Traumadumping - Tumblr Posts
TW: Pet loss
So one of my cats died yesterday around this time, our little black panther was just 2 years old and it was a sudden death. I've been trying to stay strong and put together cause my older brother is devastated, but now that my brother is asleep i can't stop crying.
I even got a nosebleed cause of all the crying. I can't stop thinking about how i tried to resuscitate him and how i held him in my arms until his body became cold.
It still feels like a bad dream i'm trying to wake up from, i can hear him jumping on the forniture, and his scent still lingers around. I just hope my brother can heal from this and allow his heart to keep giving love to others.
And i don't even know why i'm writing this in english if it's not even my first language, it just feels right.
Ye insecurities khatam kyun nahi hoti bhai!!
Do pal ki chain nahi hai naseeb mai.