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I Won't See Them?
I won't see them?
I won't get to meet them?
This was the only thing I've been living towards to, and now it will never happen?
I don't know what to do now.
I need them.
I need to hold and hug them, I need to see and feel them.
How can I keep going now?
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The only thing I was looking forward to is seeing him. But I don't know when that will even be.
Maybe never again.
Maybe I'm just dramatic.
But it feels like we'll never be together again...
I want to be back in his arms. I want to be with him.
Cried about him today again.
All the things he said, did he mean them?
Does he still mean them?
Can I ever stop wondering if he just lied to me the whole time or if he actually meant it?
What the fuck?
I want to talk with him.
I miss him.
All I want is to be loved. To have him cradle me in his arms. To lay my head on his chest and listen go his heartbeat. To braid his hair and kiss his nose.
My heart breaks because I can't be with him.
It's funny how love changes things.
His shirt was my favorite item, now it's just a shirt, not even a pretty one.
I am not repulsed by it, but I don't feel the need to wear it like it's an eternal hug.
I am always the second choice.
Always.
For ever everyone else will be chosen before me. Everyone else is better.
Why can't someone choose me?
Why doesn't anyone love me?
Someone please love me like I love them.
Please?