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i. a lifetime ago

genre: vampire au, reincarnation au, drama

about: to many, immortality may be a blessing but for suna rintaro, it is a curse like no other. he can watch the world burn, knowing that the love he was felt is not eternal, or is it?

cw: death, mentions of illness, fire, unrequited love (not towards suna/reader), arranged marriage, angst

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Suna Rintaro once believed that he was incapable of love. He’d been alive long enough to know that he lacked the warmth and endearment humans so easily showed. So many years had passed since he had been one, that he had completely forgotten what it was like to feel affection. He would nonetheless, watch them in his alienated tower, they’d laugh and drink and waste the few years of life they had to live. He often thought that they were foolish for devoting themselves to finding their over halves. That was, until a dying girl was at his front steps.

For the centuries he’d lived alone in the castle, he hardly had visitors as the horrid tales of what vile creature would be residing there put so much fear into the heart’s of the villagers that they stayed away. Not only that, but the tall towers, spiked metal gates and daring statues of both fallen angels and gargoyles were surely enough to drive away trespassers. Meaning, when there was a large pounding at the door and he caught sight of a young man carrying a young woman in his clutches, his curiosity was raised.

It was then that he learned who you were; a local villager who’d caught an unknown illness and was in urgent need of medicine. The man that brought you in was your fianceé, wearily explaining the rumors of the castle: it was believed a magic man lived there, granting certain powers to those who were worthy.

Rintaro was appalled by such a thing, but as he watched the way your fianceé regarded you, caressing your sickly, sunken face, he felt pity on the mortal, so infatuated he failed to understand that death was only a part of human life. You would die eventually, and so would he.

“Fine,” he sighed, watching your fianceé’s eyes widened, “I’ll cure her, but you must leave at once.” The other man thanked him, rushing out without a second thought.

The vampire stared down at your practically lifeless body, wondering to himself if he would actually help the human. He brought your limp body near a warm fire, drawing a blanket over your body. Rintaro sat in a nearby chair, reading a book from his personal library, waiting for you to perhaps wake up, or even to simply die.

Not much time passed after, and he heard you cough up a storm, weakly trying to sit up. “Where am I?” You asked disoriented, staring back at Rintaro so that his lingering gaze could truly see you.

With your eyes open, you were different. You were beautiful, it was undeniable to him. He basked in the sight of you, feeling himself inch closer. He slowly explained what he was going to do, that you were brought by your fianceé to look for a cure.

What surprised him was the way your face soured, laying back down and staring mindlessly at the ceiling. You calmly said to him: “please let me die before I have to marry him.”

“You wish to die?” He had never met a human like that before, one who was so adamant on expelling their own life. There was a saddened look on your face, evident in the way your eyebrows dipped to the center of your forehead.

“Yes, my father has planned for our marriage but I can not find it in myself to love him. A wife should love a husband, you understand, don’t you?” You reached out, grabbing Rintaro’s forearm for some form of comfort.

The minute you touched him, he felt warm, his skin was and always had been cold to the touch and he was almost at ease by the sensation. Your eyes were beginning to tear as you sniffled. Rintaro had never understood human emotion yet simply by observing you, he felt he’d unlocked all of mankind’s secrets.

“I suppose I do understand,” he stated, clearing his voice. “But surely that isn’t a reason to die– death is permanent.”

At his words, you realized he was right, you didn’t want to die, begging him to excuse your last words and to heal you. Rintaro weighed his options: would he turn you into a vampire? How would he explain that to you without having you run away and bring an angry mob of torches and pitchforks? Surely, he had other methods of soothing your illness but none that would cure you in comparison to a transformation.

“Eat this,” he ordered you everyday, handing you a special plant that would help you regain your strength. Just like that, you began to spend time together, keeping him company through the day, not questioning why his castle was so dark, or why the man never stepped foot outside during the day.

