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GUYS if your wondering why i disappeared it’s cuz i restarted my account again and will possibly make a return after christmas or in the new year at some point okay ty 👨❤️💋👨🫶
☆ 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 ☆
requests are closed for now!
masterlist ! 🦷
hello! my name is jude and i’m a zsakuva writer :-) i was a writer on here before about june 2023 (?) but i took a big hiatus and restarted my account due to personal matters. some might remember me as jasper but i go by jude now <3 my pronouns are he/him and im an autistic trans man :]
leader of the fran fan club ✌️
i am a sort of slow writer so please keep that in mind! i do see all of your requests it just takes me a while to put it into story form <3 !!
i’ve been in the zsakuva fandom since january 2022 and my personal favourite character is xanthus <3
here are some things i will and won’t write! -
彡 will write:
- fluff
- angst
- semi nsfw (not very good at full smut lol)
- neurodivergent readers
- female / male / nonbinary (etc) readers
- comfort fics
- mental health comfort
- platonic fics
- texting scenarios
彡 characters i will write for:
- andrew
- xanthus (mostly)
- dontis
- isaac
- kayson
- jonah
彡 characters i won’t write for:
simply because i don’t know that much about them :p
- alex 😐
- rowan
- cevyk
- matias
- zaros
- niall
- elias
- luca
彡 won’t write:
- full nsfw
- anything to do with pregnancy
i think that about covers it! thank you for reading and i hope you enjoy my writings <3
- jude 🌱
ᴍʏᴛʜᴏʟᴏɢɪᴄᴀʟ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛʏ - xᴀɴᴛʜᴜꜱ ᴄʟᴀɪʙᴏʀɴᴇ ☆
this is a kind of recreation of xanthus’ first episode but with dialogue from the listener and says what’s i think is happening in the audio if that makes sense <33
cw: talk of cannibalism (once), st4bbing scene (again, only once) bl00d and bl00d drinking, tiny nsfw scene if you interpret it as such
gender neutral listener :-) i wrote this without my glasses on so sorry if there are any mistakes D:
if you wanna listen along to his episode: https://youtu.be/9NVb39swQ8Y?si=_3E9bCVR54vlSbvV
“where are you heading too?”
the noise made you jump and turn from where you were walking. you had just finished your late night shift and had closed up shop to finally go home and rest. after dealing with your…unusual coworker and customers who wanted to rip your head off, you were glad to finally be on your way back. you’d thought to take the alleyway by the fast food restaurant you work at for a quicker way home, however someone stopped you in your tracks.
“you must be in a rush to choose this kind of alley to walk down, it’s dangerous to be out alone at this time of night, especially in this type of place where someone can follow you without getting seen.”
the man was right, you were in a rush. his almost hinting remark however made you worry. turning around quickly and hitching your breath, you saw him, his eyes half lidded and a slight smirk on his face. he was quite tall, his hair was light blonde, and he dressed quite elegant for this day and age. dare you say it, he almost looked exactly like his voice.
he must of saw the panic on your face, eyes wide and body tense with fear.
“ah it’s okay, there’s no need to be scared, i won’t hurt you.”
he tried to calm you, taking a few steps forward with his hands up, only for you to start taking steps back quickly out of his reach. you said nothing, expressing what your feeling with your facial expressions.
“only, this alley has one way out, and if you keep walking, it’ll just be a dead end so, i’m going to give you a choice okay?”
this almost threatening demeanour of his made you reach for the knife you had stored in your coat pocket. you’d always carried one around ‘just incase’. you’d never felt safe going outside without at least some support. he kept waking towards you slowly, with you taking steps back. passing by a lamp post, you could finally see his eyes properly for a second, getting a glimpse of the colour. where they…red?
“you can either try to fight me to escape, which you won’t win by the way, or indulge me for a little while.”
both choices seemed near enough dreadful. his words and tone put you off, making you think he was plotting something. he’d stopped walking, but you still kept your distance, ready to run if needs be.
“i’m feeling quite hungry, and you have a cut on your arm don’t you?”
hungry? what was he, a cannibal? all this talk made you uneasy, forcing you to speak for answers.
“how did you-“ you started.
“i have an attuned nose.” he cut you off, smiling, almost knowing that what you were going to say.
he started stepping towards you again, but more quickly with his hand out. you tried to flinch your arm away, but he was too quick, grabbing your arm to inspect the wound. you didn’t dare struggle, instead looking at him up close. he was definitely not human, his eyes were a dark red, shining in the moonlight, and you could see slight fangs when he spoke. he had a tight grip on you, stronger than a human, his skin was deathly pale, and he almost looked mythological.
