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School

Our six-year-old Erik was very tall as a child. He looks more like a seven or eight-year-old boy... but his Ma is very small, only 1.64 meters.

I can remember that I was very excited about school. I was so damn fucking ready to learn. But well... In the end, I hated school. I hated the others. I hated the teachers. I hated everything about it. Sit still. Don't talk. Don't ask twice. Don't look out the window. Don't stand up for no reason. Read faster. Spell it better. Don't be so fucking stupid. Back then, as an undiagnosed child, it wasn't easy for me. For nobody. My mother told me once, that I was, at the age of seven, so damn close to my autism diagnosis. But then, she said I didn't want to go anymore to this therapist so bad, that this is my very own fault, that I am now late diagnosed. It is? I was seven. A child. I don't know.

Good times at school...

no idea how I finally managed to finish this chapter today.

Idiot

"Only idiots use their left hand. Don't want to be a complete idiot, do you?" Erik's gaze lingers on the paper. He slowly shakes his head and changes his hand.

Vinyl - Top of the Sky

Erik's childhood story goes on.

Wish - Top of the Sky

My old class teacher, was super. A super asshole. He often made not only me cry. At some point he gave up on me, put 5 Deutsche Mark (Yeah there was a time before Euro) in my hand and let me buy cigarettes for him during the lesson. I think he's been dead for a long time.

Chainsaw - Top of the Sky

ahhhh the fic is nearly at the end...