Suna Rintaro found you amusing in many ways. How you’d fall asleep so easily, and so regularly, even once tipping your head against his shoulder. Your cheeks would heat up at the smallest compliment and you’d begin to stumble over your words. He’d talk to you gently, and listen to you speak. He was intrigued on how long humans could go on rambling, but he didn’t have it in his cold heart to stop you. Everyday for a week you would venture the property, collecting flowers to put in his private library. You brightened the space he was in, and it was something he never knew he needed.

“The flowers would look better… elsewhere.” He wasn’t trying to hurt your feelings as he watched you pout, but he quickly demonstrated what he meant. Taking a single flower from the vase of water, he placed it behind your ear, carefully moving your hair aside to tuck it in. “Beautiful,” he said without a second thought, not missing the way you covered your face while looking away.

Those events were only the beginning of your love tale. Every day would be spent like that until, on the night marking your two month stay in Rintaro’s care, he finally kissed you. Rintaro could taste the honey in your mouth, holding your cheek as you wrapped your arms around him.

This, he thought, this is what humans want, they want to feel like this. He couldn’t find it in himself to let go of you, becoming addicted to your touch almost instantly. He imagined the warmth from your body to be second to only the sun.

“I believe I’ve fallen unconditionally in love with you,” you whispered softly into his ear, “I’ll leave my entire life behind if I could spend the rest of my aching days with you.”

Suna cupped his hands over yours, pressing your foreheads together, he didn’t know what to say, surely love had to be conditional; what would you do when you learned who he was, or what he’d done? He’d seen many things over his long, eternal life, and surely they were more gruesome and disturbing than you could ever imagine.

“I am not a perfect man,” he explained in a low voice. Laughing dryly he continued, “in fact, I’m hardly a man at all. Before you came, I hardly knew what love was.” It seemed hard for him to say, like he was questioning himself. Was what he was feeling really love? Staring into your sparkling eyes, he now knew your features like the back of his man and could map them out blindfolded. With each day that passed he found himself trying to become closer and closer to you, craving you like a starved wolf searching for food.

Carefully, as he continued to hold you near, he admitted what he was. He showed off his sharp teeth, and the dark glow to his eyes. He let you realize why his hands were so frigid and pulled the side of your head against his chest, hearing the sound of an empty chest with no working heart. He was the darkness small children feared, and the reason nuns held their rosaries so tightly. Yet, being near him was not horrifying, nor did you want to leave.

He had been tender with his touches and sincere with his words. There was no doubt that you had fallen in love with him and despite his attempt at pushing you away.

“It doesn’t change how I feel so please, tell me you love me, too. If you do not wish to return those emotions, I’ll leave, and I promise to keep your secret,” you replied softly. You wanted to kiss him again but there wasn’t time for that, nor was there time to hear him say those fateful four words. A booming sound rang through the practically empty castle, the sounds of loud calls filled your ears, staring up at Rintaro.

“Stay here,” he instructed, planting a lonesome kiss against your forehead, rushing towards the main entrance to see what was happening. Standing in front of the giant oak doors, he was shocked to see your fianceé standing with a torch in hand, a group of men from the village behind him.

Slowly lifting his finger he pointed towards the vampire, a disgusted look on his face as he snapped his head back to speak to the mob. “This is the monster that is holding my fianceé captive!”

Suna took a breath, watching as they grumbled, “you’re mistaken, I’ve been curing her by your orders,” he hissed. Your fianceé on the other hand, only shook his head.

“You’ve all heard the rumors of the vile thing that lives here, and behold; here he is!” His loud voice reverberated amongst the crowd, “he’s kept my future wife here against her will, and now we must do everything in our power to return her safely!”

“Liar! Your fianceé does not wish to marry you! It is not you that she loves!” Suna replied, not taking a minute to think. He hadn’t thought about what would happen if he angered the men even more than they already were, and instantly, he regretted it.

What happened next was a blur in his memory, with chaos ensuing so quickly that he could hardly retain the fine detail. What he did recall, was the way the men charged into the castle on their way to rescue you while Suna was left to fight them off, although clearly outnumbered.