“it’s rather fresh though.” he observed. “was it a paper cut, or an accident with a knife?”
he questioned you, but instead of letting you answer, he carried on talking, still holding your arm and looking into your eyes. you still had the hold on the knife with your other hand.
“you seem to be quite the clumsy person, or maybe just naive considering you didn’t walk the long way round where there’s light.” he said, gesturing to behind you with his hand where the entrance to the alley was, letting you go gently. you could only stare, focused on what he was going to do next so you could know when to run.
“in here, who knows what you’ll find in the darkness.” he started walking even closer to you, you’d already stared stepping back as a reflex, his tone being more threatening making you uncomfy.
“you want me to show you?” he asked. he was right there. standing. those words must of set you off, as you grabbed for the knife and quickly pierced it through his skin.
you stood still, hand still on the knife as you looked up at him as he only grunted. he seemed…unaffected, making you let go and stepping back quickly.
“well that was a surprise.” he said, you stared in horror and gasped as he pulled the knife out of his stomach so casually and dropped it to the floor, smiling at you. but…how? how was he still standing there like nothing had happened?
“i didn’t think you’d come so prepared but, i can admit when i’m wrong.” he chuckled slightly, and started making his way towards you.
that was it. you had to run. this man was no good. you turned round and took one step to run, only for him to move so quickly through the air, grabbing your shoulders and putting his hand on the back of your head so he wouldn’t hurt you, and pinning you to the wall in one swift movement, knocking the breath out of you and making a noise of pain. you hadn’t even registered what had happened until he started speaking.
“ah ah ah, you made your choice, and i said you wouldn’t win.” he spoke, keeping his grip on you. you tilted your head back up, looking at him with half lidded eyes, trying to get your breath back as he looked down at you.
“but if your equipped with a knife, then i see why you tried.” your mind raced with thoughts. this was all happening so fast.
“i commend you, really.” he said, loosening his grip on you so he wouldn’t scare you. “normally people in this situation would cower or faint, someone did that the other day actually.” he spoke to himself. “but you seem to be holding yourself together quite well.”
you on the other hand, was trying to get your breath back, he pinned you so fast your body didn’t even comprehend what happened. he retracted his hand.
“your out of options.” he spoke sternly, making you look up at him. “now, let me see that cut of yours.” he gently lifted your arm so he could see.
“hm, it’s already healing, i guess it wasn’t that deep.” he observed. “ah it’s an animal scratch isn’t it? smells like it. well, that doesn’t matter anyway.” the way he knew without even putting your arm up to his nose made you wonder. you had managed to get your breath back.
“what- what are you?” you finally spoke to him.
“what am i?” he repeated, before laughing. “you need the whole cape and slicked back hair vibe to figure it out.” he joked. “you look smarter than that!”
he must of saw your face, and spoke.
“i’ll give you a clue.” he said, as he suddenly got closer to your neck and talked in a low voice to your ear. his sudden closeness made you put your hands on his shoulders, ready to push him off.
“right now, i can hear your blood pumping, and it’s only that fast when someone’s scared or exhilarated about something.” he spoke as he retracted his head from your neck. you weren’t sure which one you were, this was all to much to take in.
“you think i’m handsome is that it? your not the first.” he spoke cockily, his attitude matching his voice. if it weren’t for the situation you were in his voice would of made you melt. he looked back at you, still pushing you at the wall gently so you don’t try and run.
“but, you are the first to pull a knife on me which i’m not going to forget anytime soon.” he stated, as he suddenly lifted his hand up, grabbing your chin and peering into your eyes.
“i want to know if there’s anything else interesting about you.” he said gently, looking at you as if he was trying to look inside you. “what else, do you have hidden under your clothes?” he said, glancing at your neck and over your collarbone. “shall i have a peak?” he teasingly said.
he made you panic internally. “you- uhm-“ you said, trying to get the words out, but all your mind focused on was trying to get away from the man. as if almost reading your mind, he spoke.
“well, it’s not really your skin i’m after but what’s flowing beneath it.” he said as he lifted his hand to parts of your neck.
he wants your blood? so does that mean he’s…
“right here.” he gestured, “are the best taps on the body.” he said, stroking your neck, still looking at you.
“some of my kind don’t have a preference between both, but personally, i like the jugular over the crotted.”
that sentence confirmed all your questions. so he is a vampire. at least you knew what you were dealing with now. he carried on talking.
“most people think we just bite anywhere and drink but there’s a sophistication to it, we’re not savages.” he spoke almost offended.
“anyway, enough of me talking, let’s hear you now.” he spoke, getting closer and lifting your head up so he can see your neck. once you realised what was happening, you started to panic. you tried to move away, but he kept his grip on you tight, almost suspecting that you would try to move.
