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[20:55] there was only darkness before a light flickered on, the sound of tears hitting off the wooden desk being drowned out by the rain. it was going so well until this, the disgust, anger and pain all mushed together in you...why did he do it?...why?

were you not enough? were you too bold? too straightforward? is it because you weren’t him? did he even love you? the question went on and on as you grip the phone in your hands tighter, there they were...yamaguchi and your boyfriend kei-no tsukishima kissing even after all the stress of interfering with their relationship because you thought they liked each other becoming true. “why kei? please tell your lying..” you mumbled sobbing before your phone starts to ring; hinata 🥺✨

“yes?” you whisper after answering the phone, voice slightly hoarse. “y/nnnn...are you okay?” hinata’s concerned voice appeared before kageyama joined in asking the same making you laugh slightly before breaking down even more, startling them. “he cheated on me hinata! what did I do wrong? was I not good enough? should I have of been more like yamaguchi? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!” you cried out sobbing even more making hinata and kageyama start to comfort you. you only went to bed around half two.

there you laid holding your phone before, quickly squeezing it as you open messages wanting the message to be short and simple. ‘i’m sorry that I wasn’t enough, i’m sorry that I wasn’t yamaguchi..why didn’t you tell me kei? I would of understood but now? fuck you and yamaguchi, we’re over!’ the message read as you then throw your phone away falling asleep instantly not hearing the many notifications you got.

i’m sorry that i wasn’t yamaguchi

They are so cute, i'm in love 💕

They’re in their second date and :,) also holding hands?? What’s that??—

They are so cute 😭

thinking about dinner 🍳

This just made my life so much better! 🥺💕

Catching bugs (and catching feelings 💕💕)

Just a lil smthn i drew to celebrate the acnh release and the eight year anniversary of tkym’s first appearance (which was on march 19 btw) ^^

Yama be running 🏃💨

【GOTTA GO FAST】#hq_69min

Karasuno

Hinata Shouyou

Late Night (Early Morning) Calls

Stars and Strawberries

Heartbroken

Kageyama Tobio

Late Night (Early Morning) Calls

When they have a crush on you

Heartbroken

Tsukishima Kei

Coward

Yamaguchi Tadashi

Coward

Yachi Hitoka

Nishinoya Yuu

Tanaka Ryuunosuke

Asahi Azumane

Sugawara Koushi

Sawamura Daichi

Shimizu Kiyoko

Coward

Tsukishima Kei x Yamaguchi Tadashi, Yamaguchi Tadashi x Yachi Hitoka

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Cursing?? idk

i lowkey like how this turned out. the previous fic was trash and i apologize. i can write better than that. aaand i ship yamayachi!! its like the fluffiest ship evahh!! but i ship tsukkiyama more so there's not much yamayachi here. maybe i'll write for them one fateful day. anyways! enjoy this angst ;D

Kei saw how Tadashi's cheeks turned red when he first saw Yachi Hitoka. Yachi was kind and cute. Kei could see that too. But, seeing Tadashi blush around Yachi and stare at her for too long made him feel... weird. He couldn't describe clearly how it felt. The closest explanation was that he felt like he swallowed fire and that fire was burning him inside out.

It's fine. He consoles himself. Tadashi still walks, eats and plays with you. However, the tiny voice at the back of his head kept telling him it won't last long.

It didn't.

They were having a sleepover at Kei's house when Tadashi said something. It made Kei believe what the tiny voice kept whispering to him-if only a little bit.

"Hey Tsukki."

"What?" Kei removed his headphones.

Tadashi hesitated. The blonde didn't miss the slight red color dusting his freckled cheeks.

"W-What do you think about Yachi?" he asked.

Kei frowned. He had no particular interest in her. She was smart and drew well.

"Well, she's okay, I guess. Too short, though," he answered. Why are you asking? He wanted ask. But the question never left his mouth. He knew exactly why. Maybe he was scared of hearing the words from Tadashi. Because then it would be a truth and not a fleeting whisper that haunts Kei at night. Coward.

"Oh, alright." He wouldn't meet Kei's eyes. Rubbing the back of his neck, he said, "I think she's cute, you know."

No. I don't wanna know.

He nodded and put on his headphones. He played the music loud enough to be able to drown the tiny voice.

