Why Is Me - Tumblr Posts

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i don't know if anyone see this but, i... feel strange lately, like, anything makes me feel happy, unless i'm.... with someone in special, i feel protected by them... but i know that person don't like me or anything.

when i see them with a friend i feel like they really match, like they... are made for eachother, and that hurts a little, but if the two of them are happy i'm happy... i know that is the worst thing i could say but i... know i can't do anything else to do

i'm shy, introvert, an artist, and.... insecure...

but my friend is the oposite of me... and this person is the same tipe...

I was never the most outgoing person, or maybe the prettiest of couse not, but i manage to be something i was proudin some point of my life, but now, i feel like sh*t, because all of my classmates are taller, prettier, smart, and outgoing than me

i know is very... very bad comparing with other people but, in my class... before i changed to the morning shift i was amazing on English, as a Argentinean girl who wants to go to the USA one day, studing english is the most part because you have to put all of your heart and soul to that i was the best of my class....

but then i changed to the morning shift... i felt like... i was nothing compared to two of my friends they're brilliant... like they pass me... for A GIGANT STEP

i feel so... lost and... such a failture compared to them, i really like witting and drawing... but, they draw too, and they... draw better than me... i don't know what to do for, not feel this way.

i know nobody reads this... but i really whant to describe my sadness and pain here... Tumblr is my safe space... but... i know nobody reads what i do, or even see what i draw, so that makes me a little sad, because i put my soul and imagination on the things i draw or write in here, but no one see's it but there's nothing i can do

if someone see's this, i dont know, do whatever you like cutie