“this is the one i like.” he said, almost purring as he spoke to himself. “but i have to be careful, take too much, and you’ll die, and i don’t want that.”
you spoke up, “your- your not going to kill me?” a strain in your voice as he kept his hold on you.
he hummed, smiling gently at you, “like i said, i won’t hurt you, i just want a drink. but first.”
you suddenly felt a sensation on you as he kissed your neck, making your breath hitch as he hummed to himself. he pulled off.
“ah i can already tell you’ll be sweet.” he said passionately before kissing you again. his voice made your legs buckle slightly as he kept you held up.
“i would tell you to calm down but, i like it when hearts are beating this fast. i can feel it on my lips.” that comment made you melt. he must have a natural charm.
“you’ll feel a slight pinch okay?” he assured into your ear. you just nodded, not entirely sure what was happening and unable to fight anymore.
“don’t hold your breath.”
his teeth sunk into you with ease, making you jolt at the pain but he held you down, keeping you in place so he doesn’t hit anything fatal. the sensation was unlike anything you’ve ever felt before. it was painful but…nice? you eyes shut tightly as you whimpered quietly at the pain. your grip on his shoulders tightened as he drank, him moaning into your neck with thirst.
he pulled off with a gasp, trying to catch his breath.
“god you taste good.” he said almost lewdly as you took in the feeling. “your sweeter than most as well.” he said, savouring the taste of your blood on his tongue. “is it your diet? or maybe you just like sweet things.” he rambled. “well, i’m not complaining.” he said before latching back on to your neck quickly, not giving you time to breathe.
he was desperately hungry, like he’d been longing for the taste of your blood for ages. he held onto you with a feeling of want. you were supposed to escape but…why did you like this?
“it feels good doesn’t it?” he asked, pulling off. “you’d think it would hurt right? it only does when vampires don’t care for their meals and shred the neck like their starved animals.” you couldn’t even hear what he was saying anymore, your body feeling warm and your head all fuzzy. “sometimes i’d like to kill those brats myself, but slaughtering your own kind is frowned upon isn’t it?” he asked you, only to notice your face looking up at the moon.
“i could drink all night, but ill give you some time to breathe okay?” he said, feeling the heat radiating off you, your breathing trying to adjust.
“oh? what’s this? your body’s burning up. that’s not a reaction that normally happens, though, it does if you like what i’m doing.” he asks, smug. you gave him a look that says ‘stop being so full of yourself.’
“come on, be honest with yourself. it’s just me and you, and from what i can hear, there’s no one else around.”
he was right, you did like this. but, obviously, you aren’t going to tell him that.
“i’ll have you know that-“ you took a breath, “this is not enjoyable. it might be for you but not for me.” you weren’t going to tell him what he wanted to hear. he hummed and gave you a smirk.
“you don’t have to lie to yourself, give in.” he said lowly, “hell, i’ll even let you tug on my hair if that’s what you really want.” he said, moving your hands from his shoulders to his hair. you gave him a glare.
“i don’t know what your trying to do to me, but it’s not working.” you said, sick of his smug attitude, too weak to fight him anymore. he only hummed in response.
“your quite cute you know.” he said, inches away from your face.
“that’s only because you want more of my blood.”
“it has nothing to do with feeding, i just find you attractive.” he said as he got closer to your neck. “there’s no harm in a little honesty, is there?” he said, sounding slightly annoyed. you said nothing.
“ah, your bleeding.” he spoke. ‘obviously, you just bit me?’ you spoke in your mind, not saying it out loud. although you can guarantee he can probably read your mind.
“let me help you.” he said, latching onto your neck once again. you’d think he hasn’t been fed in weeks with how much blood he’s taking from you. you reflexly gripped his hair from the puncture in your neck. he hummed in response to you doing so, it must be what he wanted. you were becoming to weak to fight him anymore, so you let him take what he wanted, going along with him.
if you said it didn’t feel good, you would be lying. your breath hitched between your teeth, and you hummed in him going deeper in your neck, him still holding you up and being careful to not hit something he shouldn’t. pulling off in satisfaction from your actions, he smiled down at you.
“ah yes. there we go. submit, and i’ll make it feel even better.” he whispered. he grunted as you suddenly tugged his hair, his head flying back. he laughed in response.
“such a tight grip, finally.” he almost sounded possessive as he spoke. he must of felt you retract your hand slightly.
“don’t worry, i’ll take good care of you.” he said reassuringly, not wanting to scare his meal away. “relax and enjoy the ride.” he said, biting into you one last time with a noise of contentment. you put your head back on the wall behind you, unable to hold it up anymore as you became lightheaded.
“strange.” he remarked, pulling off you. “normally it’s rather easy for me to stop but, i’m having difficulty with you.” just as he finished his sentence, your knees buckled, unable to hold out anymore. he held you up, laughing slightly.
