When I went back to church in 2022, they replaced the wine for grape juice.
I don't know whether I should feel betrayed or not.
RANDOM QUESTION!! #1
The answer will be revealed tomorrow!
