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i. autumn breeze — choi yeonjun

synopsis. it was the fateful beginning to the last year of your high school life and you were starting off fresh. new town, new school, new you. after some messy love, choi yeonjun was looking for a fresh start too, leading you two to finding each other. however, as you would soon learn, nothing in high school lasts forever. not even your favourite autumn breeze.

pairing(s). choi yeonjun x gender-neutral!reader ft. (mentions of) soobin x reader

genre(s). angst, coming-of-age, (minor) fluff, highschool au.

warnings. alcohol consumption, partying, underage drinking. rated PG 15.

word count. 1.1k (1143)

taglist. @yeonyeonyeonjun​ if you’d like to be tagged in each part when i post them, feel free to send me an ask or dm me!!

listen to! cellophane, fka twigs ⭑ friends, NIKI ⭑ night go slow, catey shaw

notes. ah, here it is! the first part of heartbreak haven. it’s going to be a wild part, so no matter how frustrated you get know you’re going to get even more frustrated in the later parts. trust. LOL besides that, i hope y’all enjoy this & stay tuned for the next two parts!! <33

Choi Yeonjun had been an autumn breeze.

He, gathering up summer’s glee and joy, had welcomed you with open arms right on the first day of school. There hadn’t been a smile on his face—you don’t remember there ever being one—but there’d been comfort in the way his eyes had shined. You hadn’t questioned his apathetic face or the deep sense of sorrow you had sensed from within him. Instead, you’d let his warm air wrap you up and hoped that his embrace would last.

Your relationship had never felt fleeting (though, you now realise, it was).

The long walks you two would take home from school, talking about anything and everything, weren’t fleeting. Study sessions held in local cafés, which consisted of more laughter and dry jokes—from Yeonjun; everything about him had been so dry and sombre—were anything, but fleeting. Even the brief smiles you’d send him in between classes, though short, felt longer than the classes you were heading into.

For the entirety of your relationship, everything had been fine. Sure, you two weren’t the most spontaneous of friends—loud and bright wherever you went—and you weren’t the type that could communicate with a single glance, but you had each other and that was all you needed.

So, why hadn’t things worked out?

That was the only thought that’d been plaguing you, since the moment you walked into the party and spotted Yeonjun smiling with some people surrounding him.

You thought you were over it. It was November now. The autumn breeze had left and the cold was trickling in, so it’d make sense for you to move on with it. But, his smile—so wide and so toothy (you’d never thought he would have a toothy smile)—dredged up unresolved feelings within you. And you couldn’t help but wonder, when did things start to go wrong?

Maybe it’d all started in October.

In September, Yeonjun had had you all to himself. In classes, you two had constantly paired up for projects. During lunch breaks, you two would save seats for each other—Yeonjun even declining to sit with other people for you. Your walks had been yours alone. Even if your parents had warned you not to stay out too late, with Yeonjun, those walks had felt like minutes whizzing by. Nothing could’ve separated you two, not that either of you had wanted that, for that first month.

Then, October had brought around some gradual changes.

First had been the schedule change. A couple of your periods had been flipped around, leaving you with only two shared classes and a lunch break. You two had told yourselves it was fine, and it truly had been. Any time lost had been made up in your walks, and nothing had felt out of place.

But then, there’d been another change. Your parents had encouraged—forced—you to get a job, which cut your walk time in half. Yeonjun had still reassured you that it wouldn’t change anything, that you would find a way around it. And, at first, nothing had changed. He would show up at the little diner you worked at, order a hearty meal, and tip extra. Sometimes, he’d even wait till the end of your shift to walk home with you, as you would rant about the countless times your annoying coworker tried to talk to you.

You had truly thought that, no matter what, your friendship was able to storm through whatever challenges were thrown at it.

(You’d been wrong.)

The end of October had brought around budding crushes, on both your ends. A blue boy, with a wide smile and a big heart, had made butterflies erupt from your chest, and the feeling—though painful—was wonderful. Meanwhile, Yeonjun’s cheeks would occasionally warm out of nowhere, and you’d spot him practising a confession multiple times.

Your feelings had left some distance between you two, as you’d spend some lunch breaks with your crush and switch out some walks for a ride in the blue boy’s car. But, it hadn’t been a canyon between you two. It’s been more like a valley, a barely steep one, that you two could slide into from your hills to rest in each other’s embrace once again.

So, if that wasn’t it, what was it?

Maybe it’d been that specific October day, you thought as you swirled around the drink in your hand and chugged it in one go. Eyes still set on Yeonjun, you didn’t flinch when his drifted towards yours. The surprise, then deep sorrow reflected in his eyes confirmed your thoughts.

It’d definitely been that day.

That day had seemed normal like any other (oh, if only you’d known how it would turn out).

Being mid-October, the temperatures had been rising, the days shortening, and you’d been able to see your breath in the cold, morning air. You’d loved the weather, and so had Yeonjun—you’d known because his eyes had been a little lighter than usual, something that’d brought a small smile to your face—but you’d spotted him fidgeting and nervous all day.