“your feeling lightheaded huh?” you nodded. “don’t worry i have you, lean into me.” you leaned into his chest with relief, your eyes closing as your mind processed what just happened. “there we go.” he spoke. you hummed as he kissed your neck gently, rubbing your back as he held you against him.
“i’m afraid if i take more you’ll pass out completely.” you nearly heard him speak as your ears rung slightly, your head spinning. “i don’t kill those i feed on, not anymore, so you’ll be safe.” he continued to rub your back. “i haven’t had my fill but, i’ve had enough for now.” you were surprised. you felt like he had drained you completely, and you were just holding out as your legs weakened.
he sighed, and pushed you away from his chest, still holding onto you “alright, sit down, come on.” he guided you to the floor gently, leaning you against the wall, and checking your neck gently. your eyes were still closed, as your hands draped by your sides.
“hm, i dug a little deep didn’t i?” he said, rubbing your neck, your eyes half lidded to look at him.
“here.” he said, running his thumb over the wound and closing it up, “that should do it.”
the pain was gone, but you still felt weak.
“it’s a shame i can’t take you back with me,” he sighed, “i’m not completely against kidnapping or i’d be a hypocrite, but this won’t be the last time i see you.” he suggested.
“we’ll meet again. but for now, look into my eyes.” he spoke sternly, holding your face to look at him. you opened your eyes, and his now once dull eyes were now glowing red and bright, forcing you to look at them. you brain felt floaty as he spoke.
“you won’t remember tonight.”
hi guys i am alive :-D so sorry ive took such a big hiatus, take this for now as i get my ideas and motivation back 😭
requests are open if you want to send me some! i need ideas pls pls 🙏☹️
thank you sm for reading <3
- jude 🌱
me listening to alex’s recent audio without paying attention, and then zoning back on to realise we are eating PERFUME????? thought i was going crazy i had to rewind it was like come again????💀
me posting a fanfic and then disappearing for another month (i’m working i swear guys)
hii Jude!! I remember you from my first days on Sakuverse Tumblr and I’ve loved your writings since (they make me claw at my walls (in a good way)) 🤍
can I request an Isaac x trans-male reader hurt/comfort + fluff? :]
ꜱᴋᴇʟᴇᴛᴏɴ ʙᴏɴᴇꜱ - ɪꜱᴀᴀᴄ ʀʜᴏᴀᴅᴇꜱ ☆
thank you sm hun <33 i do agree that the majority of isaac’s fan base is female and its really hard to find fan fics for male readers :((
i found this really easy to write considering i’m also a trans male so here you go ! :-)
he/him pronouns used and trans male! reader ❤️🩹
cw: body/gender dysmorphia
a body. a body that isn’t yours. a body that doesn’t show you.
that’s all you saw as you stared at yourself in the mirror, picking at all your flaws. you stood there with just your binder and some shorts on.
turning to the side, you ran your hands down your chest. it hurt to see how you weren’t flat. it stung. even with the binder, it still wasn’t good enough. your choppy uneven hair, your face shape, your legs. it all wasn’t boy enough.
it hurt to see isaac live his life as happy as he can be with his body. meanwhile you were stuck, stuck forever in this body. you felt tears burning through your eyes as you looked to the floor. it wasn’t fair.
tears rolled down your cheeks, a blank expression on your face as you stood and felt the pain in your chest. the burning envy to see cis males living the life you want. you hugged your arms around yourself to cover the body you beared so painfully as you sobbed into yourself. it isn’t fair. why do i have to have this bo-
a knock at the door snapped you out of your thoughts. you turned to the door quickly, knowing who it was.
“pickle? are you okay?”
obviously he must of heard your sobs, he’s isaac after all.
“y-yeah just-“ you said as you sniffled and rushed to put your shirt on. “give me one second.”
you collected yourself, having a second to breathe and wipe your eyes before opening the door. isaac stood there with deep concern as you looked up at him and tried to flash a smile.
“are you okay? are you hurt?” he asked.
that must of set something off in you as the tears started again and you put your face in your arm as you began to cry.
“oh god, come here.” he said quietly, as he urged you into his arms. you hugged him tight as he rubbed your back and shushed you. you gripped onto his shirt and sobbed into his shoulder.
“what happened?” he asked.
“i’m sorry.” you said through your sobs.
isaac sighed gently and kissed your forehead as you still had your head in his chest.
“i’ve told you before, you don’t need to apologise. what’s up?” he said as he took your face into his hands and looked at you. you averted your gaze as he wiped away your tears.
“it’s stupid..” you mumbled.
“no problem is ever stupid, pickle. come on, tell me what’s up.” he held your hands gently. stroking his thumbs over them.
