Why Did I Think That Again I Dont Kmow... - Tumblr Posts

i kmow im back i feel like... i dont kmow where i am... im in my room but my mind is convinced im like on a train... oh ti be on a train in the bed with the world outside passing by like flipping through your camera roll why did i think that again i dont kmow... msposts text complaining i dont know if ill wake up in this reality tomorrow it sounds scary in a way but ive just acceoted it inside im in my special spot i dreamdd once a flat small clearing surrounded by pines and dead bushes covered in feets of snow theres a train track and the black train against the blindingly white scenery is comforting in a way so i decided to stay here what was i doing again... i feel like if i fall asleep ill stop existing again unreality i feel like im so close to figuring out how to leave here and go to whatever reality i want and all kf these feelings dxist seoarately as if im experiencing them singularly but each self is mashed into one they are unrelated but experienced at the same time i want to stop caring about ahat comes next