The bell rang signaling the end of the school day. Kei packed his things with no hurry. They didn't have practice today and him and Tadashi had planned to study together for the upcoming test.

He looked up and found Tadashi scurrying out of the class. Confused, Kei called him.

"Sorry Tsukki! Yachi wanted some help with Math. So I'll be studying with her." After giving a half-hearted smile, he hurried off.

That day, for the first time in many years, Kei walked home alone.

Tadashi and Yachi started hanging out more and more. And more and more did the voice grew in Kei's mind. Maybe, he thought. Maybe if he would just confess then the weight in his chest might reduce. He might even be able move on.

Every time he opened his mouth, the words felt like a heavy weight on his tongue, rendering him speechless. Tadashi noticed his abnormal behavior. How could he not? They knew each each other like the back of their hands.

"Tsukki," Tadashi called, worry lacing his tone. "Are you okay? Like okay okay."

He was as okay as a person who had swallowed fire. His throat burned with unsaid words and his heart with unrequited love. He chose to answer Tadashi's question with his favorite lie. "I am okay okay." He seemed more agitated than he wanted to.

Tadashi frowned. Of course he wouldn't buy it. Who was Kei even trying to fool?

"Tsukki."

There it was. That annoying nickname that made Kei's heart beat out his chest, that made him want to hear it more and more. Put it on repeat like the sad songs he had begun to listen to these days.

"What?" Kei was getting really annoyed. He wanted Tadashi to leave him alone and at the same time hug him and never let him go.

"You'll tell me, right? You'll if something's wrong, right?" The worry in Tadashi's voice had increased tenfold and it was not doing wonders to Kei to keep himself from confessing to Tadashi then and there.

"Yeah I will." He lied.

He was absolutely terrified of losing Tadashi after uttering three words—words which were capable of destroying the precious friendship they had built over the course of many years. Kei didn't know if he would be able trust anyone else to the extent he had trusted Tadashi.

Despite the apathetic and salty attitude, Kei considered himself as a big coward.

Exactly a week later, Tadashi told Kei with a huge blush that him and Yachi were dating. Kei patted him on the back and congratulated him with a soft smile. Later that night, he cried himself to sleep listening to the playlist he had recently made, the one which had all the sad songs he could ever name

"Tadashi, stop crying." Kei sighed.

"Sorry Tsukki," said Tadashi and cried even more.

He looked beautiful in his wedding suit which was picked by Kei himself. Ethereal, even. His makeup was light so that his freckles were seen. Kei had to bite down the urge trace patterns on them all day.

He was happy today. He really was. The shrine where the wedding was held looked beautiful. There weren't as much guests. Just some close relatives, Karasuno's alumni and a few other friends.

He adjusted his suit and waited for the ceremony to start. He knew it was Tadashi's happiest day in his life despite the gallons of tears he had shed. Who wouldn't be happy when they were marrying the love of their life?

Yachi, the bride, arrived in a beautiful dress. She looked like she had been crying too. He glanced at Tadashi and saw him looking at Yachi with an expression that screamed love and adoration.

Kei didn't hate Yachi. He couldn't—wouldn't—blame her for 'stealing' Tadashi. They were meant to be and so here they were saying their vows and exchanging rings. Rings which symbolized that what Tadashi and Yachi- no. She was Hitoka Yamaguchi now— had was permanent and would not change. Just like Kei's love for Tadashi, excluding the unrequited part.

He watched the love of his life get married to someone else and felt his heart break all over again. He was happy for them, really. Seeing Tadashi made him happy. But, knowing that he wasn't the cause for his happiness broke him. He stood there, smiling at Tadashi, the fire now consuming what's left of his broken heart and reducing it to ashes.

Maybe, if he had confessed to him early on then he probably wouldn't be this hurt. Maybe, he would have moved on. But, Kei was exactly what he had considered himself long ago—a coward.

Work by: @smolbean12

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levi x erwin - attack on titan

arcangelo x kaz - neo yokio

kiyoko x yachi - haikyuu

tsukishima x yamaguchi - haikyuu

taiga x tetsuya - kuroko no basket

haruka x rin - free

jean x marco - attack on titan

naruto x sasuke - naruto