“i-it’s just…bad dysphoria day, i guess? i don’t know…” you trailed off. he seemed to understand and ushered you to carry on.
“i’m not a real boy, am i isaac?”
the sudden question caught him off guard.
“course you are, y/n.” he spoke.
“look.” he says as he grabs your hands, “see these arms?” he says as he lifts up your wrist and kisses it. “so strong..” he says as he kisses your other wrist then moves his hands to your cheeks.
“and this handsome face that i fell in love with.” he kissed your forehead, then moved down to your cheeks, then your nose, then your lips. you giggled into his kiss, as this isn’t like isaac at all. he wiped your tear stains away while he kissed you. he pulled away, as he put your forehead to his and closed his eyes.
“beautiful boy..” he whispered to you. you smiled to yourself from his comment.
“if you ever feel like this again, you come to me, alright?” he says as he kisses you again.
“i will.”
HI GUYS i disappeared again oops 😟 ive been supa supa busy lately and i haven’t had motivation to write 😭
i’m so sorry this is super short i literally rushed this ill try and write a better version at some point xoxo
i hope this is okay and thank you for reading <3
- jude 🌱
☆ 𝚓𝚞𝚍𝚎’𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 ! ☆
hello my lovely’s :-) here’s where you will find all my writings!
key:
fluff: ☆
comfort: ✧
angst: ✫
semi nsfw: ⁂
texting series: ⛤
xanthus claiborne:
ᴍʏᴛʜᴏʟᴏɢɪᴄᴀʟ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛʏ - xᴀɴᴛʜᴜꜱ ᴄʟᴀɪʙᴏʀɴᴇ
↳ “first meetings with xanthus.” ☆
(ʏᴏᴜ) ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴀʀᴍ - ᴍᴜʟᴛɪᴘʟᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ
↳ “xanthus comforting listener headcanons.” ✧
xᴀɴᴛʜᴜꜱ ᴄʟᴀɪʙᴏʀɴᴇ ᴛᴇxᴛꜱ
↳ “texts between you and xanthus.” ⛤
andrew marston:
nothing yet…
dontis:
ꜰᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴋᴏɴ ʀᴇʙᴏᴜɴᴅ - ᴅᴏɴᴛɪꜱ
↳ “platonic dontis comfort when xanthus goes onto the trimedian mission.” ✧
ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ - ᴅᴏɴᴛɪꜱ
↳ “braiding dontis’s hair.” ☆
isaac rhoades:
ꜱᴋᴇʟᴇɴᴛᴏɴ ʙᴏɴᴇꜱ - ɪꜱᴀᴀᴄ ʀʜᴏᴀᴅᴇꜱ
↳ “isaac comforts you with your gender dysphoria (ftm).” ✧
(ʏᴏᴜ) ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴀʀᴍ - ᴍᴜʟᴛɪᴘʟᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ
↳ “isaac comforting listener headcanons.” ✧
ɪꜱᴀᴀᴄ ʀʜᴏᴀᴅᴇꜱ ᴛᴇxᴛꜱ
↳ “texts between you and isaac.” ⛤
kayson mayer:
(ʏᴏᴜ) ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴀʀᴍ - ᴍᴜʟᴛɪᴘʟᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ
↳ “kayson comforting listener headcanons.” ✧
jonah:
ᴊᴏɴᴀʜ ᴛᴇxᴛꜱ
↳ “texts between you and jonah.” ⛤
i love saku and his humour because you could ask the most in depth, lore, jaw dropping, personal, never thought of before question and he’ll just respond with “:)”
THIS MAN IS EVIL
my writing notes never make sense…
ꜰᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴋᴏɴ ʀᴇʙᴏᴜɴᴅ - ᴅᴏɴᴛɪꜱ ☆
this is purely platonic! dontis with love (xanthus’ listener) and what i think would of happened if love stayed with dontis at the penthouse :)
pretty much a comfort fic with dontis <3
cw/tw: none i don’t think!
“i don’t want you to go.”
“i know, love. but i have too.”
xanthus and you stood by the door. the time had come for the fight against the trimedian, the day you all have been dreading for so long. you clung to xanthus’ arm as you beckoned him not to go silently with your eyes. he chuckled slightly, trying to make light of the situation. he had gathered all his things for the fight and was now ready to leave.
“love, i promise it will all be okay. i’ll be fine.” xanthus said, trying to calm your nerves as he felt them through the bond. he put his things down as he hugged you. you tightly hugged him back, as if he’d disappear if you let go. he rubbed your back and kissed your forehead.
“i promise.” he whispered to you.
you felt the tears burn through your eyes as you hid into his chest. you were scared, so scared. he felt them and pulled your face out of his chest.
