People Are Not Gentle With Me But I Can Be Gentle With Myself I Can I Can I Can!!!!

People are not gentle with me but I can be gentle with myself I can I can I can!!!!

God damn!!!!

as much as i love an appriciate this community, i have realized that i can get better from this. Ana does not controll my life, and i should be listening. after watching a bunch of people's eating disorder stories and how recovery saved them and they became happier becuase of it, i have realized that i would much rather be happy and have a repaired relationship with food, living like a normal teen, than count my calories, starve myself, and slowly end up kiling myself.

so as of now i am not an eating disorder account anymore, but i will be trying to track my progress in recovery.

i know this seems very sudden, but ive had an epiphany and all of what my friends have been telling me is finally making sense. recovery is the answer and i will be following the answers.

goodbye edblur

shut the fuck up ana

cause i want to be a normal boy again.

Been feeling a lot like this lately

Sometimes I remember the fact that I’ve always kinda had an ed like as long as I can think back my eating was disordered at best and I felt so disgusting and wrong for not being able to hold myself back from eating, it’s mind blowing how impressionable you are as a kid