“_____,” he’d called out in AP Calc, one of the two subjects you two shared, “I need to tell you something later, ‘kay? Make sure you meet me by our spot after school.”

You hadn’t been nervous. (You hadn’t known there’d been reason to be nervous.) So, you had shrugged simply. “Sure.”

And, your day had gone on. By the time you’d been in your last period, and the smiley, blue boy had asked to drive you home, Yeonjun’s words had almost slipped your mind. Normally, you would’ve declined, put Yeonjun first. But, there’d been a certain curve in his smile, a certain sparkle in his eyes, that you’d found yourself saying yes.

You weren’t sure if you regretted your decision. (Something deep within you told you that you didn’t.)

So, instead of finding you at your shared spot that afternoon, Yeonjun had found a speedily written note. And, when he’d looked all over the parking lot for you, he’d found you in the backseat of the blue boy’s car, hand tangled in his hair and lips locked with his.

That day, Yeonjun had walked home—his secret intact in the depths of his heart.

And, you never knew.

Bailing on him, you thought certainly, was it.

Yeonjun’s eyes weren’t on yours anymore. Instead, they were on the arm wrapped around your waist. There were many bodies pressed against you two, and dizzying lights filled the house, but you could still spot the recognition in his eyes.

Wordlessly, you looked away from him, refocusing your eyes on the boy beside you.

A cruel smirk stretched your lips, as you asked, “Wanna go off somewhere quiet?”

He nodded, slightly confused and dazed, and followed you out into the cold. And, as you leaned in, kissing him softly, you realised that you missed the autumn breeze.

ii. butterflies | iii. blushed cheeks & burned hearts

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So we're not gonna talk about Yeonjun cheesing over a PICTURE of Megan on a magazine cover while his co-workers answer questions?

Fav Yeonjun Gifs atm 💕

𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘦𝘺 - 𝘚𝘰𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦

𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘦𝘺 - 𝘚𝘰𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦

pairing: non-idol bf!Soobin x gn!reader

type: angsty-fluffy (requested) drabble more like draggle (sorry thought it was going to be a drabble but I kept going so it's an imagine now)

warning: language, lower case intended, proofread half assedly

an: this is the first time I've felt comfortable writing something that wasn't in bullet point form so i'm super excited for you guys to read it. this was requested by anonymous, i hope you enjoy.

"Me wanting to take pictures isn't for me to prove anything to anybody, I mean most of the time I don't even post them!" you snapped, your eyebrows now furrowed in frustration. you and soobin had been bickering and it had been like this since you got back from your date but as time passed it became more heated.

"y/n can you please just give it a rest. I don't want this to keep going." he pleaded with you, his eyes displayed how tired he was of the conversation but you didn't hold back. "I just don't get why you don't take as many pictures with me. Is there someone else? Are you embarrassed by me or something? Do you not want people to know we're together?" you're starting to tear up as you openly think of the possible reasons why soobin so desperately wants to avoid taking pictures.

when you and soobin first started dating, something he learnt about you was how you enjoyed documenting special moments in your life but one thing you are yet to learn is that despite your boyfriend's gorgeous features, he absolutely hated being in front of the camera.

"GEEZ, Y/N CAN YOU JUST GET OFF MY FUCKING BACK?! GOD!" he shouted, the volume of his voice not only startling you but himself too. you slowly started to back away "alright then, I'm just gonna remove myself from whatever this is..." your voice betraying you and disclosing the lump in your throat that you tried so desperately to hide.

soobin's eyes saddened at the sight of you shaking in fear, his intention wasn't to scare you at all. the last thing he wanted was to have his lover be afraid of him. "baby wait, i'm so so sorry. i didn't mean to raise my voice," he walks over to you, instantly pulling you into a tight embrace. you let your tears run down to stain the dress shirt that he looked ever so handsome in "i promise there isn't anyone else and i'm not ashamed of you-" "I never said ashamed, i said embarrassed." you interject with an audible smile "yes, yes embarrassed, ashamed, i'm none of that." he continued "if anything i want everybody in the world to know that we're together." he paused before speaking again, all while gently rubbing a pattern on your back with you still in his warm embrace "I just get so insecure and with these stupid cameras getting better by the minute, they just make my insecurities so much more visible and obvious. it just makes me so embarrassed and i just want to give you the chance to shine like you deserve. I mean you're freaking hot!" he exclaims. you slap his chest and giggle. "I'm sorry too Binnie, i shouldn't have pestered you.' you sighed looking down at your feet. "It's ok y/n, this just means we need to communicate better don't you think?" he leans into your face with a smile. you hummed in agreement as you closed the gap between your lips.

and that kids is why communication is key.

yeonjun is the type of boyfriend to offer to walk you to your dorm after an afternoon lecture, hoping you'll let him stay over a bit (which you do because how can you not when he makes that cute pouty face of his) and while you go take a nap, he'll help tidy up the mess that is your apartment because you were in too much of a hurry to get to class to clean it, then, cook you dinner and leave a note with 'i love you written on it for you to find later when you've woken up only to find he left already.