“hey now, don’t cry.” he said as he held your face and wiped your tears.
“xanthus i’m so scared.” you confessed.
“i know, im scared too. but i need you to try and stay strong for me. you can do that, can’t you love?” he asked, trying to calm you down. you sniffled and nodded, holding onto his hands. he smiled at you and leaned down to kiss you.
“it’ll be okay love. you stay here with dontis where you are safe. he’ll protect you if anything happens.” he assured you. you nodded, swallowing your nerves. you knew he could feel them and it would make his focus worse during the battle.
“of course i will.” you heard a voice from behind you. it was dontis, leaning against the doorway. xanthus smiled at him, kissing your forehead before letting go of you.
“i need to go now love, ill be back.” he said as he grabbed his things.
“stay safe out there. thank you for doing this for us.” dontis said, watching him open the door.
xanthus nodded. “of course.”
your heart sank a little as you watched him walk out the door. he turned round to smile at you as he saw your face.
“don’t make that face love. i’ll be back, i promise.” he chuckled, trying to lessen your anxiety. you smiled and wiped your tears.
“protect them. i’m trusting you, dontis.” xanthus said, looking at dontis. dontis just chuckled at his sudden sternness.
“yes yes, i will, xanny. they’re safe with me.” dontis spoke. xanthus scoffed at the nickname but smiled all the same.
“i’ll see you both soon. stay safe.” xanthus said as he turned round.
“you too.” dontis said as he waved him off and closed the door.
he turned round to you, concern looming over his face.
“are you okay y/n?” he asked, seeing your eyes still watery.
“i’ll be okay, it’s just the nerves is all.” you sniffed as you wiped your eyes, looking at him.
“i understand. your only human after all, its natural.” he gently spoke. “you’ve never been in a situation like this before, have you?” you shook your head. he hummed, understanding what your feeling.
“it’s just…i just want everyone to be safe.” you said.
“i know, i feel the same.” dontis said, putting his arm round your shoulder comfortingly. despite him being taller than you, he still found a way to calm you down with his touch.
“it will all be fine, won’t it dontis?” you said, unsure. he smiled gently, looking down at you.
“of course it will, xanthus has a plan a, b, c, d, and so on, as you’ve saw from the past week.” you laughed at his words. he patted you on the back gently. “no matter what happens, he’ll be able to think of something. thats the way with xanthus.”
you smiled up at him. “thank you dontis. your right, everyone will be fine, i’m sure.”
──── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ────
it was currently 11pm, and it had been a few hours since then. dontis was on the balcony, reading while also keeping watch from the outside. you had told him you would be retreating to bed, but in reality, you had gone to stand by the door. staring, just waiting for any sign of xanthus. you had been there for about an hour, and your mind had gone fuzzy from the drowsiness. still, you were determined to stay awake. you had to make sure he came back. you couldn’t sleep without xanthus anyway, you had gotten so used to his comforting embrace in bed that it was useless trying to sleep.
you started to pace back and forth, fiddling with your hands to try and distract your mind from sleeping. you hadn’t felt anything from xanthus from the bond, and it was starting to get to you. you were worried. what if he had been caught? what if he was in any pain but you couldn’t feel it? what if something had happened?
so many ‘what if’s’ plagued your mind that you hadn’t even noticed dontis calling you.
“y/n? what are you still doing up?” you finally heard. you looked up at him, your pacing slowing to a halt and your eyes looking directly at him.
“oh, sorry dontis, i didn’t hear you.” you laughed it off nervously.
“didn’t you go to bed?” he asked. you were about to say ‘yes’ but there was no point, you weren’t going to lie through your teeth straight to an incubus’ face. you sighed.
“no, i’m sorry. i’ve been down here the whole time.” you looked away. “i just need to make sure xanthus comes back okay.”
he sensed your worry. he knew what you were feeling, and he understood. he sighed and stood closer to you.
“i understand, y/n. i get what your feeling. but being this way isn’t going to help you, nor xanthus.” he put his hand on your head and stroked your hair. “you need to rest, i can see you fighting it.”
you looked down, shuffling your feet a bit.
“i know, but i can’t leave him. i need to make sure he’s alright.” you said, gesturing to the door. he hummed, trying to think of a way to get you to rest. he knew how attached you two were, obviously because of the bond.
“i understand, this is only natural for you. but you need to sleep, it’s already late and i can feel how tense you are. you need to relax. it will help both you and xanthus at the same time.” he gave you a gentle smile. “if you don’t want to sleep upstairs, i get it. you can rest on the couch, but just please try to get some sleep, if not for me, then for xanthus.” he persuaded. he wasn’t just doing it for xanthus, he was genuinely concerned for your feelings. he could feel the anxiety racing through your body, and he wanted to help you as best as he could.
you sighed. “okay, i will.” you said, giving in. you could feel how tired your body and mind was, and dontis did have a point. he smiled.
