Okay So I Wrote Something While My Last Mental Breakdown And I Wanted To Show You. So Here It Is And
Okay so I wrote something while my last mental breakdown and I wanted to show you. So here it is and take care!
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I know you dont want to loose youre little sister.
All these night appart,
the number grew more and more.
Like my desire to evermore,
Se your smile and stop the frown.
Even though sometimes I feel like a clown.
Until I go to slumber,
Where I fulfil my desire.
Where I stopped feeling
The strange emotions that I can’t deceiver
Where I stopped hurting
By the reality that bring me to oblivion
Where I feel liberated
From the rotten world we created
When I wake up the numbness comes back.
Like a mountain on my back.
But don’t worry,
For I am inspired by your audacity.
Your strong head is something that I admire.
For I can’t start my fire.
My anxiety causes a war in me.
Where my army has be
And is no more.
For my demons heretofore,
We’re just pixie dust from tinker bell.
However now, they are an alarm bell.
Forgive me sister,
For I know I’m a bother
With my self destructive ways
And my long silences.
Dear sister you need to know
I’m just not myself.
But I don’t know who myself is anymore.

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