He was left with your fianceé, staring him down with his unholy eyes, piercing into his soul and letting the human man see him for what he truly was. Charging forward, they had managed to end up far from the entrance, fighting each other until the sound of a breaking glass carried into Suna’s ears.

Pausing to look back, his castle, his home had erupted in flame, forced to watch as the villagers ran out, saying that they’d left you inside. Forgetting about your fianceé and his attacks, Rintaro darted back towards the fire.

And although vampires were sensitive to such strong heat, he braced himself, willing to die in order to save you. Shielding his face, he found you laying there, still as a statue and he knew he was too late.

Rintarto called out your name, with little response, he ignored the growing fire, kneeling by your side and scooping your head into his lap. It was a miracle that your eyes even opened in the slightest while you parted your lips as if to speak.

“Save yourself,” is what you said, and he shook his head vigorously.

“I’ve lived long enough, I’ll die here if I must.” For the first time since he too was human, he felt a wet teardrop whelming in his eye. He shamelessly let it roll down his cheek, watching the droplet fall onto your dying face.

Your breaths were shallow, from what he could see and it would only be a matter of time.

“You can’t leave, I’ve only just found you,” he said, as if his words alone could change the reality of the situation. He was always cold and merciless, but now he was no better than a simple human, grasping onto the idea of love as you weakly smiled at him.

“We won’t be apart long,” you stated, “I’ll find you again.” Your voice was tiny in comparison to the crackling and burning of the castle around you. Still, Rintaro was able to pick it up, leaning over and hiding his face in the crook of his neck.

“I love you,” he finally said, but you would never hear his response. Staring down, your body had slumped, although your face looked peaceful, as if you were just sleeping. Rintaro couldn’t stop himself from crying, letting out centuries of tears he thought were incapable of falling.

He held your dead figure, rocking himself as the heat increased and he had no other choice than to leave you.

Rintaro put one last kiss against your angelic lips, shutting his eyes before making a promise: “we will find each other again.”

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—𝔢𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔩 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢

iii. coincidence

suna rintaro x f!reader

genre: vampire au, reincarnation au, drama

cw: toxic!exboyfriend! osamu, miya atsumu, cheating, slow burn, slight angst? original character

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When morning came, you got ready for the day, heading to your morning class, dreading waking up. After taking notes and preparing for a short presentation, the day was generally light and not once did you think about the stranger from your dream. At least, not until you were on the subway, commuting to your job.

There was a man who was facing away from you, dark brown hair, tall, broad stature. Your heart began to race, thinking that by some miracle, you’d found him. Excitement bubbled up within you, causing you to take a step forward, tapping him on the shoulder. Expecting to see the same face turn around, you were surprised to see it was someone completely different.

“Oh, sorry– I thought you were someone else.” Now embarrassed, all you could do was keep your head down until you got to your stop.

Walking to the small cafe that sat between a bookstore and a small boutique, you took a deep breath, ready to start a day of work. Hearing the bell chime as you stepped in, you were greeted by your coworker, Alex’s grin.

“Hey,” they nodded as you slid behind the counter, heading to the back room to drop off your bag and to collect your apron. You hummed back a hello as Alex informed you of some worrying news. “Osamu came looking for you.”

You felt your eye twitch, “really? What did you say?”

“I told him you weren’t going to be in today, I could feel there was some weird tension with him, did the two of you break up?” They asked and you nodded, cringing at the circumstances of your split.

“I caught him with another girl,” you sighed, “there goes the last six months.” Alex gave you a sympathetic look, patting your shoulder for comfort.

“If it makes you feel any better, he gave me some really weird vibes,” they pointed out to which you nodded. It wasn’t the most reassuring thing, but it was better than nothing. “Plus you’re super hot, so I’m sure there’ll be more people in the future for you, right?”

You thought of Rintaro– which is what you decided to refer to him by until you learned his real name– and the magnetic presence even the memory of him seemed to elicit inside you. Nodding along with Alex, you got to work as customers began to pile in.

