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Cw: More Body Shaming, Slight Mention Of Starvation

I Want Him To Look At Me And Go “You Feel Like You’ve Eaten Too Much Today? But Dear, You Look So Hungry And Famished! Come, Have Some Dinner, Just You, Nobody Else. No Unwanted Eyes, Hm?”

Cw: Body Shaming, But With Some Self Shipping Sprinkled In

I Desperately Want Jonathan To Hold Me While I Wear This Fucking Strawberry Dress That I Have Convinced Myself I Look Fat In, And Tell Me I Look So Beautiful And That He Wants To Show Me Off To Everybody And He Will Put Anybody In Their Place, Including Myself, If I Or Somebody Talks Bad About Me/Myself

ngl I get very annoyed and upset when people downplay what happened to killer just because chara was a child and killer was an adult.

not only are they not a normal child and spent years stripping away killer’s autonomy and identity and sense of self and sense of reality and beating him into submission and made him rely on them for literally everything the same way a new born baby would their caregiver, it’s clear most of yall have no understanding of learned helplessness.

when someone is able to do anything they want to you and get away with it, up to and including literally taking you to the brink of death over and over or just killing you however the hell they want and bringing you back whenever the hell they want—has the ability to decide if you deserve to continue existing or not and your entire life revolves around them and their demands and appeasing them and remaining useful to them and what they allow you to do and what they allow you to say and when they allow you to sleep where to sleep when they allow you to eat and drink what to eat and drink when and how you’re allowed to breathe when youre allowed to do anything and how you have to do it to earn that right to exist every single day, would you not see that person as above you. as omnipresent and powerful and unreachable and untouchable.

would they not be a god to you