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colours. Prologue- A letter to Lori.

Dear Lori,

The only thing I leave you is a letter, but I thought it would be better than a call or a text. Yes, I’m leaving. There’s nothing more for me here, all I love is either gone or taken and I need fresh scenery.

I’m sorry I left while you still needed me. To be honest I think you’ll always need me, just like I’ll always need you. Lori you make me suffer, you make me cry and you don’t even see it. I want you, I wanted you, but now it’s a little too late, a little too blue.

Your eyes are blue, I’ll always remember, and if I’m lucky and end up having grandchildren that’s what they’ll know about you. They won’t know your name or your job, your personality, your quotes and your colours. They’ll know about your eyes, your true eyes, and how blue they became.

This letter is too blue, isn’t it Lori? I just wanted to confess, keep it a lovely shade of pink, but there is no pink with you. You’re blue, blue and brown and green and red. I don’t even have a colour anymore I just stare at you. How pure you’ve become.

You got your wings, you little red wings, only when I thought you were going to fly to me, you flew away.

Now it’s my turn to leave the nest.

I love you,

-###re Ma##u# En#a######

P.S.: I’m sorry I couldn’t write my name, but your blue got to my eyes.