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3 years ago
i think what people don’t get is that buck stores more anger in him than eddie ever did and the only reason he doesn’t let it burst out of him is because he’s warring with the idea that he deserves to.
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bc buck is only open with his acceptable and easy to digest emotions
and complicated or less appealing emotions are kept away from the people watching him
until he bursts
that’s emotional damage babeyyy
t: 911
mmmmmmmmm
love this song
vs eddie who grew up in a household where
i don’t want to say anger was encouraged exactly but like
anger is an acceptable male emotion TM so he’s always been good at expressing his anger specifically
but buck was raised in a very different environment
and fostered a very different relationship with his emotions and how to use them
and easily digestible emotions are more acceptable and make people like you more
at least superficially
but it’s also the complicated relationship with
was it really that bad/do I really deserve to feel this way/etc
bc we also already know that he struggles with his perception of his family environment
and whether or not anything abt his growing up was actually u know as bad as it feels sometimes
so maybe he’s just overreacting etc
u know
emotional damage emotional damage