The afternoon slowly bled into evening and you said goodbye to Alex, as they said their goodbyes, telling you to get home safely. You nodded, waiting for the time to pass before you could lock up.

When the last customer finally left, you did just that, collecting your things and bracing yourself for the walk alone, you set off into the night. Walking alone was hard but you did everything you were supposed to do– whatever that meant. No earbuds, brightly lit places and of course, every woman’s favorite accessory: a small can of pepper spray.

Although commuting at night was oftentimes frightful, it was a good time to clear your head and think. Images of Osamu filled your mind, what would he have said to you if you had been at the cafe that morning? Beg for forgiveness? Probably, but then again he was the type to try and make you think the events leading to your break up never happened.

“Hey!” Speaking of the devil. You jumped at your ex’s voice, turning around with a sour look. “Yer coworker said ya wouldn’t be in– guess they were wrong.”

“Can you just get to the point, what are you doing still following me around?” You asked, crossing your arms over your chest. You were angry that he’d even bother trying to talk to you again, and seeing his stupid face just reminded him of the heartache he recently put you through.

“I needed to talk to ya. Ya stormed out of there without letting me explain myself,” he said, narrowing his eyes.

“What’s there to explain, Samu?” You paused, trying to stop any tears from slipping past your face. “I walk into your apartment, and there’s another girl on the couch? You were practically right on top of her, too.”

“I think yer remembering things wrong, sweetheart.” He hissed, “and it wasn’t some random girl, she’s a family friend. Do ya really think I’d cheat on you?”

“I don’t know who you are anymore,” you replied with a small voice. You tried to keep walking but Osamu still wasn’t done. He probably wouldn’t have stopped until you came home with him.

“Ah c’mon doll, ya don’t really mean that.” He tried catching up with you and just before you turned the corner you stopped to look at him dead in the eye.

“I do mean that, and stop calling me all these pet names,” you scolded him, “I didn’t just break up with you because you cheated but because of how you were treating me those past couple weeks. You used to be so sweet and dotting but something snapped and you wouldn’t even bother to talk to me at the dinner table?”

“Work was stressful! Is that a crime all of a sudden? Sorry I wasn’t kissing the ground ya walk on twenty-four-seven!”

“See, you’re not even listening to what I’m saying!” You were at the point that you wanted to hit your head against a wall, or pull all your hair out, or even both. Yet, the tense atmosphere quickly shifted when someone interrupted your arguing.

“Is there a problem here?” You recognized that voice, you knew that voice. Snapping your head, it was the stranger. By chance, the two of you managed to run into one another. You lit up instantly when your brain finally scanned his features, and by the looks of it, he was surprised to see you too.

Then, you didn’t think all those people who’d claimed to see miracles were so stupid. Feeling his lighter in your back pocket, you knew this was some divine intervention or something, thanking the cosmos for bringing him to you.

“None of yer business, dude.” Osamu glared at him, slowly catching onto the fact that you seemed to recognize him. “What, ya know him or something?”

“We do know each other,” the other man breathed, “or at least briefly, we ran into each other the other night.”

“That’s right,” your voice had become light and airy, similar to that of a love-stuck puppy. “I didn’t catch your name?...” At that point, you’d tuned out your ex-boyfriend, finding yourself lured towards the stranger.

“Rintaro.” You could’ve gasped, feeling shivers run up and down your spin. The dream you had was right, but how could that be? You thought any color had drained from your face as he said that.

“Well then, tell Rintaro to mind his own business,” your ex hissed at you, trying to pull you away but you’d found a new confidence, shaking him off and turning towards the man you’d met the night before.

“No,” you said, “I told you we’re over, stop trying to convince me otherwise.” Osamu was flustered, but he knew he couldn’t start a fight with your new friend watching. He stared Rintaro in the eyes, noticing something off about him. They way the other man sized him up, a cold gaze sending shivers down his spine. But as he huffed out in frustration, he walked away without saying anything else.

“Sorry you had to see that,” you apologized to the tall man still standing there.