“come on then, i’ll get you a blanket.” he walked to the couch, you following behind him. “make yourself comfortable, i’ll be right back.” he said as you sat down, shifting about with the fluffy decorative pillows that scattered dontis’ couch. very much like him, you thought.
he came back with a fluffy blanket, its patterns and colours shining in the small light. he put it over you and tucked you in, which made you giggle.
“comfortable?” he asked, and you nodded. the warmth of the blanket made you drowsier than ever, like a big comforting hug. you didn’t realise how tired you were until you layed down, but a part of you still had xanthus on your mind.
“try and sleep, if you can. it’s quite late.” dontis spoke, kneeling down to eye level with you. “if you need anything i’ll be just outside on the balcony.” he pointed to where you could see the window where the balcony was. you nodded, and he smiled, and turned around to go back to where he was. but before he could open the door, he heard you call out his name.
“hm?” he turned round to see you sitting up. you looked down and fiddled with your fingers.
“could…could you stay? just for a bit?” you mumbled, a little bit embarrassed. you didn’t want to be left alone, especially when sleeping when the battle was going on. he smiled at you and walked back, sitting down next to you.
“of course i will.” he said.
“i don’t really want to be alone when i sleep.” you confessed. he didn’t blame you, there was a battle going on right now, so he understood.
“here, lie back down.” he said as he put the blanket back over you. once he knew you were comfortable, he put his hand on your head and stroked through your hair. you looked up at him with tired eyes, and he chuckled.
“what? i’m an incubus, it’s my job to comfort people.” he joked, and you laughed with him.
“i do admit it feels…nice.” you said, your breathing slowing. he smiled at you.
“just relax. it’ll all be fine.” he spoke quietly.
with his other hand, he grabbed yours and gently stroked your hand with his thumb. you watched him.
“xanthus would probably be getting protective if he knew you were holding my hand right now.” you said, muffled slightly by the pillow. dontis laughed at your remark.
“i don’t know, he’d probably be glad to know your getting rest, speaking of, close your eyes. you can’t sleep with your eyes open, unless that’s a hidden talent of yours.” dontis joked and you rolled your eyes and scoffed.
“i suppose..” you said, relaxing more into the couch, closing your eyes like dontis asked. you felt lighter every second, dontis’ hand going through your hair reminded you of how xanthus puts you to sleep.
dontis could feel you drifting more and more, smiling at how you accepted his comfort. he gave your hand a squeeze occasionally, and could hear your breathing getting more relaxed.
“there we go. calm down.” dontis whispered.
just before you drifted into sleep, you heard dontis speak.
“good night, y/n.” his hand never leaving yours.
aaa first dontis fic! i’m sorry this is so short, this is literally an idea i came up with in the middle of the night and i just put it into full LOL
i know it says platonic dontis but i accidentally made him romantic ish but we don’t talk about that
thank you for reading ! requests are still open <3
- jude 🌱
saku said that there was a possibility of xanthus and dontis being something more throughout the years and i can’t stop thinking about it
here’s my zsakuva ranking list guys is this valid 🙏 /j
could you maybe write something on xanthus, kayson, or isaac comforting their partner? i feel like they’d have interesting methods hehe~
(ʏᴏᴜ) ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴀʀᴍ - ᴍᴜʟᴛɪᴘʟᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ ☆
ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ: xᴀɴᴛʜᴜꜱ ᴄʟᴀɪʙᴏʀɴᴇ, ᴋᴀʏꜱᴏɴ ᴍᴀʏᴇʀ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪꜱᴀᴀᴄ ʀʜᴏᴀᴅᴇꜱ.
i did this in headcanon form if that’s alright lovely <3 i couldn’t decide on who to write for so i did them all :)) !
gender neutral reader as always :)
tw/cw: none!
xᴀɴᴛʜᴜꜱ ᴄʟᴀɪʙᴏʀɴᴇ ･ ｡ﾟ☆ -
• would detect straight away if your feeling upset or a little down (from the bond of course, and he’s a vampire :33 )
• would definitely be the type to quietly ask “are you alright love?” or “what’s the matter?”
• would listen to EVERY word, and i mean EVERYTHING.
• if it was about your feelings, he’d hold your hand while listening and then slowly pull you into a hug, wrapping one arm around your back and the other on your head, rubbing up and down to soothe you.
• if it was about your body / or dysmorphia, he would be the type to kiss gently across the parts where your feeling insecure, and then seal it off with a kiss, to make sure you know he’s being truthful (would probably give you a hug again lol)
• if you were to cry, i feel like a part of him would be upset too. he can’t bear to see you cry.