Suna shook his head, “don’t worry about it.”

Truth be told, he was more than glad he was led to you, mostly because he had finally figured out what tainted blood was. He was out on his nightly stalk when the overbearingly toxic fume led him right to you and your ex-boyfriend. More specifically, to him.

Everything he’d ever wanted was within his grasp for the first time in over a century. The thought of finally feeling the warmth of the sun again, a feeling he’d forgotten. Yet that was the last thing on his mind; he pictured growing old with you, to push the gray hair from your face and kiss all the wrinkles time had blessed you. For him, it would mean a life well lived and well loved, something that he always thought would be impossible.. It seemed like such an odd thing to want yet he craved it so bad. He could’ve shed tears of joy right then and there but he stopped himself.

“Would you like me to walk you home?” He watched as a twinkle sounded in your eye as you nodded.

“How about until we get to the subway?” You suggested and Suna nodded, explaining that he’d ride it with you too, just to make sure you get there safely.

“Thank you. I’d really appreciate that.” The man hummed in response and as you continued to walk, you mentioned something, “isn’t it such a coincidence that we managed to run into each other?” You managed a small laugh as Rintaro nodded again.

“Almost like we were fated to meet again,” he breathed out, seeing how you’d subconsciously taken a step closer to him. He couldn’t tell what you were thinking, but he would’ve paid anything to know what complexities were in your mind.

Suna wanted to know everything about you, he wanted to know about all the lovely things that you’d been through in your short human existence and he also wanted to hold you gently while you mentioned all the bad parts, too. He’d listen attentively like he once did in the past, playing with the tip of your hair, caressing your heated cheek.

Yet, the two of you didn’t go that deep and from what Rintaro could tell, it was only small talk that the two of you made. It was still nice, though, hearing your sweet voice asking where he worked, if he was studying anything at the moment, if he had family in the city. He was also delighted to hear how you talked about your own schooling, not to mention how you loved the cafe you were employed at.

The two of you hardly realized how quickly it took to get back to your apartment complex until you were finally there.

“This is me,” you sighed, sad to have to part ways. “Thanks for this, Rintaro. Honestly, it was like catching up with an old friend.”

He smiled sweetly, “I feel the same way.” You looked up into his eyes, feeling the energy he radiated and despite having to go, you didn’t want to. It was like two magnets that needed a great force in order to pull them apart.

“I should give you this.” You fished into your back pocket pulling out the lighter he let you use the other day, “before I forget.”

Suna opened his hands to expect it, catching his breath as your fingers graced against his, giving him a moment of your touch before you quickly pulled away. There was an almost heated look on your face as you nodded.

“I need to get going,” you explained, chewing on your tip. The man silently nodded. “I hope to see you soon, you should come by the cafe when you have time.”

“I’ll try my best to,” he promised, watching you walk through the doors, hypnotized by your movements. He didn’t move from his spot on the pavement, not until he saw you step into the elevator through the glass door.

Now, all he needed to do was figure out what to do about that ex-boyfriend of yours that contained the special blood he was looking for.

“I’m telling ya ‘Tsumu I know what I saw,” the man said in his native tongue, on the phone with his twin brother who was across the world.

“Yer telling me ya found ‘em in America? What is this, some blockbuster movie?” Reasonably, the twin was still a bit grumpy from the fact he’d been woken up so early on his day off. He silently cursed the time difference.

“Don’t get petty with me now,” Osamu replied, narrowing his eyes, not like his brother would see, though. “I got shivers when he looked at me, to the bone. Exactly what was in grandfather’s books– the pale skin, the glowing eyes, the broodiness?”

“Ain’t that just all Amercians?”

“Aw fuck off, ‘Tsumu,” he cursed. “I’m telling you, it’s the same vampire who killed our ancestor’s bride. I just know it. It’s some fucking sixth sense.”

“So whaddya gonna do about it?” The blond asked and Osamu sighed, leaning back on his bed.

“I’m gonna kill ‘em.”

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