• would hold your face and wipe away your tears while shushing you, looking gently into your eyes and smiling softly.
• if you needed to cry onto his shoulder, he’d gladly let you, letting you take all the time you need. he knows humans are fragile and need to let out their emotions every once in a while.
• would NOT CARE if you got his shirt soggy, as long as you are feeling better that’s all that matters.
• if you didn’t want to talk or just wasn’t in the mood, BUT still wanted comfort, he’d beckon you to lie down with him on his chest, arms wrapped tightly around you, and draw soothing circles onto your palms slowly.
• wouldn’t mind at all about the silence if that’s what you wanted, he’d probably end up listening to your breathing or heartbeat the whole time anyway <33
˗ˋˏ°• ᴋᴀʏꜱᴏɴ ᴍᴀʏᴇʀ -
• now we’ve already seen him comfort listener a few times in his audios, but i’m gonna list headcanons anyway 🙏
• he’d probably detect it straight away, but not say anything until he’s aware you know that HE knows that your off.
• he’d probably drop hints throughout the day, like silently rubbing circles into your knuckles while holding your hand, or asking “are you alright?”
• would wait until you get home to ask you what’s wrong, as he doesn’t want to panic you in a public space.
• if you were venting and suddenly burst into tears while speaking, he’d pull you in and let you sit on his lap, stroking your hair and gently rocking you back and fourth to calm you down.
• would sit there ALL day listening to you, he just wants you to be happy :((
• if the issue was something he could do about it, he’d get involved and help you sort it out (if that makes sense 🗣️)
• if not, he’d hold your hands and tell you that things will get better, and that it will all work out in the end ❤️🩹
• again, would be the type to not care how long you cry, it’s better out than in. he’d wait forever for you, as long as your okay in the end :))
ɪꜱᴀᴀᴄ ʀʜᴏᴀᴅᴇꜱ + *.☽ .* -
• he’d be SO concerned, he’d probably think something huge has happened.
• he’d probably be the dense type that wouldn’t really know what to do.
• if he caught you crying, he’d probably sort of ask questions quickly like “what happened? are you alright? did something happen?”
• poor man is traumatised ☹️
• he’d listen intently, understanding you straight away. he’d probably say things like “i get it.” or “i understand what your feeling.” to try and comfort you more.
• if you wanted a hug, would probably wrap his arms around you, guide your head to his shoulder, and sort of pat you gently on the back ? (he’s trying his best)
• if you were crying onto him, he’d probably whisper things like “it’s okay.” and “it will be fine.”
• would probably ask again if anything has happened, just to make sure.
• if you wanted to stay with him, i don’t think he’d mind sort of cuddling on the couch with you nuzzled into him, just enjoying his presence.
• during this he’d probably put his hand on your head and very slowly stroke your hair.
• would probably make you a drink like a cup of tea or some juice after to hydrate you, and to make you feel better :))
• he’s trying his best okay <33
hi hi i hope this was okay :-)) ive never done headcanons before so this was sort of new for me so im sorry if this is a bit ‘rough’. also this isn’t proof read so please tell me if there are any mistakes <33
requests are open! thank you for reading <33
- jude 🌱
Hiii! I'm not requesting anything just yet, but, I just had to let you know that your writing is absolutely amazing! It's so sweet and cute, and I really enjoy reading your headcanons. Your unique style is so lovely, and I can't wait to see more from you! Please take your time with your fics, no rush at all. Your creativity is truly wonderful!
awe thank you so much your are so sweet lovely <33 this means a lot thank you 🫂
xᴀɴᴛʜᴜꜱ ᴄʟᴀɪʙᴏʀɴᴇ ᴛᴇxᴛꜱ *₊‧✩
this was so fun to make!! ive never done texting between characters so this was new for me but was a lot of fun to do <33 i also got inspired by the sakuverse community on here doing these so i wanted to try it too! im gonna add this to my list of requests so if you want more of this or more specific scenarios you can request this! thank you for reading :-)
- jude 🌱
(ps this was literally me texting myself for 30 minutes wtf 💔)
I love your writing! It's adorable! Could you please do a "Isaac Rhoades Texts". The Xanthus one was really cute.
XOXO!
ɪꜱᴀᴀᴄ ʀʜᴏᴀᴅᴇꜱ ᴛᴇxᴛꜱ ★彡
hi i hope this was okay <33 i really enjoy doing these type of writings so this was really fun to make :-)
thank you for reading! requests are open :p
- jude 🌱
right i have two drafts going right now and i can’t decide who to work on first so you guys get to pick ;P ill work on it in the morning when i get results <3
guys i don’t know if you’ve seen the trend going around on tik tok but i made a version with xanthus love and dontis…😁
okay bye